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Introduction: The first time I properly met Judith McIntyre she was in her bedroom over-looking the Northern Ridge in Goonellabah. She was sitting upright in a hospital bed that had recently replaced her queen-sized bed. The feeling in the room was very still. Late afternoon light was streaming in through a large glass window and with the sweeping view of the hills it felt as if we were in the valley itself, floating in a rural landscape. She was (and is) experiencing the advanced stages of Cancer. I was there to do an interview with her about her experience of dying but was completely unprepared for just how deep the healing would be speaking with her that day. I have never been afraid of death but I have never been comfortable around death and dying either. What do you say to someone that is facing such a huge event? How do you begin to relate? Judith took away all my awkwardness with the depth of her presence. When I greeted her hello, she pulled me close and hugged me (it seemed, she was reassuring me!). As I spoke to her I felt held in her gaze and in her bright, bright eyes. A day later I read this blog you are about to read, about the first time she met Serge Benhayon, and it seemed to me as though her writing was coming from heaven, a heaven she has made in her own life. This is the first in a series of articles by Judith that she has written to reflect the possibility that we can truly live while being near to the end (of this time round). I trust you will deeply appreciate this writing, this woman, and all that she brings. Rebecca Baldwin June 5th 2014 |
By Judith McIntyre, Goonellabah, Australia
Before I met Serge Benhayon my life had been unravelling for a few years.
I had made some choices late in life for my own emancipation. Inadvertently I denied myself almost every familiar support while facing major challenges:
- I was divorced after nearly forty years. And it was not amicable.
- I had little confidence in dealing with financial or legal matters or in standing up for myself and now in order to gain financial independence, all of these were necessary.
- I had been a suburbanite who enjoyed the city and now lived alone on a rural property. Since I lacked experience and energy to maintain the property I had to pay substantially for upkeep.
- I could sell the property but not until the property settlement, which was dragging on.
- I chose after persuasive prompting from my spiritual teacher to dedicate my property to be used as a centre for her programs. I effectively denied myself a personal nest at a time when I greatly needed one and made myself a caretaker with financial responsibilities. As it turned out the teacher came and used the property for two weeks in two years.
- I was isolated, many hundreds of kilometres from family and friends. I knew almost no one locally.
- I was physically debilitated from chronic low energy and digestive problems. My health despite many personal efforts and many practitioners had been worsening for years.
Up until then, being an optimistic person, I felt that somehow I would eventually be able to create a new life and rebuild my health, probably once the arduous settlement was complete. So I kept putting one foot in front of the other, trudging on… This too shall pass.
To sum it up I was lonely, struggling, ‘homeless’, exhausted, and increasingly disillusioned with my spiritual path. Then, in retrospect, unsurprisingly, I got cancer.
The diagnosis changed everything. I felt cracked open. All the spiritual wisdom I had been acquiring seemed useless. I was deeply humbled. After all, what did I know about life? How had I spent it? I could be on my way out of this world quite soon. I had a dream about being in an airless cave and another about being in a tomb with no possible way out… ALthough I am very intelligent, what bothered me most was that I could die knowing nothing, that I had wasted my precious time. I prayed to know what was true.
I was recovering before further surgery when I decided to venture out of my usual seclusion to attend an afternoon session of the Writers Festival. I wanted to hear Serge Benhayon speak. I was curious about him because of contradictory reports. I had heard two men on separate occasions praise him highly for his treatment and counselling. I had only ever heard women recommend healers before. I also had heard a woman criticise him and the Esoteric Breast Massage modality that, according to a pamphlet I picked up, he had inspired. She had never met him or had a treatment but was convinced he was abusive to women. Later I would reflect on how far off the mark people can be when they judge without any first-hand experience or evidence.
In my fragile state I found the marquee where Serge Benhayon was speaking. A series of things then happened that felt extraordinary, even magical.
- First, there were no empty seats, the marquee was full with overflow on the sides, but someone got up and left right near where I stood so I could simply sit down. No need even to climb past anyone.
- Although his talk was on the topic of words and energy, as soon as I sat down I was surprised to hear him discuss breast cancer, my personal looming concern.
- Then, Serge’s appearance was understated, his voice very easy to listen to and he seemed comfortable in his body. There was nothing obviously attention-grabbing about him as a speaker and yet the whole tent was palpably still, listening.
- It was more like being in a meditation group than the usual Writers Festival, highly mentally-stimulated, coffee-buzzed, celebrity-following crowd.
- He spoke with frankness and common sense. When had I ever heard such simple wisdom delivered so effectively?
- Most speakers reveal personality or a public persona. Serge seemed to simply present a message. Who was this man? Why did he have such presence?
Serge Benhayon spoke about truth: about being authentic and saying what was true for us.
At the end, I wanted to buy his book. I went towards the front with that in mind but just then he came down to the aisle I was in. He turned toward me and as he looked at me, inspired by his message to say and express the truth, I simply told him that I had breast cancer. He said to me that what I needed was deep self-nurturing. I didn’t know what that meant at that time, but I knew I wanted to know.
With only a momentary conversation I felt that he had met me. He met me where I was, broken open, detached from the world, where no family member, friend or professional, however caring or supportive, had been able to come.
I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there.
When he signed my book, although I had heard that he had a long waiting list, I told him that I wanted to see him. When he heard my cancer was not in remission, he told me to call for an appointment. On the day I called there was a cancellation and he fit me in straight away. I began to see him weekly for support through my cancer treatment. From the first session I had with him my fear levels plummeted and I began to feel at home with myself and my situation.
For many years I had believed that the kingdom of God is within me and for three decades I had practised meditation as a means to experience it but only when I met Serge Benhayon and experienced the Gentle Breath Meditation and my own inner heart did I find that kingdom.
I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.
Alice A. Bailey in The Reappearance of the Christ writes that:
“It is only in desperation and when completely at the end of his tether that the disciple finds his way into that Kingdom and is ready to relinquish the old ways. What is true of the individual must also be true, on a larger scale, of humanity.”
These are desperate times for humanity: we have natural disasters, war, famine, rising numbers of refugees, rising rates of cancer and other diseases, the breakdown of connection and trust at every level from the family to corporations to national governments and international relations.
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The suffering is indeed on the micro and macro level with rising rates of illness, dis-ease, corruption and bullying through corporations and institutions. This account is of a very personal nature and yet holds the key for the breakdown of our societies and its systems and the way back through personal responsibility for the way that we live.
This blog invites me to pause and reflect on where I am with respect to how I deeply self-nurture. I have made many lifestyle changes but my feeling is to refine how I move and to be fully consciously present in my body, is in fact deeply self nurturing.
I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture. Feels so powerful when we are able to heal ourselves from old ways of being.
A true testament to The Way of The Livingness, and the commitment to service for humanity until our last breath. Simply inspirational and divine.
Certainly words from heaven .. I felt a knowing inside me as I read every word. I was addicted to the energy. It’s the same when I sit in the hall with Serge when he presents. I am there held by the energy of love the energy of God. I cherish the esoteric and now the occult (Oneness of God). It is everything to Me and who I am. I might be distracted by this physical creation of desires sometimes but as I commit more and more to the responsibility that Love endures, Life is Glorious beyond trying to acquire recognition from others but accepting the truth of what We are here to do.
I too find it interesting that people are so quick to judge others with no first hand experience or evidence, what basis do they have to go on? I have made a point of not believing any-one else’s opinion of another unless they have had their own personal experience, even then I am discerning as it is only coming from their perception of the person.
Speaking truth from the heart cuts through the misconceptions and doubts of the mind, it is felt in our bodies and right there and then we are given a choice to say yes to that which will advance our evolution in order to be more or involution where we get caught in the comforts of life chasing something with no advancement to be more of the love that we truly are.
The truth that Serge Benhayon presents at courses and workshops is always accessible to all, as he lives this truth 24/7, Serge lives in a way that is consistently in a movement of harmony, joy, love and stillness and this reflection offers the way of return home to the kingdom of God within equally so to every person on this planet. Accepting the invitation is always our choice.
“For many years I had believed that the kingdom of God is within me and for three decades I had practised meditation as a means to experience it but only when I met Serge Benhayon and experienced the Gentle Breath Meditation and my own inner heart did I find that kingdom”.
To be standing on the edge of eternity and meeting someone like Serge Benhayon who can put you at ease and solid ground again, is a great gift. After we have tried all the conventional and sometimes unconventional things on offer, we can be very lost and not know our way home. It is a joy to find a steady, guiding light and finally come back to the simplicity of the soul that is our own guiding light within us.
I have viewed the video taken of Judith before she died and she looked nothing like any of my relatives who passed away with cancer. There was such a joy for life, and a depth to her which I have not witnessed in any other when they were approaching death. Truly inspirational.
We really need to not look away from what is happening in the world, in life, to feel and admit the depth of mess we are finding ourselves in right now, only then we can come to the humility and start finding our way back to truth.
Anyone that did not know this woman needs to at least take the time to read these blogs and if they have done this, they will know without a shadow of a doubt that Judith was extremely sharp and very sound of mind.
This is a deeply responsible stance in life and one that we ought to all seek for ourselves – “I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.”
Agreed Elizabeth. This is a powerful and deeply inspiring statement that cuts straight through outdated ideals and beliefs and opens the way home to the truth of who we are.
I keep coming back to read this, the depth of love, understanding and care for all expressed here is beyond words. When we truly call for truth it is there and I love how Judith reminds us that often that is in a severe crisis, health or otherwise and that this applies on both a macro and a micro level; so as with each of us personally, so too for the wider humanity. We have a choice with a crisis we face to ask for truth.
When we ‘judge without any first-hand experience or evidence’ we can easily be wrong simply because our source of information may not be reliable.
Quite amazing really, Judith’s story and the profound healing that took place in her life as she asked for help and allowed herself connect back to her soul and the love of god .
‘He spoke with frankness and common sense. When had I ever heard such simple wisdom delivered so effectively?’ Serge definitely speaks with the greatest wisdom and the way he delivers it is simply with the greatest love and respect for humanity as a whole.
When you look at this picture (or any picture for that matter) of Serge, you can either feel his warmth and undoubtable love, or you can judge and criticise him. The way one sees Serge is entirely dependent on how they live their life because a person who truly loves can never mistake that feeling in another.
When it comes to death and dying, I can only say that I feel completely at ease knowing I will have the support of those involved with Universal Medicine by my side. I have been witness by account to a number of ‘passings’ over the past few years and each has been deeply touching, beautiful, meaningful and in some cases, like Judith’s here, quite profound. Serge Benhayon through Universal Medicine does not back away from presenting the truth of what this period of time is for us, and supporting the process to be all that it can be. IT has completely changed the way I view this time of life for myself and all others, and therefore my ability to not only accept it for myself but also to support others approaching death, and their loves ones needing to support the process.
“Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally. The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change” – simply stunning. This is a prophecy.
When Judith McIntyre was dying she was serving until her last breath. Every-one that entered her bedroom received a healing from simply being in her presence. Such was the love she was emanating for all that were open to receive it.
“A meeting on the edge of eternity” – what a profound title and a profound meeting. Serge Benhayon meets many here, people from all over the world from all walks of life, some seeking answers, some relief or healing, others a better life, some desperate for another way to live, some not realising they are seeking at all until they find what they were looking for, some sure that their life was already made and needed nothing added and then realising how much more there can be in life. Serge meets them all and treats them all equally, simply presenting his truth and allowing the space for people to reconnect to theirs.
“I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there.”
This is a characteristic of a truly Universal man, a person who has relinquished the pursuit of ‘self’ and all the recognition that comes with championing the individual and instead lives true to the essence of who we all truly are. When we are cracked open to this degree as Judith was at this moment in her life, we are more open to seeing and receiving such wisdom because we know that even though it comes through the body of another, it is in fact coming from the greater body of God/the Universe in which we are held. This we can all feel when we do not have the walls of resistance in place that stop us feeling such simple truth.
I absolutely love the way Judith has expressed this, “With only a momentary conversation I felt that he had met me. He met me where I was, broken open, detached from the world, where no family member, friend or professional, however caring or supportive, had been able to come.” So bitter sweet – tears of joy in recognition of this encounter and yet sadness at the condition of humanity who is not living in this connection or love.
“Most speakers reveal personality or a public persona. Serge seemed to simply present a message.” This is one of the many things that strikes you about Serge Benhayon when you hear him speak. Its nothing about him, it is all about the message. This is a message he has consistently and patiently delivered for the last 17 years and I know will continue to do so until his last breath. And the message is simple; that we one, we are all equal, we are divine and it is time to return home to our true essence.
There is so much to enjoy in re-reading this blog with many powerful statements that resonate deeply within me – today this held my attention and it is true in my personal experience of Serge Benhayon – A truly humble, Universal Man.
“I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there”.
Rebecca, I love your introduction to this powerful and inspiring interview/blog with Judith McIntyre. You capture in words exactly what I feel when reading this blog (many times).
“….it seemed to me as though her writing was coming from heaven, a heaven she has made in her own life”.
Beautiful to re-read again Judith’s story of her life and meeting with Serge Benhayon, the way she accepted the truth unconditionally and lived life joyfully, fully committed to her souls calling, to her very last breath.
what a blessing for Judith’s body it has been to experience this form of healing. For her to understand the reasoning behind the cancer and be so clear before she passed over – this brings a whole new way of caring for people as they die – making it about community and support.
How gorgeous, my body felt tingles through the whole blog.
This is extraordinary in every sense of the word – what an inspirational approach to the end of life process, not giving up and saying that’s it, is working on stuff until the end.
The depth of love written here has really touched me. We are so supported and when we call for support without conditions what’s revealed within our inner heart is God’s kingdom.
“Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally. The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change.” The world will wake up one day and humanity will learn to discern truth from what masquerades as such.
“I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there” This is such a powerful statement. Serge Benhayon, the new world teacher, has such wisdom and one day he will be recognised as such and known internationally.
Judith was as graceful and inspiring a woman as her words here. So beautiful to feel that grace whilst reading.
“I was standing on the edge of eternity and Serge was quite at home there” – the whole blog has lit my day, made the mundane magical and brought me to tears. To write on such a significant and delicate topic with such grace and practicality when Judith was the one experiencing it right there and then. You can see the palpable joy she has right there in the photo.
Judith lived her life to the full in her commitment to soul and humanity, her example of living love to the very last breath is and was a beautiful reflection to all.
‘Most speakers reveal personality or a public persona. Serge seemed to simply present a message.’ Serge Benhayon is always being who he is, never trying to impress or hide, always willing to support us to be ourselves and the message he presents comes loud and clear and carries weight because he lives what he says and he truly cares about people.
Judith’s blog shows how things constellate around us so perfectly – like the seat being vacated and the appointment being cancelled. This magic of God often happens around us but we are not always open to the opportunity that is being offered. I love how Judith was so open and ready to hear the truth and ready to ‘stop creating my own misery’.
Far too often we judge people and situations rather than feel what is going on and trusting that. When we trust what we feel we are open to seeing beyond the obvious.
What a beautiful story. It is never too late and we are never too old..
This is so true, ‘death’ is a passing on or over, into the next cycle of expression and never is it a passing out, a full stop, an end to expression. Judith’s experience is very healing for us all, the way she was able to embrace the closing chapter of her current life and prepare for the beginning of her next. With no remorse or regrets but simply with the awareness of the part she had played in the circumstances before her. When we take responsibility in this way, without bashing ourselves for ‘getting it wrong’, we give permission for great healing to take place. This is the blessing that our illnesses can offer to us if we are open to hearing the call from within.
“I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.” Bingo. This line sums up so much of what people have and are doing after hearing the messages of Serge Benhayon. He is such a gorgeous man who is inspiring people to deeply self-nuture and in this world we we are rushing so much, this is deeply needed.
What I love about what Judith has shared here, was that she was very aware of all that had been said about Serge Benhayon and decided to make up her own mind and feel the truth for herself rather than listening to the opinions of others. We can also convince ourselves that our opinions are in fact fact. But really they are just an opinion.
The quote from Alice A Bailey says it all. ‘There comes a time where we stop being enamoured with the search for paradise, and return to a search for truth. It is at that time when the illusion that consumes us all starts to fall away, but not before we have endured much unnecessary suffering in the mean time.’
‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally.’ What a precious piece of wisdom this is.
It’s real, written from her body, not knowledge, palpably felt. This is very very different to reading something written from knowledge.
This blog brought absolute tears to my eyes, written straight from Judith’s heart, and Soul, for everyone.
Judith sets an amazing new standard for death and dying – how beautifully she embraced the process has been such a healing to witness and such an inspiration. Death is something we all have to face at some point in our lives, it is inevitable, and so to be able to embrace this with grace, dignity and respect for self and all around like Judith did, is phenomenal.
It’s interesting to read of the choices Judith had made prior to her cancer – it’s amazing how disregarding we can be of ourselves, all the while thinking we are doing the right thing or on the right path. Ultimately though our bodies will let us know whether what we are doing is really true for us or not.
There is a naturally compelling quality to truth when it is expressed – we feel it in our bodies as it resonates through and in us. Judith heard it that day in the writer’s tent and on days thereafter in her sessions with Serge Benhayon; we can feel it in her words here.
Judith sharing of her life, till the very end in aid of sharing with and supporting others to learn is an amazing dedication – to not switch off and back away from life for a moment. Her story is beautiful and deeply touching.
Serge truly meets every–one who crosses his path, and like what happened to Judith (and thousands of others), in her fleeting exchange with him, this meeting can reconnect you to your essence and change your path in life.
“I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.” What Judith has shared here is extraordinary and incredible. We are such creators of own misery and the more you self-nurture, the more you can see how much you create your own misery. And the more others self-nurture around you, the more inspired you are to do the same for yourself. And this can play out in the big and the small….when a friend came for dinner who was visiting from down south a while ago, she came into the home, and took off her outside shoes and put on her inside shoes and this small incident really struck me.
To make it more comfortable for her and to generally abide by the wishes of people’s homes (shoes off), she carried her own shoes with her. She was self-nurturing. I know travel with slippers when I go somewhere so where I am staying, I have warm comfortable shoes to wear when I am in a new home for a time. It is these small moments that we can self-nuture and then we dont create our own misery (having cold feet in this case!).
Should the time come that I was to have a serious illness that led to my passing, I could think of no greater blessing than the support of Universal Medicine and the deep respect and love with which they hold everyone.
Judith McIntyre was a very dear friend and it was extraordinary to witness the transformation in her through the work of Serge Benhayon. She certainly did what she said she did in this sentence – “I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.”
The depth and truth in this piece of writing is profound and deeply touching… feeling myself ‘at home’ when I first met and had a session with Serge Benhayon was a turning point in my life I will never forget either. My life prior to this point bears no resemblance to today… and much of what Judith has shared I can relate to very clearly.
A truly stunning piece of writing. I cannot but appreciate the line ‘I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there’…. A sentence that encapsulates beautifully what I felt on some level when I met Serge and through him have learnt to feel at home there too.
‘I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.’ Judith’s words being a beautiful practicality to how we can approach healing in life.
Even though I have read this before I still want to read every word and can feel the stillness which comes with the Judith’s words.
Reading this today is beautiful, and so supportive to see context and how even in the most seemingly desperate of times if we are willing to see truth it will be shown to us, and Judith and how she lived is very much proof of that. As I observe the world around me now and the mess we’re in, and the craziness of it all, I’m struck by her words ‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally. The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change.’ – we have a choice, to take our courage in our hands and ask for truth or to continue unaware, and her words remind me that suffering is not exempt here, it offers the possibility of change if we are willing to grasp it.
I hope that I am able to be as graceful and solid as Judith when my time comes, reading this settles any fear I have in my life about passing over, as I know that deep love and care Judith received right up until her last breathe.
When we relinquish control and seek the truth, everything open up to supporting us…. even a seat!
I become very still when I read Judith’s words, I felt such a strong message to surrendering our Will, which comes in and complicates and dictates our lives. If we were to trust the plan that we are in life and it’s there for us to appreciate … rather than the constant push and search to create a life for ourselves as individuals , humanity would present a completely different picture, the question is are we ready to relinquish our Will to control.
Truth does come to us when we do ask for it – but we really need to be truly asking for it? And humanity is ready for true change? These are powerful words written by a woman (Judith) who knew what she was talking about. Thank you Judith and thank you Rebecca for this stunning and revealing blog. Even on her death bed, Judith was open and seeing truth and was hearing the call of humanity and what is needed by us all.
Very touching to read Judith’s true coming home, a loving beautiful reunion. The grace and acceptance is so inspiring to feel.
The gift that Serge Benhayon gave you and so many of us has been the fact that ‘I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture’. It is a massive learning and stops all the blame we hold towards the world and others for what happens to us. It means we have the choice to responsibility for our lives.
It is so inspiring how Judith was truly living and serving right to the end and reflects how we can all turn our lives around at whatever stage we are and re-connect with ourselves and our purpose in life.
I have read this powerful article a number of times and there is so much truth in every word. The inner light shining through Judith is so beautiful with always, a knowing that the Kingdom of God was always within her.
‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally’ – the deep love held in this blog can be felt. It brings the healing, love and insight we all seek in the living of our lives. All we need to do is to stop ‘seeking’ and allow.
The joy in Judith’s eyes is a beauty to behold and reveals the truth about how the passing over process can be.
I love this blog. It reveals so much truth about us as the divine beings that we are. We easily recognize divinity in another. The question is what do we do after that moment? Do we stay connected with it or do we dismiss the beauty of what we have just experienced? Judith did not dismiss what she felt with Serge Benhayon and this changed her life.
This is beautiful to read and feel, there is a trust in that what is at first unknown territory for most of us, I feel this trust is what is needed in coming back to who we truly are. A trust in god.
“Most speakers reveal personality or a public persona. Serge Benhayon seemed to simply present a message. Who was this man? Why did he have such presence?” From personal experience there is never an ounce of self in anything Serge Benhayon presents. Everything that he presents is truth for all equally.
This blog touches me very deeply each time – it’s humbling and I feel absolutely graced by what Judith shares, how we can embrace truth when we truly ask for it, how we can stop creating our own misery. There is such a palpable sense of coming home with this blog of being and accepting everything exactly as it is, and choosing love always.
It is always inspiring to read what Judith has shared here. This is what true healing is all about- it does not necessarily mean we live longer but that we appreciate that our illnesses are healing us at the deepest level as they clear old patterns and ways of being from our bodies, making us ready to continue our journey with a lot less baggage.
Great point Anne, we can get caught in outcomes and feeling it is only a healing if we live longer. True healing is truly healing the body and discarding old ways that no longer serve us. Judith is a beautiful example of how to surrender and continually make loving choices throughout the healing process.
I am deeply humbled to read this blog and the various comments by people, some who knew Judith personally and some who didn’t. What is clear to me is the importance of looking at everything that happened in our lives as opportunities to heal and through healing ourselves we are helping to heal humanity. Very inspiring – thank you Rebecca for presenting this blog on Judith’s behalf.
This is definitely a blog to keep returning to, with such an inspirational woman. We are blessed to be able to share her gift left in the form of The Hall of Wisdom.
I went to visit Judith before I went overseas, knowing that it would be the last time I would see her, it was exquisite. I sat on her bed holding her hand bathed in the love that filled the room. Little words were shared nor needed. I could feel the absolute presence of her being and the love she radiated out for all to bath in if they so desired to connect. She was serving to her last breath. I was deeply inspired by her and she allowed me to have a completely new out look on death.
Rebecca’s rhetorical question about how we relate to someone who is facing something as big as their own dying is a massive one to ponder on. We’re not taught about death or the process of dying and this itself exposes just how ill-prepared we are emotionally to face this most natural and inevitable of realities in those we love and for ourselves when the time comes. Instead there’s a brick-walled taboo veiling the subject, with people operating around death as if it’s contagious and to be kept at bay, unless we happen to be carers.
True Cathy – in our society talking very openly about death is a silent ‘no go zone’ in families, even when someone is about to pass over. This is such a shame as there is so much opportunity to share with and learn from the other person, especially the person who is about to pass over. Judith directly showed many people and indirectly the world, how it is possible to face death in a way that embraces both it and life in a transparent and direct way. I didn’t know Judith personally but I have heard from many people who did know her how inspiring she was and it seems clear to me that she has had a lasting and profound impact on those she was associated with in her final years. Thanks Rebecca for this powerful blog on an ordinary but extraordinary woman.
Everyday we choose the way we want to live – if what we are living is not the reflection of the love we are within we can change this anytime. A Beautiful and Humble blog that invites us to co-create with others a world free of the desperation times Judith has spoken of, a world with commitment to honesty, humility, equality and love.
It is interesting to see how we as human beings seem to have a ‘need’ to let things get really bad before we speak up and do something about it. Or we sit around comfortable in our isolation till there is a natural disaster or something that pushes us to then get up and reach out to another human being. And this is what Judith has quoted from Alice A Bailey – “It is only in desperation and when completely at the end of his tether that the disciple finds his way into that Kingdom and is ready to relinquish the old ways. What is true of the individual must also be true, on a larger scale, of humanity.” We have much to learn…and much complacency to shed, and much arrogance to let go of and much humbleness to unfold into.
“With only a momentary conversation I felt that he had met me. He met me where I was, broken open, detached from the world, where no family member, friend or professional, however caring or supportive, had been able to come.” I love what Judith has written here, I have witnessed this with Serge Benhayon, he has the ability to meet every single person, and when they are met with the genuine love and care that he holds for everyone, they then get to feel who they truly are, it is truly remarkable. There are no walls or boundaries, Serge’s love for humanity surpasses everything.
Judith wrote this over a year and a half ago and these words struck me as I read this again today: “These are desperate times for humanity: we have natural disasters, war, famine, rising numbers of refugees, rising rates of cancer and other diseases, the breakdown of connection and trust at every level from the family to corporations to national governments and international relations.”
I connected to the fact that in that short time the number of refugees, people displaced from their homes and countries, has risen incomprehensibly, the sheer numbers, let alone the atrocities that have created this displacement, are astounding, shocking and horrible.
We are being shown how far we have come from simple love and care for each other, from respect and acceptance of other human beings who are in essence no different to ourselves.
We are being shown how far we have come from simple love and care for ourselves, from respect and acceptance of ourselves, how much we are disconnected from ourselves, attack ourselves, cast ourselves out from ourselves, we too are becoming refugees, in search of our own hearts.
There is another way and Judith has expressed it beautifully in her blog. All we have to do is make a loving choice.
Magical, amazing and deeply moving blog. This line especially…”I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.” This is something we could all be inspired by, because it is astounding just how much we create complication and our own misery in life. This is not something we wish to acknowledge the majority of the time. It calls for far too much responsibility, but Judith absolutely shared true responsibility can be claimed and felt.
Truly amazing to read such a great blog, I loved reading how Judith’s life had brought her to an event where Serge was presenting, and how Judith felt met, very beautiful to read.
Serge Benhayon has this ability to meet EVERY-ONE who approaches him, and I mean truly meet. This is unheard of and we could ask – how does he do this? What happened for Judith is life changing. No need for years of therapy. It happened to me too. I felt met and in that instant felt my essence, the very thing I had been searching for in the previous 20 years of therapy and new age healing, to no avail.
Yes, Judith did get to know the territory and she shares this with us in this blog, in her eyes, in every word and as Rebecca shares in her very presence and the space around her. This is a beautiful gem well worth coming back to read and remember the joy we find in connection to the truth that is within us all.
A very powerful blog, that contains many things within it. Meeting Serge Benhayon myself, I felt that here is a man that knows me, no judgement no telling me what to do, just a man filled with love who offered to share his wisdom.
Yes, Judith encapsulates Serge’s presence beautifully.
The Stillness of the room, you, Rebecka experienced with Judith, is contained in the whole blog within the photo of Judith. Her line. “I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there.” touched me deep, as I looked at her photo I feel that she has allowed herself also to get known to that territory and becoming home there. A deep inspiration beyond any illness, teaching about life, passing and coming back detached and with love. This is deeply beautiful, as Judith’s photo is joyful in evidence.
‘With only a momentary conversation I felt that he had met me.’ Yes, this is Serge Benhayon. Whenever I speak with Serge Benhayon I feel he can hear what I am saying like no other.
I continue to find this blog both very powerful and stilling and the deep presence with which Judith lived emanates from these words.
Judith showed me what it is to die beautifully and gracefully. Her joy was so inspiring.
Yes Vicky, I agree with this. She was very deeply inspiring and I find her words live on.
I never had the grace to meet Judith in person but feel I have met her through documents and feel deeply inspired by her. She is a guiding light showing the way that it is possible to have a beautiful, graceful and joyous death whatever the struggle the physical body has to endure.
I always LOVE reading this blog due to Judith’s incredible ability to write in a very relateable way and also because every word she writes is true. Many people fear death, but this woman shows us what is possible when we are open to Truth. She writes and clearly lived with authenticity and Truth in her dying days and these words ALWAYS stand out, each time:
‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally.’
Thank You Rebecca and Judith. I appreciate this blog a lot and Judith, without having met her in person, I feel so connected…she, the interview and the video presented at Universal Medicines Ageless Wisdom Teachings do have such a divine quality. It supported and inspired me through the dying process of my grandparents and still does; it awoke something within me to deeply reconnect to this process and share about it with others. There is such a different way full of love and joy…a way without emotions! Thank You Judith. With love Nadine
What also inspires me about this experience is that we ALL have the ability to bring this deep presence and healing with all we meet. Yes, Serge Benhayon is living it 24/7 with utmost integrity, but he is not special (as he says himself) – we can all live this way, surrendered, open and honoured by who we are and living the equality that is within us all. He stood to greet Judith as an equal, as a being, as the love she is and not for her choices or circumstances. Without judgment we can connect on the deepest of levels and offer healing anywhere, anytime.
Very well said Rachel, this is true. Each and every one of us has this same ability to offer a healing to everyone that we meet as we are all truly equal.
I did not know Judith nor was a part of Universal Medicine when she was – yet through this blog, interviews and a short film with Judith which was shown at a Universal Medicine event, I can absolutely appreciate how death brings transformation and healing for all. By reading peoples experiences of working with Judith as she passed it seems everyone got a healing, through her presence, acceptance and fearless approach in embracing life she too embraced death. This is such a game changer as the majority fear death as an end point and as a society this clouds the wisdom that those dying can give to others.
I can feel the stillness and wisdom in Judith’s writing and know that this quality is still alive now, even if her physical body is no longer housed. I get the message of complete surrender in what she writes – surrendering to her circumstances and understanding that she is so much more then this. We don’t need to fight for existence but surrender to a livingness, a living way that is within each of us always.
Amazing and truly healing words by the gorgeous and inspiring Judith McIntyre. So beautiful that she was open to feeling the truth that lived within her before she passed over, and what an absolute blessing Serge Benhayon provided her with – a constellation that was meant to be.
I had the pleasure of working with Judith as she was dying. She showed me that death, just like living, can be totally embraced. She was a sheer joy to be with and right up to my last visit with her she was very present, extremely accepting of all the changes her body was going through and absolutely honoured to have Serge Benhayon support her endlessly throughout her experience with cancer. She shared with me how it was one of her wishes to be able to attend an upcoming Universal Medicine event to hear Serge present, even though it was physically difficult for her to move around by that stage. When I saw her there it brought a huge smile to my face as I knew that meant the world to her. Judith was no pushover, she was very on to it, right up until her death. She could smell a rat a mile away and in Serge Benhayon she felt and experienced the love and truth she always knew in her heart was possible.
Thank you for sharing your personal experience with Judith, Vicky. She was a very open, very beautiful woman and her acceptance of her condition leading up to her passing over is very inspiring. Whether you are ill or not, the love and truth that Serge embodies and shares without favour is also super inspiring.
The realisation that ‘death, just like living, can be totally embraced’ is a life changing truth for us all to learn and accept.
This realisation totally changed how I saw life and death too Suse.
Yes, thank you Vicky for sharing your experience of Judith. It’s important to note that she was no pushover and that she knew the absolute truth when she found it.
Exactly Deborah. Judith held a beautiful balance of strength and delicateness and was a pure delight to be with.
This touching and heartfelt sharing is as great example of the need for us to keep searching for the truth of Life here on Earth. I first heard Serge Benhayon speak and share the Ancient Wisdom ” The Way of The Livingness” about 9 years ago and I have only gone from strength to strength since then. My Life has meaning . I am so pleased that Judith was able to have such harmony, Love and support in her final days.
Thank you Judith and thank you Rebecca for writing this. When we are authentic it is captivating and this comes from being caring and responsible with ourselves, otherwise we merely regurgitate someone elses old news we have picked up on the way through life.
“Most speakers reveal personality or a public persona. Serge seemed to simply present a message.” What Judith writes here is absolutely true. Wherever he is and whatever he does Serge Benhayon is himself. There is absolutely no need for personality as he is fully being who he is and that has a powerful presence which has a deep impact on the audience and needs no tricks or hooks to keep their attention or sway their minds. Serge Benhayon speaks from the wisdom of his body not from the mind and this resonates in the bodies of the listeners and bypasses the mind that would want to interpret or judge what is being presented. Some people find the power of it challenging which is probably why the man left the audience, constellating a seat for Judith to sit in.
Serge Benhayon does not seek to persuade or convince anyone using personality or charisma. He has no need of such tools because as you say Sandra Newland, he is simply being who he is and this is so easy to be with and to listen to. There is no imposition coming from his words which allows the member of the audience to just be themselves, to hear what is being presented and to make their own choice. I love what you say about speaking ‘from the wisdom of his body’ and how this resonates in the bodies of the listeners. Beautifully said and very true in my experience.
“Wherever he is and whatever he does Serge Benhayon is himself.” Yes so simple and absolutely true I have witnessed and experienced this consistency in Serge Benhayon in all the years I have known him, only ever and always pure Love.
It is very touching what Judith writes here particularly the prophecy of her last statement: “The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change.” Serge Benhayon is helping us be aware of the amazing times we are living in and the huge opportunities we have to evolve ourselves in every moment so long as we do not bury ourselves in comfort and hold back. For those such as Judith, he doesn’t give false hope but shows us how we can accept a disease or illness as a powerful blessing as it offers us the potential to put a stop to our momentum of ill choices and to begin afresh by establishing a foundation of self-loving choices. Judith’s story shows how a life can be turned around and dying can be joyfully embraced as an acceleration of one’s evolution.
Absolutely agree Sandra – “Judith’s story shows how a life can be turned around and dying can be joyfully embraced as an acceleration of one’s evolution.”
The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change. With all the suffering that is going on now in the world, this only shows that we are on a way to true change. A change that starts within ourselves, the only place to look and to realize that all is there. We are already everything.
Thank you Judith, for sharing that ‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally.’ This is a lesson for us all. You have truly asked whether we will wait until the end, or change our ways now. “I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.” This quote is very prevalent as I often feel I am simply ‘creating my own misery’, it is time to discover deep self-nurturing. It feels like it takes commitment and presence to do so.
Yes, it is such a simple, simple, simple thing to do: I want to know the truth, whatever that is and the consequences are profound.
This is deeply touching to read, it bought tears to my eyes. There is so much wisdom and truth in this blog that serves as a powerful reminder for us all, this is just one of many that stood out for me – ‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally.’
So true Anna, so much wisdom, there are quotes in almost every paragraph to read and reread. They are indeed powerful reminders for sure, to not wait until the end, but look at how we are living each and every day.
Asking for truth unconditionally, a concept may we all be subject to, these are magic and powerful words: “Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally. The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change.”
Yes Oliver I highlighted this as well. Many talk about the truth and wanting to know it, but not really wanting to see the whole truth (and nothing but the truth.. he he). We talk it but wont really want it. But there is such glory, freedom and love when you ask to the truth unconditionally – it is where the magic begins.
Observe the love and joy in the eyes of these 2 people, Judith and Serge Benhayon. Judith in her physical suffering, and Serge Benhayonin his acceptance and no judgement of this suffering. There lies the Kingdom of God
Profoundly gorgeous Elizabeth – for when we settle for judgment, or superficial ideals we miss out on the incredible connection to the love we are from and thus the Kingdom that resides within us all. Judith and Serge prove that connection to thy self, being the full being of light and love, radiates that quality for all to see, feel and relate to as something we too hold within us. This proof is evident in sparkle in their eyes for sure.
Judith, I know you have now passed, but reading your blog I experienced the stillness of your presence and the fact that your words here still offer us your living essence. Eternally beautiful.
“Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally.” This is how it happened for me also. This is still how it happens for me.
Judith was able to honor the stop which the cancer offered her and it made her very humble and open to find the truth. She knew already the kingdom of God was inside her, by finding her way to Serge Benhayon she found how to connect to her innerheart and with that her amazing wisdom was with her. A very inspiring blog to read and to feel how Judith surrendered to the natural cycle of life and death.
What a power-full message at the end of your writing Judith. Rather than being beaten down by the misery and suffering in humanity, you are opening our eyes to the fact that this indeed can be a blessing and that illness can be the wake-up call we need. You clearly have heeded the call.
‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally’. The message of humility, presence and love is powerful. Judith’s healing wisdom lives on. Thank you.
Incredible, incredible story “For many years I had believed that the kingdom of God is within me and for three decades I had practised meditation as a means to experience it but only when I met Serge Benhayon and experienced the Gentle Breath Meditation and my own inner heart did I find that kingdom.”
Indeed we are living in desperate times and yet the opportunity to for us to reconnect to our soul is easier than ever before, thank you for being such an inspiration for us all on our way back to soul.
Well said Francisco
Judith continues to share her wisdom through her words and as she says about hearing the presentation by Serge Benhayon “When had I ever heard such simple wisdom delivered so effectively?” Judith also shares the simple wisdom of reconnecting to the love of God within.
“Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally. The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change.” A very inspiring message here to be shared with humanity.
‘The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change’. Judith your words are so powerful yet so honest. Thank you.
Your light here has brought something so profound, and for all to learn from. What you have learned, is now here for all of us to learn from and be inspired by. Thank you for your expression, and thank you Serge Benhayon for never holding back in the love he has and holds for humanity. It is indeed time for change, and it is going to happen.
“For many years I had believed that the kingdom of God is within me and for three decades I had practised meditation as a means to experience it but only when I met Serge Benhayon and experienced the Gentle Breath Meditation and my own inner heart did I find that kingdom.” Absolutely glorious, brings me tingles, the Gentle Breath Meditation is a gift to humanity.
“I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.” Your blog is very inspiring Judith, you are such a role model for the future. This sentence I chose relates to me very well as well. I created my own misery and I blamed other people for that. Today I have a much bigger awareness of myself and everything around me, which is so liberating and I’m very grateful of that.
That was such an inspiring blog to read Judith. Every word I have read was full of power joy and wisdom. I am deeply touched because I never met a person with cancer who is so clear, so shining and joyful – Thank you so much to let me know that this is possible.
“Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally’ a very powerful command. If we are open to the truth it reaches out and touches everyone because we all know it deep within. It speaks to each of us in very personal ways, to bring us back to living our daily lives as the impact of truth can never be measured as it can only be lived.
It was through meeting Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine that I too reconnected to my inner-heart and to a relationship with God, The Hierarchy and The Divine Plan, which I had turned away from for far too long, but now never to turn away from again.
It is in the desperation and complete disillusionment with our lives, having looked outside of ourselves, that we are willing to turn back inwards and begin the work of discarding hurts and returning to the love we are from.
The first time I heard, or should I say felt, anyone come from truth was when I saw Serge Benhayon speak for the first time. This piece of writing confirms what I felt. I was not searching for anything at the time and I had nothing wrong with me physically, but I did know the life I was leading was not it. The comfort a lot of us live in will not last forever unless we start facing up to the truth and what it all means, and all look at the way we live and the true state of the world.
So many times I’ve asked myself ‘why do I wait for changes to happen to me’ rather than making the conscious choice to live lovingly, in honour of all I know is true. With the stupendous support on offer through Serge Benhayon, it is absurd not to take every opportunity to make every choice from love.
Absolutely Giselle, it is usual to wait until we have a problem or something is wrong with us until we do something to change the way that we live. Therefore, the changes we make get us out of the issue or the low point but what Serge Benhayon presents is to continuously make choices not because there is anything wrong but because we can be greater and to take every opportunity there is to introduce more love into our lives.
A beautiful piece of writing by a beautiful woman and life lived. I especially love this quote: “Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally.” This makes me reflect, how often do I seek truth, with no strings attached?
What an incredible wisdom Judith has lived and left for us all.
Thank you Judith for leaving such inspirational story for us all , a true legacy of aligning to ones heart and the blessings received.
What an exquisite blog. What stood out for me while reading this today was the line, “I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there.” I feel this statement is more profound than I (we) can imagine. The essence of it feels extraordinary.
I love this sentence too robynjones11, it speaks of dimensions beyond the physical limitations of a 3 dimensional existence – to which we all belong but have perhaps forgotten that we too are at home in.
I am speechless at what Judith has shared here, it is deeply touching to know that when we say YES in full to healing, it is like nothing can get in our way – everything is brought to us to support with that healing. Judith is inspirational in how she followed her heart and then spoke up and asked for help along the way, trusting completely what she felt and nothing of what she had learned/studied before. What a beautiful woman and a beautiful life.
A very powerful contribution from an amazing woman who found what she had been looking for all her life and graced us with her lightness, presence and wisdom.
Every time I come back to this blog I am graced with Judith’s stillness and wisdom. At the edge of eternity is where she choose to surrender to herself and to God. I know I can do the same right here, right now.
WOW, After denying support to accepting true love and support. Lets not wait until there is no choice but to have it now, not when we are in “desperation and at the end of our tether”, our connection to ourselves and to God is just a breath away.
Once we let go of all conditions and open up with total honesty and full commitment to changing our lives instead of trying to gain more – comfort – for ourselves, we will realise that in fact we know everything and all we truly need will be given to us.
Wow when I read Judith’s writing I am stopped. She was an incredible women and deeply inspiring- her perspective on life just brings you back to what is important and to make that the focus of each day.
This blog has stopped me. ‘I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture’. Judith has in this powerful sharing offered humanity the answer to all their woes and inspires a life of deep self-responsibility.
What a beautiful, inspiring story Judith was able to share with us all.
The kingdom of God is indeed within us all, and thanks to Serge Benhayon, so many of us have been reconnect to our divine truth and essence of who we are.
Thank you Judith – you have been an inspiration and a strong beacon of light and it is great that you got to share your story of finding the kingdom of God inside, after all the searching and trying – delivered locally, right on your doorstep and delivered with the simplicity and grace that are the hallmarks of Serge Benhayon.
Truth is there if we are willing to truly see it and Judith’s story is lived proof of that – I feel her absolute humility and willingness to see and feel what is there and needs to be said. And indeed as she suggests we are now offered this as humanity, it provides a very different perspective on our on-going disasters worldwide, if we are all but willing to ask for and see truth.
“I feel her absolute humility and willingness to see and feel what is there…” I too can feel the deep surrender Judith allowed herself when she rediscovered truth through hearing Serge Benhayon speak. It is inspiring to read and feel.
Thank you Judith for taking the time to bring the voice of heaven from your seat on the edge of eternity so that we may have a lighted path on our return to whom we truly are – the Son’s of God.
Hear, hear Andrew.
If you are open for truth you definitely receive it. How amazing to read this blog from Judith, her willingness to go for truth without compromise is deeply felt.
“If you are open for truth you definitely receive it.” Steffi, this is a powerful statement. Thank you.
I was at the writer’s festival when Serge Benhayon spoke and it was all very simple. From everywhere else we could hear caffeinated and slightly drunken shouting and laughter and applause when a particular good remark was made by the speaker. This tent felt quite different, much simpler. Serge stood up, started speaking, we listened, a few questions were asked and that was it. I didn’t consciously notice Judith then, it was all quite simple yet, clearly, a lot happened.
Sounds like Serge Benhayon did his usual presentation of truth, integrity and as ever true understanding of every single person in his company.
“…it was all quite simple yet, clearly, a lot happened.” This is how truth works. The magnitude of the healing offered and the impact it has is so much more than we realise. Truth touches everyone because we all know it deep within. It speaks to us in very personal ways, to call us back to living with it in our lives everyday. The impact of truth can not be measured by human terms, it is so much grander than we can humanly imagine.
This delightful inspiring story shows how when we are open and truly asking, the reflection, the inspiration, the clue, will always be there showing us love, truth, and a support far greater than we can ever imagine.
A deeply moving blog. It is beautiful and inspiring to feel the stillness and fullness within Judith, and how she has embraced the illness that brought her to the truth she had always sought.
What I love about this first article is how Judith deeply surrendered when she found out she had breast cancer. She knew that there was more, didn’t give up, went to the Writers Festival dismissing the talk about Serge Benhayon, following her heart with a fragile body to find Serge Benhayon and Truth. Inspirational.
I agree Caroline, it is inspiring how Judith did not simply give up with her diagnosis of breast cancer. The love and care she then treated herself with, and the way she turned her life around is extremely inspiring, especially as I know for many when faced with cancer it is all too easy for fear to take over and then essentially give up on themselves.
Inspirational indeed, and what a message to pass on to all others whom may find themselves in these circumstances. Judith was a very tender and deeply loving human being, I had not meet her but can feel it from others that did.
Thank you Judith, Caroline, James, Amina and Serge Benhayon, for the inspiration and that every one can make the same choice to deeply love.
So true Caroline, the magnetic pull that is reflected in this is that powerful and direct us unwaveringly to where we have to be if we choose and search for truth in life. It shows us the power of God in his ways to guide his children to where they belong.
I love the way you’ve expressed how the power of God plays out in life by constellating what is needed for our evolution when we align to truth and love.
Yes, very beautiful to read how when she got the diagnose, did turn to Serge Benhayon, and found the Kingdom of God inside her.
Yes Caroline, it shows us that if we allow and surrender it is all there for us.
Yes Caroline, the struggle dies when we surrender and then the body can much more easily go through the process it needs to without interference from our mind.
Yes I feel the “cancer” in society is looming heavier too.
Yes Catherine, it shows how a disease like cancer can bring us to an awareness of the ill choices we have been making and presents an opportunity to transform.
Perhaps we need to be asking ourselves a better question. It’s not about why an individual gets cancer but why does humanity get cancer?
Inspirational Judith! Thank you.
This was very powerful to read. It is beautiful to feel the wisdom delivered when the spirit is humbled and the body and soul can be heard again.
What an amazing story from an amazing woman, who as this quote says was prepared to heal.
‘The diagnosis changed everything. I felt cracked open. All the spiritual wisdom I had been acquiring seemed useless. I was deeply humbled. After all, what did I know about life? How had I spent it? I could be on my way out of this world quite soon. I had a dream about being in an airless cave and another about being in a tomb with no possible way out… ALthough I am very intelligent, what bothered me most was that I could die knowing nothing, that I had wasted my precious time. I prayed to know what was true.”
The filmed documentary of what Judith shared in her last weeks and days was truly a amazing commitment to healing with full clarity and peace made in preparation to passing over and the amazing support from Serge Benhayon and the student body was in line with what true family and humanity is all about.
This blog so beautifully portrays how once we are willing we can accept the pull. This sentence touched me deeply …”I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there.” It reminded me of how we all know eternity and can choose to be shown the way back.
This is such an amazing blog. I love the humbleness in which it is written and how divinely constellated everything was for Judith to meet Serge and learn what was needed to truly heal in this life.
Great to see your testimonial here too Rebecca and thank you Judith, for you are an amazing inspiration. Humanity needs to know that it is possible to live like you did.
I love reading this blog, Judith words are such a healing for all to feel.
Thank you Rebecca for your commitment to presenting truth.
It shows the force-full defiance we can unconsciously have towards life when Heaven is so simple to connect to yet seemingly so far away for most.
This blog is indeed a healing for people who have suffered the loss of loved ones to cancer and those going through it or facing death for whatever reason.
Having come from a family who has had there fair share of cancer, I know what it is like to live under the shadow of the illness and the automatic thoughts of ‘maybe I’ve got cancer’ that jump in when an illness comes up and needs investigating.
Although I did not know Judith personally, I did see her on a video recording just before she died and I was deeply touched by her love, the brightness within her eyes and her joy – there was no angst, just love. A true healing for the whole of humanity.
Heavenly wisdom shared with us all. Just as Judith described the stillness at the writers festival tent with Serge Benhayon as palpable, so is the love and stillness that she obviously lived. I feel so much is offered to humanity in her final words in the blog “The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change.”
This is such a deeply felt blog Judith. Thank you for taking the time to write it and sharing it with all of us.
I am moved again by this deeply transformational story about looking for Truth. Judith has written an enduring account which will last well into the future, to inspire and heal.
A truly beautiful blog that I have read before and will read again, It sums up what Serge Benhayon presents simply and beautifully. Also a great observation when we are aligned, magic happens.
A beautiful blog from a beautiful woman who stood on the edge of this life and instead of falling she chose to fly. A true inspiration.
I am so inspired by the wisdom and expression of this blog; thank you Judith
“Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally. The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change”
I love the power of this last sentence
I love the purity of what Judith has written. The truth is expressed so simply, directly and fully. This is testament to the clarity with which Judith chose until the end of her days, and her willingness to see the truth unconditionally.
Aside from the wisdom and grace in this blog, Judith shows that tremendous change is possible in a short space of time. Beautiful.
This is an important aspect of this blog – surrendering to the truth makes great change possible, absolutely.
Indeed. The resistance to truth is such a drag. Surrendering to it allows for such a massive expansion.
This is so touching. Deeply wise woman. Ask for truth unconditionally. Thank you Judith.
I had the privilege of caring for Judith a couple of shifts a week in the last weeks of her life and I can tell you she was more alive on her death bed than most people are walking around. Caring for her was both a communion and a healing; she was very inspiring to be with as she passed over with such grace.
The joy and strength of presence that shines through in Judith’s photo and words is really palpable. It’s so different and inspiring to see someone who is that alive, as you say Kathleen, whilst they are also near to the end of this life.
There is such an absoluteness here, where truth was called for, found and very much lived – it’s palpable and I love how the support was there when it was needed, how Judith met Serge and heard him speak – everything was set up. And it’s amazing to hear how no matter how much misery there’s been you can create heaven on earth. This blog is so inspiring, each time I read it, I get something new.
What deep wisdom, truth and courage is in this beautiful blog from a truly beautyfull lady. I wish I had really known her, and yet I feel I do now from her writing.
The love that I feel expressed here from Judith and Rebecca is so stilling and deep – I am blown away, I loved reading this, I feel the tears of joy rising.
Thank you dearly Judith, I was blessed by your expression and openness in sharing your experience.
‘He spoke with frankness and common sense. When had I ever heard such simple wisdom delivered so effectively?’ I love this, how very aptly and beautifully put.
While reading this beautiful blog I could connect to a deep stillness and humbleness. It is a true blessing to read Judith’s words.
This is the second time I have read this blog and this time I couldn’t stop crying. What Judith captures in this blog is how simple truth & love is and how it often takes calamity for us to stop and pay attention and to return to who we truly are.
A beautiful and awe inspiring blog from Judith – a woman who walked her talk, even when she couldn’t. Heaven was truly in her eyes.
I agree Janne, “Heaven was truly in her eyes”. Such wisdom in this article written by a very beautiful courageous woman.
Beautiful Judith, I can feel how you look back at your past choices with no feeling of victimisation or regret, but with an acceptance. Your meeting with Serge Benhayon – “on the edge of eternity” has allowed you to move forward, heal, and let all those harming choices go. It is simply divine to read your words, thank you.
‘When had I ever heard such simple wisdom delivered so effectively?’
Serge Benhayon lives what he says so his words, which come direct from divine intelligence, have an impact which inspires people. Judith is just one of the many people he has supported to make changes in their lifestyle and though he works many hours in a day he is always available when someone is in need.
Deeply touching and inspiring to re-visit Judith’s blog. So much grace and deep healing in these words. Thank you Judith.
Loved this blog. What got me was the tiny details of her meeting with Serge. Like someone getting up from the chair just near her so she could sit and listen comfortably, Serge meeting her in the isle and the opportunity for the conversation and then the cancellation of the appointment. What simple magic, heaven made on earth – all to support her.
I met Judith on retreat in the UK in 2013, what I was met with was not the person in despair and clutching at straws but a women that carried with her a depth of knowing who she was and an openness that she shared with all that she met, this to me was inspiring, I would have never have guessed this was how she felt in the world, it is amazing to hear the paths so many have travelled to find truth.
I visited Judith not that long before she passed away, that day changed the way I view death. The manner in which she lived and served humanity right up until her last breath is an absolute inspiration ..Thank you Judith.
The selflessness in this article I find very beautiful. Judith takes us through her own story of realisations and transformation and leads us to Humanity where a parallel story is drawn, how true.
What a profound and deeply moving piece of writing. The honesty and grace here brings me into my own stillness and it’s easy to feel the true wisdom and clarity you’ve chosen for yourself and share with us all. Even though I only had the honour to met you Judith briefly, your words here grace me and I feel a deep love for you. It’s massively inspiring and Alice A Bailey’s quote really struck me. It reveals much about the state of the world and where we are headed. Thank you.
This article is truly beautiful, Judith’s openness and humbleness in admitting that after years of seeking a true life she knew very little about life and it’s offerings is to be greatly admired. She was cracked wide open with her cancer diagnosis and instead of showing arrogance as a lot us do she showed innocence and was able to freely move forth. Of worthy mention is also Serge Benhayon and his penchant for being in the right place at the right time.
Well observed Tony. I used to look up to people who seemed tough and accomplished much with a kind of force. But now I am finding more and more what my heart celebrates in people is their choice to be open, accept themselves and life, be tender and let people in. The innocence you observed in Judith instead of the arrogance often shown in such situations shows this so well. And Serge Benhayon confirms this way of being not only by living it himself, but as you saying being there in the right place at the right time to deliver the perfect inspiration, appreciation and support for us to connect to a deeper awareness of the love that we are.
I was deeply inspired by Judith as she totally accepted what was going on for her and what led her to that point, remarkable. All too often we are given a diagnosis that we don’t like and we try to blame someone or something especially when it is life threatening. Judith didn’t shut down but embraced what was happening to her and that enabled her to stay open till the end of this life/beginning of her next life.
Thank you for sharing your experience. When Serge Benhayon presents to a group he has a way that makes it feel as though he is talking directly to each individual within the group. He is amazingly humble and completely genuine. His explanations just make sense and he has an amazing ability to make things very practicle – like the gentle breath meditation.
Thank you Judith, I so love the title of your blog: ‘Meeting Serge Benhayon – A Meeting on the Edge of Eternity’. That is what is exactly feels to me: Serge is living in a way we all can live. Like he is bringing ‘heaven and eternity’ back to us.
So very true. Serge Benhayon does not present anything we can’t be living. I have always been made to feel like he is no different to me and that I too can live like him. He is not special – he is amazing, but not special. His bringing of heaven and eternity back to us is done with no pomp, it is brought in a steady and calm way.
A deeply powerful and moving article
This is so beautiful and powerful. I so look forward to reading more articles written by Judith.
Reading this blog I was transported deeper into my own stillness and connection, like time was standing still. Thank you Judith for writing and sharing your wisdom. Listening to Serge Benhayon speak is a deeply reassuring experience, despite what he is presenting can be very challenging to hear. There is nothing that imposes on me or tries to get my attention. The immense depth of his connection to the divine within him is palpable and he offers this to me, to all to who listen.
Thank you Judith for sharing your story with us and it shows me that when we are ready and prepared to receive the truth, the truth that has always been there, is waiting for us to be found. It is the desperation in life that brings us to this point, that helps us to become humble and open to acknowledge that there is more to life than just our own issues and hurts. To acknowledge that we live in a society that experiences the same on a larger scale and that we are here to help each other to find the other way, the way of living in brotherhood with each other, the way of living humanity is so desperately looking for.
This blog is beautiful, “I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.” I am learning this and still in the process, but I can feel the difference and it feels incredible not to be continuously wallowing in my problems. I have times when I go back into it, but I now know the difference and I know there is another way.
Yes it does make such a difference when we realise we create our own misery and we don’t have to, I too am learning this daily.
I agree with you Monica, when I lose my connection and go into my head, then all begins to go wrong, and yes, I have created my own misery.
I agree Samantha. It is hugely freeing and empowering to realise that we do indeed create our own misery and that in any moment we can choose otherwise. Absolutely life changing.
I agtee – and the key for me here is ‘choice’ … which comes about when we are prepared to take responsibility for the way we are living. It has been in taking responsibility for my choices and in having been inspired by Serge Benhayon and the teachings of Universal Medicine, that I have also found to be life changing… and by life changing, I mean ‘all’ aspects of my life (from health to fitness to work to relationships etc). By the fact that these changes encompass my ‘whole’ life (& not just pockets) that has been the key in being aware that this is true change and not just a temporary or momentary fix..
What I felt from this blog is the depth of love Serge Benhayon offers us all and the fact that Judith also discovered the depth of love within herself as a result. A deeply touching blog.
I love this blog Judith, such wisdom and clarity, your comment re. intelligence is telling, many of us devote our lives to being intelligent and yet we don’t know anything definitely not true intelligence or wisdom – what we know, many of us is an arrogant, disconnected intelligence which is not about people, and yet as you show this too must go, I love how in your moment of reckoning you faced yourself and how you’d been living and choose another path, one of love, thank you, this is so inspiring.
‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally’. A very powerful command for sure.
To me this sheds light on perhaps when we ask for truth, we don’t ask for it all. We just ask for what we can cope with. We’re happy to pick and choose which pieces we will take instead of taking it all unconditionally and without resistance.
Well said and so true we don’t ask for truth unconditionally!
I feel deeply moved and supported by the energy of this deeply wise blog. What a blessing.
” I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there.” For me, this says it all. We only fear what we don’t know and we only don’t know what we have forgotten. If this is true then there is not alot to do, but very much to remember. I can feel the glory of this in every one of Judith’s words. Heaven.
I love every word you say here too Liane. Heaven in-deed and a blessing for us all.
“If this is true then there is not alot to do, but very much to remember” very much to remember, so true Liane!
“Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally. The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change.” I love it, this is such an inspiring blog
A deeply touching blog, thank you for sharing. I love looking at the photos of Judith and Serge, both so very beautiful and exuding a deep quality of presence and love.
The feel of this blog is exquisite as was my own experience with meeting Serge Benhayon very simple and true. Your last sentences are spot on, when we are feeling so lost and in calamity we are finally willing to see how life can be different. Thank you.
Yes I agree that truth is revealed when we ask for it unconditionally. Sometimes we have tried all possible avenues and they have not worked, then we are ready to ask for truth. Then we are ready for a powerful and blessed change.
Feeling the light and love shining in Judith’s eyes in the photograph, and in the words she writes about her healing journey with cancer, is a great inspiration — not only for those with a terminal illness — but also for those of us who suffer from ongoing minor symptoms. Her testimony is an example for us all not to identify with our illnesses, but to live ourselves, the love and light within us, first. It is our essence that matters.
I continue to be inspired by this blog and really feel the magnitude of love that Judith had for all before she passed away. I was blessed to be able to meet Judith to support her in her final phase of life and felt the depth of connection that she held and the absolute surrender that she had come to in her acceptance of death. The stillness, the openness and the warmth was so dearly felt and, like Rebecca mentioned in her introduction, it truly melted any worries that I had away. A truly amazing women.
Stunning article what a inspiration, the joy and acceptance in Judith’s eye are immense this is the real miracle!
This is a blog to return to and return to for truly it says so much. How Serge is when meeting all people, the quality he offers all of us – am I like that, do I hold everyone as an equal ? All of us are able, in our own ways, to be the lifeline for those standing at the edge of eternity – do we meet each one of those opportunities or do we hide our light, thinking ourselves less? Do we truly offer everyone we meet all of who we are and stand in the truth of that livingness?
I found myself slowing down and savouring Judith’s words. Such beauty and tenderness in the way she has described her experiences in meeting and working with Serge Benhayon that I feel I have been given a blessing just from reading the blog.
This blog just stopped me to consider and appreciate my life – I am healthy – I’m not dying – what am I doing with my life, certainly not wasting it. I have connected with a depth of appreciation for this life, however as a result of reading this blog that goes much deeper than what I have been living lately. It’s going to be nice to love my life even more and not wait until I am faced with death to do so.
It brought me to tears to read this, having in mind that it is written by a woman during her last days of a terrible illness. And Judith’s picture shows it, too: Heaven’s joy, inspired by Serge Benhayon and all of the beautiful people who make Universal Medicine happen.
a very beautiful piece of writing, I can feel how amazing it was meeting serge at that time in your life and how it helped you feel how amazing you are. Serge Benhayon is such an amazing reflection for everyone.
“I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there.” Knowing Serge Benhayon for nigh on 14 years now, I have only ever seen him meet people with a depth absolutely equal to that with which he met Judith.
It is deeply powerful to read her story – and so beautifully introduced Rebecca – and feel how her innate connection with who she was, was instantly rekindled via this meeting.
This is a powerful message for every single one of us… and I am left to reflect on the quality I bring to every single meeting of a fellow human being. Do I hold them as my brother, and not shirk from their pain? Or do I hold back, ‘look after my own patch’, and perhaps miss the opportunity for true and meaningful connection, if but only in a word or a moment of eyes meeting…?
Reading this blog has struck me with a stillness. An allowing and letting go. A trust. And a deep sense of real life, love and truth. Amazing, incredible, beautiful.
‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally.’ What a gentle but powerful statement.
Walking in to Judith’s room always felt so healing, the stillness, the beautiful landscape of the valley, and being met by her loving gaze each time, was truly heavenly.
Judith’s dedication to her Kingdom of God was and is an inspiration to us all and Alice A. Bailey’s question: why is it that most of us wait until we are about to leave this life or have some catastrophic event happen in our lives, that we (may) allow ourselves to enter our own Kingdom of God.
The love and joy that I felt whilst reading this blog bought me to tears. The photos of Judith and Serge seem to be far more powerful than simple pictures – they emanate great wisdom and love.
I would also like to echo Judith’s words about meeting Serge for the first time, and in fact every time, I felt truly met, deeply understood and completely accepted – as an equal, as a brother and as divine being.
This blog touched my heart so deeply. Judith completely captures the feeling of isolation and self imposed hurts when she writes, ‘I was standing on the edge of eternity and apparently he knew the territory and was at home there.’ Serge has helped so many of us come back from that edge, come back to the divine kingdom within us. This blog truly is a piece of heaven.
I am grateful for the healing and truth you bring from the edge of eternity Judith. Thank you for showing the love you have for all of us and the sharing of your journey. We are truly blessed by your light.
It is so amazing that once you start to make loving choices towards yourself there is support where you never would have expected it.
I simply love the writings of Fiona, very powerful.
This is so beautiful. ‘From the first session I had with him my fear levels plummeted and I began to feel at home with myself and my situation.’ If this is all Serge Benhayon ever did, it would be amazing. How awesome is it that we all can access these sacred modalities, if we choose, to heal in a way that we never thought possible. So simple, and so beautiful.
I just love what Judith has shared here about how a cancer diagnoses “cracked (her) open” This is so often the case with a diagnosis like cancer and it allows for so much healing.
Great comment Elizabeth. There is nothing like a serious diagnosis to crack our arrogance and bring us home to the fact that we do need to take care of our selves and our bodies. It affords us an opportunity to ask big questions of ourselves and if we really choose, to stop and feel the honest answers. Cancer is a huge opportunity for healing.
‘Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally’. This was my blessing too.
Every time I read Judith’s story, what stands out for me is her humbleness of the bigger picture in life, and how she showed that it is never too late to stop whatever misery we have created and choose love. Such a deeply inspiring story.
To look like the way Judith does, and be able to say what she says while facing death is nothing short of a miracle. As Rebecca says, this is a piece of heaven Judith has made.
This sharing is a true blessing- thank you Judith. ‘Serge Benhayon spoke about truth: about being authentic and saying what was true for us.’- this statement is what I have always felt whenever Serge presents. He presents for us all. We are blessed to have this man at this time with the presentations he has brought forth. Who would of thought that something as what seems simple as ‘deep self nurturing’ has been presented by a man who lives in true connection to himself and to God.
I feel very grateful to have shared in Judith’s story of finding true love and support when she needed it the most. And yes the Kingdom of God is within, what a stunning truth to always reflect upon.
Beautiful Judith, simple and powerful. And I never considered that all this upheaval we’re experiencing as a humanity can be humbling and paving the way for us to deeply let go old ways.
Same here that I had never considered all of humanities ills and woes as just the build up for that humbling crack to break the momentum that has caused all these issues in the first place. Not only can we experience such on a personal level but on a much larger scale as well. I feel that those who have experienced such on the smaller level/s are then able to help others when they are met with the same experience – is that not what Serge Benhayon has inspired, to self-save shows another how to self-save.
Leigh, that’s beautiful to self-save shows another how, exactly. And if course that’s how change can happen, it’s like a domino effect.
There is a purity to Judith’s experience that cuts through doubt and goes to the heart – to TRUTH
“I learned how to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.” Thank you Judith for your heart felt blog.
Very moving and simple, about life and making changes, about self-nurturing being the key to start to change, and about meeting a man that truly meets people. Wonderful.
Beautiful blog by Rebecca and Judith. I didn’t meet Judith but I heard a lot of loving comments about her through friends. I also know that she was very cared for and deeply loved by the Esoteric Community. The sparkle in her eyes on the photo is incredible.
How inspiring Judith, I can really feel that at this point of your life meeting Serge Benhayon, it was like meeting the real deal. The man that actually is true and is serving people to such a high degree. I am really glad you got to meet him to and have this healing process.
Beautifully said Ariel, if feels that Judith really was ready to meet Serge Benhayon, as she was completely open to what he had to say to her and her journey through her illness is evidence of Judith’s willingness to let go and heal as much as she could before she passed over. A truly inspiring example of embracing love.
Thank you Judith for your inspirational article, for some of us it is only when we see all that we thought life was, has failed, we have no where left to look but inside and we ask the question and we are guided to God’s messenger who offers all the tools to reconnect to the Glory within. Thank God for Serge Benhayon and his committed service to people.
What I read in this story was of a woman who was given the support to make her own choices when she seemed quite lost. That is the beauty of what Serge Benhayon presents, the support available is always about creating the opportunity to make our own way. To live according to what is true for each of us, and from there be able to support others to do likewise.
An truly inspiring article thank you Rebecca and Judith
What a beautiful piece of writing from Rebecca and of course from Judith. Thank you both. It’s incredible the truth we can come to when we can no longer take our health for granted. I have experienced this many times and it puts everything back into perspective. It’s such a stop and I can feel the clarity and absoluteness in Judith’s writing. So inspiring. I want to live my everyday like this, with a clear view of the big picture, without the usual holding back and the knowing of what I am truly here for.
Judith touched my heart when I met her at a breakfast barbecue one morning. Beautiful, inspiring writing.
I have read this blog many times and every time, it touches me deeply, as Rebecca states in the introduction, you get to feel heaven in this writing.
I agree Shannon, I too have read this before and it is full of the magic of God, of our divinity and the fact that we are all part of something greater than what we choose to so often live. Today I received news by my father that he has bowel cancer. At 82 I could feel his state of grace and his acceptance that it is now his time. He talked of how his rhythm had changed and that he was so much more gentle with him, he spoke of the love he can feel when doing his chores. He is acutely aware of of what is happening for him so much so that all the funeral and crematorium arrangements have been made quite some time ago prior to his news. The fact is he already knew back then. We all know, we deeply know everything there is already to be known. There is such a depth to each and every single one of us, of who we innately are that it makes me realise there is a life to live from this depth, no matter what age we are. And that this is a life worth living – with the magic of who we are in the magic of God.
Marcia, I was blessed to read Judiths blog, and doubly blessed to read your comment. Thank you.
Very true Shannon, such grace is offered in Judy’s writing and her photograph. It is a blessing to feel the absolute equal-ness that Serge met Judy in.
For sure.
I too have read this blog many times and each time the words touch my heart with the deep and simple truth that Judith shares with us all. A challenging experience in life can be seen as a stop and as Judith shares to be open to what is true. This blog is such an inspiration for people suffering in the world.
Yes you can feel heaven in this blog, it’s exactly as you say it Shannon!
I really didn’t have to even read this blog to feel the true power and beauty of Judith through her sparkling eyes in her photo. The photo for me is the healing right there. Such truth, beauty and sparkle.
Today, reading this blog, I came into contact with something very beautiful and deeply true – the essence of Love, an essence that is within us all. Thank you.
Me too
As Judith said: ‘Most speakers reveal personality or a public persona. Serge seemed to simply present a message.’… yes, Serge Benhayon has no investment in whether you get it or not but what he says is said from his lived experience and spoken with such love and such presence that it inspires people to make changes in their lives if they are ready and willing to do so.
To see the photo of Judith is a powerful blessing in itself. Her sparkling eyes and radiant smile convey inner peace, serenity and joy. I love where Judith recognises from the “momentary conversation I felt that he (Serge Benhayon) had met me”…where no-one else “had been able to come”. This to me is the most intimate of moments where I too feel a melting away of all that stands in the way of the pure love of the soul. Thank you Judith for sharing this precious journey.
Yes Kathy I agree , that feeling of being completely met and understood is incredible and so deeply soothing – there is nothing more I want.
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Judith your story is a blessing. It was also my experience that when in desperation, asking for truth no matter what it looks like is the key to true healing. I asked this question of Serge Benhayon too, and the truth he opened up for me was a new beginning “… to stop creating my own misery and how to deeply self-nurture.” No going back!
Golnaz, what you say is so true, we all have a great understanding up and till we pass over through Universal Medicine, but what Judith has shared through her last days has been commendable, her beauty and strength has shined through and left us all with a deeper understanding and awareness, of the depth we can take care of ourselves to the last moment.
Judith has written with such honesty and truth -it has touched me to my soul. Thank you.
Judith was not the only one who learnt to stop creating her own misery through the teachings of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine. Many hundreds of men and women have likewise been inspired and completely turned their lives around.
Many people in your situation are so overwhelmed with the challenges around them that they simply give up or hand over power to someone else. Out of fear I think I have been like that too. Your story is different, first coming from a life that we all have led but then making a conscious choice to live differently. The wisdom that you provide through your very honest post is gentle, harmonious and inspiring. This is the livingness we all aspire to and a livingness that is so especially supportive of people living with serious illness. Your words are truly a gift. Thank you.
A wonderful example of asking for truth and truth presenting itself. A piece of writing that expands with each read.
Gosh how deeply, deeply beautiful, so Judith.
I first met Judith when she came for a dental apointment and she shone with such amazing joy and deep beauty at that first meeting, I was so blessed by her.
A truely inspiring women, who blesses this world.
Thank you Judith.
Wise words Judith McIntyre. I had the pleasure of knowing you better in the weeks before you passed over whilst I worked on your house, and you still met me with joy every time I saw you despite what your body was going through. It was amazing to witness the grace with which you prepared yourself to pass over,
Love
Adam
Rebecca Baldwin’s introduction and Judith MacIntyre’s words have touched me deeply. There is a depth of understanding and acceptance in Judith’s blog that surpasses the normal fear around cancer and dying.This blog is not only immensely inspiring it offers an opportunity for us all to stop and feel how deeply healing an illness can be.
” Truth came to me when I finally asked for it unconditionally. The suffering of humanity is preparing us all for a powerful and blessed change.”
Beautiful story, and a real confirmation of life constellations when we ask for truth. The stillness and joy in Judith prior to her passing was such a healing from the fear and narrow minded views we have about death and the opportunities for healing that are presented during this transitional process. Thank you Serge Benhayon for being that beacon of light and love allowing us to create our heaven in our lives.
Woao, I love this story, it is so simple yet so profound. I can feel the edge of eternity, like standing at heavens door and getting a glimpse of the light shining out to where I stand. It does not surprise me anymore that death and dying is such a taboo in our society. I mean what would happen if we stepped away from the fear, dread and suffering around death and allowed the amazingness that the dying can bring to come forth – the amazingness that can be felt in this blog? It would change the world significantly.
What a beautiful read. Judith looks so vibrant in her eyes and her smile!
Powerfully simple, humbling and a great reminder that if we ask for truth – truth shall be there.