by Anne Malatt, Australia
I woke this morning feeling amazing. There was nothing in the way of this feeling, so I lay there and enjoyed it. The feeling welled up from deep in my heart and filled my being. It flowed up and down my spine and I felt it cracking and popping into place. It flowed down my arms and I felt them relaxing and releasing. My fingers tingled and my palms grew fiery. It flowed down my legs to my feet and out my soles. It filled my head, which felt much lovelier than what usually fills it.
I held my sleeping partner, and I felt the same amazingness in him. As I lay there feeling how amazing he was, my amazingness grew and our two hearts beat as one.
Everything felt amazing, except the mosquito, which started buzzing around our heads. I then had a choice – to focus on this or to continue to allow myself to feel amazing. I chose me, which was amazing.
The feeling grew, and I felt so amazing that I wanted to get up and share it with the world. As I moved, the feeling flowed through my body. Every move I made was a confirmation and celebration of that feeling.
As I sit here watching and listening and feeling the day dawn, I can feel that same feeling in everything… in everyone… that amazing grace, that love, that we all are.
Absoulutely Anne, the one-ness 💕 we feel with our “sleeping partner” does eventually transfer to others as you have shared.
What a beautiful sharing Anne, so exquisite.
It is a lovely example of how we can choose to stay feeling amazing, or allow ourselves to be taken away from this by a distraction.
A beautiful example of the choice to stay with feeling the amazingness within or be distracted by the buzz of everything around us.
How amazing it is to appreciate the amazing beings that we are and the amazing lives we can live connected to our heart.
What a way to wake ✨ and also if something distracts us from feeling wonderfull what do we choose the distraction or to stay with the original feeling we were feeling. Great lesson.
So lovely to read this again, and how easy is it to focus on that one annoying distraction and not the beauty within ourselves? Our light is actually much greater than anything happening around us, but it’s not taught to connect to this place within ourselves in life, the only place I’ve found that supports this is Universal Medicine.
Melinda I agree we are not taught, it is never even suggested that our particles are made up from the light of the universe. That within us all is a light that is so powerful and if we were to connect back to this light our lives would be transformed. Not only are we denied this, it is actively suppressed so that we have no conscious awareness of what is being denied to us. The only teaching I have found is Universal Medicine that follows the principals of the ancient wisdom teachings. Because I have stopped my momentum long enough to connect to the truth of the ancient wisdom teachings I am connecting back like thousands of other people to the fact that we are part of the universe and that the light shines through us and it is star light, how incredibly stunningly beauti – full is that.
Every detail you share here awakens the same in my body as I read. Such an amazing gift. So that I can now get up and share it with the world as I walk. Thank you.
There is so much noise, commotion, disturbance, and disharmony in the world, it’s become a distraction away from this grace and love within ourselves. The disharmony is only present because we have left the grace within. We have truly allowed what we are not to be what our world is based on.
To wake up feeling wonderful has a lot to do with how we treat ourselves in the day and also how we put ourselves to sleep, it is not about what has happened in our day but about how we have handled it, and this in itself is the lesson and the learning. And just as Anne has shared – what do we focus on? The annoying mosquito or the feeling of amazingness?
Henrietta what you are sharing is a teaching in it self. Have we ever stopped to consider how we are during the day will affect how we sleep at night. Serge Benhayon talks to Rebecca Baldwin in a series called Serge Benhayon TV about sleep and I highly recommend watching all the episodes but if anyone has difficulty sleeping there are 2 episodes in particular that address this topic.
Anne, this is like a poem or the lyrics of a song written to be sung…. the one song to remind us all of who we are deep inside.
This is very beautiful to feel what you’ve written. We can choose to feel our amazingness. There was a lovely grace I felt today when I woke. Despite a late night and eating rubbish, I woke up feeling lovely. I could see how I could go in for self bashing for my night’s choices but I was getting that I’m ok, no matter how late I went to bed, or what rubbish I’d watched on TV I was still amazing. I could see an old habit of thinking I was defective and needed to hide this secret defective part of me (as yet unidentified) from the world. What if I lived from feeling how lovely I am instead and accepted all of me, all my past choices etc. with love and understanding? Even I’d want to be with me 🙂
That’s lovely Karin, it’s true, we don’t have to be conditional or selective with our love, we can hold our whole selves with love including the parts of us we feel we want to hide – which are truly just areas we are still learning in.
Why anyone would choose a hangover bamboozles me. When, as you have shared Anne, we are all this same amazingness.
There was a time when I did have a hangover and I can say there is nothing quite so wretched in that feeling. I was at that time choosing a way to live from a very limited set of preset choices based on a lack of self love for myself and all others. As I have re learnt how to reconnect back to the love that dwells inside me that I rejected and regained my self respect and integrity the need for alcohol just melted away because what I felt and still feel in my body is far more important than trashing it.
A friend was sharing how he gave up smoking and then hated cigarettes after that, and 40 years later he still has not had a smoke and I feel that after stopping drinking 26 years ago, that I loved how I felt so much that I also hated alcohol and what it would do to my body, so I also have not touched a drink.
How lovely to take a moment and allow ourselves to feel this amazingness.
Absoulutely Lorraine, and the more we bring amazing-ness into our day the greater the value we place on our rest in the evening before we retire and the quality of them both so we rest deeply in repose.
As I sit here in a cafe in Cambodia, feeling the effects of a week of later than usual nights and foods I wouldn’t normally eat, I appreciate that I know this amazingness too and that it is in all of us when we choose to live in a way that supports it. I also know that it is not meant to be enjoyed in isolation and grows when it is shared.
Love your sharing here Fiona – it is such a gift to know it is within us no matter where we go or what we do – this warmth, this deeply felt amazingness does grow and expand on sharing with another.
It’s true we can feel when another person feels amazing our senses come alive it’s as though we have an inbuilt radar so that we are naturally attracted to them. Princess Diana was a women that everyone seemed to resonate with there was a certain quality about her that everyone was drawn to. I know many more people that are not so famous but have that quality of movement that draws everyone to them like a homing beacon.
To focus on the mosquito or on you and your amazing partner – what a choice! I always find it very difficult to focus on me when i see a fly or a mosquito which annoy the hell out of me. But it’s because I always think that I have to fix everything, so if I see a fly, i think that i have to get rid of it, otherwise i can’t feel content in myself – what a lie! The feeling of contentment comes first and foremost from us, and then our environment becomes less important.
Such rare moments of grace in the light of everyday’s struggles and challenges most experience and would consider being their normal are very special and extraordinaire until we more and more get to feel that it is available at any moment if we only choose to connect to the grace and love that holds us consistently, awaiting our return to it.
What are we choosing the amazingness, or the distraction, ‘and more get to feel that it is available at any moment if we only choose to connect to the grace and love that holds us consistently, awaiting our return to it.’
Lorraine I’m beginning to understand that the distraction is part of the mundaneness of life. We have reduced ourselves down to a robotic mundane life. We do life or life does us, which ever way there is no sense of joy or aliveness we just live from day to day looking forward to the weekend or holidays a highlight that takes us away from the mundane for a few hours. What this blog offers is another possibility, that actually we are all amazing, sensitive, beautiful and sassy. If we would only stop long enough to feel this within our bodies as Anne was able to do. This is why people can say that having an illness was the best thing that happened to them because it gave them a stop moment, a breather we could say that stopped the momentum of life so that other choices could be made.
Anne this is such a snippet of deliciousness – life with the soul!
Exquisite sharing of the tangible truth of our oneness which can be felt when we open ourselves up and surrender to the love we are within, as then have no doubt that is the divine pulse of who we all are in essence.