Is God Real?

All through my teenage and adult life I had two burning questions: who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?

Yes, I also looked for love, comfort, fulfilment and any kind of satisfaction in my worldly life, with lots of distractions and often self-destructive activities and behaviours, but I always came back to those two most important questions of God and purpose.

I felt that everything that ever happened to me, or anybody, must have some plan, logic or purpose to it, otherwise what is the point of living at all? I always knew that there must be a God/intelligence/some power that lets everything exist, but what is it, and why do we exist?

The Christian religion that I grew up with didn’t make much sense to me, so I looked at other religions, read books, listened to gurus and spiritual teachers and dipped into all sorts of alternative practices like Indian and Chinese Buddhism, new-age meditations and Reiki.

Sometimes I thought, “Ooh, I’m getting somewhere, this makes sense.” Particularly, the concept of reincarnation seemed to be an obvious part of the puzzle. I also learned a great deal about the human condition and how we function emotionally.

But no book, guru or teacher could explain to me why we are here, how it all started and what we are to do to really find God.

It had been a long journey, full of difficulties, and I was physically quite ill and weak from a life lived in dissatisfaction, often with depression, anger, frustration and the feeling that I was a victim of life happening to me. I was so angry with God for letting me suffer so much.

In spite of my outward rejection of institutionalised religion, I still had the usual Christian image of God – an all-powerful being with super-human qualities that has made us and the universe; a power that existed somewhere outside of me, separate from me.

I hoped and longed for that God to love me and help me, like an ideal father that I imagined. And like so many others, I couldn’t understand why He would allow the suffering of innocent people.

I was desperately looking for help, being physically and emotionally at the end of my tether. That’s when I met Serge Benhayon and my life changed on all levels.                    

From the presentations and books by Serge Benhayon, I started to understand the energetic truth of God, life, us, the world and the universe we live in. I am learning the living science of the Ageless Wisdom, as presented by Serge Benhayon, in my everyday life and this is an ongoing unfoldment that I enjoy tremendously.

I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me. I know that God is not responsible for our suffering – it is we who just have to allow ourselves to be aware of how we and the world around us work energetically; then we have a choice which energies we let in or align to.

We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.

At first, the idea that I’m responsible for everything that happens to me and all my own suffering, especially as a child, was difficult to understand and accept. But reincarnation makes total sense to me and, by accepting it as a real possibility, I opened up to feeling deeper into my responsibility (and my innermost essence), and I kept realising the truth of how it all fits together.

It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.

With the Esoteric Healing Modalities from Universal Medicine, I was able to not only heal and strengthen my body, but also to clear a lot of the emotional and mental structures in me. This opened my body and my mind to deeper levels of sensitivity and perception, feeling and recognising with clarity the stillness and true essence of me.

In time I could feel deeply the true love that I am inside, and in one glorious Esoteric Chakra Puncture session I felt the presence of an energy that is nothing but pure harmony, eternally holding and surrounding everything. It felt just so ‘right’ and absolute that nothing more was ever needed.

I felt this presence in every space of my body, and outside of me as far as my awareness could go, and I have no doubt that this is the presence of God.

I also felt that all I need to do is to be in alignment with that energy, that quality, and this alignment will guide me to live, be and act in harmony with everything.

I no longer feel separated from God; neither do I fear death like I used to. And although there are still emotional and mental structures in me that restrict me and need clearing, I now live with so much joy. I know that God is real – I feel it.

For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence, because with our God-given free will we have made our existence here to be so very far removed from God that we have forgotten this true essence, our Soul – as our history, as far back as we know, demonstrates so clearly.

We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.

Then we can live and express from that connection and, with that, we inspire and help each other until we are all unified again, for in our inner-most heart we are all equal and divine and we all come from the same source – from God.

By Regina Perlwitz, Housewife, Main Arm, Australia

Further Reading:
Living religion: a relationship with self, love and God

Living Religion in Every Moment
Religion and The Way of the Livingness – Audio

592 thoughts on “Is God Real?

  1. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we all find our true essence, our love and our truth” – this statement is so simple and yet we complicate it. God is within us all otherwise where and who bought us here?

  2. This is a gorgeous read, it bought back memories of when I was a child and some nights I’d stare at the starry night and wonder who else lived out there. I remembered the religion I grew up around just didn’t make sense to me, everything revolved around ‘good’ versus ‘evil’ and good was preferred and accepted within the community and to add to the acceptance and approval, the more you visited the temple, the more popular you were and accepted.

    Since meeting Universal Medicine and Serge Benhayon, it has confirmed the many things I used to feel about life or knowings were of truth and not make believes.

    When I now look at God, there is a continuous connection, there is no distinction with colour or religion, we are just from the one source – God and I do not need to go to any types of building to prove this either.

  3. Our purpose as a path of return to connection with and expression of the divinity we all are in essence; an evolution not into something special that we aren’t already, but instead a return to expressing from our innermost and original spark, already complete and whole within us.

  4. Through reconnecting to our essence we get to feel God’s love flow through our body, and through that connection there is a deep wisdom to be found.

  5. “From the presentations and books by Serge Benhayon, I started to understand the energetic truth of God, life, us, the world and the universe we live in.” It is such an ‘Ah ha’ moment deep inside when we feel the truth of God and our Divine essence.

  6. There was a time once when someone said to me that to believe that life happened randomly without a plan or purpose was to live Godlessly. And I was young and did not understand this, in fact I felt imposed upon and cross. But I can see the wisdom in his words now, I can see how he was in fact being responsive and humble to a greater intelligence that knows what we do not and so has the authority to dictate and to direct. The key though is to know which intelligence you are aligning to.

  7. I can relate to the story you share so beautifully Regina. Universal Meditation presentations by Serge Benhayon have inspired me to once again re-connect to that which is known and true.
    “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth”.

  8. How amazing it is to feel the truth of God living within everything and everyone and how our choices and movements made, align us to an energetic quality that reflects the level of responsibility we are willing to go to within our lives. Hence when we look outside of ourselves and or blame others for our life, we negate our responsibility to see the honesty and truth that is revealed from our very own bodies in every moment. God is real because we ourselves have the divine particles interconnected within us all and once we feel this truth within, we have all the answers we will ever need.

  9. ” We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth. ”
    This reminds me of reading what Jesus said ” The kingdom of God is inside us “

  10. Thank you Regina, it’s quite a common thing for people to question “How can God allow this?”, and “Why is there so much suffering?”, etc. I feel we ask these questions as they come from the beliefs about God that have polluted our consciousness, that God is in charge of everything, and ‘out there’ in separation to us. It makes so much sense when we can understand that it’s human beings that separate from God and that the way back to reconnecting to God is there equally in everyone’s inner heart. God is not in a book of words but a connection we choose to come back to and then live from. The responsibility is up to us. Serge Benhayon’s work has definitely provided a clarity of the truth of how to reconnect to ourselves and God and how we ended up here.

  11. This is Great Regina, as most of us before Universal Medicine were owned and would describe our emotions and mental structures as Us. Re-connecting is a concept that is not difficult to obtain. When using Esoteric Healing we can re-connect to our Inner-Heart so then allowing us to clear “emotional and mental structures.”

  12. I always felt a connection of God but also felt confused as I was told God was an otherworldly being that you went to church to pray too. God for me always felt like it was a connection to everything: the stars, nature other people and myself which I now see is that the truth of God lives within us all and it is this equality that we feel, that then brings God to life as it is a way in which we connect, live and be from our souls that truly brings religion alive.

  13. It is extraordinary what we have done with ‘God’. Our very Father in Heaven has been questioned, denied, misrepresented, ignored. You name it we have done it. Time to clear the windows of our hearts, minds and eyes so that we may come home to His arms.

  14. Such a beautiful sharing Regina on re-connecting back to God, and feeling the depth of love and wisdom that this has bought to your life.

  15. ‘To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it’ … very very true. I feel strongly Regina how you’ve settled into you, your body and how in that you feel and are connected to God and the all.

  16. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.” Beautiful Regina. It is we who leave God; God doesn’t leave us. My choice – to reconnect – or not.

  17. “It felt just so ‘right’ and absolute that nothing more was ever needed” – this feels like Home.

  18. I also looked in so many places, in so many books, in so many halls and rooms… And then to eventually come home, to know that divine interconnectedness that is within and without… This truly is a blessing

  19. It only took one session of using The Gentle Breath Meditation for me to reconnect back to my heart and the love within me to feel that God is also always with me. God never leaves us, it is our choice to separate from Him.

  20. Thank you Regina for sharing your journey into finding God and the true purpose of life, I looked for God all my life outside of me, coming to understand and feel God through the connection to my inner heart, that I am love and come from love, and are held in love always has changed my life forever.

  21. I did believe in God my whole life, even though from a mental construct, I would have said that I didn’t but when ever big stuff went down, I found myself talking to something or someone or making promises to myself that I would change. So some part of me was feeling that there was something more but I had no lived experience of what it was until I came across the teachings of The Way of The Livingness. During my first session with Serge Benhayon I felt a strong sense of what I had always known and that was an energy of God in the universe and in my heart.

  22. God became tangible for me when I let go any picture or belief about him and I allowed myself to surrender to his presence in my life. The more I surrender, the more I feel him

  23. For me I feel the magic of God when I go out into nature and it brings a greater clarity and feeling of something bigger than what I might be caught in at that moment in time.

  24. A question that can only be answered from within, and not through any rational or intellectual analysis. To me it is part of the magic of God that once felt, it is apparent and reflected in all things everywhere and the knowing is irrefutable to the one experiencing it.

  25. ‘But no book, guru or teacher could explain to me why we are here, how it all started and what we are to do to really find God.’ I had exactly the same experience until I read one of the purple books of Serge Benhayon and listened to his audios, it turned my life upside down but since then I have reconnected to God who lives within me and always will no matter the choices I make, love will be there.

  26. Yes God is real whether we believe in him or not! It is only the images and picture of God that are unreal and block our fully knowing this magnificent being.

  27. All is being shared by simply this One sentence: ‘We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.’
    We do not only save ourselves, but we truly help others save themselves, there is no other true way that helps man forth – only our choice (free will) to return will break the chain..

  28. Your experiences show how much evil and harm the fact of the many differing beliefs about God and Heaven have actually caused. Much to the contrary of most people’s beliefs, having such division is one sure way of leading to major illness, disease and conflict in our world.

  29. This is gorgeous to read again Regina – thank you. The realness of God is unquestionable and undeniable whenever we are connected to our essence within. As then through our bodies we can live our Soulfulness naturally, and our union with God is absolute, known and felt through our movements. It is through our willingness to truly know ourselves, the love we are within, that we come to know God.

  30. Knowing, and have always known but it hasn’t been so clear as it is today, that there is a purpose to life has been so confirming since becoming a student of Universal Medicine and although it is great to feel and accept this knowing it is even greater to live and embody this purpose and what it means to me in every moment… something I am deeply pondering on at the moment.

  31. This is beautiful Regina ‘all I need to do is to be in alignment with that energy, that quality, and this alignment will guide me to live, be and act in harmony with everything.’ How life changing it is when we begin to take the steps to reconnect back to God and choose to live this deep quality in everything we do.

  32. God is within us always. When we choose to move with purpose and the quality of our body’s connection in these movements we will feel the true alignment with soul and the inner love, that binds us all.

  33. Regina, reading your article really helps me to understand God and how we can be with God. I can feel the truth of what you are sharing and that God is not someone outside of us but an energy we can connect with when we choose to be with our soul, when we choose to live true to who we are. Thank you for sharing with such clarity and simplicity.

  34. ‘Is God real’ ? Without a doubt yes. I used to have an image of God, now I know it to be a feeling – an energy of absolute pure divine love that I am constantly held and come from in every moment of every day.

  35. Even though we may search for the answers, in all corners of the world, in every ‘sacred’ or ‘special’ place, the truth is that we are the holders of The Great Love that is God, and so there is no where to look or seek but within, to our own inner-hearts, to our own livingness, where Divinity and Truth are themselves the sacredness we so desperately want to find.

  36. Most of my life I have been looking for God, who I was told lived outside of me, but never did I find him, not until I listened to Serge’s presentations did I come to know and feel the truth that God lives within me and had been there all my life, just waiting for me to connect to.

  37. Mainstream religion has painted a picture of God that many of us reject. And quite possibly we reject it for very good reason as we feel it in our bones that it is not true. One thing I have observed is that when people are faced with something challenging in life, even if they have said all their life they don’t believe in God, they then turn to God (even if God is not the word used). So is it possible that we all believe in God all of the time, it is only that we are reacting to the false images of God we have been sold or to that divine connection we may not want to feel?

  38. ‘For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence because with our God-given free will we have made our existence here to be so very far removed from God that we have forgotten this true essence, our Soul – as our history, as far back as we know, demonstrates so clearly.’ This is amazing to read. This resonates deeply within, the purpose of returning to God; and the truth that the reality we have created on Earth is very, very far from God and can never compare to the divinity we can return to when we let go of our investment in this material world being it.

  39. “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.” – Serge Benhayon is very good at spelling things out and explaining things in a way that makes sense so that we can have a better understanding of what is happening and what is going on. In addition because of his deeply lived love, his explanations come filled with the energy that helps us to embody what he offers. Thank you Regina!

  40. “To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.” Through presentations by Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine I have become aware of the energy that is in and through everything and everyone and that to know the truth of God I reconnect to my inner-heart and feel the expanding joy of being at one with God.

  41. That sense of ‘oohh I’m getting somewhere, this is real’ is so alluring. Its how all the religions and charlatans have enticed people to come to them for a time, taking a small piece of truth and then wrapping what they want around it. But they lack a wholeness, they are static, limited and at some point or another when we reach that limit, we have to go looking elsewhere. For me that stopped with Universal Medicine which is constantly unfolding its living truth that combines both the practical everyday, and the majesty of God all in one.

  42. In my 60 years of searching for God and trying to understand why we are here in this seemingly foreign place Serge Benhayon has been the only living example of Truth and his presentations always awaken a side of me that knew ‘the why’ all along but refused to take responsibility.

  43. I remember going through stages of wanting to know God, even wearing a crucifix around my neck to try and feel more connected to Him. But, it never felt right and I know it’s because I didn’t understand what I was trying to connect to. Everything I’d heard about God never made sense, but I wanted to know Him even though I felt it was un-achievable. Serge Benhayon brings total understanding to who God is and how we are in constant commune with Him through our breath, movement and being.

  44. Knowing God through feeling your own divine nature in the simplicity of your body brings an unshakable relationship with God. There is nothing to believe in, no dogma to wrestle with (that just doesn’t make sense) and no looking up to or blaming God for anything. You feel your equal divinity and part to play in the universe. It is at once ordinary and extraordinary. It feels to me to be the only way to truly know God.

  45. Understanding there is a purpose or grand design has made life make sense to me and allowed me to accept so much more than I used to. Although I am not perfect, I find that I generally feel purpose in a world where many people are struggling or existing. I agree that without purpose we must question ‘what is the point of it all’? It would be easy to become cynical and give up, especially when we see the state of our relationship with each other

  46. When we are living life from our heads in separation from God, we will always be in search for an answer never knowing what is truth or not. Whereas, when we get to know our bodies by the true nature of who we are and surrender to it we instantly know the expansiveness and depth of love from God.

  47. I feel that the whole purpose in life is to allow the divinity we have within us to be expressed in whatever way it is to be expressed by us. It’s like we are all little sparkles of light that make up the one light and for the light to be shining wholly again we all need to contribute and then we will reunite.

  48. Thank you Regina for a beautiful sharing, I can relate to looking for God everywhere, through Christianity, new age and nature, while all the time He lived within me through my soul. By simply connecting to this most sacred part of me I can feel God’s presence in the beautiful warmth that radiates within and throughout and all around, connecting us to the all.

  49. Regina, I also always knew there was something else. I didn’t know what that something else looked like, nor did I know where to find it but it didn’t stop me trying. I looked at yoga feeling this must have the answer as I got rather good at going to a place in my head which felt as if it may lead me somewhere but all it did was leave me disconnected. It is through modalities such as Esoteric Yoga and Esoteric Chakra Puncture that I have been able to surrender and feel without doubt the presence and support of God. From this connection I have been able to understand that God is always there it is my choice whether I live my life connected with soul or not.

  50. “I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me.” It is a beautiful thing to feel how truly amazing we are and that all the time we spend searching for the answers and for God, is only taking us further away from the truth. To know that within us lies all the wisdom we could ever require by simply reconnecting to our souls heartbeat. Simply awesome thank you Regina.

  51. For a few years I was angry and lost and turned my back on God, what a miserable time this was for me as I felt the pain of separation deeper than ever. Everything changed for me when I began attending Universal Medicine presentations and opening up again to the possibility of reconnecting back to God, it was a strong pull and a deep knowingness to make this choice and to feel how this warmed and filled my heart immensely.

  52. It’s a question I find impossible to answer from any logical or rational perspective without finding myself in some sort of justification. To me the question of God is a known in my body first, not a belief or a wish for it to be so. Once I know, then there are a multitude of confirmations that occur daily that confirm that knowing is absolute.

  53. Imagine being held in the worlds warmest hug, with no particle or piece of your body left out. Imagine being cared for so completely and fully, like a hundred parents added up. Well then of course you still have the choice to shut your eyes and mentally escape. But the truth is underneath you are loved so deep. This hug is how God is for me, and reading blogs like this Regina it’s impossible for me to continue on with my ‘everyday’ and deny.

  54. For me the thing that really stood in the way of understanding God based on all of what I was told he is from the Catholic and religious dogma I heard was that none, absolutely none of the teachings truly and fully made sense with regard to the current realities of human life and the challenges we currently face. It felt like we were trying to always look back to the past for what has worked and what has been taught but not making it fully relative to the present day. An example of this was hearing the teaching that Jesus taught that we are all Gods children. This felt true to me when I first heard it and still does but how does this teaching apply to life when so much of the human experience is anything but that? Enter Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine who was the first to reveal that yes we are all Sons of a God but we are choosing to not fully live the fact, and hence the purpose of human life – to return back to living who we truly are.

  55. ‘It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.’ True Regina, it is natural for us all, when we connect with our innermost it is just there waiting for us.

  56. “To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.” This really is the answer for any question we may have in life. No amount of mental analysis or justification can come to that sense of solidarity that can be known by feeling into life.

  57. I had always “believed” in God, but had never had an experience that confirmed for me what his essence must feel like until I had an esoteric healing session, which felt like a deep warmth of being held in a vast endless ocean of eternity.

  58. I am sure many people feel the same, ‘I always knew that there must be a God/intelligence/some power that lets everything exist, but what is it, and why do we exist?’

  59. Regina this is so wonderful to read. If I come back to the energetic truth of God I can always feel Him and the love we are from. A beautiful reminder.

  60. I totally get that sense of needing someone to spell out or even just to give permission to acknowledge what you are feeling about yourself and God. I have often found that with myself and people that I speak with, that we do all have this innate sense of who we are and where we come from and of the relationships we have with energy, but rarely do we allow ourselves the space to confirm this.

  61. Main Arm, I have never heard of that place it made me smile because after reading your article I thought ‘Main Arm of God’! : ) speaking of which the teachings and presentations through Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine I too started to understand and remember the true energetic teachings of God, life, us, the world and Universe we live in. I know all of what is presented to be true in my body and slowly feel I am starting to wake up more and more which is lovely and needed for all of us to do as there is far more to us and what we ‘see’. ‘At first, the idea that I’m responsible for everything that happens to me and all my own suffering, especially as a child, was difficult to understand and accept. But reincarnation makes total sense to me and, by accepting it as a real possibility, I opened up to feeling deeper into my responsibility (and my innermost essence), and I kept realising the truth of how it all fits together.’ No matter what we choose Love is always around us and holding us, it is just do we choose and align to this?

  62. The fact that we are responsible for every choice we make, that we create our own reality by the way we move and whether that is in alignment with the natural flow of God or not, is the ultimate form of God’s love.

  63. The question is not what is the true religion, or whether it is even possible to have a true religion. The question is whether we are willing to be honest enough with ourselves and how we are living that is creating or at least contributing to the suffering we blame God for.

  64. God is very real. I can feel God in the love that wells up spontaneously in my heart, in the artistry of the landscape, in the amazing joy of seeing through all the things that have bound me to be less than I am. God is very real!

  65. God felt very real to me this morning as I was driving to work and seeing the glorious morning sky in my real view mirror. God also felt very real to me when I deeply connected with various people at work as I went about my daily activities. The more connected I feel within myself the more connected I feel with God.

  66. It is a truly blessing to receive others who are living in True connection to God – and to reflect God’s light, for our knowing of God never leaves us…indeed God is us.

  67. This is a beautiful reminder Regina ‘ the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence’. Very true and how life changing and joyful it is when we chose to return and reconnect to this truth.

  68. I agree, the purpose of life is to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence
    ‘We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.’

  69. Your words ‘I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me’ I found for myself that it was a huge step when I realised that the responsibility was mine, what then held me back was actually accepting it.

  70. In a world that prides itself on science and discovering answers as to the mechanics of life… it is extraordinary how little we truly know and as such how many of us feel the lack in purpose or understanding of life….. wandering the world in search of meaning. I am deeply grateful that from meeting Serge Benhayon I was able to finally stop searching… for the wisdom that was shared answered everything I ever wanted to know.

  71. The most liberating thing for me was when Serge Benhayon presented that God is within us – that we are all equal sons of God. This stopped my self-searching dead in its tracks. Now I am working on living and expressing this truth in and through my body.

  72. I realise we may not even be consciously asking this burning question but nevertheless it is forever there itching to be answered, when we are not living in and with the truth of who God really is and what we are really here on Earth to do?

  73. When I was little I felt totally connected to God. Then I got smart, worked out ways to not feel hurt by others, worked out ways to feel better about myself by making out that some others were less than equal. God was in none of these solutions. I always felt I knew God but for a long time it had become an intellectual knowledge. Now I feel the simplicity of knowing God. I feel the way we are all equally loved by God. I know from my heart that God is with me and everyone always.

  74. We are offered many tantalising morsels of truth, enough to hook us into a certain belief, religion, ideology, philosophy etc. but until we understand that truth is always delivered in whole and never in parts, we will keep falling for all that looks and sounds like truth, but feels its complete opposite.

  75. Gorgeous blog Regina. God is all around and within us, in every thing and every part but we have obscured such divinity with layers of denseness that we consistently pile on top so as to not see the gloriousness that is our true Father and thus, the essence of us all – pure love. Peeling back these layers is a process that is entirely within our control. We can speed it up, slow it down or ignore it completely, it all depends to what degree we have sought comfort in these many false layers and our willingness to return to the love that we are.

  76. I also have been someone who has looked, searched and asked many questions throughout my life, is there a god? who are we? where do we come from? it also wasn’t until I came across Serge Benhayon that all the pieces finally made sense. That we belong to something so much grander than what we think we do. It has been in claiming this for myself, feeling that within that has made my connection to god so understandable and simple.

  77. Is God real? It is very difficult to truly know God if we do not allow ourselves to feel it,him,her energetically. The inner heart seems to be a doorway to this feeling/knowing and breathing gently and being still allows for the awareness to build in and from the inner heart. The Inner heart is like an inner flame. burning brightly and allowing us to feel the oneness that actually exists even though a lot of the time we may have felt that separation appears to be all there is.

  78. Is life simply about, ‘reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth’? and by doing that we naturally connect back to God.

  79. Very cool – shows us that God is no image, but a feeling of re-connection in one’s heart. There is no such thing as better or worse – as when the connection is made – the love of God/heaven/universe is all there is. There is no judgment or poverty, simply a love that knows and loves all.

  80. Understanding that God is within you, is like discovering that you have been carrying a diamond in your hand all through your life, but never realised it was there. And then, to feel that God is also in nature, equally, as well as within every single other person on the planet, equally, is like finding a river of diamonds flowing through your house.
    And it completely takes away the need for anything or anybody to be anything other than who or what they already naturally are.

  81. I used to have the same questions, but in developing my sensitivity, and my connection through the body, there is now no question. I have a very direct experience of God in my life that cannot be questioned.

  82. In all the definitions of God and religion, I always had unanswered questions and things that didn’t add up or feel right, like God sending his only son but we are all his children. Through The Way of The Livingness and Serge Benhayon we relearn to know God instead of something we believe in or not.

  83. The essence of God, or fire, is actually something that can be physically felt. However, it requires a certain dedication to living that enables us to develop a body that is sensitive enough to feel the fact of such energy. For those that have learned to live such a way consistently, the existence of God then no longer becomes a matter of faith, but of reality, as their developed level of sensitivity allows them to feel beyond the veil of illusion that our highest form is merely that of physicality.

  84. Recently because of various situations in my life I have been prompted to drop many layers of protection and open up to receiving love and care from people, and consequently have found I am more tender, humble and loving myself. As I have been opening to people I have also started to feel more of the grace and support within which I am held. And it seems during those moments that I really get that, I can not but express out that same grace and support out, in my own life and for all other people. It seems the more I deepen my understanding and expression of my true self, the more I know God. So the question becomes who am I? And the quest becomes a continual deepening of my understanding and expression.

  85. Who or what is God is a question everybody is looking to get answered. To understand that it is the most simplest of all question, actually that there is not even the question as we are the parts that form the whole been the most empowering fact I learned through Serge Benhayon. The question that then arose to me was about how we could have gone so off track that we even have forgotten who we are?

  86. I think those questions of what God is and what the purpose of our existence is is something that we all have but since no one seems to have any true answers be sort of give up on them, but they are still there, so we go through life with this constant unease because we can feel and sense we’re might be missing the big picture of why we are here in the first place.

  87. The blog talks about our connection and the truth of God and I hadn’t realised until I read it that my own image of God had also been that ‘ideal father figure’. Learning the truth about who we are and feeling that energy within begins to expose all those beliefs and simply let them go, in order to connect more deeply to that wisdom from which we all originate.

  88. ‘I felt this presence in every space of my body, and outside of me as far as my awareness could go, and I have no doubt that this is the presence of God.’ Beautifully said Regina, when we feel God’s presence there is no doubt of how lovingly held we all are.

  89. I am just wondering, how many people are angry with God? Probably quite a few! The thing is you are right, reincarnation is a big part of the picture and if we truly allowed ourselves to be aware and discuss this we would realise that God hasn’t let us suffer … we did this ourselves through lifetimes of ill choices we continually made. So it always comes back to us and how we live or have lived. If I’m honest I am not to keen on the word God as it has been bastardised so much, maybe I should reclaim this as I do know the energy it is truly talking about (as everyone innately does). I still feel however that I am holding back in this relationship from letting it be the natural understanding and true union it is. To know Serge Benhayon any way in your life, even just seeing one of the many interviews that are available,is a blessing and the Sacred Esoteric Healing modalities are deeply healing in clearing away what is not, to allow us to feel and be all we truly are.

  90. All the ideals and believes on god we are made to believe in by the many religion are not truly serving the purpose of why we have life. The ageless wisdom and the way of the livingness do bring this purpose to life, the purpose of returning to the one unified whole we have separated from. It is a beautiful fact to connect with, that is deeply felt within our hearts when we allow it to be so.

  91. I agree Regina, ‘For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence’, with support all the way.

  92. What would the world be like if we dropped all ‘images’ of the outer God, and felt the presence of the Love of God within us. We would realise the power and great Love that that we all are, and the responsibility we have to live that Love.

    1. I love what you have shared here Jenny. Take away the images and pictures and instead allow ourselves to truly feel.

  93. It is always a choice, in every moment, ‘We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us’. It really is a no brainer, so I ask myself, why do I allow these pervasive energies any space?

  94. I love the simplicity and power of this purpose: ‘to find our way back to God…’ and it makes more sense to me than any other grand ideas I may have had in the past. The thing I have struggled with is the simplicity of the fact that God is constant and unwavering; it is my oscillations and wanderings that have made for lives of chaos and inconsistency.

  95. I have loved listening and learning the science of the Livingness as presented by Serge Benhayon. Serge presents it with such clarity and humour, it’s a true blessing to connect back with something so very magnificent once again.

  96. Oh well, I can blame God (or others) for everything that happen in my life and think I am off the hook. But with that I buy me into the world of suffering, misery and loneliness. Or I can take responsibility and care for me and my relationship with God (and others) and unfold the life of harmony. … Life is full of simple choices – isn’t it?!
    Good to realize that it was me who gave me a hard time.

  97. Beautifully said –”For me, it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence”. The fact that we are returning back to God, to where we come from is so reassuring because it means we are going somewhere that we are familiar with.

  98. If we see and let go of all the negative baggage we carry from the false ideals and beliefs inflicted upon us about God and religion growing up, we can return to the innate understanding and knowing of God that we naturally were connected to and lived as a young child. It is no big deal and yet it is everything.. for to lose this connection, as most do, leaves us adrift in a life that is all to quick to tell you what to think and what to believe. What if we could still feel what is true deep down, and all it needs is the space to stop and reconnect to that essence, and start to live our own life from this place. This is true religion.

  99. In my early adulthood I was exposed to two conflicting ideologies about life. One proposed that we have the power to make life what it is and the best way to focus our attention is to learn to forge our way in the world and create whatever we intend. The other proposed that it is all God’s will, we are mere small insignificant creatures who were created to worship God and whatever happens in life and in the world is his doing.
    Both seemed to have points that drew me, but I was uneasy with both. And now I realise why. We do have the power to make life what it is, which instead of giving us the right to impose anything we want, brings great responsibility to deepen our understanding of what the dynamics are at play. And yes there are dynamics at play that we may choose to call God’s will, but the fact is that we are the players whose choices bring about what we want to blame God for. God CAN be seen as responsible for lovingly supporting us along the way and offering us a set up where we can learn from our mistakes, yet the actual choices that bring about the misery or the love in our life are ours to exercise. I have not always liked the responsibility this awareness brings, but it is one of the most empowering and freeing realisations I have ever come across.

  100. Our heart is where God resides and it is for each of us to know this truth inherently for it will answer all our questions forevermore. A beautiful blog thank you Regina.

  101. Very wise Regina ~ ‘We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us’

  102. We are bombarded with images of God from the time we are born…ironically at a time when we our most sensitive and connected and all feeling to the fact that God is most definitely real. We feel it. It is the images we accumulate that cause us to then deny what, in actual fact, cannot be denied…

  103. Yes I do agree Sandra that when we ask the ‘burning questions’, What is the purpose of existence and who or what is God, that it means we have separated from God and our inner truth. But it also means that we haven’t entirely lost the plot, in that we still know deep within that God matters to us and we know there is a purpose, and that we want to come back to who we truly are. The ‘burning’ questions have a ‘fiery’ outcome if we follow up on them.

  104. If we are looking out there for the answers we rarely find them until we come across someone who points us back to ourselves and reflects the truth to us so we look within. Only then do we connect to our knowing that God is real.

  105. I feel that at some stage in life we all ask these “two burning questions: who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?” but the fact that we ask the questions means we have separated ourselves from God and have forgotten why we are here. Yet it’s only once we start to ask the question that we can begin to understand that we never really left this knowing, we just needed to rekindle our connection to the divine spark within.

  106. Regina, well said ‘God’ brings up so much for most of us. For me whilst I always had a sense of God going to Catholic schools I got confused as what I felt was not what I was being taught. Things like how can God be all loving and then judge or condemn anyone does not make any sense. And how can you sin if God does not judge?

  107. How can we not feel the Godliness in a majestic sunrise or sunset?….so many of natures truly beautiful reflections remind us of the qualities of our essence.

  108. God oftens gets blamed for so many of our woes, but instead of praying to a God outside of us to change what we do not like, we can have a chat to ourselves and embrace the responsibility we are being called to; to honesty look at what life is reflecting to us on a personal and societal level.

  109. How beautiful to feel how much you enjoy and appreciate the Ageless Wisdom Teachings presented by Serge Benhayon;
    “I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me.
    We are indeed blessed to know that we all have access to these teachings equally so, thank you Regina.

  110. Beautiful Regina, what love we are all held in and are a part of. We humans have a way of complicating what is pure in essence and simple. God is love and we are love.

  111. Your words “I started to understand the energetic truth of God, life, us, the world and the universe we live in.”, really resonated with me, God is that space.

  112. The proof of Gods existence and love for us all is in the work of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine

  113. As humans we are either searching for something i.e. God or the truth or we totally numb ourselves with alcohol or sport or some other means to keep our focus away from the fact that we are truly lost,or we get lost in some sort of religion that may have some of the answers but also not enough for it all to make sense. That’s where Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine can answer all those questions and the need to numb ourselves starts to fade away and the God we all have always known becomes more visible in everyday living.

  114. Reincarnation makes total sense to me too Regina. As a child I felt it made sense and now it is confirming to read your experience along with my understanding of the teachings from Universal Medicine. To me reincarnation is a very loving way for me to learn to take responsibility for all my choices and to understand that no one is to blame for any part of my life. Everything is an opportunity for me to learn, grow, expand, evolve and return to God.

  115. “I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me.” We make life so complicated by seeking the truth and answers from outside sources. When we connect to ourselves and feel from our bodies the truth is there always. It all brings it back to our choices and we can make new ones anytime.

  116. Isn’t it funny that we ever find ourselves blind, and not knowing? Isn’t it odd that we can sometimes spend lifetimes searching for God? Isn’t it bizarre that we can make pacts or deals with harsh sets of rules to ‘get to heaven’ and find ourselves short changed when it doesn’t work out this way? Because as you show Regina we absolutely do know the truth, and walk with God with every cell of our body. Really all that stands in our way is our willingness to connect and listen to what he has to say. Of course, we can still choose to block this awareness out, turn the distracting music up and continue to say we cannot find God today.

  117. I always felt god to be real, however there were many aspects of the christian religion that I was raised with that did not make sense. I had formed my own understanding of god and hearing Serge Benhayon present about god, what he presented aligned with what I had felt to be true myself and everything made more sense. We know truth when we connect to what it is we truly feel.

  118. ‘It feels like I knew it all along’ – me too – and this is why whenever I read any of the Ageless Wisdom Teachings it is a very powerful confirmation – like coming home and knowing who and where you are.

  119. Reading this I realise that although I do understand my purpose and know God now, I hold back on bringing this relationship further into my life.

  120. “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.” It is this simple, but if we are aligned to the energy of the mind it does not appear so simple, as the mind makes everything complex and then we question the very existence of God. Aligning to love we can instantly feel his presence, because God is love.

  121. Regina, this is a beautiful description of what I too have experienced – “I felt this presence in every space of my body, and outside of me as far as my awareness could go, and I have no doubt that this is the presence of God.” When we stop the perpetual motion of emotions and thoughts, in the stillness we cannot but feel the presence of God that has always been there. It really is that simple.

  122. When I realised that God was a presence, was always within me, then God was real, I could feel him in every cell of my body.

  123. ‘God’ as a figure and a being has been so abused over the centuries that we have lost the simplicity of who God actually is and that God is our own very essence. There are many who reject God because they have experienced the manipulation and control exercised by organised religious groups waving the big stick of ‘the great and terrible being.’ Equally, there are those who have completely subjugated themselves to this figure. God has been given a bad wrap and it’s understandable how people come to reject or misconstrue the fictitious figure that’s been created by organised religion. The thing is though, that in rejecting the false figure of God, this also predisposes people to reject the truth of God when it is presented, or claiming that the quality they feel within themselves may in fact be divine.

  124. It is quite an experience to see and feel the Divine light in a person, regardless of the choices that person has made.

  125. “But no book, guru or teacher could explain to me why we are here, how it all started and what we are to do to really find God.” – the whole thing is set up to offer us constant distractions on finding a pseudo God outside of ourselves, but never is there a teaching (other than what I know to be Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine’s teachings) that show us that God is simply within each of us, just waiting to be felt and activated. There is no ‘searching’ needed other than that within ourselves – which can already at times feel so hard to find! But once the distractions are seen for what they are, then the access is far more easy and then we can begin the gorgeous journey of re-establishing a relationship with ourselves and the deepest part of ourselves, God.

  126. “For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence,” to me this sums up the purpose and the truth that not only is God real, but that doubt about God is perhaps down to the fact that many times God has been made to be something he is not.

  127. “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.” This is so true and something we are not taught as children or in life except with Universal Medicine where the truth of everything is revealed and spoken and is what we all truly know inside and is why it is so amazing and wonderful to be part of this knowing again in our bodies and in all we are with true wisdom running through us in our stillness and love.

  128. A big question. If you had asked me a few years ago I would have either said no, maybe, or I would like him to be. Roll forward to now, and a much deeper connection to myself and it is a resounding YES. How do I know this? Because I have a daily relationship with the Divine inside me, so powerful, so simple, and so accessible.

  129. When we get to understand that we are the absolute creators of our own condition and that any disillusionment we may have with God, is simply us not willing to take responsibility and be aware of the choices we have made, creating the misery we now react to – then we can start with the honesty of what we have chosen and start the steps back home discarding all the falseness we have assumed upon ourselves, and clearing the way to rejoin ourselves with God who has been right there with us all along, patiently waiting for us to remember and return home.

  130. Choosing to be in the energy of the mind is a real trap, as we are brought up to believe that the intellectual, academic intelligence is what is prized and sought after in this world. But what if this energy is actually obscuring the true wisdom we hold within, that we can ‘think’ with our whole bodies, feeling the world, and people and knowing there is a truth to be revealed in every moment that brings all of humanity closer to unity and to truth..This is not something that can be arrived at through the thinking mind but only through connection to the love and stillness we hold deep within, where we hold that connection to and love for all – and it is from here we access true wisdom .. This is the way of the true philosopher and sage.

  131. There are many images of God that get in the way of feeling God’s presence, but when you feel it, this is undeniable.

  132. I was totally brought up in mainstream religion which I have to say did its level best to brainwash me into a false image of God, but like many people I felt it just didn’t add up, there was too much information missing and a lot added that just didn’t sum up. So hearing someone speak from the ancient wisdom and from a truth that is easy to feel was such an awakening and a freeing of the shackles of ideals and beliefs put on me by the church.

  133. “I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me. I know that God is not responsible for our suffering – it is we who just have to allow ourselves to be aware of how we and the world around us work energetically; then we have a choice which energies we let in or align to.” I recently realised I had been holding onto the story that I didn’t deserve to be back in gods arms so to speak after straying for so many lifetimes. A basic understanding of God energetically completely dispels such drama for the hogwash it is, God emanates love you accept and align to it or not. Simple, God does not judge full stop.

    1. Vanessa, I can see now that the feeling of “not deserving to be back with God” was there in me,too, and I just realized that the lack of self-worth is connected to that as well – and it is an old, deep and hidden ill in so many people. I feel such relief, joy and lightness, to be able to allow that amazing love that is in me, from me, from God, for me and everybody, and the self-worth issue takes care of itself.

  134. We demonstrate daily that we are in desperate need of reconnecting to our souls and to God, the recent events in the UK show how deeply lost we are in our so called developed countries, we are no more on the step towards unity than we were thousands of years ago.

  135. “I still had the usual Christian image of God – an all-powerful being with super-human qualities that has made us and the universe” These images keep us from knowing the true God and the false images are very harmful. God is Love, which is equally in our hearts, in nature and the universe. Making God as a super natural human being, creates a separation from feeling we are from God too and equally divine – a feeling we deeply miss as long as we do not allow our self to know it again.

  136. “For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence.” – I totally agree. And I am forever grateful to Serge Benhayon who has helped me reconnect to my inner essence and know and God through his teachings of the Ageless wisdom, sacred esoteric healing classes , retreats, and purple books etc.

  137. Although my family were not particularly religious when I was growing up I held the usual Christian image of what god must be if he existed bit this never felt true so I could not accept it. I too had feelings of what could possibly be true but it is only since I have questions what ideals and beliefs I hold and where they may come from that I have been able to accept the glorious truth of God and Religion for all that they truly are. Now I have no need to ‘believe in God’ for I can know him in every moment and I am beginning to accept that at heart I am deeply religious.

  138. It is also clear to me that our purpose is for us to find our way back to God, for us as humanity to be one unified. For this to truly happen, it requires us to let go of the images that we have of what God is and reconnect to our inner-heart and feel the truth of God who dwells within.

  139. We just need to stare at the stars or be present in the majestic sunrise or sunset to feel the love of God all around us and the how everything in life is connected with the whole universe, we just need to stop and reconnect this amazingness in our bodies.

  140. So much that is presented in religion today only serves to alienate people as even as children they can tell that there is a truth missing – but to know something doesn’t feel true means we must have the truth deep within. And this is where true religion lies – our own relationship to ourselves, to that place deep within, to our Soul, and to God.

  141. It is quite something that most of us when very young had no problems with God, the world and the Universe. It fact there was no conversation necessary as we simply experienced our self as part of it all. When I studied psychology it was associated with childhood that young children go through a phase of thinking that the world circulates around them, well I see it as the fact that the child can feel that there is no separation between themselves and the world – we as adults see the absolute certainty in a child of the validity of what they feel as something odd, yet after years of trying to “find” my connection to myself, to people, to God and to the Universe, I find it is all connected to what I feel within me – just like it was when I was a child – yet now I have to relearn to trust and honour those innermost feelings. How absurd is it that we train our children out of this inherent awareness only to return (if we are persistent enough and fortunate to have the support) to it later on in life. I completely agree that connecting to our innermost is the most basic foundation for us to start from.

  142. I love that God is always holding us. All of us. All the time. No matter how far we have turned away from him. That is true unconditional love.

  143. “I know that God is real – I feel it.”
    When we are willing to accept and surrender to the enormity of the 6th sense – then all will be revealed

  144. I find it hard to believe there is anyone born into this world who has not asked themselves these questions, equally many of our choices, true or untrue can be traced back to this dialogue. Universal Medicine pitches these questions back at you and invites you to consider that you do actually know the answers, the truth, only we live in such a way that has made them conveniently inaccessible.

  145. Indeed often people turn to God after trauma and illness, laid bare and open to questions about life, its meaning and purpose. Returning to God is something we know so deeply, but spend lifetimes denying.

    1. Yes, we don’t need to have an opinion about God. When we don’t know, we can leave it open, when we do know, we don’t have an opinion. We don’t need to.

  146. As we grow up it becomes our normal to seek satisfaction, comfort and distraction, we settle for these compartments of relief so make the pain of living separated from our true selves ok. The highs cancelling out the lows, but what if we can live without this fluctuation, with a consistent steadiness and joy – without need for rewards and treats.

  147. ‘I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me’. How different the world could be if we all accepted these simple and very beautiful facts of life.

  148. “I still had the usual Christian image of God – an all-powerful being with super-human qualities that has made us and the universe; a power that existed somewhere outside of me, separate from me”.
    How all-invasive and powerful is the consciousness of illusion with the images that are portrayed through generations – although not ever having been brought up as part of any church or congregation, this false image of God also was very much part of my thoughts for many years of my life. A man with a beard floating around somewhere on a cloud on high waiting to pass judgment on me for the smallest transgression in my day. There was always a sense of having done something wrong and this was without any member of the clergy delivering sermons from a pulpit!
    Attending presentations by Serge Benhayon has changed all this – I can sense and feel the truth of God living within and all around me, very accessible without any intermediary to do it on my behalf.

  149. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.” That is really what most of us are looking for and you Regina you are offering through your amazing blog the possibility to do so.

  150. Thank you for sharing your experience Regina these words really stood out for me today ‘It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.’ Through the presentations of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine I finally realised what is being offered to us everyday, through understanding that everything is energy, and everything is because of energy.

  151. ‘With the Esoteric Healing Modalities from Universal Medicine, I was able to not only heal and strengthen my body, but also to clear a lot of the emotional and mental structures in me. This opened my body and my mind to deeper levels of sensitivity and perception, feeling and recognising with clarity the stillness and true essence of me.’ The Esoteric helping Modalities of Universal Medicine are the most amazing tools I have ever come across in assisting the body to release the untrue thought, belief, emotion and movement that we have accumulated. The physical body is our greatest ally in coming back to the truth of where we come from – the Soul – but instead we load it up with our unhealthy lifestyle choices so that it eventually becomes ill. This body is made up of divine particles and by loving it and looking after it and listening to it our way forward is assured.

  152. ‘I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me’. This is beautiful Regina. As a race we have largely forgotten this information as we have become buried under an array of beliefs and thoughts that obscure the truth from showing. Thank you for expressing this truth for all to read and choose.

  153. I related to when Regina said “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me.” I like that! Does that mean we have a very strong feeling on what needs to be done and what we can do for others to bring the same awareness and connection back – the inevitable power and equalness to that of God just our own flavor to the mix of what we call All Our Love. God is just the epitome of who we are in expansion.

  154. Wowzzers. Just as I wrote that comment whilst on the train a huge rainbow appeared outside. The whole half circle, all the colours….who else could produce such a masterpiece?!!

  155. Is God real? Absolutely he is to me. And I will never exhaust my appreciation to Serge Benhayon for inviting me to see this truth that I have denied myself for so long.

  156. I have spent many years looking for God somewhere but of course never finding him. What a revelation to feel that He has been with me all along and that I did not need to belong to any formal religion, or do any weird healing practices to feel God in my life. I just have to connect back to me!

  157. “For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence”.
    Finding our way back to truth, love and harmony; our true essence and soul; is such a joy however not without its challenges and blocks.
    A very beautiful and supportive blog Regina, thank you.

  158. I love how you said ‘reincarnation makes total sense’ – I have often felt the connection with certain people and know deep down that it is age old. When I first heard about re-incarnation, I too felt how it made sense and to me it actually felt natural and normal. But I am not here talking about reincarnating as a cricket or an ant, I mean human incarnation where we come back to re-imprint our lives with love and truth and work with others with whom we have been here before.

  159. Why does the path to God have to be long and arduous? It’s right here inside us all the time, and it’s a simple step to connect to it if we just choose it in a moment.

  160. It is not an uncommon story that people reconnect to God after a traumatic event of circumstances. Could that be because when we stripped back completely bare and feel it is all gone, we can then feel that there is so much more?

  161. “To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.”This is such a great knowing and the key to living our life. What energy do we choose in every moment and what energy is i that we are feeling from everything in the moment . A great reflection bringing simplicity and understanding.

  162. The knowing of God inside us all is the most natural thing in the world if only we realised this and did not spend most of our energy trying to avoid this and fight our natural awareness and joy.

  163. Being with God as we continue our daily life, would really change how we go about life. We often think that God can be reduced into certain times, like in prayer or at church. We would see that life is about Joy, if we were to connect with God and live his impulse through our day, which can be chosen at any time.

    1. I love what you wrote, Harry. It is really that simple, so why on earth are we not choosing to be with God all the time? I get distracted and then go into the momentum of old habitual thoughts and behaviors and simply forget – until I feel the unease or hurt, then I remember.

  164. ‘…God is not responsible for our suffering – it is we who just have to allow ourselves to be aware of how we and the world around us work energetically; then we have a choice which energies we let in or align to.’

    I am only just getting this and I’ve been so resistant to this truth for various reasons – wanting to remain in a cycle of emotions, forever seeking recognition, getting disappointed, all sorts but ultimately all my choices to avoid being responsible. But now I’m allowing myself the awareness to see this truth that there are 2 energies and people align to one or the other in any given moment, it’s so clearly seen in the world. The world makes sense – there is way more than us in our physical human bodies going about our business. There is energy of two kinds, one love the other not love and we’re making choices in each moment. If this were accepted, common knowledge the world would be so much wiser. Now I know this my choices are so much clearer.

  165. Reincarnation makes sense to me and understanding its purpose allowed me to understand that my purpose is to return to my essence, and that essence is God. The Ageless Wisdom tells me that we are presented with the same life lessons over and over again, and our response has a consequence (karma) until we have understood what is there ready to unfold. It has taken the sting out of the temporal notion of death of the body as I absolutely know that the soul lives on, and returns in a new body to pick up where I left off! Hence it is clear to me that every minute of everyday is important and how I live it reflects the energy I am aligned to in each moment. I am now past official retirement age but there is no point in retiring from my purpose in life, which is to know and live my essence so that I too can reflect that light to others.

  166. This is such a beautiful and confirming blog, Regina – the truth about God and purpose in its simplicity, rather than the way we tend to complicate it.

  167. Why do you see my name on this blog possibly more then a few times? Am I bored sitting at home with nothing to do and so commenting is a way to relieve the feeling? In short no and the longer version is that life changes, every moment is a fresh, different moment if we choose. If life is truly about the quality energy you live in well then one moment to the next is another chance or choice to deepen that quality. As I see with these blogs, I read them daily for no other reason but to deepen the quality of energy I live in. This is not for self gain as I know any deeper step into this means that this quality is with me in every interaction thereafter, in other words it’s for everyone and everything. Every time I read a part of blogs like these my understanding deepen and so you will see my name here again possibly tomorrow or maybe the next.

    1. Hi Ray. this was my first blog ever and as I read all these comments I realize more and more that this process (of blog and comments) is an unfolding of truth for everybody together. I’ve read amazing things here coming from people all over the world, confirming and deepening the truth of God and our Way of The Livingness. I feel that my blog, what came trough me, supports all of us equally, and I’m glad that I took that step, overcoming my initial shyness. Every comment opens my heart more, I feel the connection with all of you and it is amazing to experience this.

  168. It is one thing to read and comprehend that we are responsible for all of our life, all of the time, but quite another to live and breathe this way. There are so many thoughts and beliefs that can come that look to dish out the blame to others around. But this just misses the beauty and the art of what God has designed, to help to heal the hurt you have inside. Thank you Regina, for illustrating how clearly God is with us all of the time.

  169. I could not imagine, but now know, how real God can be and actually is, that his presence and love are palpable, his rhythm is felt in the body, his magic all around us – The Way of the Livingness is not airy-fairy but very real, down to earth, practical and truly religious in the original sense as it shows how to re-connect by one’s own choice to our divine source.

  170. I know this feeling of wanting God to love me. Perhaps this comes from seeing the practices that worship God but not sensing any love within them, mainly because most practices for the worship of God place him outside of us, like an all powerful and unattainable being that we could never truly know.
    When in fact I do know God, and I can reconnect with him when I am aware of my body. The vibrational quality that is there deep within me is the same vibrational quality as God – I can feel this to be true. And what’s more, is that when I reconnect to this quality, I feel loved.

  171. “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me.” Same for me Regina, I used to read a lot of spiritual books and some sounded more relevant than others but no one really touched home base so I kept looking. When I first listened to an interview with Serge Benhayon I felt straight up that this was truth. Important though to note is that it was my truth finding an equal counterpart not that he presented something I didn’t already know and this is something I feel we need to claim back, which is also what Serge always says, that we already know everything, we just have to reconnect to it.

  172. What I find super interesting is that as I have drifted through life, there has always been this question of what is the purpose of our existence. I’ve looked high and low but found the most accessible door through studying Universal Medicine because it has highlighted that this purpose lives inside me, and all I need to do is connect to that and all the answers are given to me!

  173. We have ‘humanized’ every aspect of God or made him the all responsible, either way we have created an image of God that serves that part of us that has by free will separated from God. It serves our irresponsibility and disheartens those who do feel a connection within. Religion as we have it today is the ultimate tool to keep us from our divine essence. The only way to bypass it is to reconnect to God through our own innermost heart.

  174. There is such a simplicity to my life now thanks to the work of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine. I also had the same questions about God and purpose, knowing deeply there was more to life but I could not get to a clarity and spent a lot of time searching outside of myself. By reconnecting within I have found the truth and love inside me, and it’s more than any book could offer because it’s a living truth, and it’s constantly expanding. This truth is something that belongs equally to every human being on the planet, and if we all reconnected to it, it would bring the unity and brotherhood we all deeply long for. Imagine that – a living truth we could all feel, no books or outer authorities needed, a direct line to God via the inner heart.

  175. God is presence. Before i came to Universal Medicine and met Serge Benhayon, i was in a race, and rut with a life that was non-stop and very unfulfilling. I was the opposite of being in any sort of quality presence, and no surprise i had very little connection with God other than it being a word, or religion. In re-finding my presence over the past few years as a student of the Way of The Livingness, I have felt the presence of God, from feeling the presence of myself.

  176. Hello Regina and I remember this, “I was desperately looking for help, being physically and emotionally at the end of my tether. That’s when I met Serge Benhayon and my life changed on all levels.” At times a similar feeling comes of being at the ‘end of my tether’ but as was the case the dedication comes back to feeling what is going on. You may not get the final answer to this feeling straight up but you will see the next part. I now know life is forever about truly feeling first before anything else and from here I no longer feel that endless desperation that was.

  177. I had heard so often that “God made man in his image”. But what I saw in humanity was not that amazing and something did not add up. I could also not figure out why the stories related to God held the worst characteristics of humanity, such as vilification, being vindictive and punishing, favouring some people more than others and all sort of things I did not consider okay in humans let alone someone who was supposed to be our ‘father’. It was easy for me to get swept by the tide of consciousness that would look down on anyone professing to be religious. But now that I am learning more that those offensive characteristics within myself and in humanity are not our true nature, as I am discovering the love, harmony, brotherhood and divinity that is our true nature, the more and more I feel I also know God.

  178. One of the most Beautiful, understandable and relatable sharing’s on who God is and where he is – so simple. Yes he is within and all around and this can be felt when we open our hearts to all that is before us. We can feel God with us in everything if we choose, not just selected pockets from our own constructs. Nature is Gods gift to us as a wonderful way to feel and experience the magic of his presence.

  179. Through connecting with our true purpose of why we are here on earth life becomes a very different way of living. When we make life about reconnecting and understand that this is not just for us individually but for all of humanity then we can begin to see our part in a bigger picture that encompasses the all.

  180. I’ve denied and actually fought anybody that talked about God. I often laughed about it… Where as now I can feel how I’ve got in fact 2 fathers. And that God’s always there. It is me that find it hard to accept that I’ve disconnected from him. I’ve surrendered to His Presence only a few times and have felt that there’s an understanding of me and my choices that is beyond my own imagination. There’s no doubt that God’s holding all equally, but in order to feel and eventually be and work together with Him, we are – just like He does – surrender to the Divine rhythms in life. Which can only be felt. Not thought… Is is our Body that is never not in constellation with God, it is us – by our own free will – that have the choice to align or not.

  181. “the energetic truth of God”- this is definitely where it is at, beyond any knowledge or theology is the feeling and energy of his light, breath and presence.

  182. “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.” My experience was the same Regina. There was no doubt and it was just a reminder to me that we do know. It’s always the case of us finding our way back to God as he has never left us and is ever patiently awaiting our return.

  183. ‘It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.’ …. this is beautiful, Regina, and so true ….. we are all feeling energy all the time and we can all, discern when someone is sharing truth or not. Even when someone shares something that is true, if they are not living it for themselves, it’s then not actually a lived truth for them and we may often disengage. This is what makes Serge Benhayon such an extra-ordinary man, everything he shares with humanity from the Ageless Wisdom he lives for himself each and every day. Our bodies feel the truth, unequivocally so, we may not be ready to hear it, but that is a different matter altogether.

  184. I have begun to contemplate on the possibility that we are all equal, and if that is true then we are all equally son’s of God, and in fact we are all equally God. Until recently I had never considered this or lived in a way that could consider this. I was infatuated with my own universe…yes I knew I was powerful but was so much more obsessed with keeping it safe in my own universe and attempting to control everything within it, much to the exhaustive and unloved expense of my own physical and emotional reality. So much yearning for rest and love. But as I am being supported and encouraged to go there through the Universal Medicine network I am beginning to truly appreciate the impact of my choices over everyone, and the more I understand the magic of everything is energy then the more I understand the impact across all of humanity. We are very much a part of the whole universe and our choices impact that every moment…with that in mind we are absolutely equal to God. What we do does impact the Universe and we have to be responsible for that. Thanks for writing this blog as it was absolutely one I needed to re-read today.

  185. Regina, what I find fascinating is how we all know inside that there is a God, a beholder of the light and love that we are yet many of us growing up get turned off by the organised religions and their interpretation of God. This almost happened to me – I remember saying at 16 when quizzed by someone do I think God exists and my response was yes but not the way religion portrays God to be. Lets take love for example, if God is all loving then how could he possibly judge, let alone go to war and kill another?

  186. There is an old movie with its plot about exposing to the world, basically, Jesus’s notebook, that God told him that to not build things to worship him it because the only temple required is the body we all reside in for that is where he will always be. The implication of this information on the big corporation churches was not well received. Large religious organisations require money to support themselves in spreading their doctrines, are they required? God is a part of every one of us; we just need to feel his presence.

    1. Well said Steve, God is very much real, but not in the institutional sense but in the livingness sense, within each of us – it’s our choice to connect and feel God. If we don’t choose that we have to constantly work on not to feel God.

  187. Thanks Regina, as a child I was raised an Anglican, I would not say I always enjoyed church but I did love the hymns and when we all shook hands – I was into the ‘harmony’ of connection with others, not so much the fire and brimstone carry on. I have since begun learning that it is the connection to others that is born from the connection to ourselves, something that Universal Medicine has displayed to me again and again. This quote is one I will take for a walk today “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.” Great blog – I can safely say I have felt God, – always there, but sometimes I am not!

  188. Regina your lived experience of God in your body is the only true way that each of us knows God because in truth there is no other way to know him other than through the body.

  189. Twenty-five years ago I asked God for forgiveness; today I am still asking for forgiveness and can’t wait until I am aware enough to be able to listen to the answer! My understanding is that until I am clear enough from all my issues, which I am constantly working on, my words are answered by me understanding I am a work in progress on the path of return!

  190. ‘To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it’ Regina this is such a key point. We each do know the energetic truth of all things it’s just that our radar has been tampered with almost since birth. We are all born with the most pristine ability to discern energy but as we get older things like emotions, food, drink, sport, ideals, beliefs and images all serve to distort our ability to read energy. Serge Benhayon through The Way Of The Livingness support people to re-claim their ability to both feel and then discern the energetic quality of all things, which reinstates our ability to know what is truly going on at any one time.

  191. Responsibility is burdened with the false notion of being a burden and hence avoided or disliked. But what if responsibility actually equals empowerment, both going hand in hand, setting us free from the burdens of life we have given in to? As with so many words, we have distorted the true meaning of responsibility so that we do not want to get close to it and thereby completely missing its true virtues and blessings – the re-empowerment of truly being ourselves and thus the purpose of supporting each other to be the same, the Sons of God who we innately are.

  192. Isn’t it interesting that with all the knowledge, science, spirituality, religions, traditions, philosophies and academic intelligence we cannot make a conclusive sense of life as a whole but only explain details and even those only with some reservations? Comes along the Ageless Wisdom as presented by Serge Benhayon and everything falls into place no aspect of life or detail left out – such is the knowledge we all carry inside and have access to.

  193. The Dawkins´ of society may argue that we make it up because of the need to give purpose or meaning to life and hence invent a God or similar but really, why then is it that already as children we know that either something is missing or we have the clear connection to or even direct experience of the metaphysical !

  194. God living inside of us, what a difference it would make to grow up with that knowing with families and communities living it – that is The Way of The Livingness, the future lived now.

  195. How is it that we already as teenagers and or even as children have questions like where do we come from, who is God, what is the meaning of life? There is a sense of being more to life that has not been delivered yet to us by our families or society, but we may ask where does it come from when it is not from outside. The Ageless Wisdom has always presented that we know it because we come from it, we bring it with us and it lives inside of us, but it needs activation by reflection and or connection, and it is this reflection we are missing when growing up.

  196. I am learning to feel how literally EVERYTHING in life has Purpose. All the people that I met and meet in life are no coincidence. Slowly I am building towards the Responsibility I feel that come with it. God’s not only very real, his presence and activity is delicately, profoundly ‘planned’ to a level that I can not comprehend for now, but feeling and being aware of snippets of it, make me already feel very humble and appreciative. Although I can also go into self bashing, but am also learning that this is just a trick I have on my sleeve to not take Responsibility. God’s reflecting an Order that is purely Divine and if we choose it, it offers endless inspiration.

  197. As a child I knew and at times felt a connection with God and another worldliness in life and as a teenager absolutely felt this presence but never speaking to anyone about this. This led to me then as a young adult dismissing and burying these feelings. It was when I heard Serge Benhayon for the first time I could no longer deny what I felt inside and had known all along was true.

  198. What was my relationship with God, I was asking myself when I read you were so angry on God for letting you suffer. I was very frustrated about what was happening with me but blamed my family and myself basically. Towards God I felt dismissive, I could not even pronounce the word God. This has all changed with the Way of the Livingness presented by Serge Benhayon. My relationship with God is now one of connecting, accepting and allowing that which I am.

  199. As a child reincarnation was a given fact to me and the presence of something greater then us as humans, and the fact that we are part of this, was not in question. But as you Regina I could not find anything in this world that matched what I felt within me until I came across Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine. I remember how much I was nodding in my very first course and this feeling of ‘finally someone who understand the truth’. In truth what Serge shares is nothing new, he only has a living access to it that supports all others to make it their living way too.

  200. I like that you never gave up on God (in fact on yourself) but it also shows how lost we are when we search on the outside and do not listen to and trust what we deep down know. As there are so many images and beliefs how life is, who God is and what we are supposed to be that we can spend lifetimes searching and never finding the answer. So thank God for Serge Benhayon and for showing us that God lives within us and that we simply need to unfold what is already there.

  201. I’ve also know from my own experience of Universal Medicine modalities offers a space to feel and recognise with clarity the stillness and true essence of me. What more precious blessing could we be offered?

  202. I felt God growing up, but I dare not talk about this to anyone. I used to think that we couldn’t talk about what we feel.. in fear of what other people may think. Crazy huh? when sharing what we feel actually brings us closer together.

  203. This statement is of enormous significance Regina: “I no longer feel separated from God; neither do I fear death like I used to.” How many people actually even ponder the notion of death? How many of us feel ‘alone’, ‘isolated’ and having no direct relationship with the love of God in our lives?
    Holding such a foundation in life is what true religion is all about in my books – our relationship with life, death and everything in between. It informs how we live our lives, how we interact with others, and our willingness to truly commit to all that life entails, with the love of God being what fuels our being in every aspect.

  204. Regina, the searching so many of us undertake is such a powerful marker in itself for where we stand (as humanity) in our relationship with God and religion. How much is there that’s truly ‘out there’, that makes sense to the deep knowing we have inside, that feels to truly meet the all-encompassing nature of God’s Love and all that He is?
    It was not until coming to the Way of the Livingness that I discovered a full and complete resonance with a religion that made sense. Every single facet confirms my knowing, and offers an ever-deepening experience of it. There are no incongruities, no elements (such as a judgemental God) that don’t make complete and utter sense, and there is nothing that asks me to go outside of what is at its core, the most personal relationship that we have – that with God and the divinity of our own true nature.

  205. A beautiful treatise on one’s relationship with God, and how tangible and relevant to all of life this can be. Thank-you Regina for sharing your experience.

  206. Even though I was confused growing up about the image of God presented, underneath and deep down I always knew the truth so that when I was finally presented the truth about God it made total sense and I could simply nod in agreement because it already lived in me.

  207. Regina you cover a huge topic here – and that is what does God mean’ of course the blurred lines come when there has been so many misinterpretations of what or who God is. Each religion has a different adaptation of something powerful and external. The Ageless Wisdom and Universal Medicine however have brought it back to the simple truth that God is within us, and is our own connection to divinity. That to me is simple and transpires religion, race, age and gender. It shows God as a personal relationship that everyone can have equally, rather than a figure divided by groups.

  208. To live and express from our divine connection — nothing could be simpler, and yet we spend lifetimes of choosing to resist it. Your beautiful blog Regina, reminds us how we are all connected energy and each of us a unique spark in the body of God, the loving energy that flows through every cell of our being. Resist it and we open ourselves to a non-loving energy and live a life of complexity. The choice is in stopping the resistance.

  209. Reincarnation also makes total sense to me and has supported me in my own evolution ginormously. It has also been pivotal in understanding and acceptance of others. And it brings the ultimate focus to our responsibility.

  210. Years of looking for something that makes sense of the world and the strange concepts of God posed by religions, offered nothing that could ever stand up to being looked at from all angles. I too at times thought I found the answer, but after a while everything would slowly start showing the cracks, covering one area but evidently falling very short on another. For years the bewildering discrepancies led me to dispute the existence of God, then when something changed my mind for a while I was fearful of God! Universal Medicine and the Ageless Wisdom have been unique in offering wisdom and understanding that is consistent without any cracks. Providing consistent support for a deepening and expanding relationship with life, Universe and God – one that leaves me empowered, without any form of preaching or demand. I love the fact that there is always an open invitation to query and question any point, and this is deeply honoured and valued, as it allows an expanded understanding. There are no dogmas and it is implicitly understood that as life evolves, as the Universe expands so too does the level of awareness, wisdom and responsibility available to us. Now this makes a lot of sense to me and is immensely empowering. I now know God is real not because someone has told me so, but because I am deepening my own personal relationship with him.

  211. It is real – God is real. Thank you for sharing this with us by writing Regina. What I found interesting is why we ignore the one thing we actually are so sure of as we know God is divine and is within us?

  212. The absolute knowing and reality of God is always there with in us and we have to use an enormous force to deny this fact and bury it in the way we are living and being in our everyday lives with the lies we are fed. However it is ultimately our choice to know God or not within ourselves as we are divine beings and purely love.

  213. “I felt this presence in every space of my body, and outside of me as far as my awareness could go, and I have no doubt that this is the presence of God.” There is no greater confirmation of God than the oneness we feel through connection with the energy of fire.

  214. Regina, i recently went to an Abbey where my daughter was singing with her school – I was amazed at the acoustics of this great building, the way the children’s voices filled the space, after the singing the Abbey reverend talked about the singing and then delivered a prayer, I was struck as i looked around me and observed everyone stooped over and looking down – indeed this was the reverence you have spoken of, that long held belief in God the mighty one, the great power outside of us, suddenly everyone was missing the great confirmation that the children here had bought to us through their expression, that God, Universality is within.

  215. We have long known that our bodies are the temples of God because he lives within us all. It is not surprising how we can forget the fact we are his house with what we do with his building.

  216. ‘That’s when I met Serge Benhayon and my life changed on all levels.’
    This is the line that is going to ripple through the world, thousands of people touched by the living medicine that this man walks and presents.

  217. “…but I always came back to those two most important questions of God and purpose.” No matter the detours we take in life, the choices we make, we will always return to God, universality for it is our natural expression.

  218. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.”

    This is so beautifully expressed Regina and so true. And as you share the discarding part may be hard at times but the joy and the fullness of life that awaits us is so worth it.

  219. “With the Esoteric Healing Modalities from Universal Medicine, I was able to not only heal and strengthen my body, but also to clear a lot of the emotional and mental structures in me. This opened my body and my mind to deeper levels of sensitivity and perception, feeling and recognising with clarity the stillness and true essence of me.”

    This is a beautiful testimonial of the esoteric modalities, Regina! A great summary of all that they bring.

  220. It is interesting how we like to externalize God and make him that powerful figure that has nothing to do with us or has abandoned us – this way we can put all the blame on him and do not have to take responsibility for our lives.

  221. “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.” A simple choice and one we all have, but I choice I was not aware I had until I met Serge Benhayon. Serge is the only person I know at present who clearly presents us with this choice and energetic tools to be able to discern the different energetic qualities of these choices. This is our real power, to align to the impulse of our soul, divine, true and all encompassing or live our lives driven by the whim of our minds and all its self centric indulgences.

  222. God is not only real, he is all around us, within us, we live inside his loving body. However hard we may try to escape this fact, his love is there always, waiting for us to return and re-connect to his body of love.

  223. ‘It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.’
    we all know it deep inside and the beautiful thing is that the presentations of Serge Benhayon are a confirmation of this inner knowing. The way of the livingness is a way of livingbwhich confirms that God is within us.

  224. “All through my teenage and adult life I had two burning questions: who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?”

    I can very much relate to this Regina as I had these two burning questions too, particularly as a child I asked them often, but because I never got a fulfilling answer I guess I gave up on some point to actually ask that question but it remained inside me and put me on a long futile search for answers. Futile because when I found the answer, after meeting Serge Benhayon, I realized that God and my purpose had been within me all along and all I had to do is learn how to access it again and that is what I am still learning today every day.

  225. “God is not responsible for our suffering” it is us who choose the energy we align too, the energy of truth or an energy from our head. It’s the energy of truth that walks with us and shows us the way through stillness. If we choose the other energy we get caught in the motion of life.

  226. A very beautiful contribution describing how the more we deconstruct our images of what God is the more we will know who and claim that God is always with us.

  227. Striving for answers outside of ourselves only creates complication – the consequences of that complication is the world we all live in today. And yet, if we align with the quality of our inner essence, our Soul, life is simple… there is a natural flow, ease and harmony with life, with ourselves and with each other, and that is a purpose worth living.

  228. This is so true Regina… “…the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence, because with our God-given free will we have made our existence here to be so very far removed from God that we have forgotten this true essence, our Soul…” After attending presentations by Serge Benhayon, I have also come to understand this true purpose – life is not about focusing and striving outside of ourselves but returning within to who we naturally and innately are.

  229. The illusion that God is some unattainable father figure outside of us is the biggest trick ever given humanity, when as you so beautifully present Regina, God is love – an energetic quality within us and all around us – and always has been.

  230. Thank you for this simple and clear blog Regina. My understanding of and Connection with God is opening and expanding day by day as I practice living in presence with my body and connected to the innermost heart. It is a relationship which I can feel deepens all the time, and I appreciate what real love is – how it holds, observes and does not judge. All this keeps on revealing to me more about God . . .and it was meeting with Serge Benhayon that has enables this to happen.

  231. “For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence”. Without purpose we wander aimlessly from distraction to distraction feeling unfulfilled because deep down we do know there is more to life that meets the eye. This blog examines why we are here and if we put this one life in the context of reincarnation it’s clear that there is a purpose to existence which is not just to exist but to live with full awareness of the choices we make and take responsibility for them so we can all “find our way back to God”, which really is to remember that we never left.

  232. “Is God Real?” This is a question that probably everyone asks consciously or unconsciously, even the most staunch Catholic. But to find this reality we need to let go of looking for God outside as some father figure who is going to save us. It’s almost as if this is an ideal picture put there to distract us from connecting within to the ‘kingdom of heaven’. And it’s convenient as it means we can avoid taking responsibility for our choices and just blame God or someone else. Like you Regina, it is at first hard to accept our responsibility, but once we do, we discover that it is not the burden we might think, it actually empowers us to move forward joyfully.

  233. Beautifully written Regina, with such clarity and knowing and a great reminder to us all that God is always with us, within us, no matter what is going on for us.

  234. It’s like we have deliberately ‘dirtied the waters’ around God and now we can’t even see him. The world is set up in a way that doesn’t support us to connect to the very things that have all the answers and yet we defend the world as being more important. It’s not that I’m down on the world but more bringing our eyes to see that it’s not it. We are ‘it’ but not the way we see we are, God comes from a feeling, a sense but we live in a world that say’s that is not true. The world is upside down but we think it’s not and yet not to long ago we thought the world was flat?

  235. One of the greatest illusions ever peddled to humanity was the idea of God being a man up in the clouds passing judgement upon us.

  236. To be held in God’s love is a birthright. No-one can take this away from us. To not feel this is but only of our own choosing.

  237. Our society is set up to bring everyone up thinking that we are powerless and that we are a result of life and what comes our way. But the reality is that we life prescribing to the idea that there is an almighty God that is responsible for all that happens to us – we like this because it means we never have to actually stop and realise that we are the ones that make our own lives. Sure, we may not always be in full control of what happens to us (though this too could be argued as being a result or consequence of choices made previously and collectively) but we do have much to say in how we react or respond to these things that happen – and this shows us that we are capable of being empowered. We make our own lives, but to realise that and to accept that, we must also then accept we are responsible for how our lives have turned out, and how successful or not we are. The success I am talking about is not the seeming success that we might show from a business venture or large house and fancy car – I am talking here about the true success of the contentedness that one can feel about one’s life and about one’s relationships with everyone around.
    So this does turn things on the head for many people, because it is a big thing to accept the responsibility of ones own life and how one is in it. It is a big pill to swallow. Thank you Regina for opening up the conversation on this one!

  238. God’s love is never conditional, although our choice to feel it or not is guided by our free will. The more I develop my relationship with my body and allow myself to feel deeply, the feeling of God’s love is undeniable. Also what I’ve discovered to be undeniable, is that this glorious love is not just for me. We all get to feel it, live with it and express it, should we choose to.

  239. God = Love. And with this, the words from one of Chris Jame’s songs comes to me. “Love is a beholding light, love is within all of us, love is a beholding light, love just holds us.”

  240. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us…” Contrary to what the majority of religions would have us believe, we are in fact all Sons of God, and this is our rightful passage home.

  241. Regina I know what you mean. The Christian religion I grew up with did not represent God as far as I was concerned and at the Age of 13 I refused to align with it. My family were not impressed but how could I continue to be a part of something that did not feel true? God is warm and connected and loving, not mean, judging and cold. It just didn’t make sense.

  242. We knew the truth about God and purpose all along but chose to get pulled away by all of life’s distractions and ideals and beliefs. What Universal Medicine has presented has united me with the truth again.

  243. I remember an essay question in my early 20s which went something along the lines of how can those experiencing the Holocaust still believe in God? I remember my initial reaction to this question was that it was why everything had come together for me to have this questioned posed and me to realise how important God was to me and how can one live in a world full of suffering and remain connected and present. Reading how one survivor described the harmony they were able to connect to despite horrific circumstances confirmed love is possible anywhere but it wasn’t until I Universal Medicine and living even to a small degree the Universal Principles that are presented that I can feel the truth of God everywhere and in everything.

  244. In my 20s I did a humanities degree and really believed in education giving one the keys to the universe in the form of knowledge especially philosophy. After years of struggling with school being dyslexic I was desperate to be seen as clever but failed most of my essays. So I was very flattered when the tutor was intrigued by what I said. But I also felt a great despair as the people I thought would have the answers to ‘why are we here?’ did not; and I could see their lifestyles did not hold what I was looking for. I wasn’t consciously aware I would know what true inspiration was when I came upon it or that I knew I’d not seen it this lifetime, but when I met Serge Benhayon I immediately knew what he lived and presented was and is the real deal.

  245. Two women knocked on my door one day and asked me if I knew where the kingdom of God was? I knew the answer instinctively and placed my hand on my heart. They looked at me surprised and gave their different interpretation, which I couldn’t relate to. God is within and very real. We are all called to connect to and be impulsed by the Divine essence that is within.

  246. It is sad how the word ‘god’ can be seen as taboo or differently from different perceptions. What I love about this blog is how Regina has made her relationship with god very tangible.

  247. I always knew there was more to life than our physical existence, I just knew but I couldn’t find anything or anyone to talk to about it. There was religion, but that always felt not right to me, and I couldn’t see anyone living in a way that demonstrated that there was more. So by the time I became an adult, I went in search of ‘there has to be more to life than this’ and eventually came across the Ageless Wisdom teachings as presented by Universal Medicine. Bingo! It felt like a lightbulb going on in my body and a sense of ‘this is it’.

  248. “… for in our inner-most heart we are all equal and divine and we all come from the same source – from God.” – and this exposes politics, religions and nationalism for what it is – separatism. None of these institutions unify people, but divide resulting in wars and countries with borders.

  249. I love re-reading this blog, Regina, for I too am surrendering my body to the fact that God has been within me and everywhere around me all along, and it is now simply a matter of relinquishing the hold of the protection and contraction from not allowing myself to feel this universal truth for us all.

  250. We may not be able to see God but we can feel that when we surrender we are held in God’s love.

  251. I have come to find that there are two relationships we can have with religion – we either believe or we do not – its that simple! When we believe we are bound by mental constructs that are imposed on us by the authority, we don’t know it for ourselves to be a truth we can feel is true deep within. Even ‘not believing in God’ is still a belief because it’s just like saying ‘I believe He is not true’ – it’s still based on a theory we have of Him. The only way to not believe is to know and the only way to know is to feel the fact of Him with us all the time.

  252. ‘I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me.’ – The teachings of the Ageless Wisdom are revealing that none of us can escape responsibility, we can try to delay it or even ignore it, but there is no way around it, it will eventually catch up with us.

  253. Thanks for sharing Regina, I have had similar experience through Esoteric Chakra Puncture as well as Sacred Esoteric Healing sessions, experiences that have helped me reconnect to the knowing that I am one with God – and this has brought the understanding that it is my choice, not God’s, whether or not we remain connected.

  254. ‘I felt this presence in every space of my body, and outside of me as far as my awareness could go, and I have no doubt that this is the presence of God.’ When we feel this, the constant search for God on the outside can be called off and we know we have returned home.

  255. Thank you Regina, this is a beautiful reminder of the relationship we can have with god and with ourselves.

  256. All the stories, myths, texts and tomes, rituals and books throughout history all referring to God, and here we have it, an experience that is within and without us there to be felt in every cell. That is The Way It Is.

  257. I have met many who have an innate knowing that there is a god, but are not sure in what way or form – and I had the same feeling, and it was simply that the teachings of Universal Medicine fit with what I had felt and confirmed and explained it in a way I couldn’t because of the way society makes you consider God to be.

  258. Being able feel God is an absolute honour and joy, once I started to heal my ideals, beliefs and hurts (and there is more to go) with the modalities taught by Serge Benhayon, and the Ageless Wisdom, then was I able to connect to this Divine essence inside of me. It is a unique experience for all yet at the same time the quality is exactly the same. Choosing this as my initial impulse in the way I move, go about life, is one that I am learning to appreciate more and more.

  259. Regina, what is fascinating is that, at least in my experience, God has never left my side yet I have chosen many a time to leave his. I have challenged God with the ills of the world and yet he has remained love. I have gone off the rails yet he has remained there with no judgement. God is a beholding energy, a love which holds us all equally and the more we allow this love out the more everything in this world and beyond makes sense.

  260. “At first, the idea that I’m responsible for everything that happens to me and all my own suffering, especially as a child, was difficult to understand and accept.” When we regard one life in isolation it does not make sense, when we consider the Science of Reincarnation, everything falls into place. I have always known this Science and to me it makes perfect sense. The quality of choices we lead each life with do not simply disappear when we die, they sit waiting for us to step back into when we are born again, ready to pick up where we left off. Therefore we hold an immense responsibility for all the choices we make in this life time, every single one of them matters and provides us with the opportunity to deepen our hold on the love within our selves so that we can return home to this in our next life time. If we experience anything else we have to first address the quality of our choices, in this life time and the thousand of others we have lived too. They all show up in the present, reflecting back to us the decisions we make about how to live life. We are creators and masters of everything we experience.

  261. Thank you, Regina, for a beautiful expression of our connection with God. I, too, always had felt there was more to life than the daily activities, but none of my endeavours to find the answers about God and the Universe were successful until I encountered Serge Benhayon. Since then my life has true purpose and love.

  262. ‘We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.’-So simply and truthfully expressed Regina. It takes responsibility which energy we choose to align to – our soul or as you put it, “the energy of the mind”. From here our every movement will either bring us closer to who we are or not.

  263. When I gave up God together with the Catholic religion of my upbringing and education, I floundered in a sea of science fiction and general unknowingness. This continued for 30 years until I met Serge Benhayon who presented the existence of God as a basic fact of life, a fundamental part our existence and not just some high powered guy on a throne in the sky. I rebelled at first, thinking I wanted to have nothing to do with it, but my personal beliefs don’t stop what is true from being the way it is. Everything Serge presents makes sense and I am slowly integrating this not-really-new information back into my life, and appreciating where I have come from and where I am returning to.

  264. Knowing we are vehicles of expression and are always choosing what energy we align to, allow to pass through us and thus express we need to take responsibility for every choice we make. This is the ultimate in responsibility which most of us do not want to take as this asks us to live in absoluteness.

  265. We are designed to live in brotherhood and support each other to come back to our essence, our connection with God and for us all to go back to where we once came from. We are blessed within the student body that we know the purpose and as best work towards this. We then reflect this back to the rest of humanity who are presently lost in a sea purposelessness.

  266. Beautiful Regina – during the years I’ve come to know why I rejected God when I grew up. Not because I didn’t know what God was but by the silly reinterpretations of what God was according to religious assemblies around me. Innately I knew what God was because I could feel it within me but I still got confused when people talked about God without delivering it with the love I know God to be.

  267. Understanding that we have been given free will and are, therefore, all fully responsible for our own lives and the consequences of our choices in ALL of our lives, past, present and future, allows me to understand why people are born with terrible disabilities. Every choice we make has a consequence, it may not be immediate, but everything matters and it’s complete disregard or illusion to think otherwize.

  268. ‘We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth’ Yes Regina – that is exactly it.

  269. Thank you for your beautiful blog Regina. It makes a lot of sense. When I was young I once or twice attended Sunday School, and I didn’t like being there one little bit so I said to my Dad, ‘I don’t want to go there, it is not a real class’. Dad was cool with that and then told me about the Inquisition and various other dastardly things that the Church had perpetrated. He said he couldn’t see one ounce of Brotherhood in the current religions. So I was brought up with a family that did its best to love one another and others, and to communicate, listen to each other, and yet I was left without anyone to talk to about God. I would only talk about ‘Energy’ ‘Harmony’ ‘Love’ the ‘Universe’ and never mentioned the name of God. Now , thanks to meeting Serge Benhayon I know God and can name him which is deeply beautiful.

  270. It is deeply inspiring to arise from the false notion of God being the guy on the top of the mountain looking down at everyone and responsible for all that takes place below – and to realise, accept and live the knowing that we are all expressions of God – we are each ‘the one’ and as such we forever responsible for every choice we make, energy we live and the life that follows. The onus is ‘on us’.

  271. We are never not with God or of God. We can choose to ignore the fact and act contrary to the Love we are but we are effectively peeing in a sphere of pure Love.

  272. It is interesting that we have build monuments, buildings and worshipped in the name of God, that we have held God as ruler and authority over man and have killed and harmed others or ourselves in his name when all such a activity are pursuits contrary to Godliness – all that we divinely are.

  273. Regina what’s ironic is that whenever a person questions or even denies the existence of God, they do so from the particles of God, that make up each and every one of us.

  274. I can relate to feeling that there is more to life and a they journey we go on to find a lot of things that look or sound good but never stop that feeling of questioning what life is about. Universal Medicine for me has been life changing or should I say confirms what I feel to be true. The only journey I am on now is the one back to God and re-unite with my Soul, my essence and I welcome everyone to join.

  275. When we look for something outside of ourselves like God that is when we run into troubles because we have left our one true wisdom which resides in each of us. God is within and it is only when we seek him outwardly that we lose that loving connection.

  276. “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.” So simple and clear explained what our choices can be, still a lot of us struggle with choosing love and drown ourselves with ideals and beliefs.

  277. Is God real? I actually never ever doubted this to be yes, but through the presentations of Serge Benhayon, and seeing life in a truer way than the way my mind liked to color it before, I now have an understanding of my relationship with God and the Universe and how we all fit in the bigger picture.

  278. “I always knew that there must be a God/intelligence/some power that lets everything exist, but what is it, and why do we exist?”- I can very much relate to this feeling Regina, and shared it strongly as a child. My feeling is that we all know the truth that there is a God and a purpose and meaning for everything that exists and happens in our lives, but there are many things that have gotten in the way of feeling that, and when we have been hurt physically, emotionally, and mentally over many lifetimes, its easier to bury this knowingness and give up on God and love. But the teachings of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine have re-ignited this inner connection and allowed many hundreds of people (including myself) to feel God within themselves again, and that has changed everything.

  279. Thank you Regina a beautiful read that our connection to God is and has always been within us all, it’s just a matter of choosing to feel it’s ever loving and consistent energy that is simply and naturally there 24/7. A great reminder and confirming blog. Thank you.

  280. This line “weak from a life lived in dissatisfaction” really struck me this morning as I was listening to a presentation by Serge Benhayon who talked about life fitness. And putting the 2 together I can see how many people are weak from a life lived in dissatisfaction because I think deep down many people also are unsure as to the purpose of life and is there a higher force out there. What I love about the Way of the Livingness is that it brings that purpose into our lives and brings God into our lives in a really simple, practical way and lets go of the shackles that we have held God in.

  281. Regina in reading your blog again, I just felt to appreciate knowing myself as an equal Son of God and feeling the truth and harmony of this divine energy, life now makes sense and the bigger picture has opened up a world of evolution.

  282. It is these questions that often plague peoples whole lives, and what your sharing is so huge because it offers people an option other than being lost in these questions.

    1. Yes, I did not trust that there was a plan but I had a feeling that ‘somebody knows’, so I started looking.

      1. This show the immensity of what Universal Medicine brings: an answer to questions that have been there since eons and now the time is here for the veil to be brought down and the opportunity to see for all of mankind what life is truly about.

  283. Beautiful blog Regina, your unfolding of finding how God is real for you in your life is very tangible and makes absolute sense. We are all here to return to God.

  284. I like the simplicity you describe about the relationship with God as a knowing, a connection back to something that’s already within us, rather than a set of beliefs, ideals or doctrines that we have picked up from the world around us and recall in our minds.

  285. ‘ … for in our inner-most heart we are all equal and divine and we all come from the same source – from God.’ These words are so true – Thank You Regina.

  286. “Is God Real?” Absolutely, I feel it deep within my bones, this knowing permeates my whole body. When I met Serge Benhayon and attended presentations with Universal Medicine everything fell into place as Serge presented more and more for us all to consider. All that he presented for us made so much sense and I came to understand how I fitted into the world. “I now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me.” The key is for us to live from that knowing and responsibility. Thank you Regina for a truly beautiful sharing.

  287. Through The Way of the Livingness I have come to know God again. He was and has always be there with me, I had turned my back on him by building a mental construct of who he is rather than simply stopping and feeling that the way to know God is through a dedicated and honouring way of being with my body.

  288. “I also felt that all I need to do is to be in alignment with that energy, that quality, and this alignment will guide me to live, be and act in harmony with everything.” How amazingly simple that is Regina, so why on earth do we complicate life so much? It is so beautiful when we live our lives in that alignment with God, but we let ourselves be so imposed upon by our spirit that helps us put such barriers up against living that way. It is time for all of us to let that imposition go.

  289. I have always know within that God was real, I just could not call it God as all that I had learned in this world about God just did not fit with what I felt it to be. At some point in my life I just called it ‘the more that is there’ as this is how it felt. Through Universal Medicine I was support to let go of all my reactions to religion and therefore to the word God and embrace Him in my life once again, as naturally as it was there when I was a child.

  290. We need these kind of writings as our holy scriptures, words coming from our living truth.

  291. This morning when I sat in my car and heard people talking on the radio about the British vote for ‘Brexit’, I allowed myself to feel the sadness of this choice, rather than the usual overwriting that I’m very familiar with. After crying, I could also feel how Great Britain – and every other county (= people) involved – is actually held by God, despite all the emotional turmoil. As if there’s a knowing, as if this is a huge opportunity to learn here. That we’re indeed all very Powerful. We have the capacity to choose separatism or Union. And each and every one of us have the individual Responsibility for this choice. As well as I can feel that the many people that voted ‘out’ feel not heard, not seen, etc. As a fellow human being I can feel the Responsibility I hold to also understand them, rather than adding to the blaming. Which separates even further. We are to listen openly to each other, understand the concerns and get on with life. That many may learn from this. Feeling all along that God’s real and that he’s holding us – 24/7, eternally.

  292. I was just thinking Regina how big the question and this title is, “Is God Real?”. To be honest it’s a simple question with a simple answer to me but when I think of a world view this question alone can divide so many of us. I am not saying this makes me better by any stretch but more becoming aware of how confusing this whole thing is. As many are realising ‘God’ is real, but maybe not real in the sense of our current perception. Many are prepared to accept the fact that, ‘everything is energy’ and even most that don’t would at least declare that there is truly more to life then meets the eye. In other words a large percentage of people have things in their life that science or education can’t truly explain, an energetic part, how radio waves travel, electricity and the list goes on. This topic around God certainly carries more emotion and for me at those times it’s best to keep it simple, ‘God is real’, simple enough.

  293. Because most of us have had negative or imposing experiences of religion when we mention God it can cause many to have a reaction. However when I am connected to myself and therefore to God and can feel deeply the energy you talk of, it not only feels very normal but incredibly natural. To live with God is actually very normal.

  294. A beautiful sharing, thank you Regina. I used to feel that there were so many injustices in the world and on one level there are but when we consider the bigger picture and allow for the possibility of reincarnation so much makes sense.

  295. I heard someone on the radio today say that the believing in idea of a transcendental being was too much of a leap for them, but they understood that the ritual and notion of prayer could bring comfort to them and was supportive at times. I thought this refreshing honest and found it interesting that one could have both co-existing. I have always had a strong sense of the interconnectedness of all things. At times this has been devastating and I find that the hurt is physically painful in my heart, when someone tries to crush another.
    Who and what are we calling on or speaking to when we pray any way? Are we calling to that part of ourselves that already knows? The part of ourselves that understands that this cycle that is repeated over and over again? Or some big dude in the sky?

  296. It’s also been quite something to get to know God through the way He feels in my own body, and not through the mental constructs of everything l’d ever been taught or heard about who he was or what he was all about. To FEEL God is the only way I now know Him, and the only way in which His Presence can be known.

  297. It was also a revelation to discover that it was me who separated from God in fact, and not that God ever left me. It was a great turning point in my life when I understood and experienced the fact that the second I choose to return, He is there… no judgement, no critique, nothing to repent or regret… just pure love, there for me the instant I let it back in. Quite a difference from popular beliefs that abound with God as the great almighty with whom we must make ourselves ‘deserving’ before we will be graced with His Love.

  298. Understanding God as something/someone accessible, real and very, very tangible was revelationary for me… having spent most of my adult life having no connection or relationship whatsoever, this is quite something.

  299. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.” This sentence was pivotal for me when I heard Serge Benhayon talking about God and true religion, as I too had had an upbringing steeped in Christianity which had never felt true. At last here was someone who was making sense of religion in a way I could understand it. And the beautiful thing about it is that this religion is all inclusive, because we are all connected to God in the same way, with no conditions or rules. God is simply there for any one of us, anytime anywhere, regardless of our actions – but it is our awareness of our actions that we learn true responsibility.

  300. I agree a profound learning for me, to feel energy, “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.” It has opened up a new dimension in my life, no longer is it just the surface layer of life and reactions that I observe. I can feel and sense much more of life now I am open to the truth of energy.

  301. I have an inner connection with my heart a stillness that feels divine, it feels like it connects with God, that I am part of God. I have told myself that it is not big enough, it should look a different way, that is is not quite right, all of these straggles limit my connection. The stillness when I feel it is expansive and has not got boundaries. Having a picture of what our relationship with God should look like narrows our experience of it. I am learning that I can be absolute in my knowing of God, as I am right now and that this can develop as I surrender more to this knowing, rather than trying to think it, I am learning to sense and feel it.

  302. The world is loaded with so many pictures, ideals and beliefs. Thank goodness for Serge Benhayon who has taught us to discern this.

  303. It makes perfect divine sense that we have free will within the body of God, how can we answer the call of our souls if we do not choose it ourselves, we can not be saved by another, it is our own salvation from our own choices. I squirm and resist this truth, I find it uncomfortable that every bit of resistance is mine, however I know it is the truth. Victim and blame are not real, responsibility and absolute knowing of our divinity is the true path to the truth, soul embodiment and return to God.

  304. It’s interesting how many people give their power away to institutions, or blame God for a life they don’t like, or things they see – when ultimately it’s our lack of responsibility that creates all this.

  305. I was taught that God was separate to me, all mighty, all knowing, loving, but other than me. I always felt detached from god and consequently did not buy into this version of God, because it felt false. I then learned of all encompassing divinity, but still did not relate it to myself. The miracle I live now is knowing God Lives within me, I don’t have to seek God, appeal to him or go to public places of worship. I simply connect to my inner divinity.

  306. I did not grow up with a religion and yet when I looked at my relationship with what cannot be seen, energy, the universe, what life was all about, when I considered God I too had a picture of this dominate figure “In spite of my outward rejection of institutionalised religion, I still had the usual Christian image of God…” I couldn’t really relate to it and in some ways felt like I wanted God to be dominate and take away my problems, that I would be subservient and so not responsible. Where this image came from….? I picked it up along the way, and it meant I did not relate to truth of what I feel and know, that I am a part of God and within the body of God.

  307. Having dabbled in new age modalities not one of them ever gave me the satisfaction of feeling full and complete. Now I feel this, though feeling me. This would have not been possible had it not been for meeting Serge Benhayon and the freedom he offered me by knowing all the answers to everything, are inside of me. I would still be searching and giving my power away.

  308. ‘It had been a long journey, full of difficulties, and I was physically quite ill and weak from a life lived in dissatisfaction, often with depression, anger, frustration and the feeling that I was a victim of life happening to me. I was so angry with God for letting me suffer so much.’
    This I know very well, Regine, to reject God’ s love and blame him for everything that’s happening and even if I did not do this consciously I did it deep inside of me. To not take responsibility of one’s own situation and issues is to blame another, be it God or another human being and reject love.

  309. Regina having just re read your mind blowing account, what struck me this time was how practical being with God actually is. God is not a concept, notion or imagining, he is a very touchable energy that is inside us all. Serge Benhayon has brought through an astonishing way of living called the Way of the Livingness that supports people to find their way back to God as a very practical felt matter.

  310. “I know that God is not responsible for our suffering” indeed it is us and our choices from personal choices to ones that affect the world, we have the responsibility to consider the whole and not just the band aid fix. God is without doubt love, so how can love be responsible for suffering? All love can provide is a true reflection asking us to also be love. I used to question how God could allow things to go on, but where is our responsibility in that? What if our suffering is our choice, and without suffering we would not be close to looking at changing our choices?

  311. To come to truly know that God never leaves us, but in fact it is I that leave God, was revelatory for me …and the beginning of understanding how it is my choices that create my life. I am totally responsible for my life and how it is lived.

  312. “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.” We do know, we have always known that we are an inescapable part of God, it just is not a very widely publicised fact in our current world affairs and therefore we tend to ignore what we know in favour of what the authorities and institutions would like us to believe. I love the way Serge Benhayon reminds us of our truth and confirms our ability to discern what is real through feeling the quality of energy behind everything. Once we re-establish our inner trust in our ability to read energy, we can no longer be lied to. We are all Sons of God without exception, we all know the truth and we all know how to recognise the lies that prevail in our current societies.

  313. Have you ever noticed when things in life get real bad people seek soleus in religion or blame God for their misfortunes? Are these just an all time great excuse as a get out of jail free card to not be responsible for our actions?

  314. Is God Real is the question and the title of this blog. Yes is the answer, he lives in me, breathes me and moves me as he does with us all. Not so long ago I would have said no to this question, which is a great confirmation of actually how much I have let go and how much I have let God in….

  315. ‘ I was so angry with God for letting me suffer so much’ , yes, same there and I was also very angry with God as I held the belief that he had abandoned me, and so I aligned with everything that was not love……In my new awareness and understanding of why I aligned to an energy that only brought me struggle and suffering, I now very clearly and consistently choose to align to ‘ Ageless Wisdom’ as is presented by Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine, which has supported me greatly to clear and release this old energy from my body.

  316. From a perpetual struggle to try and make sense of God in my head, I have, through my willingness to keep exploring and working with Universal Medicine, come to ‘know’ God in me and life. It is a lived experience that makes sense rather than a mental construct with exact answers to life’s nuances.

  317. What you make me aware of Regina is the fact that as a child I knew there was an order with everything, and that in fact time does not exist. But in my growing up going through the education system and by the lived ideals and beliefs in society, I slowly was pushed to fit in into our society and lost this connection and to my feeling I have become trapped in the world of time, a world that is void of the magic that you can experience when you let go of time and enter the world of space, there where magic rules and a direct communication with god resides. So choosing me to live more and more in space instead of time, the realm to which I belong, I do connect with God and in that build a direct relation with him and can feel the magic of life again.

    1. Nico the timelessness that we feel as a result of our connection to ourselves as children is discounted as being simply that we have nothing to worry about. We are lead to believe that as kids we know less and it is from our reduced understanding that a false sense of life is able to exist. However I am coming to realise that the opposite is true. As children we are more connected to ourselves and therefore to everything else. We live in a naturally spacious realm and time remains a distant man made construct. As we get older we get further and further from our natural way of being and we are lead to believe that how we felt as children is confined only to those few years when we lacked responsibility. At the age of 49 I am now feeling very similar to how I felt at the age of 7 and can say from the wisdom of my body that the way that we feel as kids is our natural way of being and not a reflection of age.

  318. ‘I felt the presence of an energy that is nothing but pure harmony, eternally holding and surrounding everything. It felt just so ‘right’ and absolute that nothing more was ever needed.’ Love what you have shared here, Regina …. feeling our own love and the eternal, unconditional love from God, nothing more is needed.

  319. I have always known that there was a ‘higher form of existence’ – higher in terms of their understanding of life and our purpose within the universe. I didn’t really limit this to there being one person or being, rather a group. I’ve always believed in reincarnation and felt that my present life was like being at school, to learn and progress to the next level. It’s funny now that I’ve been introduced to the Ageless Wisdom teachings, how true this ‘knowing’ was, which is quite beautiful. However, for a large part of my life I chose to dismiss this truth, I became quite ‘checked out’. There was a mismatch between what I felt to be true and what I felt all around me with all the ideals and beliefs around how I ‘should’ be. When I went on the Universal Medicine website for the first time and read a paragraph written by Serge Benhayon, I felt I was coming home.

  320. I felt so much joy reading your blog, Regina, thank you. I have just looked up where Main Arm is and you certainly live in a very beautiful part of Australia. ‘We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth’ ….. absolutely and the more that we choose to do this, the more we will inspire others to consider doing the same allowing the ripple effect from our love and divinity to spread further and further …..

  321. Eventually, after exhaustive looking outwardly for some kind of answers, it is right under our nose, literally, here within our body, all the confirmation ever needed. Connection to our body, to the stillness and spaciousness within, is the return back to what was known but was felt was missing. Universal Medicine, the name and company you know you can trust, simply held up the mirror.

    1. I looked for answers outside, what does it all mean, why, how…and yet, yes, it was right there, take a moment to be still, breathe and feel my body and a stillness, sacredness and truthful absoluteness without words bubbles up.This is beautiful “Universal Medicine, the name and company you know you can trust, simply held up the mirror.” Indeed a mirror, to feel and ponder and then live as our own will chooses…

  322. It’s interesting how many of us grow up feeling as though what we’ve been taught at home and in school just doesn’t feel quite right. How amazing it is that we question things…this highlights to me that we already know the answers, or at least know when something is off.

  323. When life doesn’t make sense to us we go searching in all other directions for the answers, but it isn’t until we realise the answer is actually right there inside us, that we allow a stillness from within to deeper confirm the truth of who we are.

    1. Rosanna it takes us a while to realise that all the different directions that we go searching for the answers in, are actually all the same, they are all ‘away from ourselves’. It is only when we stop and look within that we start to find any real answers.

      1. Very true Alexis, there is only one truth, that is accessed via our body.

  324. Even though God was always very real to me, I would never talk about it in public. The relationship I have had with him has always felt very private and is the strongest when I am most with myself. What I have come to understand is how God is present when I am deeply connected with my body, in there is where god dwells and I can always re-connect with him through my breath and my body. This is why the Kingdom of God lives within.

  325. The energies that fill up my body when aligned to God are nothing else than a warm bath. They hold, they love, they care, etc. It’s like I’m from all angles – tangible feelable in my body. Allowing myself to surrender to being the Son of God is something I feel at times and at times I don’t.

  326. Hearing Serge talk about religion, God and the Universe for the first time was so refreshing because for the first time in my life what was being presented made sense from every angle.

  327. I have often wondered about God because I was brought up travelling around the world and everyone seemed to have their own God, who was supposedly better than everyone else’s. This brought up quite a bit of confusion for me and it resulted in me not believing in God at all until I heard Serge Benhayon present on God and trust me, at first I really resisted and reacted and didn’t want to know yet another version but in time I have realised that what Serge is presenting just makes sense and what I really appreciated is that he was not trying to convince me or get me to believe him, he just presented facts and then left the rest up to me to feel into and decide.

  328. There has always been a knowing of God within me. I knew God as a small child and could never relate the the institutionalised religions which did not quite add up. This knowing was at times faint, it was something I had made myself dismiss as I got older but it was always there, however faint, waiting patiently for me to accept the truth.

  329. “At first, the idea that I’m responsible for everything that happens to me and all my own suffering, especially as a child, was difficult to understand and accept.” I found this a challenge too at first, but when connected to reincarnation for me it made complete sense. With every choice and action we have a responsibility to how this will link to the next both on a micro and macro scale.

  330. Regina, thanks for sharing your experience. I can relate to the part where you learn that everything that has ever happened to you is because of what you have chosen and there is no coincidence, just choice after choice and here you are where you are in life today, only as a result of all the choices you have made. No one to blame but I do remember thinking oh right, and having quite a wake up call as I had in some ways wanted to think that it was this or that that had led me to where I am today because there was a part of me that wasn’t prepared to take responsibility for the choices I had made without even being aware that I was making choices. I thought I was a victim of life and did realise I was the creator!

  331. The science of reincarnation is a beautiful thing. I have found we are more willing to accept it when looking outwards – we can see the actions of others and knowing there is reincarnation makes it all seem fair and responsible. Yet when it comes to looking inward and realise that we too are a part of reincarnation it can be harder to accept and easier to deny. We are responsible for the life we are living and have chosen. Yet if this life does not fit the picture we want, accepting responsibility for it can be challenging.

  332. I used to test God and think that if he had the power to make everything ok, why wasn’t he. I saw him as separate to myself with him being almighty. I realise now the irresponsibility in this. I’m realising more and more that God is within me (there is still a part of me that is resistant to this) and with this comes a much greater responsibility. I have the ability to live the divine on Earth because I am divine. Accepting this responsibility is often too much and I’d prefer to keep pretending I’m small and not almighty.

  333. I have never fully realised before how much of my life was spent “looking”. It was a constant look that wasn’t fulfilled by any project or relationship or anything until I turned my look back to me. The catalyst was Serge Benhayon, a man who showed me that by turning within to feel what was truly going on it changed how you looked and how everything looked. I was lost in a seemingly never ending search for something I could always feel in everything wasn’t right. At no time did anything else give or show me that all I needed was to stop and turn back to myself. This blog is a similar quality, asking us to reflect within ourselves for the answer to the questions we have.

  334. Regina I love that you could always feel that god was real and that we are part of a bigger plan. I felt this at times too when growing up but often ignored or overrode those feelings because I could not prove it. Now I trust what I feel as the truth.

  335. Death takes on a very different understanding when you can feel and know our purpose. Death as is birth a part of the continuum of our evolution. It is part of the cycle that keeps presenting us with opportunities to grow. I often think about the way many of us go towards our death, and how different this would be if we knew that we would be faced with all our undealt with issues in another life. Passing over and coming back knowing we have another opportunity to return to love and support others to do so brings a real joy and purpose to our later years.

  336. The beauty of choosing to allow space within and divine energy to flow through you is that you realise that all your planning, controlling and manipulating of situations and people is for nothing. It is all taken care of in a far grander way than we can imagine. Ironically this surrender to divine order is also the greatest challenge for our spirit, which loves to be in control and be recognised.

  337. It is in the stillness, awareness and space that I know God. This is something that once experienced; you will never question the existence of God again. We can only doubt God’s existence when we live in a way that dulls, hardens or races the body so the divine that is within us can’t be felt. What I especially love is how simple and natural this state of being is, how it does not take years of meditation, prayer or fasting to achieve (another illusion we have created).

  338. From a very young age I just knew reincarnation was a happening thing but didn’t understand much about it feeling that we didn’t come back as animals or anything like that. It took Serge to come along and cleanup not only my uncertainties with reincarnation but also many other subject of which you have covered in this wonderful blog.

  339. “All through my teenage and adult life I had two burning questions: who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?..” I had similar questions too, through my teenage years, envying anyone I thought had found the answers. I searched most of my adult life believing that God was on the outside and unattainable and it wasn’t until I discovered, through the teachings of the Ageless Wisdom, that God was inside me all along and waiting patiently for me to begin my return journey home. Thank you Universal Medicine, and thank me for waking up to the truth.

  340. This article has really helped me embrace the word God. I have sensed God all my life but through various meanderings had modified this word beyond recognition. Thank you.

  341. Beautiful Regina, such an open blog that it reminds me of how closed down, hidden and secret we actually are around talking about religion/God in the world. So this is already an amazing revelation. The other stunning revelation I got is: We have the idea, that we are separate to God. Straight away I could sense how we have led ourselves to believe that by virtue of that we can feel God, but can not connect to it within ourselves we think that we are separate from God. What I could sense from this belief (lie) is how we have made the choice to not connect to God and so think we have left him or he has left us.. Interesting really. But in this blog it shows – we are never ever truly separated from God, we just simply had chosen to not live from it – and so thinking, because we can not really feel it, it is gone.

  342. Superb Regina, I loved reading this, thank you. Feeling and knowing God in our every move is our purpose and from this we know exactly what to do. Even when I lose site of this as I let life consume me I know I can always return to this truth.

  343. You’ve expressed this beautifully Regina. It’s very personal topic, and the word ‘God’ is still extremely taboo in society so it’s amazing you have so openly shared your experience and feelings on the subject. Your article offers some great questions and things to ponder on – one being in the title, ‘Is God real?’, and another being what exactly ‘God’ means to us all.

  344. ‘To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.’ I couldn’t agree more, without feeling the energy at play we are left to accept what we see, read and touch at face value. This way lock us into living almost superficially.

  345. How can we seek God when we cannot but know him? Our every true quality is God. We need only choose to know ourselves, to Love and our Godliness will Live.

  346. How grand it is to never lose knowing that there is far more to life than a human functioning and to surrender to this wisdom, opening for greater and deeper understanding of life and our place in the Universe.

  347. Reincarnation explains so much. One day we’ll all accept the fact we return and repeat until we master what we need to master. The reason we reject reincarnation? Because it’s the ultimate responsibility – it’s our choices that determine every moment, including our next incarnation and what that brings. Just as the donut we eat today has an impact on the body tomorrow, so too does the whole of this life on the next.

  348. There is nothing more fulfilling than a life lived with purpose. For me, that looks like living in accordance with what I would term a universal or divine plan, and is about more than just the ‘one life’. Life without purpose seems pointless and the sceptic’s way feels hollow at the core. It must be hard to be a sceptic. What on Earth would be the point of it all? Pursuit of individualism in all its forms might go some way to filling a life but the question still remains: what, ultimately, is the point? It’s totally grand to enjoy all that life here offers AND live with a sense of something greater. Heaven on earth!

  349. Despite being presented with many beliefs that were contrary, I have never doubted the truth of reincarnation and agree with you here Regina – it makes perfect sense. It does not make sense to me that we have one life, no matter what happens, what situation we happen to fall into, and that we are judged on our deeds in that life with eternal consequences. It is not an act of Love to ‘have’ children and give them free will only to judge and punish them when they use it. No, it makes much more sense to me that we are given free will to explore free will and make our own choices – returning back to the love that we are when we choose to.

  350. Thank you Regina. The word God has been misused and misrepresented over the ages. When in fact we live in the body of God and we only need to reconnect to the source, the inner essence that is within each and everyone of us to know God. This is our purpose and our responsibility.

  351. I too had a Christian upbringing and could feel there were truths present amongst the contradictions of a God of love but one who judges and punishes. Coming to the teachings of the Ageless Wisdom with Universal Medicine and Serge Benhayon has been a real homecoming to the truth about God, about myself, about humanity and about life and love. There is no need for any further seeking and in fact I now see that the constant need to search for answers was something that kept me from my true essence – because how can we seek something we have not truly lost? In doing so we just create an illusion that we are lost when we are not.

  352. Feeling God with us in our body with our everyday movements and connecting to ourselves brings an absolute knowing of God and there is no question of his existence and presence in our lives it is simply known.

  353. I can relate to so much of what you have said here Regina. I also always had a feeling that there was a God although I used to give it different names such as Universal Energy, or ‘The Force’ (yes, as in Star Wars). It was also obvious to me that reincarnation was true as life would have been pointless without it. And life certainly didn’t appear to be pointless to me as nature and coincidences (which are not actually coincidences) always reminded me that there was more to being on this planet than meets the eye. And finding the Way of the Livingness and hearing the teachings of Serge Benhayon confirmed in me what I already knew as true. That there is a God who is our non-judging equal, and we living in his atma constantly receiving communications from him.

  354. Seeing is believing, so they say, and never were truer words spoken. For the eyes can deceive and so often what you see is not so much true, but it is what you will believe if you allow yourself to be governed purely by the impulse of your 5 senses. The problem is that most of us do not even use our 5 senses properly. We hear what we want to hear, see what we want to see. No wonder then that in the retardation of our 6th sense – our ability to feel energy – we are ignorant to the existence of life beyond the world of physicality.

  355. As a child I felt absolutely that God was real and I had a deep yearning to understand and connect to him, but as I grew up I became confused, as the teachings I was presented with didn’t somehow match to the truth of what I felt inside. As a teenager I shut down and turned away and as I did this I remember feeling deeply sad. As an adult in my thirties the joy of rediscovering the truth of what I already knew but hadn’t fully articulated through the Teachings of the Ageless Wisdom was such a turn around. All the jigsaw pieces slotted together and my understanding completed. All those big questions about God and life were answered which I never imaged would be possible.

  356. Regina, I can very much relate to this, ‘But no book, guru or teacher could explain to me why we are here, how it all started and what we are to do to really find God.’ The answers to these questions always seemed mysterious, like no-one ever knew or gave you a straight forward answer that was meant to know – it always felt hard and complicated trying to get a simple answer, that is until I came across the presentations of Universal Medicine and these questions were answered very simply, with no holding back, mystery or complication and they made complete sense.

  357. In the past when I was suffering a lot I was also in this state of thinking that God has left me alone. To find out that I am the one who turned away from my divinity and so from God was a grateful realization because I found God waiting for me all the time while I was ‘doing something else’ or, in fact: God was always available while I chosen to live in a way that was attacking what God does reflect and stands for. Nothing that I’ve done made me unworthy – because my divinity is a given, no one can take it away from me. Even I can’t. So I found suffering is not a way to be with God – but taking responsibility is. … My choice.

  358. “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.” And therein lies our two essential choices Regina, our choice to choose the simplicity of our inherent divinity or enjoin the complications of our mind driven world. We are constantly fed images of how and who we should be. The Way of the Livingness enables us to re-kindle our inner connection and begin to say no to the images of life and yes to our divine love, wisdom and integrity, an ever evolving process that is returning us to who we truly are.

  359. So – “God is not responsible for our suffering”, my suffering is totally self-made. To take responsibility about my life in full is so not ‘just’ the key for a life in integrity and joy but also a chance for a new relationship with God.

  360. Life for me had become a video game, and this was before video games. The world was what I could see, feel and touch. Most times it was a roller coaster that never ended except for accidents that stopped you only until the ride started again and there was always a reset button. In fact with reincarnation life had a reset button. During these time there was no need for God just life. That was my period of life about only me. Funny how when we choose to make life about love and the guy that spells his name strangely, Sole and his buddy God truly arises again from within us, right where he had left him all those years ago.

  361. I suspect many of us humans ask the same questions growing up and throughout our lives and end up down a lot of diverse paths – misdirects really – as a result. Like Regina, my journey was similar and also like her, I was refreshed to find truth in Serge Benhayon’s presentations. So a big thanks to Serge and Universal Medicine for presenting what may not always be palatable for people to hear but makes perfect, common sense. ‘You eat, live and die’ was never going to wash with me!

  362. To live in a way that offers all a reflection of God’s true divinity invites an endless depth of responsibility and integrity. When we acknowledge the state of the world we live in today there is so much call for people to connect with that inner most strength, wisdom and truth so as to support all of humanity for seeing there is a true way, a loving way, a way that will prevent catastrophe and offer a solid trustworthy support. Your commitment and dedication to this is totally awesome, and no doubt you are inspired by yourself when you re-read what you have written here as it supports all of us in feeling that God is not a mythical man, but a loving expression that emanates through us all. It just depends on how ready we are to honour that.

    1. ‘God is not a mythical man, but a loving expression that emanates through us all. It just depends on how ready we are to honour that’, wise words indeed Phil.

  363. Just gorgeous Regina. Your examination and discussion of your journey of unfolding understanding is as exquisite as your description of your experience of it, and as illuminating as the divine itself. Thank you so much for sharing.

  364. I know that through studying science and observing the world around me, the beauty, precision and order that is found in nature must be governed by something grander, for so much cannot just simply appear. And so the presentations of Serge Benhayon to me made perfect sense – that god is not some judging all powerful person who is greater than all others, but pure love and we are his equal sons.

  365. Those two burning questions “who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?” are ones children often ask, and what a blessing it is now to be able to answer these questions in the knowing of God and purpose to reunite with God and return to Soul.

  366. ‘We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.’
    Some years ago, I even was not aware of this choice. To have this choice is very empowering.

  367. Coming to know the energetic truth thanks to Universal Medicine has made understanding life super simple. It may be thought that when introducing energy, things get very complicated. Yet the way it has been presented by Serge Benhayon is simple and empowering. Even if we deny our capacity of feel energy, we are still subjects of energy. By understanding God, love and truth as a natural part of us when we choose that energy, it makes absolute sense to care for ourselves in order that we can express from this quality of energy in all that we do.

  368. Thank you Regina Perlwitz, housewife, Main Arm, Australia :-). Such amazing words of wisdom show that our true connection to God is there inside us and we can all answer all the questions in the universe when we choose this connection. The meaning and purpose of life can be known beyond any shadow of a doubt and thank you, again, for making this crystal clear.

    1. ‘we can all answer all the questions in the universe when we choose this connection’, what you have shared Simon is something that Serge Benhayon has reiterated many times and that is the wisdom that he shares is not specific to him but available to us all by using our connection to ourselves to connect to everything else, our bodies are a portal to God.

  369. I noticed that a lot of things people used to say about God were mostly good but many were quick to blame God for any ills, tragedies, or bad luck! This did not sit right with me but I didn’t know where to find the answers. The first clue about taking responsibility for how we live came when I was introduced to the concept of karma. I immediately embraced the idea like a long lost friend – it just felt right and made so much sense.

  370. Life does a very good job at disconnecting us from feeling the qualities of knowing God and replacing it with many other images and ideas of God and living a religious life. Coming back into alignment with the energy of God for me came from the activity of caring for myself that develops space and then the ability to read and see life from another perspective.

    1. ‘Life does a very good job at disconnecting us from feeling the qualities of knowing God and replacing it with many other images and ideas of God and living a religious life’, Matthew I agree and would propose that life has been purposefully set up to do just that.

  371. The energetic truth of God is so very different to the beliefs of institutionalised religion, Regina, I completely agree. The fact of our responsibility for everything is another one that is a huge paradigm shift away from these same religions also!

  372. In understanding the energetic truth, everything makes sense. And so, it makes sense that we live in and with this understanding, and not live life trying to avoid it by denying our innermost feelings and knowing.

  373. ‘I hoped and longed for that God to love me and help me, like an ideal father that I imagined. And like so many others, I couldn’t understand why He would allow the suffering of innocent people.’ This is such a common belief we have around God – and the picture of him either saving or condemning us for seemingly no reason. It is so deeply disempowering to fall for this, and is a perfect escape route from self responsibility.

  374. If we learnt about our purpose at school and how the magic of God is real, then we would have a very different world today!

  375. Thank you Regina, I could feel the awakening in your writing and the strength and commitment in living a life full of purpose now you have connected with it and the love of God that holds everyone of us. This is an inspiring read.

  376. It feels amazing to claim the energetic inner knowingness of God and to see with clarity the external and manipulative nature of the big over whelming dictator of the church and organised religions. Holding the pure essence of the love and space within that is the loving presence of God that we all know has changed my life. Everything is a choice and I am deeply appreciative of all that Serge Benhayon has shared and called on within us that is true.

  377. We do already know it all. Lately I can often see how I and others play dumb, not wanting to be aware of the impact of our choices and the magnitude of the wisdom available to us. I can also feel that before I met Serge Benhayon, I was hardwired through beliefs, the way I had lived and configured my body to not be able to think what Serge presented. It was not until I heard it with such love, clarity and absoluteness that the fortress of my beliefs began to crack open. Having sacred esoteric healing also helped immensely to clear my body and thoughts.

  378. Its huge to not blame God for our suffering- so many people say ‘why God, do you do this to me?” and yet there is no sense that we are actually creating our own mess. This is the step up that is required from all of us.

  379. We can have difficulties with our relationship with God, because of the ideas we have taken on about who he is and what his job should be. We have a lot of expectations of God, to not allow suffering, to help us out when things go wrong, but we often overlook our part in the equation. What if the mess and suffering is for us to heal? What if the things we value as good, like charities and sympathy also keep us in the mess? This is our learning and such is God’s love to allow us to learn through our choices

  380. I think you hit the nail on the head saying that no religion, guru, book told you how to find God. Perhaps this is because they convey to us that God is somewhere out there and is far grander than we are. This is where the teachings of Universal Medicine feel like coming home. In a very simple and practical way you quickly get to feel that we are all one, we are all equal and God is eternally holding and within you. God cannot leave us, it is only through our choices that we cannot feel him.

  381. This blog has inspired me to be more aware of and with my movements through space. Everything is there and I remember Serge Benhayon speaking about space at one of the Universal Medicine presentations by relaying that space is what we all sit in, space holds the Sun and everything else, so what really is space..? This really moved me into understanding that we are not just surrounded by thin air or nothingness – but everything – space is the almighty holder and where all information and universal wisdom is found. It’s just a matter of moving in a way that is true to who we are and being conscious of the space we are moving through = moving through and with God.

  382. Understanding the purpose of life since attending Universal Medicine workshops and presentations has made all the difference to my life. Without a deeper purpose (beyond the usual goals of career, family, home etc) life feels a bit pointless and becomes an existence that needs constant distractions and rewards. To know that our purpose is to return to love, oneness and our naturally divine essence lifts me out of self interest and separation.

  383. Regina – you have expressed so beautifully and clearly your relationship with God and how it unfolded for you. It is deeply inspiring to read about it and feel the potential of connection we all have within. How you speak of holding energy and knowing that God fills me with warmth and a knowing that we are totally held all the time by virtue of being with God constantly – it’s just whether or not we choose to feel it.

  384. The fact of responsibility and reincarnation makes total sense to me, but I’m realising that many people don’t want to hear it or discuss it as a possibility. A recent conversation I had led to luck being the card dealer and our lives are dealt at random and we have no say in the matter. I shared that it sounded like a complete lack of responsibility for how we live if we are not held accountable by the science of reincarnation. Ideals and beliefs blind us from the truth of all things, and the more we hold onto them, the more we are saying no to true connection with God and our inner essence.

  385. It was interesting to read your opening sentence about your burning desire to know who or what God is. I don’t think this is unusual as God is a fundamental part of who we are; yet how often do we have these conversations? It’s unfortunate that something so close to our hearts is not openly discussed and organised religion is our only reference point in the current world.

  386. I used to struggle with the image of God being a man in a long robe and beard when I was at school. Maybe because I always knew the truth and that God is simply held within us and around us always and you cannot put him into an image of a man because he is every man, woman and child.

  387. Thank you Regina for a very inspiring blog, I love this line”I felt this presence in every space of my body, and outside of me as far as my awareness could go, and I have no doubt that this is the presence of God.” as child I would feel God would come and go in my life all depending if i was good or bad. Now I know God is always there upholding and guiding by my inner light, it is just whether I am or not.

  388. I have come to know God as the energy of love and space. When we feel and connect with the true energy of of God it then becomes a simple choice to align or not.

  389. For those who have been turned off God by religion the Way of the Livingness is the way to turn the light back on. For me it was the way back to knowing God in my body as a felt experience, so amazing and unbelievable that I ever questioned that God existed.

  390. “with our God-given free will we have made our existence here to be so very far removed from God that we have forgotten this true essence, our Soul” – what I find particularly intesting in what you write here is the fact that we indeed have seemingly forgotten the Truth of where we come from. Yet, when I meet someone with an open heart I feel myself instantly responding and often (if not always) the same happens when I’m completely open. So yet, we might have forgotten our True essence, yet when reflected the Truth – we do respond. How Magic is that…

  391. If we had this kind of religious education offered to us at school, imagine the different point of awareness and power that we would be living from and the kind of world we would be living in together. Although not available in schools today, yet, we all have the power to bring about this change through how we choose to live today.

  392. When we realise that God is always with us, can never be apart from us as we are endlessly held in His Atma, we then know that it is only ever our choice to not feel this or live in connection to this. This is our responsibility as it is already a given fact that we are One with God, this is who we are first and foremost. We then are empowered to choose to live the Light of God that we are and all that this brings to the world.

  393. Hello Regina and this has been a life long question for me as all roads have lead back to ‘God’. I asked this very question you pose, “Is God real?” from a very young age. I would ask question of the local parish priest who would explain something that only sounded like it went half way, there was always something missing from what the church told me from young. I would ask the questions but the answers weren’t coming and so I would ask why? In the end this lead to you just being pushed aside, the outcast, as somewhat of a trouble maker, “Don’t ask questions on things you don’t understand”, but that was why I was asking the questions in the first place, I didn’t understand. Life makes sense now, my questions even from young have been answered and it originally came from the mouth of one man, Serge Benhayon.

  394. I have been inspired to allow myself to Feel what is in me and around me, by Serge Benhayon, and I know now that God is as real as you and me and that we are of him and like him if we but choose to be ourselves and not allow what is not Love to enter our bodies and confuse us.

  395. I’m struck by your knowing as a child there was a plan. I remember being twelve and contemplating what if, as those close to me believed were true: all there is to life is getting up, doing your chores (which would change as you grew so from homework to raising a family etc) and then going to bed, all without a bigger purpose other than survival. I felt such emptiness I couldn’t stomach it, seeing a world who had no true connection with God. So it’s so beautiful to read your writing and feel I too feel God and God is very real as is the purpose you describe.

  396. Thank you Regina this is very deeply beautiful. I have always sensed that being aware of the presence of God was an integral part of our purpose here, but as with you I had never experienced how this was possible as all religions that were available did not reflect this, or feel like a true representation of this. Through the Ageless Wisdom Teachings as presented by Serge Benhayon I could feel the truth that God is not separate to us, God with within us, we are within God, and that we are all His glorious Sons equal in essence and here to learn that this is our true and natural way of living in this world; to learn to live the Oneness that we are and are from. I am not perfect, or am aiming to be, but I am choosing to claim and live the Divinity we are as best I can through every day that presents.

  397. Similarly Regina there came a point in my life where I woke up from a slumber and felt that life couldn’t be about creating the best possible life, be it poverty, illness to luxury and everything in between, then die. From the perspective of the universe around us it just didn’t make sense that we could be born, create whatever we want, and it didn’t matter or count towards anything except ‘personal achievement’. After twenty years of looking, listening to what could possibly be insights into what was really going on with the way we live and what we as human beings are truly up to, I then meet Serge Benhayon. What was presented started to make sense. Enter self-responsibility. Today what is presented by Serge and Universal Medicine makes more sense than ever and it’s my own choice to live this responsibility.

  398. I too grew up with believing in a god that was all powerful and interpreted this as I could be hugely irresponsible and then be saved – I had done my best to ignore the fact that, in my wanting things and using force to get them, I’d created my own suffering. I was essentially fighting God and then had the cheek to blame Him. So I still fight this awareness but am working on how I do this so I don’t continue to trap myself in fighting the love I am held in, that we all are held in. How we are loved regardless of our choices and actions is so humbling.

  399. I am re-establishing my relationship with God, knowing that God is everywhere and that it is my choice to connect with God or not.

  400. “…I had two burning questions: who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?” I feel like these questions have been asked by many since the beginning of our existence. There have been many attempts at answers, which is where I feel the religions come in, but they fall into a set of rules in general that leaves god outside of us – a kind of, if you do this then this external being will look kindly upon you and bestow that. This is in contrast to a deep knowing and connection to who or what god is where there is a relationship without rules, only love.

  401. Many are weighed down with these questions, is there a God and if so what is it, and what is the purpose to life? I know that as a child I had a absolute solid connection to the fact that there was a God and coming to the teachings of the Ageless Wisdom presented by Serge Benhayon was a confirmation of that knowing, but I often wondered why we where here until I met Serge, who supported me to connect to the true purpose of service, to connect back to my soul and by reflection inspire others to do the same. A life lived with connection to God and a true purpose is an amazing life indeed

  402. I too was yearning to learn, and nothing felt like the truth, until I also met Serge Benhayon. Then my journey started so I then chose to discard all my ill choices in life that were making the not so loving choices, and this is still a work in progress.

  403. No wonder so many are confused and bewildered about God, and don’t want to know. The name of God, is used to support so many atrocities and ‘good’ deeds in the world. And if you are on the receiving end of a condemning God then, as you’ve shared Regina, there are then lots of layers of untruths to let go of before connecting in full to what is always underneath. This life I did not get brought up by a religion or go to church, so I haven’t had a heaviness or loaded with beliefs and ideals around God… I have however had a feeling of separation from God and am making steps to develop and deeper my relationship with God.

  404. Regina what an amazing purpose of life “For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence”. Once we work our way through the untrue versions of God there is no doubt that our purpose in life is to re-unite with our Soul. A strong reminder.

  405. God to me is real, very tangible and felt throughout my entire body. No longer can I deny the absolute love I am held in. It is only I who ever chooses to abandon it.

  406. Your blog is brilliant Regina. From a very young age I always believed there was a God but as I grew older, like you, I had questions about God and the purpose of life that no-one seemed to be able to answer convincingly. It was not until I attended presentations by Serge Benhayon that I finally had my questions answered and I knew, in every cell of my body, that I was hearing absolute truth.

  407. When I was younger I grew up denying God and his existence. But what I see now is that through building a deeper relationship with myself, I see God reflected in everything around me especially nature and the constant messages of support. The beauty of life is reflected to us constantly when we are open to God’s love.

  408. How many of us have asked this question to ourselves at some point in our life ‘who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?’ I know I have many many times, and although I knew the truth deep within it felt like I couldn’t unlock this, there was a fog, an illusion on the surface that wanted to keep this truth locked away. I deeply appreciate Serge Benhayon, the Benhayon family and Universal Medicine in not only exposing the veil of illusion but for teaching, representing and reflecting the truth of God, the Universe, life, humanity, the world and so many many other things. These Ageless Wisdom teachings are just that and what I know to be innately true within, my body tells me this instantly .. then it is up to me how I choose to live, in alignment and accordance with this or not. I definitely do not choose the latter because my body has felt the simplicity ease and flow when living in alignment with Love.
    What you share here has been true for me as well ‘With the Esoteric Healing Modalities from Universal Medicine, I was able to not only heal and strengthen my body, but also to clear a lot of the emotional and mental structures in me. This opened my body and my mind to deeper levels of sensitivity and perception, feeling and recognising with clarity the stillness and true essence of me.’

  409. Regina, I relate well to your journey with your relationship with God. Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine brought truth to me too and with the Way of the Livingness I have connected to that truth and love that is within us all and felt its radiance and purity . My choices are why things happen to me and my choices can change them, the responsibility is mine which I find liberating and empowering and brings me back to the truth of life.

  410. When we feel that God is separate from ourselves we can blame God for all the suffering and yet when we allow God into our heart and realise that God is an innate part of us we can begin to see the bigger picture and allow expansion – that maybe we are also part of the suffering when we do not speak our truth and hide away pining for someone else (God) to fix all the problems in the world. When we see the world as our world and everyone as our brother we can begin to change the dynamics of life and become empowered.

  411. When I was small, I was brought up as a Catholic and went to a Catholic Convent boarding school when I was 6, so I never questioned God or religion, it just was. I loved going to mass and God was my friend who I could call on and chat to in times of need. By the time I was 18 I gave up on God and tried all sorts of different ideas. Now, in my 60s I am coming to terms that God and reincarnation do exist as a fact of life. The bit I didn’t know anything about was the two types of energy and that our every thought comes from either one and does not originate from within ourselves. It made such sense to listen to the way Serge Benhayon talks about God, and I have a far greater sense of responsibility now I am more aware of who I truly am.

  412. It is interesting to read this blog during a time in our modern history where religious beliefs about God are the cause of much strife amongst us as a human race. However, the words printed here do not incite separation or dominance, they are truly unifying and un-imposing. And this to me is the real power of God.

  413. Teenagers often have an exploratory enquiring phase of starting to ask questions about God and then as adults we often can shut off, not having found any answers and we start checking out, becoming preoccupied with mortgages, relationships or careers taking over. This was my experience in the past. It is amazing now that there is another way that is being shown, a true and real picture of God through Universal Medicine teachings for us all to reconnect to at any age if we choose it.

  414. ‘All through my teenage and adult life I had two burning questions: who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?’
    If these two questions were a core part of our education, we would have a very different focus and purpose in our approach to life.

  415. Knowing God like I do today is worlds apart from the searching and desperation I once felt – Believing that God was there, but not having a real physical experience of that knowing was quite tortuous.

  416. “I was physically quite ill and weak from a life lived in dissatisfaction, often with depression, anger, frustration and the feeling that I was a victim of life happening to me.” Been there and got the T Shirt Regina, your words echo my journey too. Studying Universal Medicine with Serge Benhayon and applying what has been learnt in my every day life, I know that God is not only a reality, but a quality within me I am learning to surrender to more and more each day. The self care that has been established as a consequence has completely erased my depression and frustration and my health has never been more vibrant. God is real and we are an inseparable part of God and Serge Benhayon is very skilled at connecting us back to this immutable fact.

  417. “I felt that everything that ever happened to me, or anybody, must have some plan, logic or purpose to it, otherwise what is the point of living at all?” Not allowing ourselves to feel God and the purpose in life I feel could be the origin of many illnesses like depression and given-up-ness in life.

  418. The truth of God and our connection and livingness with our soul in oneness with the all is something to be treasured shared and known . Religions and the way of the world currently does not support our connection but the contentment and glory within can be simply reconnected to and everything makes sense as does our purpose on earth and so much more. Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine reflect to us the way and the ancient wisdom we are from and part of and this changes everything.

  419. How God is portrayed and what God represents still can make me resist the whole idea of it. Religion has certainly been used in a way that is not true, and I can still feel this in my body as I read this Regina. But you bring it back to the simplicity of knowing our inner-most. That God is within us, and that it is a case of simply connecting to who we are. We are all made up of particles, and so is the universe – we come from the same stuff – no less no more. For me God is within, connected, and continues to offer me opportunities to step forwards – and it is my choice to do so or not.

  420. Regina, this comment stood out clearly for me today – knowing we always have a choice, and there are in fact, only ever two choice to choose from – that which is true (love) and that which is not (beliefs and ideals).
    The minefield of ideals and beliefs having required much unravelling in my choice to return to love.
    “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us”.

  421. “From the presentations and books by Serge Benhayon, I started to understand the energetic truth of God, life, us, the world and the universe we live in. I am learning the living science of the Ageless Wisdom, as presented by Serge Benhayon, in my everyday life and this is an ongoing unfoldment that I enjoy tremendously”.
    I am in full agreement with you here Regina – there is more ease, openness and joy of being in my everyday way since attending presentations and reading the glorious ‘Purple Books’ by Serge Benhayon, thus confirming the living truth of God within myself and equally so with all. Life continues to unfold with greater simplicity and joy as the re-connection with God deepens through being a student of ‘The Way of the Livingness’.

  422. It is with the deepest appreciation that I give thanks to Serge Benhayon to enabling me to reconnect to ‘inner-heart’ and thereby to God.

    1. I too hold endless appreciation for Serge Benhayon for not only having the courage to get honest and get to the truth himself but for sharing it with so many in such a tangible way even when we are often terrified of seeing and feeling the Truth and the responsibilities that we are reminded of by it… the responsibility to be Love and to work hard to Be love in a world that has lost the plot.

  423. I can relate to having reached the end of the road with all the seeking into spiritual modalities, which always left me feeling bereft and empty, and eventually I got to a point when I was lying on my bed and said to myself there has to be more to life than this, a few months later I found Serge Benhayon and the teachings of the Ageless Wisdom, and never looked back since.

  424. Regina, I share your experience of ‘life changing on all levels’ after meeting Serge Benhayon. He is a man who lived his way out of the illusion and is now dedicated to supporting others to do the same. The tools that he has provided humanity with are not from this world, they are tools from Heaven to support us to get back to a way of living that is our natural known way. The way that we are currently living bears little resemblance to our original nature, which is why so many people feel lost, in many ways that’s exactly what we are.

    1. Alexis, what you say is profound :”they are tools from Heaven” and I want to add, from the world teacher/God’s messenger. This is an amazing blessing that I feel we, humanity, are getting through Serge Benhayon.

  425. It is interesting that you “learned a great deal about the human condition and how we function emotionally” from your forays. Sometimes it seems that this is the best we can hope for from many New Age practices as well as many conventional religions. It can almost be like earning a psychology degree. But that is a far cry from what our soul is calling out for and what religion is about in its truth. It is about rediscovering the intimate relationship we have to God.

  426. Coming back to the reality of God feels like coming home and choosing to live in a way that supports this has dramatically improved my health and well-being so that I am a much more productive member of society; thus benefiting not just myself but everyone else around me.

  427. Regina so many of us get stuck on the ‘there can’t be a God because there’s too much suffering’. I know that I, for one, have totally written God off in the past based on that single argument. However once I began to understand free will combined with responsibility it all started to make sense. We have created the world as we know it, we are living amongst the collective choices of the world’s population and we have the freedom to choose our way out of it at any time. In the deepest part of us all, we all know that we are the united body of God and it therefore follows that we all know that we are currently not choosing to live that which we inherently are.

  428. Regina I hope that you are able to appreciate the enormity of what you have shared, what you have shared so simply and yet magnificently is the meaning of life.

  429. What is super important to understand, which you have clearly highlighted here Regina, is that as part of our healing not only do we need to accept the choices we made that directly impacted our lives, but that we also have to clear the emotional constructs we created in reaction to the consequences of the choices we made. Healing our hurts creates space in the body to feel who we truly are again.

  430. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth’. Very simple really, no need of churches, temples or sacred buildings, sacredness lives within us all.

  431. Regina, I can relate to this, ‘But no book, guru or teacher could explain to me why we are here, how it all started and what we are to do to really find God.’ I spent many years searching for answers and nothing quite added up and then I came across Universal Medicine and the presentations about God, life and why we are here made complete sense to me, they were simple and felt true and have been life changing for me.

  432. Its this idea of finding our way back to God… really there is no long search, or arduous journey needed as he is there for us the whole time. Its we who are absent, and it just takes a moment to look up from our tortured existence and realise that his presence is in us and all around us the whole time.

  433. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us” I feel you have just summed up what our entire education should be based on.

    1. That is a beautiful concept Samantha… just imagine what life on Earth would be like if our education were based on the understanding that we can all find our way back to God by reconnecting within…

      I always felt that the most important class was missing in school, the one where we get to understand who we are, what we are doing, what Love is and how to live a True and meaning filled life…! It is all inside each of us as Divine guidance.

  434. I agree Regina, it is so very simple – we all carry God within, in our inner heart. No need to go searching anywhere!

  435. You write: “It feels like I knew it all along” – that is a key point for me because we do know the truth which is exactly why we can feel when thing do not correspond with that.

  436. Regina, one thing I love about Universal Medicine is how it has empowered me to take responsibility for all of my choices and actions. Nothing ever just happens to any of us. Yes it means taking responsibility but at least it means we have a choice. It also takes away the option to blame and resent others as after all that is a choice to react as well.

  437. With the understanding the energetic truth of God comes a deep level of responsibility for every action that we take. We can no longer blame anyone or anything outside of ourselves. God is love and everything that he offers is supporting us to return to this love, which is what we come from.

  438. Beautifully expressed Regina. As we break down the images that we have of God we can then come to know and feel his presence. It is the images that keep us away from knowing who he truly is and that he has been there right inside of us all along.

  439. I wasn’t always connected to a religion or grew up with it being a huge part of my life, but our family did speak about God. It was like we were taught to actually feel for ourselves what God was, so loved your line “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.” To feel what God meant for me, not to be swayed or indoctrinated into a structured religion that had rules and if you didn’t adhere to them then you went to heaven or hell. So learning to feel what it had meant for me has been the way that has always felt right and very confirming.

  440. I can really relate to this search for the meaning of life and just like you, it wasn’t until meeting Serge Bengayon and attending workshops and presentations that these questions were finally answered, that life and living started to make sense, at long last.

  441. “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it” – to me this confirms the fact that it is all about awareness. How not to be aware has been the name of the game. We spend life times crafting the art of avoiding, numbing and distracting ourselves from the truth we have all know and are a part of. And I can feel the unsettlement and jittering within me as I write.

  442. To return to feeling the presence of God in the body and acknowledging it has always been there, guiding me along the way in contrast … to the world not making any sense, has me appreciate our choice to open up to acknowledging this presence and the power we have within.

  443. I enjoyed reading about your ‘search’ for God and how no modality or guru ever actually told you how to get there; what a contrast to what Serge Benhayon presents when he shares so simply that God is within us and in our connection to ourselves we then not only connect to and feel him (undoubtedly) we also feel him all around us, beside us, in front and behind at all times. It would appear there is a simplicity to this that many modalities and groups or religions would rather have us thinking was complex or difficult or reserved for a selected few or ‘special ones’ to experience.

  444. How is it that we can ‘forget’ about reincarnation or any of the Ageless Wisdom teachings or innate known truths that reside within us, including God/Love. So much in this world has been bastardised but needs to be remembered and re-awakened. Thank Goodness for Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine who reflect and live the true way lighting the path for all of humanity.

  445. The word God has been used in a way that it is difficult to recover, it conjures up many different thing depending on your own personal experience. What I love about the teachings and philosophies presented by Universal Medicine is that a chance is offered for words to get a clean slate, a second run, my meaning of God defiantly has been redefined, as is the meaning or purpose of life. My intention now is to simply be as connected as possible in order to remind others what love is and feels like.

  446. I have found that living in connection has allowed me to clearly see and feel the destructive ways and activities that I have let into my life. It is like once you tune into God’s frequency, it becomes clear that there are choices that allow and nurture that connection and those that disconnect the relationship.

  447. From my own experience and observations, there is so much misinformation out there to trap the seeker to keep them in the continual seeking, or settling for a less-than-truth because it seems the best option out of all the blatant mistruths and lies. But deep down we can feel an unsettlement that comes with the less-than-truth, because there is somehow a knowing inside that it is not the answer. That was until Serge Benhayon came along and presented the Ageless Wisdom for our times, and here finally was the Truth presented in its absoluteness and in its encompassing of all. Finally we have a voice of true equalness, truth and love that lives and reflects this in every way.

  448. For me, Serge Benhayon reflected back to me what I already knew inside in inner-most heart. Okay, it was buried deep but I always had an inner knowing that there must be a purpose in life but that purpose eluded me and felt out of reach. There is a saying, ‘when the pupil is ready the teacher appears’, and Serge Benhayon was that teacher for me, I called out and God answered. Yes there is a purpose to life and that purpose is evolution, evolving back to who we truly are by returning to a loving way that is innate in all of us. Now I know that I am divine and it is thanks to Serge Benhayon for bringing back the reality of God through the teachings of the Ageless Wisdom and making the Way of the Livingness accessible to everyone who is ready to ask for truth.

  449. “With the Esoteric Healing Modalities from Universal Medicine, I was able to not only heal and strengthen my body, but also to clear a lot of the emotional and mental structures in me” – these modalities are heaven-sent and so profound words cannot describe the grandness and enormity of the healing that i suspect we are not even aware of its scale on a total energetic level. My life lived without them, prior confined in such heavy emotional state, would be like living without oxygen – the healing being essential for life, growth, expansion and evolution.

  450. If we put God on a pedestal rather than hold him as our equal or if we blame him for all our woes then we are just denying our own power and responsibility of that power.

  451. Great question Regina “Is God Real” I know for many he does not exist yet for me he has always existed, it is just that I had no idea how to connect to him other than when I was a child when I looked at the stars, which at the time made him a very far and distant God. I understood through Karma why some people got sick, although I struggled to understand why children became ill until I understood the process of reincarnation and how we accumulate Karma from our past lives. Getting to know that we are just a small spec in God’s creation that is called the Universe is extremely humbling and at the same time really joyful, to know that there is so much more to life than what we have and see in this 3rd dimensional world

  452. How beautiful Regina, love your post very much, your insights unfold into simplicity to make what so often is made complex, or mysterious remaining in some kind of fantasy, so easy to understand. God is within. And in everything. And it is finding our way through the self-created malaise and back to the stillness that we find ourselves, who we truly are, our purpose, and God once again.

  453. Thank you Regina – your blog brings beautiful clarity to our purpose for being here. This understanding allows for all the different ways our lives are expressed, whilst acknowledging and claiming the true essence that is equally within each of us

  454. I as a child knew God then I left in disillusionment with religion, to then be at a point where I just couldn’t understand how others could be so confident there was a God, that seemed bizarre to me at the time to now where I am today knowing God in my body, as clear as day, as real as the finger tips typing these words. Amazing. I had a similar experience with Chakra Puncture where I felt part of the universe physically that I was so expanded and boundary less it was simple and no great shakes but it is what I know now to be the quality of universal love.

  455. This is a beautiful blog which has me appreciating immensely that I too ‘…now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me.’

  456. I used to think if God exists then why doesn’t he show us, but now I realised how narrow minded this thought was because the evidence is everywhere, it is within me, all around me and God is constantly communicating to me but I had my eyes, ears and heart shut prior to understanding the teachings of the Ageless Wisdom which have been supporting me to return to what I ready know, God is real. I was rejecting God and life when I was not willing to embrace truth and my return to love. Now I able to appreciate and feel that God is in fact everywhere and the magic of God surrounds us and holds us in so much love. We have a choice to feel God’s love or not, it is never imposed upon us but we always have a choice to return to love or not.

  457. Hello Regina and I can relate to the whole blog but in particular this part, “but I always came back to those two most important questions of God and purpose.” No matter what happened, how bad or good the burning question was always around God. It’s was like I was always looking for a bigger purpose but could never put my finger on it. At times I thought I was on the right track only to trip and again look for God. Who knew that I needed to not look but just turn back and see that he was and is there all the time, no doubt.

  458. We all know God. We can only ‘play dumb’ to the fact that we don’t. This is simply a clever trick of the human spirit to further delay our inevitable return to all that is true and of the love we are fashioned from.

  459. God never left us, it is we who ‘left’ him but despite this turning of our back, he never went anywhere, as your experience Regina so joyfully shows us. In an instant we can return to God, to the love and light of our Soul, the Heaven that pulses deep within our inner hearts. But in order to do so we must first surrender… This means giving up ‘the fight’ and the struggle we have come to identify with and letting go of the images, ideals and beliefs that have held us so incarcerated. This we can do when we begin to take responsibility for the fact that we are where we stand because of the choices we have made that have led us to this point. Here we can make new choices, ones that are based on love and not all that seeks to uproot it. It is in and with this love that we allow ourselves to once again feel the exquisite angel that forever dwells within and that we in-truth always are.

  460. Regina there is so much I can relate to in your sharing about God in this blog. I had been brought up as a Catholic whilst having a Jewish origin on one side of my family and felt absolutely the truth in the presence and reality of God but was much confused by the conflicting messages of the church and differing religions. But as you share “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me.” This is what Universal Medicine and Serge Benhayon have done. The presentations and teachings make hundred percent sense to me and everything has fallen into place.

  461. Regina you have expressed beautiful what most of us feel. I have also experience what you share “I felt this presence in every space of my body, and outside of me as far as my awareness could go, and I have no doubt that this is the presence of God”. It is an amazing feeling to feel this in your body. We are all able to connect to this feeling as we deeply surrender in our body.

  462. Regina I found your article to be a great summary on the meaning of life, and as you as well as many others, since being involved with Universal Medicine have felt the truth and magic of God

  463. “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me.” That is Serge Benhayon – the master speller-outer. I knew it too, I also needed someone to spell it out. Once spelled out, we have the choice to know it again and live it again. And from this livingness, our bodies can spell it out for others if they so choose.

  464. Now if this was taught in ‘R.E’ (religious education) in schools, the world would be a very different place.

  465. Once you feel and know the true energy of God within and around you, you cannot not know it, and though we can choose to say we do not know, or maybe we imagined, or it cant possibly be real, we do know. As you say Regina, it is up to us how much we can accept and embrace it and then find our way back through all the ways we have denied it, the loving energy of God.

  466. This is so simple and has allowed me to feel how divine it is to live connected to my inner-most and God and consequently the hurt or pain of living in separation and the comforting and numbing bahaviours that are needed to try and not feel this. The purpose of life is really so simple and a delight to feel and know to my very bones!

  467. I feel like this is not an uncommon story Regina, of knowing that God is real but is not explained by the main stream or conventional “religions”. I had the same question that could not be answered of why we are here in the first place. I felt there was an element of truth or commonality in many of the religions but none of them individually or even when combing parts fully explained the human existence. When I started attending presentations by Serge Benhayon, all the pieces started to fit together and make sense. I now have my own understanding of life and the human experience that makes sense to me.

  468. It’s interesting that the vast majority of humanity have a belief in God, but yet we live like God is separate from us; is separate from everyday life. I know I had a belief in God but reached a point where I questioned this because of what I could see in life. In fact I reached a point where I was even blaming God for what I saw. But all this was a reflection of the hurt that I carried in my own life. This didn’t make sense to me that those that were very strongly religious caused so much hurt. I felt very confused by this. But I have a much greater understanding now of life, how we live and our choices that I no longer feel I need to blame anyone at all for anything and live a life mostly content within myself, building a relationship with me knowing that I am and come from love. All of this is deepening my connection to my soul, my connection to God, where there is no belief, but a knowing of the vastness and majesty of God. The most precious thing about this is that this belong to all even though we may have not connected to this and realise this ourselves.

  469. For me you share in your honest blog how you found a true purpose in your life and that I find very inspiring . . . God is within us how beautiful is that!

  470. Yes I ‘feel’ God is real and everyday offers opportunities to connect and live the truth that the presence of God is constantly with us all equally. When I choose to connect to my heart and my being-ness rather than the doing-ness from a push or mental thoughts I can feel the supportive quality that is within and then flows through the activity. To me this is the livingness of my connection with God. This is deepening and unfolding and it is a joy to choose to live feeling my co-creation with God bringing purpose to life.

  471. I used to have the feeling God abandoned me and left me to struggle, not willing to see that I was the one who turned away and broke the connection.

  472. Such a uniting truth: we all come from God and we will all go back to him. This gives me a feeling of settlement in my body and allows me to surrender to it more.

  473. What a relevant questions to start the blog with: “who or what is God, and what is the purpose of our existence?” We are in God, we are part of god and God is in us. God is the all and it is where we originate from. And the purpose of life is to re-connect to our soul and find our way back to God.

  474. There is so much here, Regina. A really great blog. Recognising that God is not an omnipotent force that watches over us influencing what we do and how we live takes a lot of work in undoing so much of what we have been taught throughout our lives. Realising that we are him and he is us, brings its own challenges! But what I love that you presented is that it is not about being perfect, and there are still times where you are working on the things that hold you back. To me this is the journey back to who we are. It is a consistent dedication towards God, with the understanding that there is a forever unfolding path that lays before us that we cannot know each twist and turn, but we can know that we are held in in his love always.

  475. My life’s been godless for a very long time. Coming back to the feeling that I do have a father and that I can ask him for support, talk to him, be with him, etc. is something I’m still struggling to accept. Even though when I choose to connect, I do feel deeply held. The magnificence of his Plan, his holding Love for us, is simply beyond words. We’re held in so much Love, much more than most of us could ever imagine for now. As is said before, it is up to each and every one of us to make choices to re-connect back to who we Truly are.

  476. Top Blog Regina and there is much here being expressed to confirm what you are claiming. I can feel it.
    Ditto for me – I knew things were not right on this earth but I also felt there had to be some purpose and meaning to everything. Enter Serge Benhayon and I finally got ALL the answers that I have been asking my whole life. As a serial non stop searcher for God I tried around 7 religions but left as it just didn’t all add up.
    Serge Benhayon not only gives you the answers but the practical tools to connect to the ‘inner-most’ that you mention and this is the key. It is the connection we need and no pill, book, building, man in a robe or sermon will deliver that. We have to discard all that is in the way of us connecting to our inner-most and then we can feel what is TRUTH and for me TRUTH IS GOD.
    I no longer feel lost or blame God for this or that. I can feel the presence of something so grand but at the same time I KNOW I am a part of that huge grandness, if you know what I mean.
    I wish more people would write about God like you have as it sure helps to put the record straight. I have already sent this blog link to a few clients who are asking questions.

  477. What a crazy world it is we live in Regina, that we walk around thinking ourselves to be strangers and separate somehow. It is like we see that God is working ‘remotely’ from an office in heaven somewhere, a place we might one day get to if we are ‘good’. When we open up to see the truth – that God lives in each and every one of us, and in every moment there seems to be no end to the beauty that comes. No longer is divinity in short supply but within us all, breathing us back to Love.

    1. I had to laugh out loud when I read “God is working ‘remotely’ from an office in heaven somewhere.” That paints a pretty good picture of what I used to believe. Even more ridicules is the idea that we will go to heaven and then sit at the feet of God (on a cloud I assume) for eternity. That’s what I was told as a child !

  478. A great sharing, Regina. I too have looked for God in many places and have now, through Serge Benhayon, reconnecting to my inner heart where God has been all along. There are so many distractions along the way all deliberately placed to take us away from ourselves, so it has been a beautiful gift to feel the presence of God within.

  479. This goes to show if we do not fully understand and live the fact that everything is energy and all we do is because of energy, then there is no way we can understand God.

  480. Thank you for sharing this with us all. This speaks the words of my own inner teenager who once also sought the truth of God and what life was really all about. This seems like a common theme among many to be searching for and shows that something is very very clearly missing in our way of living. A way of living called The Livingness I have come to know through Serge Benhayon is the only way to live life.

  481. Thank you for writing this blog. Feeling into our true purpose is very supportive, as it is clear that life is much more than an existence and God is all that we naturally are, so getting back to this is the best purpose we can have.

  482. Reading your blog Regina and all the beautiful comments I feel that God has been done a great disservice by religion as we know it – their version of God feels more like a dictate from on high with rules and regulations based on ideals and beliefs rather than the all loving God that I now know. I had a sense of life and that God was an important part but could not relate this to the God that I learnt about as a child. God always felt like my best friend – someone in whom I could confide and seek guidance when I felt lost and yet the church presented God as someone who would judge me a sinner if I didn’t come up to scratch. God, as presented by Serge Benhayon made sense of all the twists and turns my life had taken and why my life had been foundering on the rocks. It felt like I had lost my connection to God and to my soul – I felt as though I had sold my soul for a life that was empty and meaningless. When Serge presented a God who was all loving and all encompassing and who allowed us to take responsibility for our actions I knew that I had again returned to trusting God and myself and the natural flow of life.

  483. To have someone write so clearly about their relationship with God seems refreshing. Understanding this relationship through energy felt in your body and not just knowledge makes it real and tangible, rather than a concept or point of enlightenment to be reached.

  484. There is such beauty in what you share here about the Sacred Esoteric Healing and Universal Medicine modalities “With the Esoteric Healing Modalities from Universal Medicine, I was able to not only heal and strengthen my body, but also to clear a lot of the emotional and mental structures in me. This opened my body and my mind to deeper levels of sensitivity and perception, feeling and recognising with clarity the stillness and true essence of me.” These are the most incredible healing modalities on offer to mankind, that truly address the root cause of all illness and suffering.

  485. The world on one hand seems to encourage to believe in the concept of ‘hell’ via religions suggesting God is a judgmental and punitive being, and on the other hand some dismiss any connection with the religious doctrines, but instead blame God for the atrocities in our world. None of this makes much sense, so I am not surprised that many keep seeking to find something that does make sense, knowing there must be more to the dysfunctional world we have created around us. I love that I have come across Universal Medicine and everything has started to fall in place including an understanding of my responsibility in the world and my relationship with God. It would be great if this level of deep understanding was part of our education system.

  486. I always had a very strong sense that God was real, but my perception of him was rather corrupted by having been brought up a Catholic. In rejecting Catholicism as a teenager I threw the baby out with the bath water feeling devastated because I thought that in having no active religion I couldn’t access God anymore! Well I couldn’t have been more wrong about that! In having met Serge Benhayon and in also introducing a living way, in a very practical sense, to my life I have found that it is my choice each and every moment to stay connected or not, and that when I am connected I also have a choice to allow that connection to deepen and evolve. My choice. My choice as to whether I allow God in or not – he is always there and always has been, I simply have to choose to align.

  487. Getting to know ourselves energetically is getting to know God and the universe – mankind is fixated on matter yet the real answers are in space.

  488. “It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.” Indeed Regina this is so key, for the confirmation that Serge Benhayon brings with his presentations serves everyone, rebinding us to a truth we have long ago walked and lived.

  489. “we are all equal and divine and we all come from the same source – from God.” – well said Regina. and this is why discrimination, sexism, racism and all the other isms won’t last…We all come from the same source and are equal so it’s silly to make others less than…eventually we will come back to that truth.

  490. “I know that God is real – I feel it”; more solid than a belief, I agree. The world is too magical for there not to be god. He shines in everything we see- including our reflection 🙂 We just gotta be open to recognising that.

  491. Regina I relate to your memories of feeling there has to be a reason and purpose that we are here, and the long search that followed and finally led you to Universal Medicine. The pervasive image of God as an embodied old man who is everywhere has never made sense, but the fact that there is a loving energy that flows from us and connects us to all life and beyond is palpable. For me the answers to my questions, asked and unasked, were presented at the first few presentations and workshops with Serge Benhayon, and this understanding continues and is ever unfolding and deepening.

  492. To know God / love / truth / divinity / space.. is the greatest marker we can ever allow ourselves to feel and experience life from.

  493. I had also held onto my old christian beliefs deep inside me too Regina, despite thinking I had let them go, It was pointed out to me recently and it feels great to let go of another layer of beliefs that do not serve me anymore. Feeling and knowing God within us is all we need.

  494. I could feel God with me as a young child and innately knew that I was cared for, and held that knowing even though I had become disillusioned. Having God, the universe and the purpose of our being here explained by Serge Benhayon was a wonderful confirmation and I could feel within my body the truth of what he was sharing. And simply, karma is about responsibility, and there is nothing to fear in death as we are all cycling around learning as we go until we all return to the love that we are.

  495. “In time I could feel deeply the true love that I am inside, and in one glorious Esoteric Chakra Puncture session I felt the presence of an energy that is nothing but pure harmony, eternally holding and surrounding everything. It felt just so ‘right’ and absolute that nothing more was ever needed.” This passage resonated with me as I had an experience just like this the morning after my first counselling session with a psychologist associated with Universal Medicine. Up until now I had not clocked that the energy I felt was the presence of God, however, now I am positive that this is exactly what it was. Thank you for reminding me of this amazing marker and my relationship with God.

  496. “for in our inner-most heart we are all equal and divine and we all come from the same source – from God.” – a truth beautifully expressed Regina.

  497. “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.” In the end, it always comes back to a super simple choice – love or not love.

  498. I have always had a deep sense of God but it is only through coming upon the work of Universal Medicine have I have been able to bring myself into the equation so to speak in that it is about God within me rather than some external force around me. My body is made up of divine particles and this makes God very real and accessible to each and every one of us. God is simply one breath away.

  499. “We can all find our way back to God by reconnecting with our inner-most heart, the deepest, most intimate place in us, where we will find our true essence, our love and our truth.”- I too have found God, thanks to Serge Benhayon who taught me and thousands of students all over the world how to reconnect to our inner heart via our gentle breathe. I also feel God’s presence strongly within when I do esoteric yoga, have a chakrapuncture session, and sing with all of my body – experienced at Chris James expression workshops.
    God lies within us all. We come from his love. In stillness his presence is deeply felt.

  500. The institutionalised religions perpetrate and encourage this notion of God being something outside of us who will cast us in accordance to the severity of our sins. It is the greatest irony, tragedy and manipulation of ourselves and what deep down we all know — institutionalised religion has robbed us (that is, we have robbed ourselves because we’ve asked for this and chosen these religions) of the innate knowing we have that divinity is our birthright and that the only true religion is the one that nurtures the relationship with our soul.

  501. There’s so much out there about God — being judgmental, stern and of course something — a deity (with a lightning rod) — that sits above us and of course outside of us. What a huge disservice we do to ourselves to succumb to any of these false beliefs. When we connect to our own bodies and we rekindle our inner most essence we come to know God. Never residing outside of us, never judging us or casting retribution but always there holding us to be the grandness we are, even when we ourselves choose to walk away from this. God is simply love — the love we are all made of and that one day we will all return to.

  502. “Is God Real?” I have not ever had a problem accepting that there is a higher being or God, but like you Regina my religion I was born into didn’t present God in His true light as Serge Benhayon does in The Way of The Livingness. To have the blinkers removed and the truth revealed has been the highlight of my life, something I would like to share with all of humanity, our equal Brothers, made from Love by Love.

  503. Most of us look to something or someone outside ourselves to save us until we begin to realise that it is all in us in the first place and we don’t actually have to go anywhere. In order to trust this we need to feel it in our bodies. By allowing ourselves to focus on the feeling in our own bodies and the relationship between for example, our fingertips and what we are touching, we begin to realise the quality of energy that we are choosing to live in. We also begin to realise that we can bring a quality to ourselves through surrendering rather than controlling and get to feel a different way of living that is kinder to ourselves, everything and everyone.

  504. Thanks to Universal Medicine, I also have re-connected to a a relationship with God. Now I realise, it was there all along, but I never acknowledged it because life is full of distractions and impositions, which lead us to over-ride who we truly are.

  505. I too was looking for God, although it wasn’t a word I liked to use, for me it was far more comfortable to seek wisdom and compassion. There are many tantalising versions out there that portray spirituality, an idea that is tied in with God. Through the many versions I never found anything which felt true in my heart.

  506. Regina, I love how you describe the energetic truth of God. He is real and can be felt in energy and we can choose to align to this or not. It is much more tangible than simply having an image or belief of what God is. If we can actually feel it there is no need for a belief.

  507. I love the clarity in which you write Regina. Leaving no doubt of what you have said.

  508. Absolutely Regina, “I know that God is real – I feel it.” And with this infinite love I also know that there can be no other way than reincarnation to lovingly bring us back to that love we are from.

  509. Thank you Regina I can relate to your struggle to make sense of your purpose in life and the reality of God. After much searching it was not until I attended Universal Medicine presentations that I started to accept that I am a Son of God and my purpose is to return to the true essence of my Soul and discard all the ideals and beliefs that have weighed me down and prevented me from living in joy and harmony.

  510. Like you Regina I have come to know that “the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, our essence”, and to finally have come to this life changing revelation feels so liberating from the confusion of the past. My confusion began at an early age with one parent believing in God and the other not, and in the confusion the innate knowing that I had of the truth of God began to be buried. It has taken a while, and a most welcome wake up call from the Ageless Wisdom presented by Serge Benhayon to re-connect to that childhood knowing, but moment by moment it is being revealed and I am delighting in what I am re-discovering, starting with the indisputable fact that yes, “God is real”.

  511. Through the teachings of Serge Benhayon I have come to understand that any images we hold of God actually keep us away from knowing who God really is and how they present themselves. It’s like looking for an apple in an orchard while only accepting that an apple has the appearance of an Orange. When we look for God with a preconceived image we won’t see them, when we open up to feeling God first then we start to learn that they are everywhere around and within us.

  512. Regina the word God used be to be something I would shy away from. I felt, like you, that there was a real purpose in me in life but the catholic religion and its dogmatic approach to life felt like, although it spoke about God, no one was living the love and joy that I felt God was truly about. It was only after being presented with a way to re-connect to myself, through the Gentle Breath Meditation, did I have a tangible feeling of what God actually is. Now I have know denying that God is real, just not in the version that many religions portray him to be.

  513. Thank you Regina, and so too after we connect with our soul are we to then reflect this as a reminder to everyone. And thank goodness for families like the Benhayons who never cease to remind us all of our heritage and true purpose here.

  514. HI Regina, a very powerful sharing. I really stopped when I read ‘To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.’ – we don’t talk about energy enough and how it is first and foremost in our lives. We tend to focus on the actions but forget the quality we are using which is so vial to understand. Your blog offers the opportunity to once again consider that there is energy first. Thank you for this sharing.

  515. I love how and what you have written here Regina. The route you have taken to come to what was felt all along is one many who meet Serge Benhayon have made. What is the common thread upon this meeting is that in this meeting nothing presented is new, as for me it was a reawakening of all I have known and lived before. So I too simply reconnected to knowing “..where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me. I know that God is not responsible for our suffering – it is we who just have to allow ourselves to be aware of how we and the world around us work energetically; then we have a choice which energies we let in or align to.”

  516. A beautiful blog Regina clearly expressing the truth you have felt through having conscious presence with your body – A glorious celebrating of your return ‘home’ to knowing God through re-connecting with your innermost essence, the divinity within us all.

  517. I was brought up by parents that were trying to raise me and my other siblings with the standard package; school, education, we all had to pick and attempt to play a musical instrument, I had to learn how to play sports and my sisters how to sew and cook, had to have religion which was Lutheran, which was laid back compared to the others. Music, sports, education and God were never anything I felt a draw towards, I did have a taste of all and No thank you not for me. As I left the nest God and church, only arose for weddings and funerals. I started reading books in the fantasy, horror vein. There were lots of evil creatures in most of these books. At this point is where my belief in God was resurrected. I believed the evil in the world existed which meant there has to be something opposing it, God fit the job by default. By magnetic pull, I have found my way back to what God is. It is not something to keep the evil away from hiding under the bed, or some building we have to go to and perform rituals, it is something that is within us all, all of the time. As you have said, Regina, by living with the essence of God in us we can inspire others.

  518. Meeting Serge Benhayon was the defining moment for me to feel that I had found a source that I can trust for Truth and honesty, which leads to the answers of who is God and the purpose of life. Although everything Serge says resonates with truth it has not always been easy to accept or understand. However, no matter how hard it has been at times it is without doubt been worthwhile beyond my wildest dreams to have persevered with the struggle and questioning. Life now is not without its tensions but I feel empowered and have joy in my life.

  519. Regina, I love how you describe the difference of what energy we can choose to live from, we can pick the energy of the mind that is limited to the world around us and the ideals we pick up or we can choose to be much more discerning and live divinely which for me is trusting my body much more in the choices i make, using common sense and not absorbing the intensity of what is going on around me but living with the quality I make for myself in my lifestyle.

  520. I can recognise the ‘I want to be saved’ belief and wondering what I had done wrong to be left stranded and adrift, unable to cope with this existence. But in that I always had a strong knowing that there is a God but I just was not sure of the relationship and all the churches I attended just did not quite hit the mark – nothing was ringing true for me. Listening to Serge Benhayon has brought a lot of clarity to my life and helped me to understand why we are here and that there is a true purpose to life, and that everyone has an equal part to play.

  521. Thank you Regina for sharing your journey back to your real purpose, to re-connect with Soul so we can return to God. The world in general has lost sight of our true purpose, to re-align to our divinity, to God, who resides within us all, quietly waiting for us to return to him. Serge Benhayon via Universal Medicine is the first person I have met in years of searching who has enabled me to distinguish the quality of God inside. Now its up to me to re-build that connection via the The Way of the Livingness, a science, an art, a religion and a philosophy all rolled into one, an all encompassing journey home to who we truly are.

  522. “For me it is clear now that the purpose of life is for all of us to find our way back to God and re-unite with our Soul, ” So many quotable lines in this blog. – love it. So what are we choosing to enable this to happen? How are we living? The religion the Way of the Livingness expresses this so well – it is our everyday choices that matter – are they harming or healing to our vehicle – our body?

  523. “We can choose love, our natural, divine energy, or we can choose to align to the energy of the mind, with all the ideas and beliefs that we have picked up from the world around us.” So simply and elegantly expressed – yes. From this choice comes all our other day to day choices.

  524. Beautiful blog Regina, thankyou. ” now know where we come from, how it all started and that I am responsible for my life and everything that happens to me.” There are no mysteries – and once we know we are indeed responsible, not only for ourselves but our actions and thought affect everyone else also.

  525. “From the presentations and books by Serge Benhayon, I started to understand the energetic truth of God, life, us, the world and the universe we live in.” I too found all the pieces of the puzzle falling effortlessly into place when I attended presentations with Universal Medicine; suddenly everything made sense. The truth of reincarnation and everything is energy and therefore everything is because of energy brought together the science, philosophy and true religion of all my questioning and I knew I had found the truth.

  526. What I’ve learnt is being a son of God doesn’t not come with pictures or right and wrongs or a doing. When I’ve felt the love of God in my body, it felt universal and no one thing was more or less important than another, and there is no self.

  527. I must admit to not liking the idea of reincarnation when it was first presented to me. The thought of coming back horrified me. Now it makes sense. We have free will and so keep getting the chance to do it over and over again until we choose love. Many of us have been dragging our heels for thousands of lifetimes.

    1. To me it is such a great joy to discover more and more the way of the livingness, the truth and love in me. Not wanting to come back, and I also had that notion for a while, is just trying to escape into a cosy illusion when one is not aware of the true love and joy inside. I now see reincarnation as the “law” of God’s love, and even if it would be a choice of coming back or not, why wouldn’t I want to ? It’s the greatest joy to help and inspire others to reconnect to the truth in them.

  528. Thank you, Regina. What a beautiful summary of how life is lived within the body of God, which is equally true for all of us, even though we are not all are aware of it. It is so beautifully simple to be held in the love of God, and allow the flow of that energy to guide and inform us. All we have to do is choose it, rather than become distracted in the human life dilemmas that limited our perspective.

  529. Thank you for sharing Regina, I too always knew God but being brought up with the Christian and Catholic faith – things did not stack up. I knew there was far more to God than what we were being told. Yet at some level accepted what was being told to me yet at another completely rebelled against it. So much so it made me question and challenge God – rather than deeply embrace the love that we all have on offer.

  530. Regina, thank you for sharing your journey back to knowing with absoluteness that yes there is a God. I agree that ‘we have made our existence here to be so very far removed from God that we have forgotten this true essence, our Soul.’

  531. What a beautiful sharing, I too saw many things in the mainstream religions that just didn’t add up and it wasn’t until going to a presentation by Serge Benhayon that things started to add up and start making sense. I never stopped knowing there was a God but I too was confused by a God that would allow so much suffering in a world that looks like it has gone completely mad. There is reason behind everything and everything makes sense when the Ancient Wisdom is applied.

  532. God is not someone we have to go to or connect to, he is the all and we live in him, we just have to re-connect to the source we have chosen to leave by our own free will. The ultimate responsibility.

  533. Knowing God means embracing the responsibility we have as his equal Son’s of God. Through Universal Medicine I realized how institutionalized religion has bastardized humanity’s awareness to live in connection to God and that there is a way, The Way of The Livingness (http://www.universalmedicine.net/religion.html). When embracing the truth we really start living who we are and what we thought to be real becomes exposed as a massive illusion, that might feel real, but has little truth.

  534. You have also nailed it with your statement… ‘To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.’ And that is where we have come undone as a humanity… choosing to let go our powers of awareness and discernment of energy, thereby leaving ourselves open to accepting whatever it is we want to be true. Learning this and to discern again has been one of the greatest gifts Universal Medicine offers.

  535. Thank you Regina, what you’ve described is a far cry from the veneration normally reserved for such a relationship, not in the sense that you are in any way demeaning of it, but that you are so clearly equal to what you experienced. It was not occurring in separation to you, but as something you experienced as you in that moment. This confirms for me that it was a true connection with God, as how can we come from him, and not know him as our own essence. It all makes no sense any other way.

  536. There are those say if God exists then why does he not show himself before me, to which I say, how do you know you are just refusing to open your eyes to what is there before you. Such is our mythological perception of what God should look like, it is unlikely that we should recognise him anyway, should he choose to walk amongst us.

  537. Regina, the tenderness and delicateness I feel in your sharing is hearttouching. We all can reconnect to our innermost heart, ‘ the most deepest and intimate place in us.’ What I observe is that we all crave intimacy and often do not allow ourselves to live it or share it with each other. Intimacy is a step for me to feel closer to God within myself.

  538. I love this blog Regina and it is so empowering because it brings to us our origin, that we are from God and in a way living in God’s sphere all the time. As you shared, when we deeply connect with that stillness that lives in each of us, we connect to something that is much grander than the lives we live and has an order and rhythm that is not from this planet but is universal and to me is God.

  539. Wow Regina, I love what you have shared here – and totally relate with very similar experiences and drives to know the truth – you have expressed it so succinctly – this amazing connection of love we have, are surrounded by and are made of – if only we allow it in and let it be.

  540. This is beautiful Regina. How awesome to feel the truth of God. There are no arguments or convincings. The truth is felt and you cannot be fooled when you come from your inner heart.

  541. Yes I agree Regina, life must have a purpose and what better purpose than to return to Love,

  542. I feel you may have expressed what many people struggle with Regina. the idea of what and who is God? But when we understand that everything is energy then it starts to make more sense and unfolds to the knowing that we all have within.

  543. Wow, thank you Regina for this amazing, beautiful and inspiring blog. I can so relate to what you’ve shared, ‘It feels like I knew it all along – I just needed someone to spell it out for me. To really know the truth of something requires me to feel the energy of it.’ I too felt exactly the same. I had the same questions about life, about God and the suffering I witnessed and can feel that exists in our world. Nothing ever really made any sense until I met Serge Benhayon and started to attend Universal Medicine presentations, workshops and courses. Now, everything makes sense and the way I live now is so much more connected to myself, to people and to God. I am learning to live without perfection and drive but with love and truth.

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