by K.E. Male Age 61 , U.S.A.
I had been searching outside myself for answers to my life situation (depression, exhaustion, pain). I even travelled to Peru to take Ayahuasca (to try to be fixed). That experience took me further away from myself and opened me up to extremely harmful energies.
I came to realise that the answers had to be inside, and so I was drawn to Universal Medicine. Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine teach and present that you need to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True. This made sense to me.
In a few months, with the guidance of Bina Pattel – a woman who is living her truth (an esoteric student/student of her own inner heart) – I came to the understanding that my situation is because of the choices I have made. I began to take responsibility and to make more loving choices (not numbing out etc.), and have been able to access and clear my issues on much deeper levels than all the other healing work I have tried.
I am freeing myself of many of the beliefs that have limited my life. I have more energy, I feel more (I am less numb), and I Accept and Love myself more for the first time in my life.
The Truth about Universal Medicine 
For me the biggest message from your sharing is that you found something that works for you. Often we are influenced by those around us, and even advertising, as to who to see next, what course to do, but we don’t stop to ask whether it is true for us. When we are drawn to someone from an impulse that comes from within us we can be sure that this is true for us; but we still need to discern everything that is presented very carefully.
“You need to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True” – how can I argue with this simplicity? The futility of being busy trying to fix our problems without knowing The Way it is. And I agree – it is so liberating to come to a realisation that we have been bound by ideals and beliefs and become able to let them go.
We have to realise that drugs take you into the world of spirituality. A world that is capsulated by images in the mind and not feelings that are real in the body. When you have gone this far and for awhile the process is to first come back to your body then observe and know your feelings again. The difference is vast but can seem it is it.
Isn´t it interesting that mankind loves the promised quick fix pill instead of truly evolving and changing something? It is so much easier to chase the best new product or drug, that will relieve the tension inside- not living yourself in full- instead of taking responsibility for the actual pain. As things won´t disappear and are only seemingly resolved by certain methods you have to choose to look at your stuff one day anyway. So why delay and waste time? Life is so much more rich, without hurts that control and manipulate you.
The beliefs that we have taken on throughout our lives, beliefs that in the main we do not question, are such a heavy weight to carry, and we all have been doing it often for a very long time. But to start to question these beliefs and then to begin to live life in connection to the wisdom of our innermost is the most freeing feeling; a feeling of true liberation from the shackles of the past.
Thanks KE. Through my association with Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine I too have freed myself of so many self-limiting beliefs and ideals. How very liberating this is.
Beautifully shared. Responsibility is the key to healing.
There are so many things out there that purport to be the answers or to solve all our problems and make us better… yet, they are not just a bandaid they actually can lead us further in the opposite direction. Anything that presents that we need fixing or that we are not enough, are off course to the truth of who we are.
“and I Accept and Love myself more for the first time in my life.” I just love hearing / reading stories like this and especially lines like this one. Hearing a fellow brother returning to loving and accepting themselves is one of the most divine things in life.
It is beautiful to read how you have been inspired by another’s way of living K.E. to begin your own path of return by looking at some of your own choices.
And what I love, reading K.E. age: it is never too late to change back to who you truly are. Just need to start and everything will be there, no matter how old you are.
Beliefs keep us in a way of living and thinking that we often do not question until it becomes really obvious that they are not supportive. Yet why wait until life becomes so uncomfortable that we are forced to re-assess?
We must advance within our own wideness of opportunities, never leave any relationship (including the one with yourself) unresolved.. Knowing that all you will bring to another person is how loving you have been. And that the more we step into our power of feeling, the more we feel supported by this strength to grow even more.
Living the purpose of life is super empowering. I love the expression ” within our own wideness of opportunities”. There is so much constantly for us on offer to expand from. You just have to leave your security zone and the comfort of it and take into consideration that you might have to lead the way!
Haha – but that is so true.. We have a wide view if we choose to have so. We have all the space in this world, if we choose to not let any limitation come in the way.. We have the deepest love in this world, if we choose to let go of our protections. A beautiful sum up of how actually simple life is.
Absolutely, the moment you look outside of the spin and the circling around you, you see that you are needed and that the spin was an illusion in the first place.
Beautiful when we open up to going deeper within ourselves rather than continue to chase something in an attempt to take the misery away.
It’s interesting how much there is on offer for so called healing, and yet so few modalities teach you that you are already everything, and that what’s missing is the connection to yourself. Some go as far as considering that a drug (a hallucinogen in fact) will bring us closer to ourselves – absurd and couldn’t be further from the truth. It’s a miracle we survive all the crazy things we attempt before we realise that the answers simply do not reside outside of us.
To come to an understanding that we are where we are due to our choices is huge, and it opens life up, and empowers us, for if we chose then we get to choose again at any time, and with patience and understanding for ourselves we can then live more of who we truly are, step by step. It’s a journey to coming home to us.
Learning to care for and love ourselves after life times of abuse can be hard at times but it is most essential if we want a glimmer of true joy in our lives.
Absolutely Kevin, and what’s more our perception of what we call abuse changes as we value and appreciate ourselves and the care, love and joy grow incrementally.
Isn’t it interesting that the things getting in the way of what we know to be true or not true are the beliefs we have chosen to hold, have chosen to superimpose over our innate knowing and over our innate connection to that knowing. Is it any wonder we have aligned to these beliefs though, when all around us are the trappings, lurings and seductions that have the sole purpose of entrapment into a world of pictures that then drive our motivation and our behaviour, rendering us miserable in our own lack of self worth and then hell bent on checking out on all manner of mind-numbing experiences?
Really gorgeous to hear how you Accept and Love yourself more for the first time in your life. That is such great news. Also I have found exactly the same as you with Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine in that I too ‘have been able to access and clear my issues on much deeper levels than all the other healing work I have tried.’ In fact Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine and the Universal Medicine modalities are the only thing that have truly supported me to stop, feel, connect and get to the true root of hurts, misery etc. However I am also aware of how much more I can stop, feel and connect with both myself and others than I am currently doing so the beauty with this is that is is never ending and continuously unfolding to being more of who we truly are.
So often the focusing on fixing life and ourselves is by looking for a magic pill or potion. But no pill or potion can reconnect us to what lies within, that is a simple choice we have to make.
People are searching for quick fixes and not considering the underlying responsibility is within us also.
Answers are within us all, its what we do to ourselves when we know or feel the truth – we are bred in a system of beliefs, culture religion etc. that takes us far from this all knowing.
Serge Benhayon presents the simple truth of it all and if I could begin my life again I would certainly opt for being the forever student of Universal Medicine.
Hear hear Shushila, I would too… yet we can choose differently once we re-connect and see what we have created at any time.
I took ayahuasca wanting answers to fix myself but finding more issues have arrived, the first was having to drink a completely foul tasting, smelling and looking liquid into my body and waiting to vomit it out but the longer you hold it in the more “healing” I was told this was and the hugest issue was I have not stopped myself when none of this made sense, so ayahuasca has been my choice to cement myself in an even deeper ignorance (the hugest) in these previous experiences, something which I have already chosen to express in to begin with. So how on earth could I find any true answers in the choice to put myself in the hugest ignorance ever? When I come back to the innate and very simple wisdom of the body, ayahuasca not only has zero healing ability but is something that aims to keep me separated from myself, but this truth only came to my realization when I stopped taking this horrendous evil drug.
We can spend many years and money searching for that modality that can fill a hole within us. We give our power away to people who claim they can help us when all along its within us all.
It’s amazing when we truely connect to that essence, its re-empowering.
When we start to let go of all the beliefs that we have about ourselves and how life should be, we actually start to feel who we truly are, and are no longer separated by thought or belief but united by the love we naturally are.
Having a willingness to look deep within is the start of our healing process as with honesty and commitment we can let go of that which keeps us imprisoned in the perils of life and opens us up to reconnect to something grander living within.
The impact of our choices and what we choose and where this is coming from is very important to know and should be taught from young. Not only would this completely empower us but I reckon would enable us to make far more loving choices for ourselves and keep doing this consistently so therefore deepening our connection and love for ourselves as you have shown here.
Taking responsibility to look within ourselves rather than looking for someone or something outside of us to ‘fix’ us is the first step to reconnecting to the amazingness of who we are.
K.E. to know that all the answers lie within is to discover truth and is key to understanding life and people – this is a game changer we all can appreciate and love.
When we find and are supported to come back to us, to come within we blossom on so many levels, we find our ground zero, and we are so much more committed to us, to life and to knowing there is a purpose in being who we truly are, and that is our number one job, living from the inner connection we all hold.
It’s true – the answers are inside – once we realise this life becomes so incredibly simple.
In a world where we crave love and find it hard to feel and live that love everyday, this is an absolute blessing to read: ” I am freeing myself of many of the beliefs that have limited my life. I have more energy, I feel more (I am less numb), and I Accept and Love myself more for the first time in my life.”
Giving us the answer to all our woes.
Thank you K.E. for sharing your experience of coming back to connect to the love that lies within you by taking responsibility for all your choices and learning to make loving choices for yourself. The reflections that we offer others by a life lived in connection to our essence is powerful indeed.
This is a powerful testament: thank you for sharing the profound effect Bina Pattel had on your life. I was also blessed to be inspired to return to who I truly am thanks to a student of Universal Medicine.
To live in connection to who we are within is our natural way of being as in essence we are love and that is our absolute truth, through which we are guided to know what is of this love and what is not. And so, in living in connection to our love, we live with a greater sense of knowing who we are and knowing if the choices we make support us to live our truth.
Thank you K.E., we are all equally all-knowing and it is our divine right that needs to be claimed it in order to break away from that which keeps us away from the truth and in disconnection to God.
Your sharing makes me realise how we often try to change our life without changing the way we live. This to me now sounds so obviously simple, but I really get how the most obvious is the one we never even consider to look at.
The beauty is we can always return to who we are, when we are ready to choose too. The path back to our true divinity is always there waiting for us. When we open our eyes and connect to our true breath we are supported all the way back.
There is nothing in this world that can compare to the joy of finding and living who you truly are.
It’s amazing how far off we can go from knowing ourselves and our purpose when we are seeking for this knowing outside of ourselves; and how instantly we can return to ourselves when we realise this knowing is all within. I know I’ve had this realisation many times but haven’t like the devastation I’ve caused myself upon my return so have disappeared on what seemed like an easier path when actually it isn’t. The commitment to stay connected with myself is one I keep coming back to and each time I learn that there is no need to run away because I am so much greater than anything I may want to not face.
I have had a similar experience with you K.E. and the deep sadness felt after the experience was that all along I knew the answers were within, and this experience has woken me up to really, I mean really feel the devastation caused to the body and to come back to choosing respect, care and love for this physical body.
So many ‘paths’… but are there really? When we come to such a discernment of energy, and the consequences of the energy behind any one thing that we choose, we realise that there IS only one path – that of love, truth and all the inherent qualities of God and our innate divinity.
That you feel today as you do K.E. is powerful beyond measure, for no doubt you are reclaiming your ability to truly discern what is true, and that which purports to be truth, but is anything but that.
Our ability to discern allows us to know truth in our bodies and discard that which is a distraction and only keeps us away from our beingness.
I love the simplicity you present here, our life is what we make it and we always have a choice about the direction it goes in – it’s so simple when you put it like that. Today is what I make it to be.
Beautiful sharing of the simplicity but profoundness of esoteric healing.
It is unless we stop to question every belief and ideal we hold as to whether it is true to ourselves or not we will be forever at the mercy of those beliefs and ideals. It is a responsibility we have towards ourselves and others to let go of that which is not true.
Becoming aware of the ideals and beliefs that we hold, and how they limit our true perception and imprison us in the world of reactions, is to take the first steps towards a life of true freedom and connection to the greater truth that we are all equally a part of.
Yes Annie beautiful, when we realise that our ideal and beliefs are actually an illusion, and all that we thought was defining us was in fact confining us, keeping us from knowing who we greatly are, we discover that our greatest freedom is in surrendering to the ‘greater truth’ that resides within us all, where we are truly confirmed by the love that we are, and the oneness we are from.
I always felt such a dissatisfaction with life and an intense anxiety when I was ‘searching’ for myself in the many spiritual paths I explored. There was an ever-present restlessness in my body that never ceased. Not once. This exploring brought me to Universal Medicine and to a presentation by Serge Benhayon. In those few hours what was presented stopped me in my tracks. Everything I heard I knew deep in my body but had long forgotten. There was no more searching to be done for I was home – back with me. At times I have resisted this over the years since and then more often I have not and have allowed myself to surrender more deeply into my being, claiming more of the magnificent Love I am within. Today there is an ease in my body that is my marker of me. If I don’t feel this ease, I know I have made a choice to go wandering off down and old familiar path that is taking me off on a detour away from myself. The choice is then mine to carry on regardless, knowing the harm this is doing to myself and everyone else, or to return as quickly as possible to me and surrender to the ease and flow that always resides there.
It is incredible all what we can do to try to find ourselves like flying to Peru and taking Ayahuasca, when what we are looking for is right there in our hearts.
Observing life though eyes that see everything as either true or not true removes much of the complication that shadows our every day.
Ayahuasca has appeared in the media recently with tourists dying during ceremonies, it was also portrayed as a mainstream tourist industry. It made me wonder at what point do we decide that something is an acceptable risk to our lives? How far away from ourselves do we need to get to feel like that high from whatever we have chosen to take feels like it giving us relief or giving us an answer? I know I got relief for a short while but then I would go to darker and darker places each time the relief wore off.
I too spent so much time looking outside of myself for something to fix my life, but even though every now and then I thought I had found it, it didn’t take long before I realised that the current ‘fix” was not it. Like you KE it wasn’t until I found my way to the presentations of Universal Medicine that I knew with every part of my being that I had finally found what I had been looking for – and it had been within me all the time!
“I came to the understanding that my situation is because of the choices I have made.” This is profound. How many of us can really do this? Speaking for myself I know that I have liked to coast through life, find an easy way, make choices that numb or dull me and certainly resisting taking deeper responsibility for my choices. By acknowledging our current circumstances are the culmination of all our choices is a great step in taking greater responsibility in our lives.
Its incredible to read the great shifts that you have made in your life all by very simply making more self-loving choices. “I Accept and Love myself more for the first time in my life” This is ginormous.
“I came to the understanding that my situation is because of the choices I have made”. This is a powerful line and statement in which to live and understand your life by. It totally shifts the responsibility to the individual. Firmly and squarely. It can be super challenging but I find it a trillion times better than the blame game that I was stuck in for many years (and still have a foot in the door at times).
Everything changes when we have a reflection of our true nature, take responsibility and stop looking for solutions and fixes outside of us; the answers are within.
Looking outside ourselves sets us up for an eternal search which leads nowhere. When we begin to look within we realise we are home and that everything is right here.
What you have written here K.E. truly is a miracle, and yet just the beginning of the rest of your life.’I am freeing myself of many of the beliefs that have limited my life. I have more energy, I feel more (I am less numb), and I Accept and Love myself more for the first time in my life.’
It is big the first time we realise that the life we are living in the life we have chosen, that all the choices we have made have brought us to this moment in our lives. Once we are aware, we can choose to take responsibility and live with integrity, reflecting this light to others. Celebrating ‘you’ K.E. and your way forward.
There is incredible power in responsibility, once we open up and say yes to it we see how deep the well is. We see that responsibility only increases the more we say yes and in the increase we offer evolution to many.
Yes those drugs are very far from good medicine.
Hi KE, I would like to read more from you about the detail of how you recognised shamanism as harmful for you. I have also had experiences of shamanism and recently have begun examining the underlying energy of this practise and I have also it to be extremely harmful. The quality of energy of shamanism does not come from love or the soul, and it feels very polluting in my body. It’s an energy that comes into the body from the outside, as opposed to the radiant divine energy of the soul that is already within and emanates out. This in itself is very telling about the falseness of shamanism.
Thank you K.E. for sharing and I agree, nobody and nothing can fix us, we are our own ‘saviour’ and we can resurrect ourselves out of the mess we have gotten ourselves into with simply starting to connect to our divine essence and bringing that out step by step.
And what’s so beautiful about this is that this is just the beginning – a big and loving step on the road of return.
So beautifully and simply said K.E., it is such a powerful stop moment when we realise everything we have been searching for has always been within us. We just have to make a choice to connect to this great wisdom we all have and the need for anything outside of us easily falls away.
Many people are searching for answers and questioning what is true, I have found that I actually do know what is true and what is not, and that it is essential to get the support of others for that positive reflection of the lifestyle choices we can make. How true that we can be limited by ideals and beliefs we have grown up with or taken on, there is much that is accepted as true that I am starting to consider is not actually the case.
That is great to hear K.E. What I’m realising is how much our livingness impacts our experience of life. For some reason I’ve had the thinking that life will come to me and it has but not in the way that I wanted. I realise that the life I want to have has to be initiated by me and I cannot just sit and expect that it will all be taken care of, not if I want to be truly happy in and with life.
“you need to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True”. This is the best way to live your life because our body and our inner-heart are the best barometers for what is True and what is Not True. And we get to read those barometers much more once we are connected. Once we re-connect to how to discern what is being presented to us, it is the best tool in the tool kit to understand life and what is presented to you. The more we understand life, the less reactive we are to it.
Connecting to the body and taking care for it is the answer to all our questions. The ideas and thoughts that are given to us do make us search for the answers outside of us and brings us further away from ourselves and, in your example with ayahuasca, not only further away from ourselves but also bringing in harm to our bodies by inciting energies to it that do not belong and only want to play with us in physical life, leaving our bodies exhausted, injured and falsely configured, for if not truly healed will be with us for the rest of our lives.
What Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine presents is i so simple and makes sense from any direction as it considers encompasses everything. If I try to hold on to a belief or an ideal and try to justify my choices, I have to call in complexities.
Thankyou KE, it’s a very humbling step “I came to the understanding that my situation is because of the choices I have made. I began to take responsibility and to make more loving choices.” This is very inspiring and it puts the power to change our lives exactly where it should be – with ourselves. How brilliant it would be for the education system to teach self care and self love from an early age, establishing this as a foundation for all of our life.
Wow when we come to understand the situations we find ourselves in are due to our own making we can then take back control and from there choose to do things differently. To admit our mistakes and learn from them is deeply empowering
Interesting how the spiritual pursuit, in most cases, actually leads the seeker further away from the truth of who they are. Actually, any searching will lead us further away because everything we need to know and feel we belong to is already within. I know I’ve heard this many times, but I’m really starting to embody the truth of this fact and come back to myself in a big way..!
How important it is to be loving with ourselves (which comes from a connection to body, mind, spirit and soul). We must have a relationship with ourselves first. As otherwise we walk on water. This blog shows that we can either look our whole life outside of ourselves or commit to look a little deeper and find that it is within us. A sparkle in our hearts that is our light, connectedness, harmonious ways. A connection we had once left behind, but are here to pick it up again. Life is not about lack of connection now, it is about re-turning to our every connected way. It is The Way of The Livingness that is my way now..
The full extend of the ripple effect that the Benhayons emanate is something that will one day be realised by all
Beautiful K.A. we are here to relearn how to be our true authentic self in full, rather than be in the numbed out protected state we all have fallen back on as a default or the artificially enhanced state that comes from taking on emotions and ingesting substances.
We travel high and low searching for a deeper connection with a higher consciousness, we even abuse our bodies in the process only to realise that the answer lies within us all, and all that is needed is just to develop a deeper relationship with our bodies and move in a way that allows us to bring heaven on earth.
Great to hear you have been able to access such support and turn your life around, with the help of Universal Medicine and the teachings of Serge Benhayon, and Student Bina Pattel. To recognize that drugs of any kind only help to muddy the water causing more issues.
Thank you KE for sharing that drugs are not the answer. So many of us turn to drugs or extreme sports, or study etc in order to escape what we know does not feel complete as a life lived. To make true change and keep living that with consistency is a challenge in our world that does not support that. It is wonderful to hear that you have brought more love and care into your life and hence begun the long road to filling up the emptiness that we all can be caught in. By bringing more love into your body each and every day, you then stand to inspire others to do likewise.
‘So simple and it is all we ever need’, thank you for this reminder K.A that nothing outside of us can heal what is in truth coming from our own choices.
‘you need to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True.’ The more we reconnect the more in touch we are with what is really going on and from that place we can make wise decisions that support all of us.
Thank you K.E. your words are beautiful to read. It is quite revealing that we will go to great lengths to find an answer outside of ourselves rather than simply taking responsibility for our choices. You are living proof of the great healing available to us when we choose to surrender to the truth and make choices that truly support us.
It is all about our movements and how conscious we are in these. If we just run on autopilot we keep repeating our patterns and behaviours and are magnifying our inner feelings to the outer world, and with that confirming ourselves, the good way or the bad way, at any moment of the day. Stepping out of the ingrained patterns and taking responsibility for our own lives will change our movements from where we can make other choices in life, choices that will benefit and support us in our way back to who we truly are, back to Soul.
Once we start to realise and free ourselves of the ideals and beliefs we sub-consciously carry, which are behind every movement and decision we make thereafter, we are free to then move forward making a choice that comes instead from the truth of who we are. Awareness and honesty are the key to this freedom.
Unraveling and dealing with the accumulative effect of all our past choices does not occur overnight but is instead an ongoing process that requires both equal doses of honesty and commitment.
This is a miracle, and cannot be described as anything less.
The truth lies within us all but until we are willing to take responsibility for our choices and look within we will continue to chase our tails.
Thank you K. E. for sharing your short tale of becoming responsible and how this includes our thoughts and beliefs as well as what we put into our bodies. This is a message for all, simple and sweet to read, as I could feel how you were embracing a truth relatable to all.
It’s the most misleading tale of all – that we need to seek acceptance and love outside of our selves. So great that you found some truth amongst all the lies. Self responsibility is certainly where it’s at!
As we are generally not told when young that the answers lie within, so many seek outside of themselves to find what they feel they have lost and yet in truth have only disconnected from. How gorgeous that you found something that has allowed you to let go of what was limiting you and heal what was needed for you to embrace your life like you now do.
Cool to reread. thank you for sharing your experiences.
So simple K.E. – “reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True”…. and accepting responsibility for the choices that you/we make.
Quiet a remarkable turnaround from looking for it out there and in the world of drugs and shamanism for the needed answers to coming to a point where you started taking responsibility for every choice you make. Very inspiring.
” I came to the understanding that my situation is because of the choices I have made. I began to take responsibility and to make more loving choices (not numbing out etc.), and have been able to access and clear my issues on much deeper levels than all the other healing work I have tried.” This is great KE. When we start to take responsibility for our lives and give ourselves more love and appreciation miracles can happen.
Thank you K.E for this short and simple blog. It really is that simple, with connection to ourselves and our bodies life becomes lighter, simpler, less draining and more vital.
It’s so inspiring that with love and acceptance of ourselves we return ourselves to ourselves – no matter how much we’ve searched to be fixed from a drug or a person, a theory or a ideal we’ve striven for, or anything outside of ourselves. Unless we connect with ourselves and live the truth we feel even truth cannot heal us in full as it’ll remain just knowledge in our minds.
Great choice of word in the word miracle – loving and accepting yourself more than you ever have in your whole life is for sure a miracle.
“Beliefs” definitely keep us from reconnecting to our soul, and our soul to me is what our divine expression is all about. Then true evolution comes from us reconnecting to our soul so we can reclaim being the Son of God.
great blog to read, oh so short, but oh so powerful in what it presents, we all know that there is something more, even when we make the supposedly not so smart choices. It is a way to try to get to get to this feeling of being enough, but outside our inner heart we will eventually never find it.
Thank you KE, from my understanding all drugs open us up to entities and after using almost every type of drug know to mankind I had a lot of openings and was totally lost. Then I went cold turkey 23 years ago, and although I had stopped all drugs my opening to being possessed were still apparent as I now understand. There were and are so many simple replacements for drugs that are legal like sugars, fast foods, overeating and chocolate etc. etc. It was in this mix that I got lost before the presentations by Serge Benhayon, and therefore was creating the possibility for more openings for entity possession.
Thank you K E wise words -“I am freeing myself of many of the beliefs that have limited my life.” It is amazing when we take stock and realise how many ideals, beliefs and images we have running us and spoiling our natural right to joy.
So many of us are searching for that elusive ‘something’ and Universal Medicine presents a way of living that that brings us back to the love of our inner-heart where we meet the everything that we are.
Absolutely Mary, a soul infused heart of love, is “the everything that we are.”
It took me many years to figure out that I was running my life from beliefs that I had taken on from others, while all that I knew to be true was being slowly buried under the weight of what I now know to be an illusion. Freeing myself from the constriction of these beliefs and claiming the wisdom that I inherently carry, has been liberating and totally life changing.
I have to agree, the health and well being benefits of turning our gaze inwards for rather than outwards for all the answers we’re looking for is enormous.
Beautiful K.E. loving and accepting yourself and living from that space opens and expands your world exponentially – thank you for sharing.
I agree K.E., Universal Medicine is the only place that has helped me to truly heal my issues and hurts and to begin to make loving choices that supported me to return to who I truly am.
To finally become aware of all the choices we make to numb ourselves from what is really going on within us, is a realisation that has the power to change our lives. But because the choice to numb has been so ingrained in us, often becoming a normal behaviour, it can take time to acknowledge the many ways we choice to numb ourselves and then to begin to release them – but from my own experience the choice to do is absolutely and completely worth it.
I can relate to your sharing K.E., as I have done the same! Ayahuasca never fixed anything, neither did escaping from my life to go to a far away place, but with coming back to my own love after meeting with Universal Medicine and Serge Benhayon, I now know I am not my problems, issues or emotions, and focusing on fixing those things would always reinforce the fact that I am broken, which is not the truth—in fact so very far from the truth, as I am and we are all shining, glorious, awesome beings.
KE, in the simplicity of your writing is found the most profound truth, and that is, that all the answers we have been searching for far and wide are found within us. I am so delighted to have finally come to this truth and can now feel, as the mountains of ideals and beliefs fall away, that the energy that I have available to me increases every day as does the love and acceptance I have for myself.
Yes I agree Ingrid the line that “you need to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True.” stood out for me because of the same reason. When I was younger I thought I had to learn things at school to know what is true and what is not true but after having studied with Universal Medicine I found that same truth, that when I connect with myself I know everything I need to know.
I love how you have shared K.E. that you have initiated much change in your life when you ’began to take responsibility and to make more loving choices’. As I learn to take more responsibility for how my life has unfolded in the past and how it continues to unfold because of the choices I make I am learning more and more that I can actually build these loving choices upon each other which in turn generates foundations that are everyday stronger to establish my daily life upon. It’s a fabulous way to consider life, thanks for the inspiration and reminder of this fact K.E.
Thank you K.E. for being brave enough to share your story and inspire others to do the same. I also agree with chanly88 that Universal Medicine is “lovingly supporting” people world wide to reconnect”. to themselves again.
Yes I agree Roslyn, its a credit to you K.E. for sharing your experience with Universal Medicine
This is a miracle worth reading about, and shows nothing can stand in the way of change when we accept and love ourself. Thank you K.E and it is great to read in the comments how these changes are ongoing, thank you.
This blog shows us how our lack of love and self-fullfilment is actually a ’empty spot’ that is looking for being filled. Well in fact, if we connect to ourselves, this ’empty spot’ is simply not there, because you have taken the spot first!
SPOT ON!
If ‘Ayahuasca’ takes us out, then we actually know that every choice that is made from our lack of integrity, respect and responsibility will forever harm us. So acting dumb like we don’t know that is actually part of that irresponsibility.
Yes i am understanding more how my beliefs have influenced my life. I have asked for more honesty in my life and am questioning everything that i “thought”, read, or told was true.
Commitment to myself was a key part in my path. I had never had that in the past.
Thank you Samantha. I am feeling the amazingness more and more.
I am feeling a sense of strength like i have never felt before with this new level of connection. I am really OK!
I am amazed at all the confirmation i have recieved from my Blog. Thank you Joe
Yes , a knowing and it took me a while to truly trust myself. I am trusting myself more, and trusting that there is amazing support around me if i can surrender to it.
Thank you Kenneth, it is great to see you making loving choices, and it is all our own responsibility to “surrender” and “trust” the love that we all are.
This is so great to read, a simple story of returning to the truth of what is inside of us all.
K.E. what you have shared is the simple truth that many of us search high and low for. Taking responsibility for our choices and actions for past present and future is life changing. Coming back to connection with thyself and feeling the love that we are. Great to read and feel how far you have come.
We can try everything under the blue moon, however, one day, we will realise that it was with us all along.
The key is accessing it everyday so it becomes a familiarity and not a distant memory.
So true Luke, awaking the light within so it shines brighter everyday.
The more we tend to that light, the more it will grow.
I like that you say this Luke; that the key is accessing the truth that is inside us every day so it is not just a distant memory… I know this voice from deep within me has always been there telling me truths but I had perfected disregarding it for so long that I could barely hear it… I find it very scary to consider ever living with such a hushed guidance system again after feeling the difference and seeing the great amount of love that I denied and blocked from myself, my life and all those in it.
The difference between living with a commitment to listening to my Loving inner heart or not is night and day.
Agree: how can we learn to speak when we do not practice? The ability to do something well is the ability to connect and practice each and everyday.
Agree chancy88 and it comes with a consistency of never letting it go or that it is too hard to be.
K.E.; such a clear and concise summary of how taking responsibility for one’s choices can turn your life around. It really is quite simple, but we tend to complicate our lives and in the complication we lose the truth. I am so delighted that you have found it.
Ingrid beautifully well said, complication really is one of our greatest downfalls. When it’s simple – complicate life and you simply can’t feel the truth, simplify life and it is just there waiting.
Fantastic K.E. and what a turnaround from the way you were living to coming home to you. That you chose to listen to Serge Benhayon’s amazing words of wisdom and re-connect to the deep inner knowingness that resides within you is simply wonderful.
So true Donna that there are ‘so many things out in the world we can use to distract ourselves’ from dealing with the issues & pain of NOT being/living who we truly are… What really helped me shift and pull myself out of a deep hole was that Universal Medicine helped me to get self honest enough to realize that lots of the seemingly “good” things I was doing were actually ways I was using to distract myself and check out and so I was keeping myself stuck and unaware.
This blog is deeply touching Sarah Davis when we not only look at this man’s age but the first paragraph saying he ‘traveled to Peru to take Ayahuasca (to try to be fixed)’.
That is a scary drug and not many would want to go near anyone who has had it as they really are not themselves.
When I first was asked to support this man there was a lot of uncertainty in his life and I was at the other end of a phone. No Skype here as I was living the old no techno life.
A part of me felt ‘unqualified’ yet I knew if I backed off he was not going to get any other help as he literally had ‘given up on life’.
I thought maybe I am supposed to help him in a simple and practical way which is what I had done for me when I had ‘given up on life’.
Thanks to the teachings of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine I made the choice to COMMIT TO LIFE IN FULL and of course it inspires others as it did with KE and many many more stories just like this.
Truly and deeply inspiring – Thank You Universal Medicine for giving me my life back so I can truly support others because of what you have given me and continue to do so.
Dear Kevmchardy, in response to your comment, I have recently been to the USA and met up with KE and YES the progress he has made is deeply inspiring.
It has had an effect on all areas of his life and just the fact that he can work longer hours and equally take time out and rest is a miracle in itself. His willingness to keep learning and stay open to others blows me away.
I would say the most amazing thing is he really does know how to take care of himself and not get involved in others peoples stuff and that is worth celebrating.
KE is a living case study for what Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine are presenting. He had given up on life and today he is Committed to Life.
Thank you Bina. I am feeling so much appreciation for all that i have recieved and the incredible support from you and what Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine are presenting. I am ready to bring more of myself to Humanity and show their is another way!
This is truly worth celebrating. Finding something that works is not that easy these days, because we made life so complicated. Every one of us who took the steps to simplify life and connected within, makes it easier for all others to find the same. To do this in a country like the USA is stunning. Thank you K.E.
The Ageless Wisdom that Serge Benhayon presents is getting so many people off the proverbial couch and launching them fully into life. It is deeply inspiring to see so many people turn around from giving up to getting right in there.
Great sharing K.E. how great that you have reconnected to your own truth that lives inside you and no more have to search outside of yourself for anything. Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine certainly present a way of living love that is accessible to all and heals us deeply if we choose it.
How exposing is this of all the religions, spiritual modalities and so on that tell us to look outside of ourselves and give our power away.
Yes. religion never felt right to me. All the all the spiritual stuff sounded good but nothing worked over the long run. Thank God for Serge Benhayon who presented stuff that felt right and works!
I agree Kenneth, back to simple, uncomplicated and true.
I had the same experience Kenneth- the spiritual stuff had the words to sound good but it didn’t work for me either. You make two pretty important points in a world of surplus information- what Serge Benhayon presents feels right and it really does work in meaningful and practical everyday ways. There is something very reassuring about re-connecting with our divinity and discovering divinity is also found in the mundane – how we cook, what we cook, how we take care of our finances, hang our clothes in the wardrobe and so on.
‘Thank God for Serge Benhayon who presented stuff that felt right and works!’ Absolutely!! Mainstream religion never felt right to me either – no matter how much I wanted it to, the same with spirituality. Serge Benhayon is the first person to present something to me that actually feels right and actually works!!
K.E. your straight forward blog sums up well both what people are searching for in life and that the answers lie in taking responsibility for the choices we have made along the way that have led to our individual situations. It is easy to blame everyone and everything else besides ourselves but when we can stop and look at how we are living and the impact on our bodies, we start to find the answers. It’s certainly not easy, but each step along the way opens the door for the next step and then the next and so on. What a shame it takes us so long to start to work all this out and an even bigger one that we aren’t taught all this from birth.
Yes Helen, It is so crucial that we see what you point out here, that it is much easier to blame outwardly than to start looking at (compassionately and with self love) how our own choices created the pain/troubles we are in… and I can imagine how much quicker we may accept this effective path to recovery and the way to the full life we are meant to live if we had more examples all around us from birth of people living with this kind of integrity, self responsibility & self-love.
I am one of the many who have experienced true healing and a massive turn around in every area of my life simply from being inspired by Serge Benhayon and others who by choosing to be more of who they are show us all another way to be and I intend to continue the sharing of what works by continuing to develop self love and live the love that I am more and more.
Brief, succinct and to the point – well expressed. So true when you say about the healing approach of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine, “have been able to access and clear my issues on much deeper levels than all the other healing work I have tried.”
“…you need to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True.”
It really is that black and white. By virtue of living what is true, everything that is not, becomes immediately apparent so never again can we become lost nor enticed by the grey area that seems to lie in between, nor dazzled by its many false lights. In connection with ourselves and the All that we are a part of, this make absolute sense. In disconnection, we look for the grey and seek to argue that which is not clear by virtue of the fact that we are not living it.
Liane, This understanding that ‘when we live in a way that is True, we know and feel any way that is not true’ brings to light, for me, to why the so called “rational mind” has let us down so!
Magnificent points Jo and Liane. What stood out is that by our irresponsibility ‘Ayahuasca’ takes us out of our body and then allows harmful energies to take over and come through. To me this is honest science. We should not be afraid or back off from the truth, as it will only heal us. We set ourselves free, fixing is not part of any of that.
Life is actually black and white Liane and anything we do say observe or feel is either of truth or not. The grey is simply our indecision and resistance to connect to what we know is true.
There is no better remedy for lack of love lived than making the choice to live love again. Love heals and if it does not, then it is not love. Thankyou for your sharing K.E. I think this is ‘something that works for everyone’ 🙂
I commend your statement, Liane, that “Love heals and if it does not, then it is not love.” This is exactly what I have discovered for myself too.
K.E.’s story shows the difference between the empty searching to get fixed “love” and the self honest-taking-responsibility and developing self-love Love and this is what I see confirmed over and over in the lives/stories of people who have re discovered and applied True Love through the Teachings of the Ancient Wisdom that Serge Benhayon not only presents, but very much lives for all to see.
Thank you Liane, “Love heals and if it does not, then it is not love” very simple.
‘There is no better remedy for lack of love lived than making the choice to live love again.’ That makes life so beautifully simple, if you make the wrong choice, simply change the choice your making – easy!
It really is that simple – we bring in the complication to blind us to the fact that we are already making a choice to not be love.
I agree, and complication works so well in hiding the fact we are not choosing love, the minute we make life complicated our whole lives becomes about that complication, rather than what life is truly about – relearning love.
Wow, that is so inspiring K.E. In fact it’s yet another miracle that can be credited to Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine
I thought miracles were a myth. I realize now that I am a miracle, and miracles are everywere! Thank you Serge Benhayon, Universal Medicine and Bina Pattel for supporting my miracles.
Hear, hear, Kenneth! You are a miracle worth celebrating as are the countless people who have managed to turn their lives around through the inspiration of Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine. Serge Benhayon is certainly responsible for many a miracle with more to come.
It is so amazing to read where people where before the found Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine and that in fact they are pulled or drawn to it. It is almost unbelievable that is actually works like that. We all, the students of the Way of the Livingness, are pulled to this way of living again because we have lived this before. The power of the this connection is drawing us to the way of living we are so familiar with and where looking for all of our life. I thank God for the re-apearance of the Way of the Livingness in this age of time and that we are all part of it.
How great gift to Accept and Love Yourself, I mean that is better then any fix of Ayahuasca!
What I love about what you shared KE is the plain and simple truth about your experience from searching outside of yourself for the answers to returning back to the inner essence, back home for the truth we know so well is in our heart.
“I Accept and Love myself more for the first time in my life.”- I too have experienced this since meeting Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine, who teaches us to reconnect to our inner heart and Soul. Prior to that I was searching for truth and wholistic healing from outside sources such as Reiki, Qigong, kinesiology, and following the teachings of different gurus with various meditation techniques- all leading me further astray.
You put it so succinctly, we need to reconnect to us to discern truth (of course, it’s obvious now, but before I didn’t know this) and I love that you’re now in a place where you accept and love yourself more, that’s such a great confirmation of coming back to yourself.
I agree K.E. it can be a difficult but nonetheless necessary pill to swallow the realisation that we all have created our own realities – that all our experiences and how our everyday unfolds from one day to the next is directly sourced from the choices we have made in the past and continue to make in every moment.
I have felt that if everyone took responsibility for their actions it would change the world. It would anger me to see someone not doing this. I realize now that this anger was me avoiding the fact that in fact I was not taking full responsibility for my actions. Thank you Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine for supporting me in understanding deeper levels of the truth.
It is so simple once we discover that we need to turn inside for all the answers that we search for. If we do not learn to listen to and trust our own heart and feelings we are always at the mercy of others, always unsure if what is said or presented is the truth or the right thing for us to do. Connecting to ourselves and allowing ourselves to observe and feel and to always discern for ourselves is what Universal Medicine teaches. This is the greatest tool I have found I can ever have to be equipped to live in this world.
Once we start to accept that we are the ones who make the ‘choices’ in our lives and and take responsibility for that – our options are never ending. This allowed space for joy to return and fill in those ‘gaps’ that I created to block out and numb what I did not really want to see or feel that was really happening in my life. Thank you KE for sharing a part of your journey with us all.
Such a fabulous testimonial K.E. which echoes my own experience with Universal Medicine. Years of searching for myself through spiritual pursuits with no joy (and plenty of numbing activities in the process) I found myself in my own back pocket, thanks to Serge Benhayon.
K.E. The transformation that can result from connecting to ourselves is certainly worth celebrating and so are you! I very much appreciate the opportunity to read your story as it is inspiring and confirming of my own experiences with Universal Medicine and Serge Benhayon.
I too say ‘thank you’ to Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine for pointing me in the right direction to find what was missing in my life – me. I am in my 60s and am no longer searching but deepening my connection and understanding of myself, others and the Universe in which we all live.
I am so glad you have highlighted the truth of this deeply damaging drug. I have seen first hand the effects of this with people I know and it totally took them down a damaging harmful path.
K.E thank you for sharing the incredible changes that can happen within ourselves with the loving support of the Universal Medicine and its healing modalities.
That is really a big revelation – we don’t have to climb up the mountain, go to a healer, etc. all what we are looking for is inside us. We “just” have to connect to ourself and feel the love we are.
To free ourselves from beliefs that limit our lives and learn to accept ourselves and even love ourselves are 3 concepts that people sometimes search their life for… travelling far and wide in the hope of finding them. I am deeply grateful to finding Universal Medicine so I could finally stop searching.
From humble beginnings, great masterpieces are born – I love the simplicity of how you have described your journey back home to the love deep within. Simple, rich and true.
Thank you for this clear and simple contribution – numbing out doesn’t change anything other than take you out during the time that you are numb; taking responsibility and making different choices changes everything. And it keeps getting better.
K.E. You have with such simplicity and power shown that ultimately in life it is within us that true healing, love and all our answers be found. What a beautiful and confirming piece that shows the choice is simply to choose to love ourselves first.
How awesome is it when we realise how something as simple as taking responsibility for our lives in full is the gateway to our own freedom to be ourselves.
‘I Accept and Love myself more for the first time in my life.’ What a powerful statement and thank you for sharing the profound changes you have experienced in your life in such a short time after a life time of searching outside of yourself for the answers.
It is ironic the lengths that we go to to find the answer, the missing piece that will resolve the unrest we feel, knowing that things aren’t as they should be …. and we already have the answer, deep within. It’s just a choice away, the choice to re-connect back to our glorious selves.
We can run to all corners of the earth, search high and low and all this time what we are craving is already there within is. How exposing is this of all the religions, spiritual modalities and so on that tell us to look outside of ourselves and give our power away.
Yes Carolien it is deeply exposing of religions and so much else that is promoted as the answer to humanity’s woes but is actually part of the problem.
that is spot on Helen we are promoting separation as the answer to humanity’s woes when what we need is unity.
I am understanding how looking outside of myself was a way to avoid taking responsibility for my stuff. If I give my power or attention to something else it is a great distraction, so I do not have to feel my hurts. Thank you Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine for presenting a new way to be.
Thank you K.E. Such a powerful testimony of the teachings as presented by Universal Medicine. Knowing that the answers to all my issues, discomforts and pains are inside me turned around my life as well.
KE you have nailed it.
‘I came to realise that the answers had to be inside’
So simple and so powerful.
Thank you. ✨
When we re-connect to our inner most and the love that we are, the solutions present themselves from within.
That is beautiful to read and yes- it is actually truly simple*
Thank you for illustrating so clearly how simple it all is when we turn within and connect first rather than trying to find the solutions out there.
Yep! Exactly Gabriele. It can be hard at first to accept that it all lies within us, but it’s always there, waiting for us to choose it.
What an amazing turnaround K.E., from using drugs to accepting and loving yourself, and knowing all the answers are within. It is beautiful to read how Universal Medicine and your friend inspired you to make loving choices that truly support you.
Thanks for the simplicity and honesty in this blog K.E. it is amazing when we can finally connect to inner essence of our being as we know we are home and don’t have to keep searching outside ourselves for that truth we know so well in our hearts.
Beautifully said Francisco that being in our essence is as being home without the need to search outside ourselves anymore. It is amazing how simple life then becomes, because we have all the answers to the questions we have about life effortlessly accessible in us.
We go to great lengths and distances to find happiness and contentment to only realise we had it with us all the time. What a wonderful feeling.
So true Christine!
Yes, Christine, I am relearning how massive it is that there is no need for external searching when we are connected within.
It’s great to be able to get to honesty K.E. and recognise that our situation in life always comes down to the choices we have made. By taking self responsibility ,and with the help of an esoteric practitioner you have shown that it’s never too late to change our non loving behaviour, and the true answers lie within.
So much is exposed in this short piece about what it really means to take self-responsibility, and to truly heal one’s issues is all about taking self-responsibility, not to seek solutions from out side of oneself. This is HUGE. Thank you for sharing.
Good for you, K.E.! I know a few friends who keep taking Ayahuasca to find the answers. They feel more and more lost to me. So I do appreciate your willingness and strong magnetic pull toward the truth that helps you to heal your past and make loving choices. If we understand the importance of our choices not only for ourselves but for the whole world we would be more careful with all we do in our lives.
“I came to the understanding that my situation is because of the choices I have made” – that for me was the biggest realisation too, and having an esoteric practitioner was the greatest gift that supported me not to go into even more self-loathing and add another layer of ‘story’ for me to identify with and indulge in.
Awesome K.E. That’s one thing I have found about universal medicine too- that everything they present just makes sense. There really isn’t anything like it out there.
So simply and straight to the point. I love this. Thank you for sharing what is I feel a global epidemic, seeking outside of ourselves for love, stimulations, attention, recognition, so many things, when in fact it is all inside of us. Never will we feel satisfied if we seek for it outside. Love is from within.
I agree Raegan that searching outside of ourselves for answers is ‘a global epidemic’ and the beauty and simplicity of the Universal Medicine presentations is that by re-connecting to ourselves we find that the answers are all within us.
I have ‘believed’ that “The answer is inside us” BUT frustratingly & tortuously I did not think I knew how to get to it… and this is exactly what Serge Benhayon has offered humanity; by role modeling, presentations of the Ageless Wisdom and with the Gentle Breath Meditation as a simple reminder HOW TO re-connect with this one most important gold/answer, the True Love of our Inner Most heart. It is this that we are all sharing on these blogs because we have personally felt and lived the truth that the answer is inside and we want to share it whoever is ready.
Seeking external stimuli and forces to fill ourselves from the emptiness felt within is as you say Raegan completely unsatisfying and definitely an escalating global epidemic. You only have to observe the fact that everything in life and the world around us is growing in intensity in the vain attempt to fill this empty void by external means. Many have yet to realise that keeping up with this driving force and external pace is ultimately futile as our true fulfilment, power and love all comes from within and radiates out….the complete opposite to what most think it is.
Dear K.E. you chose to change your life at the age of 61 – how could this not be very inspirational.
I agree with you esteraltmiks – KE at his age willing to change his life tells us all that it really is never too late to apply the practical and simple way of living that Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine are presenting to us ALL EQUALLY.
K.E such a powerful commitment to yourself you hold dearly now. Thank you.
‘I had been searching outside myself for answers to my life situation’ – I’m sure many of us can relate to this K.E – shows the irony of how we have all been living, when we now know we already have all the answers, within our own bodies.
In the past I have numbed myself all my life and checked out, because I did not want to feel or deal with ‘my stuff’. As soon as I met Serge Benhayon and attended his amazing courses, I have healed and cleared so much which has been life changing and I have observed how all my relationships have significantly improved, simply because of how much lighter I feel.
So inspiring Jacqueline. I am moved by seeing so many people lighten up. I feel joy when I see K.E. shine out from his words. It is a huge encouragement to me, even as I do the same, to see people start feeling life again; the pain to let go of and the sweet parts too, like their beautiful hearts shining out in love that we all missed feeling even if we were not aware.
Yes, it is amazing how all my relationships and my commitment to life have improved with all the support I have received in my healing process. Thank you Bina Pattel, Serge Benhayon, and Universal Medicine.
“I am freeing myself of many of the beliefs that have limited my life” – I am realising just how many ideals and beliefs I am carrying and they do not serve me. Great to read about your experience on this, thank you.
Jennifer & Mary, I too felt so stunted for so long by what I held in my mind. I had a terrible feeling for years that I couldn’t see the very ways I kept myself prisoner but didnt know HOW to start seeing the Truth… not until I had Serge’s teachings and the support of esoteric practitioners did I begin seeing the distorted areas of my beliefs for what they were (thoughts of self loathing, lack of self worth ect.), breaking through the lies inside me, letting them go and living the transformation that this allowed me to bring to myself and my life.
I am understanding that my attachments to how things should be comes totally from my beliefs. When I react to something it is because I think I know what is supposed to be. When I can let go of my expectations I open myself up to God. If you want to hear God laugh, tell him your plans! Thank you Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine for showing me another way.
So much appreciation for Bina Pattel for her consistent support in my process!
Hi K.E., very simply expressed and deeply profound “that you need to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True.” To connect to yourself is your physical body. Feeling every part of it. Let it talk to you and tell you what is going on. It “demands” so much and it is your truth, and let’s you know the truth around you. Worth respecting and honouring innately.
So simple Rik, The body as wise teacher and guide. We have tried ignoring it, burying it and abusing it in a billion trillion ways… it is time we tried honoring this body and see what we have been missing.
I know what a neglected and abused body brings me and all those around me; lets find out what an deeply honored body can bring to us and to the world.
KE – I love this – “I Accept and Love myself more for the first time in my life” – how absolutely beautiful. It’s amazing that that has come by taking responsibility and making different choices. The power of what Universal Medicine & Serge Benhayon present is unparalleled.
Such a powerful piece of writing KE, so much has been said here in so few words. Learning to accept and love ourselves again is one of the greatest gifts to be given, it has certainly changed my life and countless others.
Alison, I too am blown away by how much K.E. has shared with so few words. I know how challenging the path back Self/Truth/Love can be and I also know I would never go back to the misery of searching and trying one modality after another accomplishing NO true changes in me or my life situation.
From my own experience in embracing the true support offered by Serge and Universal Medicine I now understand that to heal our pain and life is simple, like K.E. describes; it starts with a deep desire to know what is really going on and a willingness to look at ourselves with bare honesty and to work on self acceptance and developing self love.
Humanity has tried everything but self love/True love. I look around and I say it is time we give it a try…
Love the simplicity of this blog, and the power of lifestyle choices that are honouring for ourselves at every level. Thank you
K.E. it is lovely to read how simple it really is to reconnect to ourselves and that from there we can begin to truly know and accept ourselves in full.
That’s truly beautiful K.E. getting in touch with yourself and allowing unfolding.
Lovely to hear your sharing and how short but straight to the point you have been in delivering your message of the accepting so much more loving change in you life.
Beautiful sharing K.E. – thank you. I had always had a sense that within us we had all that we ever needed and that we were love. However I did not know how to connect or get to this and after searching for so long and not finding a way I gave up. When I attended my first presentation with Serge Benhayon at a Universal Medicine workshop I knew instantly that this was the truth, my heart knew that this was the way for me, to re-connect to what I had felt was true for so long. It was a feeling of coming home. And this continues to develop to this day.
Awesome KE .
Me too KE.
“I came to the understanding that my situation is because of the choices I have made”…
Tremendous, this deserves a round of applause, accepting responsibility for the choices you have made is the first step in healing. Well done K.E and thank you for simply and succinctly writing your blog, it will be an inspiration to many on their path of healing. It is entirely true, life is the best form of medicine, and receiving healing from someone who is living their truth is a blessing indeed.
Dear KE, you said it all in the first few lines… when we look outside of ourselves for answers we are endlessly chasing our tails (or words to that effect!) It is amazingly simple when we stop and review all our choices against the predictament we may find ourselves in at any given moment. Thanks for capturing this simple revelation with so much clarity.
K.E. I loved how you simply decided to look for the answers within you instead of searching outside of you. What you have changed just confirms that each of us is responsible for choices we make in life that will either heal or harm us.
Thank you for sharing KE . I find such hope to read your life is getting better with the help of Universal Medicine and the reflections of other students that are living examples and who can aspire change in us.
Ayahuasca is something I fortunately never came across in my travels otherwise I’m sure I would have had a go as I used to be pretty game in that respect. I definitely had plenty of other things to take me far away from the true connection to self but thanks to Universal Medicine and the presentations of Serge Benhayon this is now no longer the case.
Thank you KE for sharing your experience of where you have been and where you are now at. I have found that there are endless carrots out there in the world, people saying try this, try that and I was on that merry go round too. But none of them brought me back to the simplicity of being myself. It wasn’t until I came across Universal Medicine that I realised that I am actually a student of myself and that it is my responsibility to do the work that’s needed to live myself in full every day.
You have managed to sum up Universal Medicine in a nutshell here K.E. The answers are inside of us, everything on the outside can put on a good show and take us for a ride at times, when we drop off the ride we still have all our issues if not even more now than we did before. Only when we stop to feel and connect to ourselves do we realise that it is us that are holding onto these ill ways of living and moving and no one or nothing else – thus no one or nothing can remove them but us.
Thank you KE. I have also given up looking for outside answers to my issues. I hold the key to understanding myself by connecting to myself, listening to my body and accepting that who I am today is the result of my choices.
Wonderfully simple K.E. You knew you were in pain and that there was more. Once you found it, you also found your self responsibility, which in affect, answers so many of our questions to why our lives are the way they are, and why we feel the way we do. Thank you.
If my computer would let me make a clapping icon I would be using it because I really appreciated your sharing KE as it inspires me and and I am sure many more of the changes we can make in our lives to be living from our bodies and our soul.
There is such a great allure in searching for answers “out there”. Distractions and false paths are a many and humanity rarely discern who or what they seek “out there” for healing or perhaps more accurately “relief”. Having explored countless such paths I well know there is no shortage of ways to loose yourself under the guise of healing. What Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine teach and present, that is, to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True made absolute sense to me also and finally ended many years of searching.
“You need to reconnect to your self before you can know what is True or Not True” is simply expressed but very powerful. Thank you KE for writing this.
K.E you are the living proof of what living your truth looks like.
So you found the hammer of truth that’s awesome no more jungle diving
Thanks K.E for sharing your story , the power of making better choices and taking responsibility gives us the opportunity to feel and learn to love again .
Short, succinct and absolutely nailed it. Thank you I needed to hear this in this way tonight.
So simple and so profound. Thank you KE.
we have been told for aeons to look outside of ourselves for answers and solutions and cures, through religion, substances and cultures, while all along what we have been searching for was right there with us, the vast wisdom we all hold within, waiting for us to rediscover and return to. Universal Medicine is simply a very steady and clear direction and support on our way back to this.
Hear! Hear! Carolien, and I am inspired every day by Universal Medicines’ simple and very steady and clear directions in the return. Every time I go to a workshop or course run my Universal Medicine I am just amazed that not once have I seen them wave or tether to any detractor or false allegations made by the press or any others, because they know that what they are presenting is the truth and is returning us back to the vast wisdom we all hold within, and this is what I am inspired by every day.
We have been told for aeons to look outside of ourselves for answers and solutions, to give our power away to religions and substances and cultures, and all this time, what we have been searching for has been with us, inside, waiting for that day that we rediscover the vast wisdom that lies within.
Returning to self, so beautifully simple that it is no wonder it confuses so many. Returning to self love and loving choices. Just love.
The beautiful thing about Universal Medicine is that you are invited to really look at yourself and your choices and from there start real changes.
The power of choice is so much bigger than we think, we can totally shift when we know deep in our heart what is true.
Connecting to yourself to know what is true and not true for you, I too found this made a lot of sense and works. Serge Benhayons presentations helped me with this and I have made many changes with my life because of this.
Simple post that highlights the power in taking command of one’s own choices, and choosing differently from before to arrive back with self and all its innate wisdom.
So simply expressed K.E. What has drawn me back over and over again is Universal Medicine’s underlying message that I am responsible for everything that happens in my life and that in every moment I have a choice in how I want to respond.
It is so fortunate that you could feel that the answers to life cannot be found in ayahuasca or indeed anything outside of you. We think that finding the answers to life’s dilemmas has to be hard, mystical or come from an expert. Yet it is simply a matter of feeling your body, being honest and taking responsibility. This is not done with judgment but with the wisdom of having gone down paths you now know lead you away from any real answers.
I loved the simplicity of this blog – it covered so much ground in a few short paragraphs – amazing expression! I think the perfect part was where you wrapped it up with that you accept and love yourself for the first time in your life. Totally beautiful – and the result of living a simple, rhythmic life.
Thanks for sharing K.E. – very beautifully and simply expressed.
This is awesome K.E. I can relate to what you have shared, looking everywhere outside of myself for solutions to make life better. It wasn’t until I came across the teachings of Universal Medicine that I began to experience for myself that the answers are all there inside of me. I had heard this comment made before, but all of the courses, modalities etc that I had participated in, none of them actually presented how to do this and kept me on an outward search always looking for a goal. I feel deeply grateful to Serge Benhayon for presenting a way of living that is simple and assists us to reconnect.
Thank you for your simple sharing of something that really is huge K. I had a short trip of searching in all corners of what is on offer and not until Universal Medicine did i actually find what I was looking for: myself and the teaching of taking responsibility for everything in my life.
‘I came to realise that the answers had to be inside, and so I was drawn to Universal Medicine.’ I love this comment that you make K.E as it expresses something that I hadn’t really thought about before. Usually when talking with other students about our journey with Universal Medicine, we explain how finding UM lead us on to finding that the answers are inside of us. It is beautiful how you explain it from a different angle, how by realising that the answers had to be inside lead on to finding UM, as it reflected what was going on for you. I can feel that this is true for me also, but much more consciously now – thank you.
Thanks K.E. After a fruitless search myself, coming across Universal Medicine and Serge Benhayon was such a relief. A stark difference in what I felt here and what I felt with other modalities, courses, treatments, etc. With Serge and UniMed I felt the simplicity of love, the presence of truth and the glowing warmth in my heart. Nothing will ever lead me astray again, now that I know this and I know who I am.
I had a similar experience to you Sara, searching with various modalities but now I have discovered Universal Medicine I am here to stay.
Thank you for sharing your story K.E. I relate to this “I had been searching outside myself for answers to my life situation…” many years looking for something that would ‘fix’ me, I wished for a magic pill or some spiritual transformation to happen at a ‘one day workshop’ that would miraculously clear everything I did not want to feel or take responsibility for. Such a different and loving view I have now after meeting Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine… I now see how simple life can be when I actually deal with everyday issues or things that need to be done, and take responsibility for how I care and nurture myself.
What a wonderful realisation to come to….thank you for sharing something of your journey.
Thanks for sharing K.E. I relate to this a lot as I too was looking for a while on the outside of myself knowing that there was something out there that would make sense about life and people. I finally attended a Universal Medicine presentation and knew instantly that I have found what I was looking for as it was a knowing within my own body that was telling me that it had been there all along. It has been a lovely and sometimes challanging process of discarding a lot of the rubbish I had accumulated for a long time but has been worth it and like you I now enjoy more vitality in my body and my relationships with others has improved dramatically, and it keeps getting better!
Beautiful! We tend to feel horizontally in terms of our options.The vertical axis (the fact that you can deepen the relationship with yourself and the fact that you can raise above what keeps you limited) is the key one though. The horizontal one only seeks to expand by external options.
Thanks K.E for sharing the simplicity of your experience. It’s pretty cool when we realise we don’t have to keep searching, that we actually have what we need inside us, already…just waiting for us to accept and appreciate.
Thank you for sharing your truth very simply.
Thank you for your honest article, I had friends in the past that took Ayahuasca, (Fortunately I was always too afraid to take it).
What shocks me, knowing what I now know, is how it’s promoted as this amazing spiritual initiation that happens to everyone who take’s it. Whereas in fact it opens people up to harmful energy.
What it shows me is how lost we can become when we are not connected.
I love your simple and straight forward blog, the truth is never complex always simple.
Great sharing KE. It’s amazing the difference, the vitality and the truth that unfolds from taking responsibility for past chalices and making more supportive and honouring ones.
K.E., I really appreciated how simply you expressed your switch from living in a way that uses mind-altering substances to answer the big questions of life, to just looking inside yourself and trusting that you knew those answers all along. As one who followed a similar path in the past, I can relate to how easy it is to be on an endless search, and I certainly fell for all the alluring ‘spiritual new age’ modalities that all promised to deliver the Truth, only to be proven to not have anything close to the level of complete understanding of what Love truly is, as shown by Universal Medicine and Serge Benhayon.
Beautifully and simply expressed. I too have found the simplicity in coming back to myself, being less reactive and dropping the facade I felt I needed to get through life with being hurt through the work presented by Universal Medicine. I have seen my relationships blossom as a result of me just being me and that is truly amazing.
One thing I am sure to remind my children is ‘never look outside yourself for what you already know within’ and ‘never try to be more than the greatness that you already are’. Like you, I have not known this and have spent a lifetime searching ‘out there’ for answers which I am now discovering really and truly lie within…talk about ‘barking up the wrong tree’! If there is a Tree Of Knowledge then it grows inside us and if we step outside, we can only get lost in the forest. Thankyou for sharing your journey back to love, back home to you.
Thank you KE – so simple and true.
Wow K.E this is amazing! Thank you so much for sharing this short and powerful blog on the miracle that happened to you when you looked for truth in your heart rather than to the illusion outside. An inspiring read.
K.E. I have felt from what you’ve written the power of taking self-responsibility has, of how it turns our life literally around and we begin to return to who we truly are. As you so beautifully and simply said, “you need to reconnect to yourself before you can know what is True or Not True.” This and everything else that is presented by Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine, makes absolute sense to me, too.