About sixteen years ago, with a lack of self-confidence and self-worth, I felt deeply frustrated by life. Looking at the world that did not make any sense, I didn’t see many people living the values of love, wisdom, integrity, fairness and equality. Instead I saw injustice and corruption everywhere, lack of love, lack of true community, high stress, and many chasing material success. If the common western belief was true that ‘you only live once,’ it didn’t make sense to me that some people lived a healthy life into their eighties and some never made it through gestation: that some lived in great poverty and some with inordinate wealth. It just didn’t stack up. I knew that God was Love, so why did some people have it all and some none? It didn’t seem fair.
I remember having an inner tantrum, banging my fists, saying to myself, “I don’t get it! What’s the point?” I remember saying I hope ‘they’ (not knowing who ‘they’ were) will tell me at the point of death what life was all about, because logically there had to be an answer, there had to be something about life that made sense. In that moment it was like I was making a call from deep within to something far greater than I could fathom at that point in time. I never thought in a million years that during my lifetime I would find the answers to that which I was seeking… and way more! Instead, once my inner tantrum was over I just picked up the drudgery of life and carried on.
But something after that point in my life shifted. In the process over the next two years, my work changed -I lived abroad and I began to meet people with a different view of life. I opened up to the possibility of reincarnation and that there was more to life than just our physical reality… I was searching for God and the truth that would make sense from the nonsense. None of the organised religions seemed to provide any kind of answers, or a whole picture, although I could feel and see strands in them that made sense. Anything New Age was definitely out as it seemed a bit weird and ‘voodoo.’ I had a million questions still and my frustration and bitterness remained. However, looking back over that two-year time frame I realise I was preparing for what was to come.
Enter Serge Benhayon.
I found Serge Benahyon’s contact through a health practitioner and I knew with every cell in my body and with no hesitation that I wanted to meet him and find out more about his presentations and healing modalities, so I booked into an introductory course.
On that first meeting, I knew I had come home; there was no need to look any further. There was no New Age ‘rah-rah.’ Serge presented The Way of The Livingness in such a ‘down to earth’ way; one that evoked a deep sense of trust. He presented with a twinkle in his eye and sprinkles of daft humour and that brought deep-seated chuckles of laughter (something that I still dearly love about Serge!) He spoke to my heart. I understood for the first time why we, as a humanity, are in such a mess. I could relate to everything that was presented about the way we live that is contra to our true essence and was given the tools to connect to myself on a deeper level. I was introduced, for the first time, to energetic responsibility and to what ‘the greater plan of life’ really is about.
On that day I saw profound integrity -values and qualities in him that I wanted to cultivate in myself. I was deeply inspired and said to myself, “Whatever he is doing, I want to learn it!”
I wanted to learn how to handle life: feel vital, to not react, to not make life all about me, bring great love and understanding towards others, show endless patience, work exceptionally hard and not get exhausted, keep light and playful, bring truth, feel joy and most of all… reconnect to a universal wisdom that is all ours to share.
Serge Benhayon made achieving the humanly impossible not only possible, but also normal! He showed that everything in my heart I wanted the world to be… (more love) was something we could all work towards.
My million questions about the mysteries and meaning of life, philosophy, science, religion, love, health, death, the soul, spirit and reincarnation were all answered gradually over time; and during the thirteen years that followed, Serge has consistently showed his amazing qualities. Always open and steady, never once have I seen him grumpy, tired or cross.
Life after Serge Benhayon
Life for me since knowing Serge is incredible (and still in development). I have that inner settlement I was so desperately seeking, with an understanding of the world and my place in it. What I adore more than words can express is the teachings and revelations of the Ageless Wisdom that Serge has re-introduced us to and my quiet, deepening re-connection to God.
Serge has shown me how to connect to myself, armed me with tools for life so that I may not get engulfed by emotions… as emotions are not me. When connected to my essence, I am so much more and way grander than I ever saw myself to be. I have a recommitment to life and a life filled with wonder and purpose, with a greater understanding of others. As a consequence, my relationships have deepened in every area of my life. I also have an increasingly internal strength that simply did not exist before… and it shows.
To sum up in the shortest way possible, Serge Benhayon has given me the greatest gift I could have possibly asked for and that is, he has given me back myself.
It is difficult to express the love, regard and the deepest appreciation I have for Serge, but whilst ‘thank you’ may not cut it, I want to say to Serge a heart-felt enormous and humungous thank you, for all that you have done, all that you are doing and all that you will do, for me and the hundreds who know you, if not thousands and millions more who may never meet you.
What is offered is priceless and now I no longer have to ask ‘them’ at the point of death what life is all about, because now I know!
By Rachel Murtagh, South West UK