by Nicole Serafin
At the age of 19, I was diagnosed with CIN3 (also called carcinoma in situ or stage 0 cervical cancer), the highest level of cell changes that can occur before there is invasion into deeper tissues. As such it was imperative to have it treated before it progressed further and became invasive.
I had no symptoms that I knew of, and had been for a regular check-up at my local doctor when she asked if I had ever had a pap smear. Being 19, I thought that was something that older people had. She explained to me that it was not an age thing, so I decided to have one. I did not think anything of it at the time, not expecting to hear another word about it.
I soon received a call from the surgery telling me I had to come straight in. My test results were positive and my doctor had made an appointment for me to go and see a specialist that morning. I went on to have numerous laser operations to remove the advanced precancerous cells on my cervix, as well as having three laparoscopies.
At the age of 25, I was told that I would not be able to have children due to the amount of scarring on my cervix and the cells that continued to regrow. The doctor suggested that if I wanted children, to try straight away and to have at least one as the chances of me conceiving let alone being able to carry to full term were slim.
At that time, my partner and I were not in a great place. I had my own business, I worked six days a week and did not feel that my life at the time was the sort of life I wanted to bring a child into.
Then again at age 28 I required more surgery for multiple ovarian cysts that had ruptured. The doctors wanted to give me a hysterectomy due to the presence of all the cysts combined with my previous history.
It was a shock and the surgery was something I did not want. So I got on a plane to Sydney to see my specialist who was still treating me, so that he could go in one more time and see what could be done.
My specialist listened to what I felt and promised to only look during that surgery, as I was scared they would just go ahead with the hysterectomy if they found too much going on. After the operation, he came to me to explain that the doctors who had treated me for my cysts at home were correct, and I should consider going further with the operation. I asked him to give me three months to make some changes in my life and see what happened.
My family was not happy with the choice I made. They told me it was in my genes – my grandmother had had a hysterectomy, as had my aunty, and my mother had a lot of problems in her reproductive area as well. However, I knew if there was the slightest possibility I could change things, then I had to give it a go. I had been living my life under an enormous amount of pressure. I was in a dysfunctional relationship and was constantly pushing myself and my body, past the point that it could cope with. I knew that my illness was a result of the choices that I had been making and that I had to start looking at those choices and begin to make some changes.
A client had given me a card of a practitioner they felt would be able to support me in what was going on. At first I was sceptical, but after my first visit with Serge Benhayon I walked out knowing that my life as it was, was not it, and that it all had to change. Not because of what he told me to do, but through what I could feel in me… a knowingness of my own.
I had finally been met in full for who I truly was. There was no expectation for me to be anything other than me, and from that there was no going back. I could no longer ignore the way I was living. The denial had been huge, I just had not ever realised how much I had been living in the avoidance of self.
From there I had more sessions with Serge and went along to the workshops and courses Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine were presenting. These courses, workshops and sessions helped me to be able to feel the lovelessness and disregard I had been living in all my life.
Not only did it help me to feel this, but it also allowed me to connect to the awesomeness that I am. My inner heart had been yearning for me to reconnect to myself and allow myself to live from my inner self: to live from a love that is known and felt by all; for me to just be me, without all the ideals and expectations I had taken on throughout my life. It was time for me to take responsibility for my actions and choices and to stop blaming everyone and everything else for why my life was the way that it was.
I came to realise and understand that there was no way that my body would be able to continue to live in such a way without something happening. My illness was a way of my body saying, “Hey, I can’t do this anymore and my subtle hints are not working so here, have this”. I began to change, not only my diet, but also my relationship, my work ethics and my sleep patterns, going to bed before 9pm and taking the time to nurture myself whenever I could.
All of the changes that I was making in my life came naturally, as once I allowed myself to feel what was needed, the rest followed. The support of Serge Benhayon, and Kate Greenaway, a physiotherapist who had started working with Serge at the clinic, made it easier for me to keep being honest with myself about where I was at and what was needed. Never did they judge me for the choices I had made or was making, and sometimes the choices I made were not as supportive of myself as they could have been. They were only ever loving, offering a level of support I’d never before come across.
To cope with the stress of life, I had years before begun to smoke marijuana – it helped me to check out of what was going on around me. Every time things got too much, I would turn to a joint and hope it would all sort itself out and go away. I did not allow myself to eat properly, living on fresh juices and small amounts of solid foods, so my weight was extremely low.
I gave up smoking marijuana and began to eat solid foods. I started with six small meals a day as my digestive system was not used to it and at first it was a struggle. In a way, it was a blessing to re-introduce foods in this way because I could feel exactly how certain foods made me feel. I found that foods that contained gluten or wheat made me feel heavy, bloated and tired and that dairy would make me congested and that both of them together would give me extreme stomach cramps.
I gradually introduced foods into my diet that allowed me to feel what my body needed rather than eat just for the sake of eating. My diet was one of salads, vegetables, lamb, fresh fruit, nuts and grains. I could feel the change in my body, the clarity of my thoughts and the willingness to deal with whatever came my way.
I began to realise I had been living in such a way that my body felt very hard, and generally, I felt disconnected from myself and that there was no way that I could ever deal with anything. I had chosen to completely check out from life and my illness was showing me just that.
I was not living in gentleness and I certainly was not nurturing of myself, or my body.
I came to realise that I needed to let myself feel the consequences of the choices that I had made in my life and deal with what I had created. I had begun to feel, through being more aware of my ovaries and my breasts, that I was not living in the stillness of what being a woman was all about. Instead, I was living in a hardness that I used to get by in life and get things done – at any cost.
My body was showing me that I needed to be aware of the choices that I made and to deal with whatever came up. To be accepting of myself, and my body, and to love myself for who I was. Loving and accepting myself did not feel like it came naturally to me. I was very hard on myself, feeling that I was never enough and that I always had to do and be more. I always felt that I needed to prove myself, seeking acceptance from my family and those around me.
Connecting to myself, my breasts and my body allowed me to feel that I was enough, that it was OK for me to be gentle, to be vulnerable and to ask for help if I needed it. I was now able to make choices based on what I needed to support myself in that loveliness and to be the amazing woman I truly am. By allowing myself to connect to my body I could feel the yumminess I already had inside of me, that I didn’t need anyone else to confirm that I was great, I could confirm that for myself by just stopping and feeling me… and there was no better feeling than that yumminess within.
My doctor was sceptical when I said I wanted to try for a baby and warned me of the complications that could arise. I was prepared to give it a go and went ahead with my life, constantly being aware of what changes I needed to make to continue to support me, continuing with my sessions when I felt the need.
Just before we conceived our first child I went back to my specialist in Sydney for a check-up. He was amazed at the transformation. My cervix had no signs of any scarring from the surgeries that I had had in the past, and there were no longer the advanced precancerous changes in the cells. All he had to say was, “Whatever you are doing, keep doing it… I can’t see there being any problems from what has been occurring thus far.”
I went on to have a daughter, which was the most amazing experience – having an awesome, trouble-free pregnancy, birth and baby. She has been a true inspiration for what is possible if you just allow yourself the time to connect to who you are and what you are capable of. I am now pregnant with our second baby and so far the pregnancy has been the same. No cravings, no morning sickness, pains, bloating, excess weight gain or discomfort.
My body has now been clear for 11 years, no more cancerous changes in the cells of my cervix and I have had no further surgery or treatments apart from attending on-going courses, treatments and retreats through Universal Medicine. I have not had to go back to my specialist for over five years now, opting to have my regular pap smears through the local hospital, all of which have come back negative.
I am still aware that I need to treat my body in a way that will continue to support it in what is needed, and if that means it needs the support of mainstream medicine also, then so be it. For me it was a combination of both mainstream and Esoteric Medicine that lead me to the life that I am now able to embrace and live fully.
If it were not for the two working together, then I am certain my outcome and life would be a very different story.
My body needed the medical treatments it received in order to clear it on a physical level, and the Esoteric Medicine was necessary for me to be able to address issues on a deeper level, and take full responsibility for what was going on that lead me to get an illness in the first place.
My doctor was always very sceptical of whatever it was I was doing, but when he saw the results for himself, he couldn’t argue. He never fully understood what it was that was going on, but he never refused to treat me because of my choices. He only ever remained open to allowing me the time and space I asked for to do what I felt was needed.
I was also very strong in claiming what it was that I wanted to do. I never gave up on what it was that I felt I needed to do in order to get to the root cause of what was going on in my body.
Since I started with Serge Benhayon and then Kate Greenaway, Universal Medicine has offered even more modalities, such as Esoteric Breast Massage. This has enabled and supported me to connect to myself as a woman and to live that in every aspect of my life. I now also have Esoteric Ovary Massages with Natalie Benhayon – these provide me the support to feel how I have been living on a daily basis; Esoteric Massage (Curtis Benhayon) lets my body express and release what it is that I have taken on; and Esoteric Chakra-puncture with Michael Benhayon helps to support my body in the true vitality and love that I am.
All of these modalities have shared something different with me: they are the tools that have enabled me to make choices and changes in my life so I can live completely and honestly as who I am.
Now, at age 40, my life is not complete for what I have, but for who I am – and for the loveliness that I can connect to every day. I appreciate the opportunity to have been able to be shown that there is another way. If I hadn’t become ill, I would have never made the choice to live differently, to live with me in my awesomeness every day – and for that I am truly grateful.
This and other testimonies should be compiled in a book, because there are so many of them and I love reading how magical these subtle shifts is people’s lives makes so much of a difference in their lives.
“All the changes that I made in my life came naturally…” Once we allow ourselves to feel our body we do know deep inside what feels true for us as individuals. Yet so many try to override these messages – and then we wonder why we have a serious illness. I thank Universal Medicine for opening my eyes to truth. Taking responsibility for our health is something we’re not taught as young ones in any serious way – as yet.
What I find fascinating is that even when we make changes that result is such miracles as your turn around in health did, very few doctors enquire as to what we did to manifest such results. ‘‘keep,doing what you’re doing’ is a common response, without wanting to know more…..
So many are told that ‘it’s in your genes’ as if nothing more can be done except only going down the medical route. Your story shows there can be a different way. Taking responsibility for our own health, and making lifestyle changes as you did, demonstrates how life can transform. Using both western medicine and the Esoteric brings the best of both worlds together. One day this will be the norm in Medicine.
This is truly incredible!!! If I were your doctor I would want to use you as a case study because for someone to completely turn their health around so much so that the body no longer even shows any signs of scaring let alone being able to get pregnant and to have a trouble free birth. Surely this would be worth finding more about to support others?
I found it very inspiring how Nicole asked the doctors to wait a while for her to make some life changes before going for a major surgery. When faced with the possibility of dying via cancer, this took a lot of trust, courage, and honesty regarding her responsibility in creating this condition. It’s a miracle how her body responded when she reconnected with it this way.
Beautiful to read the changes that you made to your life, the honesty you were able to come to, and the awareness that it brought to you too. It is amazing what we can change through making changes to the way that we live.
Nicole I loved how your specialist honoured your request, to only assess the situation and not operate at the time and also give you three months to see if you could change things yourself, he was obviously very caring and a true listener too.
It’s great the way the doctor honoured your request, which wouldn’t have been possible if you wouldn’t have honoured yourself and your inner impulses first.
Reading this, I wonder if there’s a desire in us to be brought to a moment of much needed full stop. We say we don’t know, but I have a sense that we do, that the way we are living is not really true to us but actually abusive. Once we are in the pattern of abuse, the momentum is so grabbing and it is very hard to get out of it.
Illness and disease are not the enemy we think they are and the healing process that can unfold when we unite esoteric medicine alongside conventional medicine can be both profound and extremely supportive for our bodies.
The body speaks although we don’t tend to listen very well. What an absolute blessing for you Nicole to have your body speak so loudly and that you listened and responded to it…
To be confirmed in our knowingness is incredibly supportive to our wellbeing. The confirmations come at exactly the right time when we’re ready to make the changes that we have been feeling for some time or to support us to claim something more deeply within the body. It’s not because of another eg. Serge Benhayon says it, but a confirmation of that which we already know yet have been delaying and resisting.
Wow what an amazing transformation this is – so much power in this writing and shows how listening to our bodies is pure healing.
A beautifully inspiring blog Nicole, showing how when we take responsibility for our lives by making self loving choices how our lives and our health issues can amazingly change.
We can view illness in many different ways but to me, it’s a way home, its not always a pretty path or one we expect, sometimes we might think we have it all going on too, we might feel like we are doing all the right things and illness will come, this does not make it any less of a gift. Other times we know deep down we have invited it in through our unloving ways. Sometimes it gives us a shove or a wake up call – there are times it gives us a stop, or it brings us back and occasionally it clears out something old. It never mean you are bad or that you have done something wrong but rather it is a communication of choices, old or new but at least with an illness you know that the body is releasing something, that it is not burring it or numbing it, there is an honesty and humbleness that is very valuable. So to me, the fact your body started talking at 19 is pretty impressive and shows that it knows the truth.
Nicole I am sure I have read this before and perhaps commented before but this morning it has blown me away. Knowing a smidgen about the woman you are now, the fact you have been able to have children, is astounding considering all you went through from the age of 19. I am deeply inspired to deepen my connection with myself, knowing how much our bodies yearn to be held in that level of respect.
Your blog is incredibly inspiring Nicole and you are a living testamomy of what’s possible when we make changes in our lives and the effect that can have on our health and well-being. I think often when we have health problems we can feel powerless and not claim the fact that every single choice we make has the power to make a positive change towards our health.
This is such a profoundly amazing story for all women and men to read Nicole. What I can’t help but connect with, is that our bodies reflect and indeed play out, so much of our use of ‘will’. If our will is to push ourselves, be more, slog it out, neglect ourselves and our bodies as women… then there we go, at some point it is our own body that pulls us up and shows us the disharmony in the way we are living – with ourselves.
If our will is to respect ourselves in full, treasure and nurture our bodies – their delicateness, sensitivity, true capacity and the rest… then a very different outplay can be resultant in the body.
This is not to say that ‘all can be healed’ in our physical form by such an approach – for clearly what is most significant here, is that it is our Will that re-aligns itself to that which we all, deep within, know to be true, but have held ourselves back from embracing and truly living. The true healing rests in the sphere of will.
Amazing! So many modern-day miracles in this – you are deeply inspiring Nicole. Just on a very physical level, the very fact that the scarring in your cervix disappeared is extraordinary as scarring is considered to be something we have for life due to the thickening of the layers of cells in that area. That you have reversed this thickening and hardening simply by being gentle and tender is profound.
Thankyou Samantha and Monika, I find that if I judge what my body is showing me as an error I’ve made, I feel in any way I should not have made the choices I did, then I really want to shut down to what is being shown to me. Allowing myself space, understanding and the opportunity to learn is a much better approach but something I am still learning.
This is one of my favourite blogs to read, a very inspiring and real story, and an amazing outcome based on the support of Universal Medicine and self loving choices. The body responds amazingly well to love! In the bigger scheme of things with global illness and disease rates so high your story reflects the potential for all human beings to return to true health via self care and self loving choices that honour the body.
Reading your blog again is deeply inspiring Nicole. Your transformation is incredible and all a credit to your loving choices and your willingness to embrace the healing modalities offered by your esoteric practitioners. To appreciate what your illness was showing you was amazing, not many people are open to appreciating any form of illness in this way. Yet you were able to gain a great level of learning and healing through your experience and you were willing to listen to what your body was ultimately showing you. Hugely inspiring for us all.
Stories such as yours Nicole are deeply inspiring to read and bring a smile to my face as it reminds me of the power of the Esoteric Modalities and the Ageless Wisdom to support us to truly heal any ill condition.
Thank you Nicole – to me, you ‘hit the nail on the head’ at the end of your blog when you say ‘my life is not complete for what I have, but for who I am’. This has made the greatest difference in my life too – when I see that life is about who I am first, before anything I do’.
On re reading today, the true power we all have with in comes from the choice to be still, feel it and allow the stillness and graciousness to lead our life. Your sharing Nicole is a blessing for every woman.
Your story is truly incredible Nicole. The thing that stood out for me the most was how strong and steady you were from the outset. Asking your doctor to trust you, to give you space, so that you could begin to look at your life, how you were living and how this was affecting your body and health. And it wasn’t a stubbornness of looking for an alternative, for I can see you were open to medical treatment, but it was more so see what else you could be looking at. The esoteric modalities are perfect in that regard for not only can they work hand in hand with medical treatments but they support the person to connect deeply within and once we do we automatically know what is true for our body. They support us to be and live more of who we are. And when we do we cannot be anything other than vital.
Everything has a root cause so there is far more to illness and disease than simply a diagnosis and treatment plan. We need to understand there has to be a cascade of events within the body that led to that particular illness occurring. So without doubt we must not only consider that how we have lived in our past and the choices we have made accumulates and lays the foundation for our quality of health and wellbeing today, but how we live and the choices we make today can indeed support us to heal.
Brilliant comment Suse. It shows that illness and disease doesn’t just happen overnight, it is most likely an accumulation of unloving choices, continuously not listening to our body, living in a way that is harmful and in disregard. Therefore, I see that our illness and disease is a sign from our body showing us how disharmonious it is due to our choices, behaviours and way of life that hasn’t been true or in harmony with our natural rhythm and flow.
I love that you have shared your story like you have for it is truly incredible to read. It is so deeply inspiring that you appreciate your illness as a gift in supporting you to no longer be able to ignore the way you were living and make the remarkable changes you have. The Way of Livingness and principles of Universal Medicine are clearly super powerful beyond current medical understanding shown by the healing you have experienced across all areas of your life.
Nicole you are a living miracle and remind us what is possible when we connect to who we truly are and making choices that are loving and true.
Incredible sharing Nicole, your personal responsibility to your health and wellbeing totally reversing diseases in your body – we are indeed powerful as your story shows when we honour ourselves with gentleness, true care and nurturing.
I found myself nodding to so much of what you shared here Nicole. Conventional medicine can help us with the louder messages our body gives us and Esoteric Medicine addresses the underlying messages. Regardless of the volume all these messages are our bodies showing us our choices. Listening to and living by these messages is far more supportive of true-health than anything outside of ourselves. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing your amazing life story, Nicole. It is clear that the way you have chosen to live became a medicine along side the conventional medical procedure and esoteric healing modalities. This is truly inspirational.
Beautiful point Samantha: being real, raw and allow ourselves to feel what is there to feel supports the healing and the letting go of. I have to be careful not to complicate the process by fighting what is there to feel and deny it by numbing myself.
Wow Nicole what an amazing journey from cancer at 19 to now having 3 beautiful children and living with true vitality in your life. What an inspiration and support you are to others dealing with similar conditions, you can certainly empower others to know that there is always a choice no matter what your medical condition is.
Nicole this is a deeply inspiring blog, it reflects how taking true responsibility for the choices we make and live has a massive effect on the quality of our health. Your transformation reflects the deep healing you have experienced by choosing to honour your body and truly nurture yourself. A truly amazing story.
Nicole Serafin – what a transformation. Thank you for writing this as it will let so many people see what’s possible. It definitely shows that illness and disease is NOT necessarily the enemy, but an opportunity for profound healing, if we grab it with both hands as you have done. Thank you!
Nicole I am blown away with the commitment you made to your own healing. You are such an inspiring woman as it takes a deep willingness to embrace the teachings of Universal Medicine that truly does change how we live.
In a world where is it somehow deemed okay to have a double mastectomy when there is only a possibility of breast cancer it is truly extraordinary that you chose to not remove what could potentially be fatal and chose instead to make changes to deeply heal all that you are. Your story is truly incredible Nicole and a remarkable testimony to the power of taking responsibility for your life and making self-loving choices. Amazing.
Wow Nicole. This is super truly incredible. Such a huge change and what a big difference it made to your bodies symptoms. To hear about the reduction in scarring was amazing… “Hey, I can’t do this anymore and my subtle hints are not working so here, have this”. It’s great when our body speaks and we listen- it works wonders.
That’s a truly inspiring story thanks Nicole.
Nicole what a truly inspiring experience of taking rsponsibility for your health.
Wow, Nicole your blog is truly powerful and inspiring. You have shown us that we can change our life around by making loving choices. Our body is constantly communicating to us, reminding us of our choices. Your experience is amazing and the way you chose to deal with it is truly inspiring, Thank You.
What a journey you have had Nicole. It truly is amazing. A perfect example of “The marriage of Western Medicine and Esoteric Medicine is the greatest union that will serve humanity”.
You make a great point in your blog Nicole that it is not about someone else telling us what to do to fix our life or offer a solution. We all know that taking advice from others does not work if we are not on board with it. It is about being supported to re-connect to our inner essence or knowing and from there it is easy and simple for us to decide for ourselves what needs to change.
Nicole, I have been really enjoying re-reading your blog about 3 years since you wrote it. I am quite blown away by your description of your journey. How wonderful that you were trusting enough to trust your ínstincts in finding a completely different way to approach your health problem. You certainly turned around your whole way of life, from someone who had little confidence in yourself as a person, particularly as a woman, with no regard for yourself in how you lived your life in so many ways.
This is the sort of positive story that reporters should be willing to write about in their articles rather than the negative lies that they write. No wonder your specialist told you to keep doing what you are doing. This is a great story of the huge benefits in combining the work presented by Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine, with that of modern medicine. This is a TRUE healing.
Wow Nicole what an amazing story. Illness is a great thing in a way as it usually stops people in their tracks and offers them the opportunity to reassess their life and possibly the way they have been living. You have shown us what is possible from living a life of disregard to one of self love and how this assisted your body to heal. This is inspirational for all.
Nicole, what you are describing is amazing. It is also an amazing case study – I don’t know how many people with your history would have your trouble-free pregnancies. Would there be any other such people?
It is awesome that you decided to take responsibility Nicole for how you were living, and make choices based on that to be more loving with yourself. The results speak for themselves here – you were able to go from a point of near hysterectomy to now having 3 beautiful children and amazing pregnancies – this is remarkable. Indeed if I was your doctor I would say whatever you are doing, keep doing it. People need more empowerment for their health and are definitely looking for ways to improve and the health system needs this too!
Wow, truly inspirational Nicole. I can appreciate how open you were to healing and taking responsibility. And I love the steadiness in you that you claimed what you wanted and then you did it.
Thank you, Nicole. Your story shows that deep inside we know we are missing something in our lives and often it takes an illness to wake us up to this fact.
Absolutely Robyn, ‘often it takes an illness to wake us up’ to the fact that we have not been living our lives in full and there is something missing. This has been my experience and when this happens, no matter how serious the illness, it is so obvious looking back that the illness was in fact a healing that we can learn from once we start to awaken.
It really puts illness and disease into a different light, doesn’t it?!
Yes, this is very true Robyn and very well said. When we listen to our deep knowing, stop and take responsibility for our choices we can begin to heal on so many levels.
This has certainly been my experience since becoming a student of Universal Medicine. I have come to understand that every bump and lump, illness and disease, every pimple or scratch has a purpose and a possibility for healing.
Brilliant Nicole what a journey you have made from disregard to truly nurturing yourself. Healing in such a deep way feels like a miracle but it is a confirmation of the possibilities we have open to us if we change how we live.
Thank you Nicole for sharing your story. You are the living proof of what is possible if we open up to honestly look at our life and the choices we have made and from there take our responsibility and move on in a loving way.
Nicole,great example of how mainstream and esoteric medicine can form a perfect couple. There is no either/or.
A beautiful story of true healing. You embraced the truth Nicole, and let go of that which was not you. A real inspiration.
This blog leaves me feeling very tender and delicate. What an amazing turn around you made by honouring what you felt to be true. To stand strong with your truth in the world is very inspiring. I loved this line: “By allowing myself to connect to my body I could feel the yumminess I already had inside of me, that I didn’t need anyone else to confirm that I was great, I could confirm that for myself by just stopping and feeling me… and there was no better feeling than that yumminess within.” and I can second that – there is nothing more yummy than feeling in my body how gorgeous I am.
“No expectation for me to be anything other than me” I do wonder how much ill health could be avoided if we realised the root cause of so much illness is from trying to fit in and be something we are not. It creates so much instability within our bodies and I feel causes the resultant bad choices that lead to ill health. I constantly have to remind myself that I don’t need to try to be something that I am not, just apply being me and give that everything. It really is amazing how simple it can be. Thanks Nicole for your awesome sharing.
I am deeply inspired by your words and I love how you listened to yourself and that you have had the trust and the knowing what to do. We all have that knowing and your blog just shows how important it is to trust and to listen to what your body is telling you.
What a beautiful example of the power of taking true responsibility for ones health and well-being and past choices. Self-love and self-care cannot be argued with when you here about this!
Thank you Nicole, what you are telling us is an absolute miracle, but not a mystery to those who know Serge Benhayon. Divine stories, of which there are many, should be studied and made into a documentary for all the world to see!
Absolutely Jane, the stories from the Universal Medicine students are leading the way in health, wellbeing, commitment, dedication, relationships, integrity, love, responsibility, men’s groups, women’s groups, true religion and so many other things – this is priceless!! The Way of The Livingness is such a divine expression that a documentary would be so real and truly inspirational for generations to come. Maybe we are living the divine future now??
I love this simple yet extremely powerful description of the power of self responsibility and true healing. Thank you Nicole and thank you Universal Medicine for reminding us how to do this.
Truly inspiring Nicole. And, like you I was also inspired to change when I began to listen to the presentations by Serge Benhayon; ‘Not because of what he told me to do, but through what I could feel in me… a knowingness of my own’. In the beginning I would have liked to have been told how to change, but in retrospect I can see that when I was allowed to find my own way back it was so much more healing, as I had lived the experience for myself and was not relying on someone else’s words to change me from the outside.
It goes against the grain to be grateful for ill health, but your story shows the potential power there is in responding to illness as a wake up call and a way to change how you lived to create a supportive and loving life. This seems far healthier than playing the victim, blaming fate or circumstances, and it really show how much we can dictate the life that we lead and make that life one that is fun and full of joy. Thanks Nicole
Well said Stephen. The level of responsibility is massive, and it feels so different to read such a story where that responsibility is taken and there is no blame.
Nicole your journey and transformation of your life and health is amazing. A testimony to true healing through connection and loving choices.
How you claim your divinity is very touching and deeply inspirational. Thank you, Nicole.
A beautiful article to read Nicole and I totally agree, conventional or mainstream medicine is truly complemented by esoteric medicine as your body has clearly illustrated.
The power of choice is just amazing, except when one chooses to be on permanent vacation from oneself, either seemingly enjoying the ride or totally given up.
‘”I had finally been met in full for who I truly was. There was no expectation for me to be anything other than me, and from that there was no going back.” something huge shifted within me when I first came into contact with Universal medicine Practitioners. Your experience and how you speak of your increased awareness and self care is inspiring. I can feel how it is lived and your body is evidence of this choice – just gorgeous – Thank you.
“My body has now been clear for 11 years, no more cancerous changes in the cells of my cervix”. It is now over 13 years and you are a woman of True Health Nicole and how you turned your life around with the support of Universal Medicine is a story worth sharing.
Everyone would benefit reading this most inspiring blog. Thank you.
This is such an amazing real account of the power of love. If one truly seeks to heal there is a way. The importance of having the right support that understands the body and human life here is the key, because if your practioner doesn’t understand the whole truth, how can they treat you for ALL that you are?
Amazing and life-altering are two words I would definitely use too!