Recently I have been feeling how I don’t often see myself as a Son of God or feel that I have a strong connection to God or to Religion in the true sense of the word.
During the recent August full moon I decided to take a walk. At the start of my walk my mind was full of doubts – is it the full moon tonight or have I got it wrong? But after a while I decided that the number of times I consciously take time out of my day to do something to connect to myself are very few, and even fewer are the times when I connect to the fact I am a son of God, so I wasn’t going to spoil it by spending the whole walk worrying.
As I walked I felt my body, I saw the beauty of the nature around me and felt the constant conversation there is to be had between myself and God, if I only allowed myself to feel it. I looked at how I had been living up to that moment and the choices I have been making to hold back my own connection. But I did it with no judgment and was able to look past those choices and see and feel the fact that I am a Son of God.
As this inner conversation was occurring it started to lightly rain and I had gone out with only a jumper and scarf, but no jacket. I was considering turning back when something told me to enter one of the fields beside the road and climb the hill and find shelter under the trees there. As the rain fell harder I ran up the hill, making it to the top, and as I turned around and tried to catch my breath, I was blown away by the view. Brilliant blue sky speckled with white and grey clouds, green rolling hills and there, right in front of me, the most beautiful rainbow.
I smiled to myself and couldn’t help but be filled with joy. I know in my heart I was receiving a message from God. He never doubted my connection and He was reminding me of that.
I stood there for several minutes taking in the view and the small miracle that had unfolded before me. The rain stopped and the sun shone forth and in my heart I felt the eternal love of God, my Father.
As I walked back down the hill to go home the rainbow faded, but the knowing in me that I had just shared a moment with God on top of that hill didn’t. I realised that so long as I am willing to listen and willing to talk, He will always be there to hear me and guide me.
I got home and felt to sit down and write a blog about my walk but once it had been written I started to have doubts creep in. Maybe what I felt wasn’t true, maybe I wouldn’t publish the blog but just leave it on my computer. I then went on another walk, this time to exercise my dogs, and as I stepped out the door and looked up with these doubts still circulating my mind, I saw another rainbow – faint, but there. I smiled and continued my walk, but I hadn’t gone far when the inner critic piped up again and my self-doubt was once more weighing me down.
As I rounded the last house and entered the country lane I had already walked down not half an hour before, I was looking straight at the brightest, most perfect high definition rainbow ever: the colours were so crisp and arched into a bright white puffy cloud – it looked like a postcard or biblical scene. I laughed out loud and anyone watching would have thought I was bonkers. But I didn’t care, because God wasn’t letting me get away with my self-doubt.
At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.
I made my way back to the hill where I saw the first rainbow and stood there for some time listening to the birds and just enjoying life. Through the dark rain clouds that had gathered, the sun burst forth and shone brighter than the midday sun even though it was gone 7pm. The field was lit up like it was under a spotlight and it was – it was my spotlight. I can’t describe how amazing it was in the midst of a dark overcast evening to stand in blazing sunlight. And in that moment all the feelings I have had recently – feeling lonely and thinking a relationship with a man is the quick fix I need to fill my emptiness – melted away, and I have never felt so content on my own, with no hint of needing anything else. Take that, self-doubt!!
I walked home with a massive grin mainly on the inside and a steady feeling of love in my body and the feeling of God walking beside me.
I came home and made myself the most loving supper I have ever had, then sat down to expand on my blog. It was a night to remember.
I have been deeply inspired by the work of Universal Medicine and eternal love of Serge Benhayon, his family, and many amazing Esoteric practitioners, in whose presence, I feel and know I am a Son of God.
By Rebecca, 17, UK
The Truth about Universal Medicine 
To know we are sons of God and fully embrace this knowing brings a whole new meaning to life.
The magic of God is everywhere and when we’re open we see and feel it.
What do we choose to connect to regarding ourselves is always interesting because it also tells us what do we not choose to connect to.
It is a blessing to read this blog Rebecca, the joy of connection and confirmation it offers leaves no doubt that we are forever held in the body of God.
Very beautiful inspiration this is how I will live everyone of my days with no perfection, so everyone else knows it is possible.
I love the messages we get through symbols from God, communicating constantly to each of us to return to the connection with our soul and claim ourselves as the God’s we are.
What powerful and inspiring symbolism you share here Rebecca – For me, there is no such thing as coincidence and throughout our lives, all is constellated for us to deepen our re-connection to God if we so choose to do so. Symbols in nature offer the opportunity for self doubt to drop away.
“I realised that so long as I am willing to listen and willing to talk, He will always be there to hear me and guide me”.
I always feel godly when I walk alone, it is very apparent. And that feeling is a reminder to me to live when I am not alone and with others.
Ahh I can feel the pot of gold of those rainbows is not at the end, but forever held within our inner hearts.
Thank you Rebecca.. instant truth nature reflects us, even at times of doubt.. Always receiving letters from God, no matter where you are. Beauty and an absolute beholding this is – God.
If we could all feel God walking beside us this would be a very different world. Truth is we are never alone.
Thank you for sharing these magic moments, a reminder that we never walk alone.
In truth we can never doubt that we are a Son of God but we can dishonour such knowing by allowing ourselves to identify with being so much less than this. Hence the seeming doubt that plays us to move in a way that is not in full knowing of the truth of who we are. I love how the magic of God played out for you here Rebecca – a little poke from your Soul saying ‘c’mon, you know who you are, enjoy it!’ Just gorgeous and very confirming for us all.
Every single one of us is a son of God, no doubt and that means that God is communicating with us all constantly because he loves each and every one of us.
I know if I am ever walking in self-doubt, the ducks don’t let me get away with it. Quacks by a duck are enough to snap anyone out of any mood. Its happened so often that I only need to look at them now.
That’s hilarious Jennifer… your own self doubt monitor.
This reminds me I am never alone. I recently was walking and was not feeling present with myself, and allowing all these thoughts to come in… I then went I could talk with God as I walk. I haven’t done this much in my life, I wasn’t asking for anything, just simply talking like I would a close friend. I felt so much more connected afterwards.
There is nothing like a sip of divine creation to bring us to the truth that we are part of co-creation.
This was beautiful to read and I can imagine how majestic it was to experience. My whole chest feels delightfully warm just reading about it.
Absolutely beautiful Rebecca, to be reminded that God is there and we just need to be open to seeing, so true and it reminds me that God has a sense of humour, and is always there in support, and we have so much around us in nature and people to show us that – what a gift.
What a powerful message Rebecca. You make us feel deeper what truth means and how it feels. Relating it to such cycles as the Full moon.. Seeing the joy of Godly messages all around us, those that are letting us know that we are supported by all other Godly gods.
God’s hand is everywhere. Even in the midst of crisis, we are held and guided. When something collapses and dies it is as God intended and we are called to understand what happened and why. And from ashes sprout forth new seedlings.
“At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone”. To know from our depths we’re not alone, and whatever the circumstance, divine guidance surrounds and supports us is profound.
Yesterday, morning I wrote an honest appraisal of a meeting I had attended, Then self doubt crept in: should I send it or not? I saved the email instead. Later that day I received full confirmation: it was my responsibility to deliver the message from my soul to the group. I pressed the send button, knowing that when we hold back, we hold everyone back.
I love this kelinde2012. It is true that when we hold back we hold everyone back. If it came to us it is not ours to hold but deliver as you say.
A great account Rebeca of how self-doubt stalks us. We must always be vigilant and walking hand in hand with God, as you did, we are confirmed from all around us of our true worth and most magnificent self.
At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone’, we are never alone, and when we chose to feel alone we have simply lost connection to our innermost, our natural divine essence
‘At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone’, we are never alone, and when we chose to feel alone we have simply lost connection to our innermost, our natural divine essence.
God is communicating all the time, the real question is are we listening?
Its a great question. Maybe we need to ask ourselves how much are we listening? For I don’t know we realise to the level that he is. As you say, “All the time” means “All the time”.
I felt a similar moment this morning when walking in the woods with my dog and I saw some pink clouds floating by and a beautiful sunrise. It felt like everything stood still and I was reminded that it is always there if I was ready to pay attention.
Isn’t it unfathomable and simply Divine how God manages to constellate things like your rainbow exactly as needed for every single person on the planet all the time whether we choose to see or be aware of it or not!!! The mathematics of it are totally mind boggling and yet known, normal, joyful and miraculous for the heart.
Surrender and let go of self doubt and we are left feeling the expansiveness and grandness of who we are. In this we get to see that which we have always known, the capping and illusion of self doubt is created by no other than ourselves.
We doubt ourselves when we look outside rather than trusting what is within.
Responding to nature and the symbolism shares with us the flow and order of the universe, this God. I Love the symbolism that all around us and my life has become richer since I have begun to respond to it.
We are far bigger and grander that anything that can step in our way to block this majesty. However, if we are not moving in continual appreciation of this, we will allow self-doubt to enter and erode our connection with this divinity. Rainbows are a gorgeous reminder from our Soul of our potential to live the full spectrum of our light and our love.
A beautiful blog to read this morning, thank you Rebecca for sharing, we never walk alone, the magic of God confirms this to us when we are open to receive as you did. I could feel how gorgeous this experience was for you.
Deeply inspiring confirmation that God is always with us, that he never doubts us and it is not Him we doubt but ourselves.
If ever you have doubt of the fact you are a Son of God, place your hand gently on your heart, tenderly close your eyes and just feel. There is far more to us than we care to realise.
When I do this, I just drop into stillness.
Rebecca as I read your blog I felt I was on the walk with you, seeing, feeling and hearing everything around you – what a beautiful confirmation, the presence of God is around us all.
On a recent walk whilst I was having this internal dialogue in my head, I was asking God to communicate more loudly to me and along the way I came across several feathers and I could not help but smile – I hear you God loud and clear….
Rebecca I never tire of reading this, thank you for sharing your experience and the deep (and playful) confirmation you felt as a Son of God. I also appreciated your words about you and God being in a constant conversation, but were you (and are we all) listening?
The magic of God to remind of us of how amazing we are and as Sons of God we never walk alone.
How amazing is life when we know there is so much more to what is happening around us than what we see?
“At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.”
This is the magic and beauty of life. We are blessed beyond measure if only we take a moment to pause and appreciate all that is showered upon us.
This is a beautiful story and thank you for not holding it back.
Rainbows are simply beautiful, like a child, I go wow every time and they are very confirming. About 2 months ago, I had shared with a friend I was living with that I was moving. Shortly after that I opened the front door ( to go for a walk) and was met by this double glorious rainbow and so vibrant, which to me felt like a wonderful and magical confirmation of my move and perfectly timed….
Such a gorgeous claiming Rebecca of you as a divine son of God, the joy and confirmation of who you are by the magic of God in nature was so inspiring to read to day, the love of God on display in our everyday lives.
Gorgeous, gorgeous blog to read this morning, I have such a warm feeling having read it – thankyou so much for sharing your magical experience Rebecca and a beautiful reminder that all we have to do is stay open and connected with ourselves to receive the glory and the reflection of our true essence – God.
This is an awe inspiring sharing Rebecca. I love the visuals you share and it feels like I was there with you in those amazing moments.
We are constantly being reminded of the greatness within ourselves, everywhere we turn there are messages that remind us of our multidimensionality and it is our responsibility to embrace it and accept that that is our true nature, for if our movements reflect and are aligned to that truth we can definitely change the world.
Taking moments in life to appreciate and feel the awe of how amazing life is allows us to deepen our relationship with self and surrender to that which is divine.
Magic in your words Rebecca just like the magic you saw and felt. Love how as you open yourself up more to the truth and to the wider world around, nature and all the magic of God just come alive. They are always there for us should we choose to listen.
“At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.” We all too often think that we are alone, we think that we are not supported in life, when in fact we so are and your beautiful blog reflects that.
Rebecca this is a beautiful example of staying with our connection to ourselves and God and allowing the magic to unfold instead of going with any negative or distracting thoughts trying to pull us away from this true connection.
There is a sea of difference between knowing and believing. Knowing is knowing. It comes from a very deep place we feel as totally true and totally surrender to it and accept it for ever. Believing is just believing…
beautiful blog Rebecca, we can constantly communicate with God, it is always a connection that is there. It is more about allowing that connection to be all that it is in all the way you know it to be. Hence a certain image, ideal or thought can never be true – as connection is not in one’s mind or in an institutionalized way, it is a formless connection in a world that is based on form. That is the magic of connection once we start to live from our formless connection in a form-full world. At the same time it is our only way to come out of the creation we are in.
When we are open to seeing there are so many magical moments and reminders in our day that we are sons of God, the pesky self-doubt doesn’t get a looking. Very inspiring to read this today, a reminder to look up and out and within and have those conversations.
It is so incredibly amazing when God communicates to us in such a personal way.
I loved what you shared Rebecca, a beautiful experience of the love and magic of God within us and all around us, the sunlight of your love that day shone through the clouds of doubt bringing you back to knowing and claiming you are and we all are divine sons of God, the rainbows helped confirm this for you.
I keep finding myself back at your blog Rebecca and it touches me deeply every time… to know God and accept our equal worth is huge, well done, a delight to read.
Such a beautiful reminder that nature is a great reflector of what we are part of. It just is, and the power is in us whether to apply doubt or confirmation in what we are presented with.
I laughed when you talked about the doubt, its funny because it is so much easier in life to take negative feed back from nature or the universe than it is to take a confirmation. Its almost like we are more comfortable to take something as a sign if its bad but to be confirmed God needs to prove it with three rainbows, crack up! Well done for being brave enough to publish this beautiful piece of writing.
A stunning post Rebecca thank you, loved every word.
A fabulous sharing of the absolute Joy in the knowing that we are of Him. Love every word of this Rebecca, and most of all, that you have not held the Joy back one iota in the writing… 🙂
Wow, how amazing! How can we ever doubt that we are supported and we are loved?
Such a great loving gift to give ourselves “ to simply look at our choices with no judgment what so ever”, this is reflecting the love of and presence of God from with-in. God would never judge, have a harsh thought or word. It’s the harshness than triggers a repeat of the choice for me, rather than a surrender to understand why I might have chosen something that wasn’t as supportive an equal to the love of God that is natural and innately present with-in all the time.
Such an awesome blog- thank you for sharing as I can relate to everything that you have written- the constant self doubt and looking outside of yourself to be filled and yet when you do feel a connection to your own divinity how everything is already there.
Sometimes it may take a little while even though it is so obvious before I get what God is communicating with me. It is only through reflecting over what has occurred that I can see a familiar behaviour repeating itself but the beautiful thing about it is that God never gives up, never tires and loves me whether I get it or not.
Rebecca you have reminded me that God is there always and how little I turn to that connection especially when needed, as there is support on offer all the time. This is a beautiful line “I realised that so long as I am willing to listen and willing to talk, He will always be there to hear me and guide me.” Imagine if we truly let in the miracles every day that confirm our connection to God as Sons of God? What a way to live…
2 pairs of footsteps in the sand – but do we stop to notice this?
This is the most beautiful blog to read Rebecca. The incredible beauty you witnessed is now accessed through this blog by anyone who chooses it. You remind me that God is following our lead and supporting us in truth all the way.
What a beautiful sharing Rebecca! The reminder that we are all sons of God is timely too. We can get caught up in the everyday ups and downs of our lives to our detriment.
Nothing beats an inside grin. I loved reading your blog Rebecca. I too don’t often feel a strong connection to God, but realise that it is a choice to feel that connection or not.
What a gift to give yourself this at 17 – to live your whole adult life in the knowing that you are as son of God….tremendous! And I loved this part – “because God wasn’t letting me get away with my self-doubt”…God is absolute, especially in his love for humanity. No room for self-doubt.
What is described is a lovely setting and I can relate and see everything described and what if this is our ‘normal’? Not just a night to remember but a common place in our lives. It’s true to use such a beautiful experience as a marker to remember but not as something to recall on but more something to build on. I would often hold a night like this as a memory of a day gone by or when things are tough go looking for a night like that and yet I can have ‘that night’ anytime it’s just my perception that it can’t happen. If we are truly willing to read what is before us then we will always see the blessing that is there, at times to confirm us and other times to lead us whatever the heading ‘our’ part is the key. The how you are with yourself, the quality of action or movement you bring to yourself in each moment becomes the sum total of how you are in the world. If you a truly taking care of yourself, not just with food or holidays but always being aware of everything you are doing even thinking, this quality walks with you. It’s not a task or a dogma but more a living responsibility of how you are with everything, with yourself. This then feeds you back and feeds us all back.
What is underneath our reluctance to embrace, or our utmost rejection, of the fact that we are the Sons of God, our father? The fact that we have normalised as spirit and human being, both not honouring ourselves and everything that we represent and leaving ourselves and God behind.
The simple truth I’m allowing myself to accept and appreciate is that God and I are one. I don’t need to doubt this but if I choose to humanity and I suffer – and this simply isn’t necessary by claiming my equalness to the divine.
This is a beautiful blog Rebecca. Reminding us that we are never alone. God is with us all time, but sometimes we forget this and start to feel alone due to our disconnection to God. Your blog confirms how amazing it is to reconnect to God and to who we are, a Son of God.
Serge Benhayon has brought through the most loving truth around connection to our body and the wisdom it holds. There are many moments of communication direct from God and all we need to do is to be open to them. This has been a gorgeous read Rebecca and so confirming.
‘The field was lit up like it was under a spotlight and it was – it was my spotlight.’ It is lovely when there is that moment in nature that feels as if it has been entirely put together just for us, and each time there is a deep message to guide or confirm us, a beautiful reflection that makes us smile deeply from the inside out, and knowing that God is all around us.
What really stands out in this blog is the huge contrast between doubt and the magnificence of God, and the messages which are there continually waiting for us to connect and pay attention, and that there is always a choice to choose one or the other.
The choice element here is key. Self doubt seems to creep up on us but perhaps that is only because we let it. The more we allow self doubt to run the show the further off course we are pushed but it only takes a simple choice to connect to get back on track once again.
It is so true that when we feel the connection to God we feel so content within ourselves that the quick fixes we feel when we are not connected are not there any more. It certainly does expose the ill choices we can make when we are not present and connected to ourselves.
Your blog has me thinking – if that incredible connection with God is there in one day – it must be there everyday, so I’m wondering what we’re all missing out on every single moment of every single day if we do not place our relationship with God as being of the utmost importance.
I agree Meg – for just a few hours I brought my attention to the possibility of God and was blown away by what happened. If we brought an awareness and focus to every moment of the day we would begin to see that there are rainbows and pots of gold in every person and every interaction.
How would we all feel and interact with each other if we choose to consistently connect to God in every moment? Love, harmony and brotherhood would be felt and lived.
Brilliant Rebecca, I appreciate you sharing all about your date with God. He always gives the best flowers and knows that Love is for every one, every day not just Valentines by any means. Your words remind me how we should walk in wonder at the world otherwise it’s like we are screwing up our nose at the beautiful bouquets God delivers without repose.
This is a beautiful reminder Rebecca of our deep connection with God always, knowing we are a Son of God and to walk living this truth brings a power and joy for others to be inspired by.
Thank you Rebecca for this gorgeous reminder that who we already are within, is forever awaiting to be lived. Sons of God we are, equally so, and the more we listen to our hearts the more we can live in connection to this truth, our Soul, and as such we move in a way that magnifies God’s love through our bodies where there is then no room for self-doubt or negative self-talk to exist. I know that when I start to feel self-doubt that I have disconnected from me, which then gives permission for negative thoughts to try to run me down. Reconnecting to my body and being present with my movements has been a powerful way to return to being in connection to what I know is true.
God is so spectacular in those moments where he converses with us, it just changes our whole perspective on life and reminds us that what we see down here is certainly not it.
Just the word God makes my heart soar and yet in the past I would have reacted to the word and had all sorts of ideas about what it meant and all the harm done under the name of religion. It is such a crime against humanity that so much evil is done under the name of pure Love. Unimedpedia God: http://www.unimedliving.com/unimedpedia/word-index/unimedpedia-god.html provides many absolutely wonderful quotes and audio that bring to us the Truth of God and his sons and daughters.
Thank you for your gorgeous blog sharing your bountiful rainbows which pushed doubt aside and confirmed without a shadow of a doubt that you are a son of God. It sure made me smile!
Just so beautiful to read Rebecca, God is always with us, beside us and within us and in nature all around us. “At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.”
Indeed, a night to remember Rebecca, The magic of God is alive and well and all around us; we only have to tune in and appreciate it.
Holding the knowing that it is I who chooses to walk away from God, always opens the path for me to question how and why I have done so in that moment. Knowing that it is how I move and breath that holds the key is the greatest tool I’ve come to appreciate. Fully understanding what it feels like to breath the breath of God has been a massive light bulb moment that showed me how easy it is to connect to God with every breath.
We do not walk alone. Yet, we try hard to believe that this is the case. Once we are convinced of it, the next step is we wishing it would not be the case. A self-created ‘reality’ all the way.
Just re-reading this Rebecca and am just as touched as first time… to know God and accept our own grandness is not easy.
It is our choice to see the constant reflections God is presenting to us and the endless support he offers. He is forever by our side and when I am unaware of this I have to question as to where I am at in that moment.
What a beautiful blog Rebecca, so glad you wrote it. God is always here it is only us that sometimes is not.
So true, we are the ones that turn our backs and choose to disconnect from what is always on offer.
“At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.” A great reminder – thankyou Rebecca for your beautiful post.
what a divine blog Rebecca! There is something so amazing about the way you described you were moving as it started to rain and you decided to run up the hill which revealed a beautiful rainbow, Often we go for the ‘safe’ option but sometimes when we make other steps we didn’t think we would make it turns out we step right into the bigness of God! and how amazing is that.. we have a choice all the time and God, no matter what complications we throw in will always be there with confirmation.
I agree Margaret, I love to return to this and read the comments, to come back to this connection to God and see how far it has developed and how much more there is to be lived.
Those moments of confirmation or knowing are great to feel and clock in life – the more we notice them the more they become a normal part of our life
I’ve discovered that God is present in my walk, if I allow this loving truth and support. If I walk alone then I’m doing the creating and controlling. My foot steps are heavy and tiring by the end of the day as I go about what I think I should be doing. By opening up and knowing that God is simply there then together we co-choose the steps, the intention and purpose and it flows through my walk. Not only do I support the gentleness of the imprint and the ripple effect on all but this flows back through me to support the next step and is a rhythm that is built on. Not draining or tiring but full, light and refreshing. This is a brilliant way to let go of a tiring day and cramps at night – which I’ve discovered are a message from God saying you don’t have to walk alone.
This constant communication with God feels so much more true than beliefs that He is distant and aloof from his children. It seems highly unlikely that any truly loving God would separate from his ‘progeny’ but much more likely that we are the ones who have strayed off course and that once we start to find our way back home are met with reflections of truth such as the incredible beauty of nature.
I agree Richard – God’s love is far grander than anything we can possibly imagine, and in this the consistent love and support is often unfathomable and yet when we begin to connect it is obviously everywhere.
To me this blog describes a fundamental human dilemma. Whether to listen to the innate knowingness of our inner hearts – or those questions that forever pour forth from our heads. The thing I have noticed about those questions is that they continue even when we have answered them and this has led me to question the questions themselves. Is questioning life just a bad habit we have got ourselves into – like an addict who cannot ever get enough of a fix to satisfy the longing? What if in our true essence we already know – and the questions are the problem themselves?
Thank you Richard this understanding is brilliant and perfectly timed!
Beautifully shared Rebecca the magic of God all around us in nature ever communicating to us continually. Three amazing rainbows the light that dispels all doubt.
It is our own self-doubt and the raciness of our mind that separates us from our connection. God never give up on us offering us continual messages through reflections all around us.
I love this blog Rebecca, and have come back to read it again… such a beautiful reminder of the consistency of God’s presence, and that this beauty surrounds us daily in so many ways. I can relate very well to what you’ve shared, but today it has been the quality of my breath that I can feel contains the essence of God.
A glorious confirmation and reminder that we are held in absolute love constantly. I know the feeling of not being connected to or acknowledging this truth, so thank you for the crystal clear reminder that connection is only a choice away.
Stunning Rebecca… these magical moments are so easy to overlook.
You cannot think your way back to the truth about God. By all means one must contemplate and use their mental faculties to make sense of the world, but equally one must allow themselves to be guided by what they feel. The former allows one to make sense of the physical, whilst the latter form of intelligence allows one to realise and to make sense of the energetic world that is all around us. Bring both together and you have the true philosopher. And that in essence is what contemplation is, where one uses the mind in conjunction with what they feel to make sense of what is going on. That is the true teaching of the esoteric, and not that “thinking is evil”, or that we should only feel and not think, as it has been misrepresented by some. For as Serge Benhayon has taught, you cannot stop thinking. It is impossible. What you can do however is bring your thoughts into line with where your body is at.
It has always amazed me how little we stop and allow ourselves to become enamoured with the world around us – whether it is a butterfly in a garden somewhere deep in the city, or the full unconfined splendour of the evening sky. Such moments of appreciation tug at us to ponder more deeply on the true nature of our existence.
This is such a confirming blog to keep coming back to read. There is always so many reflections and confirmations of our connection with God expressed through nature.
Gorgeous Rebecca, all your experiences with God shows that God is always there walking with us whether we are doubting or confirming that we are a son of God. Just recently I was feeling down and like everything was all too hard and as I walked to my car from work thinking all of this I looked up and there was a van parked opposite my car with the biggest letters taking up the whole side door BE and then on the back panel POWER and the email address was ‘pressure’. Like you I started to smile and laugh to myself realising that I was only feeling yuk because I was pressuring myself and all I needed to do was just BE in my POWER! We are all the Sons of God and there are signs of this everywhere.
God is always dropping in little packages for us, to remind us that He is right here living in and around us.
“The rain stopped and the sun shone forth and in my heart I felt the eternal love of God” This feels like an analogy of choosing to be a student of The Way of The Livingness.
This is a beautiful blog Rebecca, thank you for sharing your amazing experience and reminding us that we are never alone. God is constantly communicating to us and He is always with us. This magical blog really confirms this for me. ‘I walked home with a massive grin mainly on the inside and a steady feeling of love in my body and the feeling of God walking beside me.’
There is no where on this planet that we are not held by the Love of God. This blog is a gorgeous reminder that to simply ask, question or take a moment to connect to oneself as a true Son of God is all it takes to be shown the truth, beauty and availability of our mighty Father. The reflections of Him in nature are His expression of Love for us to enjoy, and you enjoyed it for all Rebecca.
I smiled with you Rebecca. What got me was how I kept wanting to say “why are you still doubting with all those gorgeous signs?” But you know…you needed the whopper of a rainbow and you got it!! Love never left you. 🙂
I remember how much I loved this blog the first time I read it and still today it is a stunning reminder of the magic of God and the beauty it embraces us with.
The only thing I would add is to beware of seeking confirmation of God through external phenomena. I am not saying that this is so in this case. This blog is a great example of how we can be inspired everyday. And yes, he speaks to us everyday through the beauty of nature, but if we look for signs that are not there, we will be fooled just as easily by illusion as the person who is determined to believe that we are no more than the flesh we see before us.
I feel that God leaves little packages for us everywhere. It is up to us to see them and then make a choice to open them and to fully appreciate his presence. I can relate to the self doubt, Rebecca but God is very patient and is always present.
I so enjoyed your blog this morning Rebecca. It reminded me to not ever give in to those niggling doubts that can come between us and the knowing of who we truly are and our own true expression.
Being a Son of God has always sounded a bit weird to me, to be honest it has even made me uncomfortable at times. Reading your blog somehow settles my uncomfortably with the phrase Son of God and made me smile. I love that you were willing to walk with yourself before excising your dogs, that in itself I find amazing, thanks for sharing the simplicity of God and what it means to be his son.
Such a beautiful confirmation Rebecca, I appreciate very much you going for your walks. In a conversation I shared very recently I was saying that I knew I’m supported by God and the divine and that I’m not alone. While I was saying this I could feel how I was limiting the amount of loving support to simply be there and the key to this felt like my level of appreciation for the magnitude that’s actually available. God is limitless and absolutely consistent, any other thought about not being enough comes through me not God.
I love your honesty and can so relate to sharing a magical moment with God and being so clear about the connection and then allowing self-doubt to creep back in. Thank you for claiming yourself as a Son of God and reflecting that to everyone.
What stands out to me in this blog is just how much God is ALWAYS with us, even if we are not connecting to ourselves to feel and embrace it. Also how horrible, sabotaging and manipulative thoughts enter our mind to cast doubt and try make is separate from this connection. The more we remain connected and present with ourselves and therefore God the less doorways or space there is for the rotting thoughts. This is super simple!
I read this a while ago and was blown away by the beauty of your experience and your willingness to pay attention to, see and listen to the messages that God was so clearly giving you. A beautiful account of a beautiful encounter. Your confirmation of yourself as a Son of God supports every one of us to feel the truth of this for ourselves.
“so long as I am willing to listen and willing to talk, He will always be there to hear me and guide me.”
Thank you for sharing this Rebecca. After reading this I asked myself about how God communicates – I look up at a building to see at the very top a set of gold angels. I pass that building everyday to and from work and never seem them before. Communication is a two way street where both parties need to be willing to engage and God is always willing.
I love returning to your beautiful blog Rebecca and I feel as if I too am walking with God right beside you. A gorgeous way to start my day.
It is truly amazing that every time I genuinely chose to reconnect back to God, there followed some sign of the immense love available to us all, accompanied by a deeper sense of connection in my chest and often with a fiery warmth, confirming that God is indeed within.
God is always there, present in everything, everyone, everywhere. What is so revealing from your blog Rebecca, is that it is our own self doubt and busy mind that separates us from that connection… and its nice to think that from time to time he knocks a little louder when we are distracted!
Extraordinary…
Imagine if we all lived with this strong knowing, that we are all sons of God and that we are all deeply connected to him, with no doubts. How absolutely awesome would we be, loving and supportive, truthful and joyful. I loved reading your blog Rebecca. What a beautiful day.
Wow what a magical night to remember Rebecca and to think that we can have nights and days like these always, as reminders that God is living within us, connecting us to nature and everyone around us always. Awesome!
The way you express and what you express is absolutely beautiful Rebecca. I was inspired to begin writing again when I first read this blog and I am inspired to do the same thing again reading this now. More significantly though, you have reminded me that I can have an intimate relationship with God any time I choose to as God does not judge or measure ‘good enough’ it is ridiculous to deprive myself of the joy of this connection and claiming of myself as a Son of God.
“He [God] never doubted my connection” but how many times do we doubt that connection?
This is quite stunning to read Rebecca – thank you! What stood out to me was your comment around God always being there to walk with us. I have experienced this on many occasions and it is such a joyful moment when I know that I have chosen to align myself with the love, stillness and harmony that is God and is equally me.
Rebecca this is beautiful to read and be reminded of the fact that God is with us at all times and the many messages we can receive from the Magic of God when we remain open to this truth.
Anna so true, it is always a choice to stay open and be aware of the magic of God, that is all around us.
What a beautiful confirming experience. I too am learning to look for all the signs that God is constantly sending me to let me know that he is there, letting me know that there is no such things as a fluke or good luck: it is all by grand design. Thank you Rebecca for reminding me – I will be more observant as I go through my day today after reading this blog this morning.
Awesome walk and awesome connection. We can live with this connection all the time and there is always some magic of God to remind us if we need it.
Thank you , Rebecca. Being in nature is such a beautiful way to affirm our connection with God.
I can relate to your comment elenalight. Knowing in my head but not always feeling I am a Son of God in my heart this is often due to my lack of connection to my essence and my lack of appreciation for who I truly am. Stopping and re-connect reignites my firey connection and my knowing that I am a Son of God. Appreciating this knowing deepens my connection with Godliness.
Thank you Rebecca for a beautifully inspiring blog, reminding us we are never alone, God is always there, sending us moments of magic that confirm we are the sons of God.
Beautiful blog Rebecca, what is great how God is with us always, whether we connect or not. ” I smiled to myself and couldn’t help but be filled with joy. I know in my heart I was receiving a message from God. He never doubted my connection and He was reminding me of that.” The messages are always there if we choose to connect and feel, God is forever there. Sometimes when we forget our own connection, God will give us message to bring us back to our connection.
Absolutely Matts, when we connect to deeply within, God is known in his magnificent light within us, and all-around us.
3 rainbows… in one afternoon… God must be real. But seriously if anyone wants to read what a connection with God is like they should read your blog. I love how you have really conveyed that his love and his light is eternal, and we can always connect to it.
This really is my type of afternoon!
I agree Harrison – it has become a bit of a joke between myself and nature – on my 18th birthday as I drove home, a huge rainbow arched across the road in front of me – I don’t see them all the time but when I do they are a clear and deeply touching sign.
Rebecca this is absolutely GORGEOUS! I was smiling and laughing the whole way through. What an awesome afternoon with God, you are a fantastic writer, and the joy of you and your connection with God can be felt in every word! Love this “Take that, self-doubt!!”
There has been times in my life where I have felt so disconnected alone and empty I have felt like I don’t belong here on earth. Often in these moments there has been some sort of deeply felt miracle I can’t ignore that reassures me I am not alone I am a Son of God even during the time when I don’t feel a part of humanity I could feel a deep connection with God through nature.
Hi Rebecca, this feels so familiar, how close God is to us and how magnificent the language of God can be. I also felt to share that even just a smile when you least expect it and most need it can also be that same magnificence coming through, and wow also in blogs like yours! Thank you.
great comment felixhumacher8
“I love the part where God doesn’t let us get away with our self-doubt – and I could add: with any of our issues. He keeps talking to us in the most epic ways! We have the coolest father ever.”
So true! God is always presenting love and having a conversation with us, all the time and the way divinity is communicated through nature to me is the simple magic and Beauty of God…
Dear Rebecca thank you for writing such a beauty-filled blog, I will read it many times. God is always with us, it is always us that doubt or move away from Him – what a joyful experience you have shared with us, I could feel myself right there with you.
“God is always with us, it is always us that doubt or move away from Him ” Great point shelleyjones44 it is always us that chooses to pull away from our connection to God.
Absolutely Shelley and Margaret… God is always with us, and it is only us that chooses to pull away, resist or avoid this connection.
The more I truly connect with myself the more I can feel and appreciate the warm glowing presence of God within me and the magic of God all around me.
As I sit and appreciate the stillness of the early morning and listening to the sounds of nature waking up I know I am a Son of God.
“As I walked I felt my body, I saw the beauty of the nature around me and felt the constant conversation there is to be had between myself and God, if I only allowed myself to feel it.” What if God does not need words to converse with us? What if we also converse with him through how we are in the world, how much we truly appreciate ourselves, how much love do we allow to feel and express, how Godly we accept to be? Nature on the part of God and the body on our side are our natural means of mutual communication. What religion teaches this beyond the Way of the Livingness? None.
Two main things stood out to me as I came back to this blog, firstly that you actually chose to not let those worries get in the way of going for a walk in confirmation of being a Son of God. The next was my reaction (small but it stood out like a huge red flashing light within my body) in feeling that confirmation and joy you experienced when receiving the messages from God. The reaction doesn’t make sense as rejecting our godliness / equality with God has only brought pain and misery, and I know the attachments to all the things that are not a part of that equalness are not worth it. Thank you for the reminder that anything outside of accepting who we are is simply not worth it.
Your sharing is beautiful to read Rebecca a great reminder that we are all sons of God and the magic of God is always present all we need to be is present to feel it.
Your sharing is an offering for me to deepen my awareness and appreciation of the presence and divine beauty of God.
Hi Rebecca – it is easy to go with self doubt and not call it for what it is but when challenged there is the opportunity for God to make known how loved we are. This is a Beautiful blog and a gentle reminder that God never loses sight of us, it is us that makes the choice to lose sight of God. Thank you.
I love what you share here Bianca, the Magic of God is with us always but are we truly connecting to it? Thank you for this beautiful sharing you have certainly reminded me to be open and to not doubt the magic that is within and around me at all times.
I have enjoyed re-reading your blog Rebecca and never tire of reading other people’s examples of their Magic of God moments, which always have a feeling of grandness to them, no matter how tiny the message is. It feels like these moments confirm our grandness back to us and if we ever felt like we were unsupported in this life, it is only us choosing to not be aware. Thank you for the reminder of how Grand we all are.
I love how God communicates to us through nature, it is truly magical. Thank you for sharing how God is always with us in every moment and how powerful it is to appreciate just how loved we are by Him, eternally.
Beautiful Rebecca. The Magic of God is all around us and constantly communicating messages of love and confirmation that we are all the Sons of God. I have walked most of my life with blinkers on unaware that the beauty I felt in nature was a message from God but with the presentations from Serge Benhayon on the meaning of the everything I am becoming increasingly aware of the magic of God all around me and the magic of how this feels within me.
Thank you for sharing this for us all Rebecca, I appreciate having the opportunity to share your experience and this amazing conversation with God. You remind me to feel this connection and participate in my own relationship with God as I can feel I have been ignoring him for some time.
This is very beautiful Rebecca. The connection with God is always strong and always there. We are the ones that stop ourselves feeling it just as we are the ones that can bring ourselves back to feeling this amazing and natural connection.
This is the second blog in a row I’ve read tonight about God’s communication with us – unintentionally, and yet I have no doubt that this is the work of God through and through. I am reminded to pay close attention to what is being offered.
Now that I’m more aware I have so much appreciation for all those moments when I can feel God’s guiding hand – the moments you’ve mentioned Rebecca and those times when something is removed from my grasp – knowing that there is a plan, a bigger picture and trusting this.
I agree, sometimes I look at the harmonious complexity of life, the way that if anything were to shift just a tiny bit it wouldn’t work, I can understand the amazing plan that is in place – how every aspect is free to express what it is, and in doing so adds to the whole.
Beautiful joyful Rebecca your remember us that god is in everything and the only thing we have is to allow ourselves to open up to this inner knowing again and so we can also be so joyful everyday.
Thank you for this beautiful sharing and your experiences about the magic of God. I love it too when I receive messages from God as I find this is confirmation he is with us every moment of the day. It is fun when the message isn’t so clear and you have to work out in detail what it all means. This is God being playful.
I thought Id give an update, one year on. I was talking on the phone to my mum, who is once again in Australia, about what has and hasn’t changed in the year since the last August full moon. Technically, the next August new moon isn’t until the 29th of August – the one last night was the July blue moon. However on the phone this morning my instant reaction was to say that my relationship with God was still not very strong, but before I could get all the words out I stopped, because that was so not true, I just couldn’t say it. In truth, over the last year, I have received almost daily messages – in life and in nature – from God, confirming something, revealing something or sending a message. All I need to work on is appreciating that they occur, as I have gotten good at clocking them, but still lack the appreciation of how much I do communicate with God, and how it is now a natural part of my life. So one year on and one year older, I can’t wait for the 29th of August.
I agree kimweston2, its a great way to move forward, by confirming how far you have already come.
Wow this was just exquisite to read, I had tears in my eyes from the first rainbow onwards. Thank you for blessing us by sharing such undeniable confirmation of the love of God.
No problem Samantha, and a year later, with the next August new moon coming up, it will be interesting how things have changed and evolved.
God is always communicating with us, and your experience is a confirmation for you that you are a son of God.
That’s true Peter, God is always communicating with us. All we have to do is be present with ourselves and open and excepting of Gods messages.
Thank you for reminding me we are all sons of God and that includes me. I tend to forget that I am the son of God therefore don’t often communicate with God. I have a deep knowing that is the truth but need to appreciate more in my life and no just reach out to God when things feel bad for me.
I agree Margaret – the entire way that our society is set up and run is designed to make sure we do not believe we are the sons of God that we are.
I adore moments like this where the magic of God undeniably shows the fact that he is presenting a very clear and pertinent message to us and he does not want us to forget it! As I am becoming more and more observant I am witnessing how much these messages are given to us through nature even in very subtle cases, God still presents his beautiful messages for us.
I agree Joshua – from the subtle to the right in your face message, God is constantly communicating – to never forget who we are, to never doubt his love.
Rebecca, your blog came to me to be read as the rainbow to you. Beautiful blog, thank you for sharing. It reminds me that not only God is always there but also other sons of God, our fellow brothers. We never walk alone. It’s up to us to connect to this.
We have forgotten how to listen to the sound of silence where the true self lies in constant communication to God, the Universe and us all. Thank you for sharing your remembering of how this is done Rebecca. It really is so simple once we give ourselves permission to go there, as you so gorgeously have.
Thank you Liane – I have always been fascinated by science, the quiet in nature when you have the space to just be – where in most of life we are bombarded by technology and noise and the busyness of life.
So true Rebecca. The silence is always there amongst the bang and crash of the world. The self-doubt is part of that racket constantly bombarding us and trying to throw us off the sent of Divinity, but all the while the rainbow reflects our true colours. Did you know rainbows are actually circles?! But they can only be seen as such from above. It’s like a great big hug from Heaven, the pot of gold being our inner heart – an eternal reminder and confirmation that we are already complete and divine as we are, we need only acknowledge it.
Beautiful Liane – I didn’t know that, but I too have started to see the myth of the pot of gold as being a reflection of what we can find if we look within. I also love that rainbows are made when it rains – a time most people dislike, but what beauty can come from it. And the fact you can’t get to the rainbow – it’s not something to be reached and grabbed hold of, but something to inspire within us the same grace and beauty.
Wow Rebecca what a divine experience – thank you so much for sharing. ‘At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.’ This is so true in every moment we have the opportunity the feel that the presence of God is with us and that we are His equal Sons. That love is who we are and His love is always with us and around us. And when we walk in union with Him, with our love and our knowing, the divine grandness that we equally are is in no match for the games of self-doubt and are rendered insignificant. A very powerful blog Rebecca thank you again.
A very lovely truth to accept and appreciate Carola: “the divine grandness we equally are”. Everything else that doesn’t equal this fades into insignificance.
Thank you for such a beautiful reminder Carola
Gorgeous and powerful writing and sharing, Rebecca. Thank you.
The line that stood our for me:
‘And in that moment all the feelings I have had recently – feeling lonely and thinking a relationship with a man is the quick fix I need to fill my emptiness – melted away, and I have never felt so content on my own, with no hint of needing anything else.’
If we allow ourselves to feel our connection with God, to feel his presence and us all equally being his sons this is very fulfilling. No way you can feel lonely then. Great reminder for me too when being alone.
WOW Rebecca. Thank you. You are a beacon of truth. Feeling the naturalness of your relationship with God and realising this, has been deeply inspiring. I feel it is time for me to take more appreciation of what I feel in every moment, and that there is a natural relationship we can have with God and ourselves. Love.
“At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.” “So long as I am willing to listen and willing to talk, He will always be there to hear me and guide me.”
Wow Rebecca, just wow. This must have been an amazing and confirming day for you. I can definitely relate to that ‘inner critic’ and self-doubter that has wanted me to deny the grandness that I feel, and now know that I am. These moments of connection with God are just so precious, and indeed a reminder that we are never alone, and there is always the most gorgeous love surrounding us – just waiting for us to realise and connect to it again. Thank you so much for this blog!
great blog lovely to re read this morning as a reminder that we are never alone.
We are all sons of God, it feels like part of the illusion and lies we are fed in life that we allow ourselves to forget our connection to God and the divinity we hold inside. Yet if we simply be and allow our tenderness, God and Gods love are right here.
Well said Lucy Dahill. I loved re reading Rebecca’s blog and the confirmation ‘that we are never alone’, as experienced in the presence of the rainbow brought a smile to my face and a joyful leap in my heart!
Rebecca you are delicious, I have never met you but your blog has meant I have a great big smile on my face too. I felt all you wrote and love how God and nature worked to make it really really obvious that we are never alone.
Yes, Well said Lucy!
the magic of God is all around us Sometimes I really need to remind myself to re-connect and allow myself of feel it.
Hi Rebecca, Sharon and Bernadette. I love reading your magic of God moments. It’s reminded me that I keep seeing rainbows. I acknowledge them in the moment, however your sharing is an offering for me to deepen my awareness and appreciation of the presence and divine beauty of God. Thank you.
I loved your blog Rebecca, and how God persevered with your doubt! I had a magic of God walk in a rainforest recently when a parrot landed on my shoulder, then on my head, and I walked with the parrot a few more gentle steps, feeling the connection to
the bird, the trees, the crisp air, and everything.
That sounds awesome – what a playful surprise! But its very true that moments like that lead to more connection in the next moment.
Rebecca I truly loved reading your experience of being reminded you are a Son of God. I had a similar day where is was graced with the beauty of butterflies instead of rainbows as my reminder that I am never alone, the God is always with me and I am his son. Like your experience it left me with no doubt instead just absolute joy of the magic of God is always present and that I just need to pay attention.
How beautiful Rebecca that ‘God wouldn’t let you get away with your self doubt’! Nature is a true reflection of the beauty of God and what a way to re-connect with that beauty within.
What a beautiful sharing! God is everywhere, we just need to be open to see him 🙂
This is very true steffihenn. God always sees us but we do not always see him – a self-imposed blindness.
Rebecca your blog filled me with such joy and light as it reminded me too of the fact we are all sons of god and we, like you, have a constant communication with the big guy whenever and however we choose. Such a beautiful confirming blog that shows me once again the magic of god lies within us all.
Awesome Jade, and so true. Reading all the comments is really confirming of the fact that no one person’s connection is more than another, and that God doesn’t have a chosen one – like the father he is, we are all equally his children and equally loved.
Indeed we are Rebecca.
Thank you Rebecca Briant for this lovely blog. The world is full of small miracles endlessly so, forever showing us that we are the Sons of God where we are returning to.
Rebecca this is an awesome blog and I love coming back to it. God’s way is simple and full of beauty.
I love this blog Rebecca, it reminds me to never doubt that I am also a Son of God. Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful experience.
I loved reading about your walk Rebecca, and how God walked beside you to bring his divine messages. Thank you for the great reminder not to allow doubt to creep in and distract us from appreciating ourselves and our connection to nature and to God.
Doubt really is simply a distraction – from our connection to ourselves, God or our purpose.
This is a joyful and deeply touching sharing Rebecca, I am so glad you have shared these moments with us as it is a great reminder for myself of the consistency in which God walks with us.
I love all the comments to this blog, especially about how things can be so simple if we just allow them to be instead of making them complicated.
This is exactly what should be written in the bible – stories like this that show God’s loving way with us.
felixschumacher8 this is a fantastic suggestion … a go to book of real, loving, connections and co-creations with God.
It’s lovely isn’t it Rebecca, the magic of God is all around us if we pay attention. I often laugh out loud when I’m by myself, at the little (and sometimes not so little), messages I receive.
Rebecca your blog was a joy to read, I visualised the glorious scenes you so beautifully described. I feel God is always communicating with us, divinely constellating everywhere, every second. Such magnificence is all around us and within us, designed to help us deeply appreciate ourselves and where we’ve come from.
Katechorley I feel this is very true about nature “designed to help us deeply appreciate ourselves and where we’ve come from.” It’s such a joy to be amongst the magnificence and take that same feeling with me as I live an everyday life in the city. The magnificence is there, no matter what the task.
Perfectly summed up Kate – there is a constant communication and it is beautiful to tune into.
There was no way God was ever going to allow you to engage in self doubt, Rebecca. It feel like he was there literally at every turn you made, always confirming that you are His Son. What a beautiful sharing of such a divinely confirming experience. Thank you.
Simply gorgeous Rebecca. The beauty in all you have shared reminds me also of my connection with God, with deepest appreciation I thank you.
Rebecca your wisdom is beyond your 17 young years. How you have written your experience is just what I needed to hear. Doubt does not belong, and look for confirmation because God is always there. Thank you
Such a beautiful way to start my day re reading your blog. I felt my heart open and the visuals were truly gorgeous , standing in a pool of sunlight beaming down just for you on a cloudy evening. The rainbows are so amazing, it reminds me of the area here in the Northern Rivers of Australia where we often see such beautiful rainbows too, definitely reminding you and us that we are all Sons of God, we just need that reminder sometimes.
Being reminded of the fact we never walk alone, triggers a an image of footprints in the sand… Where there are 2 sets to begin with but only 1 at certain times were we have not walked beside or with god but have been carried by god
I remember that Jamie, whenever I read that quote I always felt deeply touched, because the sense of being held, of not walking alone, is the safest and most reassuring feeling.
Lovely to be reminded of this quote Jamie. I come to understand, appreciate and feel much these days deeper how true this is. We are so held in the immensity of the God’s and our Love. Thank you for this timely re-minder.
A clear demonstration of the fact that the doubt is solely in us as the instigators and perpetrators of the disconnection whereas God is always there and so is nature to reflect divinity back to us.
God is always there, how and why would we choose doubt over God’s love? And it is a choice, at every movement, step and turn we take. If in doubt I also love the reflection of nature to feel what true connection is.
Dear Rebecca, I absolutely love this blog, and know God is right here with me. It made me smile in joy to feel the confirmation of your words, and the fact that every minute of the day God is with us, within us and communicating with us in many ways. I too love the deep connection and relationship I have with God and nature every single day.
Reading your comment Gyl just opened my chest and brought me back to feel that yes, God is always there to connect to. A beautiful confirmation to feel and herby I too claim this deep connection I have to be true and strong – a relationship that is absolute and I feel to celebrate more again.
Thanks for sharing an awesome blog Rebecca. For me the magic of god and the reflections and messages that come, are always there if we are able to get out of our heads and into our bodies. I have found the best way for me to connect back is walking in, and being with, my body in embodiment; leaves all that chatter and distraction of the mind behind.
This was so lovely to read again Rebecca. I wasn’t that sure why I was drawn to read this blog again until I read what you wrote about the doubt that came in once you had written your initial blog. I could instantly feel that this blog was God’s way of telling me that my blogs aren’t meant to be kept on my computer. It is time to share my expression as you have done so beautifully here. Thank you.
Awesome Leonne – I seriously look forward to reading your blogs – its amazing to begin to feel that holding back what we have to share can be a real crime, because of all that expressing can bring.
Thank you Rebecca – you are right. Holding back is exhausting and feels awful in my body. If this is the impact it has on me I know it must also be affecting others.
The affect we have on others, good and bad can never be discounted, although sometimes admitting to it can be hard because of the level of responsibility it brings. If you bring all of who you are to everything you do, you can’t go wrong!
Wow Rebecca, that’s incredible ! Our connection to God is so beautiful.
What a lovely blog to reread Rebecca I love how you express ”I realised that so long as I am willing to listen and willing to talk, He will always be there to hear me and guide me.” We are all sons of God, sometimes I forget that, and when I feel alone it is just a matter of reconnecting and my feeling of emptiness dissolves with a wash of loving warmth.
I loved reading your blog and my whole body felt lighter just by feeling myself. How I am indeed a Son of God and that God has never ever given up on me. I know I did. I find the most nurturing feeling is to feel I am with God and that God is with me. Thank you for sharing Rebecca.
Deeply beautiful and so touching. Thank you Rebecca for sharing these precious expansive moments of confirmation. Priceless.
I love this blog. “I walked home with a massive grin on my face mainly on the inside” I feel very privileged to witness as you mature into an amazing woman. I can really feel you in this blog, your strength, love and commitment. Rainbows are so special and have heralded some magic moments in my life too. Thank you for staying with yourself and completing this so that we can all benefit from you in your words.
Your blog is simply divine, as are you and as we all are. What a beautiful reminder- thank you for not holding back.
I felt the enormity of your blog and how doing the simplest of things such as walking and taking in what nature has to offer can broaden our awareness, thanks Rebecca
It really is the finding the extraordinary in the completely ordinary – a walk or a conversation, driving the car – all these little seemingly inconsequential things have the potential to be amazing moments.
Wow, Rebecca, what a beautiful reminder that God is in us, with us and around us all the time.
I have just reread your blog Rebecca
I have a massive grin on my face as I feel your joy and divinity
Beauty-FULL Rebecca Briant. The feeling I have from this Blog, AND feeling I’m going to clock IS, every-time I have self-doubt that will be a sign I am a son of God. There is no doubt I can do, and there is no doubt this is True.
Reading your comment Bianca it occurred to me how blessed we all that you went for your walks Rebecca. This seems to be a great example of how following your own truthful impulse benefits everyone, even if it does seem to be “something/anything” particular.
Rebecca I absolutely love this blog and it was a joy to re-read it! We are all so blessed that you did not allow self doubt to stop you from publishing this blog, thank you for sharing the magic of God.
Thank you Bianca, its been a great learning for other areas – having the confidence to do projects or presentations at school etc; its been amazing to feel everyone’s support.
Such a beautiful blog Rebecca, felt like I was right there with you on your walk. Thank you for sharing. 🙂
Thanks Melissa, no problem. Hopefully when you next go for a walk, you will feel for yourself that God is there with you:)
I had a similar experience, walking the dog on the usual route through the park I decided to deviate just a little and walk across the oval. As I was walking I was feeling how strongly connected I felt in my body; as I looked up there was a full vivid rainbow. It was a great reflection and if I moved a little way in any direction it could not be seen.
Awesome Nicole, its amazing these little ‘coincidences’ that are not coincidences at all. I am coming to appreciate even the not so nice coincidences, seeing the moments where something happens that I perceive to be bad, are equal opportunities to learn as the ones where the magic of God is being reflected back to me.
This is so very true Rebecca – all reflections are equal regardless of whether we like the message or not. Both requirement commitment and undersatnding to be listened to.
I agree Sandra, and many a time I have instantly wanted to dismiss any apparently ‘negative’ connotations a situation may have because I want to void responsibility, but actually the only negative experiences we have in life are the ones we perceive to be so, if we look at life with the open mindedness that everything is a lesson, then more difficult times are there to teach you patience, unconditional love, understanding etc.
What a beautiful experience you are sharing here Rebecca.
Francisco knowing you and your beautiful smile confirms to me you are a son of God. Thank you for radiating your inner knowing.
Hear hear Sandra. A smile straight from heaven that tells us we are that too. Rebecca’s experience brings such a rich expansive feeling of joy – smiling with you all, simply gorgeous.
Re-reading your article again, brings a smile to my face, thank you!
Such a gorgeous experience you have expressed and shared Rebecca, thank you.
I can feel your joy when walking with God;
“I walked home with a massive grin mainly on the inside and a steady feeling of love in my body and the feeling of God walking beside me”
So lovely to feel your beautiful interactions with God and the simplicity in it all. I love how you allowed the re-occurring rainbow to confirm you and let go of your self-doubt!
This morning I was having an early morning walk and chat with my husband and just at the right moment a whole chorus of Kookaburras burst into loud and long song (laughter)… it was a truly joyful and magic moment – certainly nature is a beautiful reflection of the magic of God.
Beautiful Nicola, thank you for sharing – l love the laughter of the Kookaburras !
Thanks Rebecca, I can definitely relate to those amazing moments of connection and when we are open to receive.. It is lovely to feel connect with the god the all as equal sons of god.
Rebecca I love reading this blog and I love the line ‘we never walk alone’. God is always in our hearts.
Rebecca your second paragraph really made a lot of sense as I find when I am walking it is easier to clearly move through things in my thoughts and not get stuck in a rut. It is as if every step I take opens up a whole new way of seeing something as I have moved and everything around me now reflects back to me at a slightly different angle, so the thought has to keep self generating through a stubbornness I hold or change as I move.
Rebecca when I read of the rain, I felt it was also a washing away, that God was sharing with you. At the beginning of your walk you first claimed there was no room for second thoughts, it is as if God was complimenting and confirming the fact you were washing away doubt with your awareness and claiming, the rain was in celebration of this.
Rebecca as I sit here reading and truly feeling the joy expressed through your blog, I too can now say that yes I am a wondrously amazing son of God. Unique in our own expression and yet joined together through love. Awesome
Rebecca – such wisdom, openness and connection, Thank you. Self doubt has a way of creeping in and as I am sitting here and say the words ‘I am a son of God’ – I too can feel the self doubt flow in. Feelings of unworthiness and critique regarding ‘who do I think I am claiming that’, they feel harsh and aggressive almost brutal, but underneath very vulnerable. Now is an opportunity for me to allow this vulnerability and tenderly hold myself in that, gently introducing the truth that these words are trying to separate me from. I am amazing. I am a beautiful Son of God.
I too can relate to doubt that creeps in. Doubt is an awful thing that holds us back from truly being the Sons of God. I have been playing with calling out the doubt, knowing that this is just an energy that I have allowed to creep in. I often find that when I put it aside then the magic of God is right there which is a lovely reminder that yes I too am The Son of God.
Thank you for sharing this Rebecca, beautiful and inspiring to remember to stop and see the magic of God that is always around me.
Wow!! A truly beautiful experience to share Rebecca. I can feel the love and joy in what you have shared. It feels like a magical evening spent walking with god.
Thanks for re-highlighting this Rosanna “You just walked, felt your body walking, and connected to the beauty of nature around you. Maybe it’s so simple that we doubt it could be that easy?” I have the sense from this that it is as simple as: just feeling my body connects me to God.
Yes, Sandra! It could be that simple maybe we just complicate it at times.
The magic of God is all around us, we are never alone. I don’t doubt that for a second so why do I struggle so much to connect with it on a daily basis? There is something for me to ponder on.
Rebecca, in the past I have tended to take rainbows for granted but after reading your beautiful blog I will never again ignore the beauty of a rainbow and all that it brings…
I love this part where you said you “felt the constant conversation there is to be had between myself and God, if I only allowed myself to feel it.” What’s lovely about it is that you’ve made it so simple in the context of your walk. You just walked, felt your body walking, and connected to the beauty of nature around you. Maybe it’s so simple that we doubt it could be that easy?
Simplicity is often something we can doubt – how can something be so easy, surely there has to be a struggle – i guess it just shows that many people have a idea that having a connection to God can only be got to through hardship or struggle, rather than simplicity.
You’re definitely on to it there Rebecca. How many times have we undervalued our selves simply because something comes naturally to us?! We are convinced that it has to be hard to be worthy. Simply not true.
I agree Rosanna, everything is life must be hard work, complicated or full of drama – often it is the simplest things we find the most tricky, because we try to hard to make them difficult when they aren’t. How much easier life would be if we didn’t battle with the simplicity of it.
Beautifully said Rosanna
Great blog an amazing read
Take that self doubt ! Hehe love that Rebecca. Self doubt is so huge, and creeps in a lot for me too. I try to Suss it out a lot but it’s amazing how quick it seeps back in. I get self doubt about not getting self doubt or not listening to my self doubt. What the.
Hahaha, I can totally relate Emily, I can get self-doubt about not self-doubting – what if Im doubting because its not right or clear, but what if Im doubting it because it is clear and its just sabotaging it!!! It can be a complicated and tricks-y game that can get us caught up in wrestling the self-doubt rather than just living life and being open to making mistakes and learning. For me thats the biggest reason I self doubt (other than lack of self worth), its because I’m terrified I’ll do something wrong, so I doubt myself, but if I have an approach that is at least willing to be honest when I stuff up and learn, then my self-doubt levels might decrease 🙂
Hahaha, That’s exactly my self-doubt routine! hhmm. Food for thought there Rebecca (about being terrified i’ll do something wrong). I love though what you have said about being willing to get things wrong and learn from it all. Great point.
Its amazing how when we talk about it, we find we are not alone in feeling a certain way or struggling with a certain aspect of life, but that while we keep it to ourselves so that no one knows we are struggling, we might never get the opportunity to learn.
blah blah blah complicatteeeeddd. 😀 😀
Emily I laughed when I read, “I get self doubt about not getting self doubt or not listening to my self doubt.” This is so true! I’ve just never joined the dot between the split second reaction that goes on. Thank you, this is great for getting back to observing the feeling of self-doubt and not following it down the hole.
Smiling on the inside; gorgeous blog Rebecca. I truly love the beauty of natures reflections, they are always there for us. It is true we never walk alone.
I agree Victoria, I have found that if I go for a walk and get caught up in something that happened that day, or something that’s going to happen etc, I can often feel alone, because I’m so focused on myself that I can’t hear the birds singing and don’t notice the sun setting or the stars shining, things that would remind me of the beauty in life and that there is more to life than the problems I can chose to focus on.
Funnily enough just after posting this comment I took my dogs for a walk and was busy thinking about something and so was just staring absently at the ground in front of me, when something made me look up and I saw a little distance away a herd of 5 deer that I had startled and they ran off across the field, it was beautiful and if I hadn’t listened to that feeling to look up, I would have missed it.
We see miracles in our lives all the time – I am glad you could see the miracle of God on your walk because it reminded me to not ignore those moments when they happen for me.
Very true, there are so many every day miracles that can often pass us by in life, and so much to appreciate if we only give ourselves the chance.
Very beautiful Rebecca, What you shared is very inspiring and opening me up to the feel of being a son of god, and have the ability live that quality everyday.
Try not to doubt again Rebecca. What you have written has the capacity to awaken many to their connection and awareness that indeed we are all sons of God. The creepy self doubt that sneaks in only smothers this beautiful feeling that comes with knowing and feeling the presence of God. The joy in the way you write makes me feel like I was there with you on that walk, celebrating. The fullness that you bring to everyone you meet when you live with this knowing is quite a blessing. I celebrate that.
Thank you Matthew, I will keep your comment in mind as I go about life, making sure I don’t allow self doubt or anxiousness to sabotage the joy and knowing that I could otherwise bring to life.
I agree Matthew, Rebecca has beauty-fully bought connection for All, that we all are the sons of god. Why would we let self-doubt bring that down? I love re-reading this blog, often.
‘At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.’ We think we are alone but we in truth we never are. Thank you Rebecca by sharing this beautiful experience of your connection with God and how self doubt can creep in so easily when we step out of this true connection. Rainbows will always remind us.
Wow, how simply beautiful to feel your deep appreciation and openness for the Divine, thank you for the reminder Rebecca.
What an amazing walk you had Rebecca one to remember, it felt so confirming. It is interesting when we go into self doubt, it can feel like we are walking alone but all we have to do is look around us to see that God is everywhere.
For a moment I felt like I was sitting up on that hill with you. What a gorgeous feeling! Thanks for beating the self doubt. Your stopping and reconnecting and sharing of this supports us all.
Such a great reminder for me to read this blog again. So often self-doubt comes calling and spoils otherwise divine moments that are probably occurring all the time, and yet all we have to do is stop and re-connect to ourselves and just be open and aware to the reflections of love and divinity that we are receiving all the time. It is as you say Rebecca the ultimate cure for self doubt or lack of confidence.
I agree Andrew – an example of self-doubt is today I had perfectly organised my day, taxis and meetings etc, and then I let doubt come in and completely mess up my plans and the rhythm of my day – it was a great lesson.
It must be my morning for connecting with nature and I haven’t been for my walk yet! I have read your walk down the country lane, Rebecca and Rods walk in the park, and I feel the magic of God in both. Such a lovely way to start the day being reminded to be open to experience what life has to offer and God gifting these to us.
Gorgeous blog Rebecca…I could feel within my own body as I read your words a deeper sense of contentment and that there is a much deeper level of trust that I can claim. Thank you for the reminder that we are always walking with God and that we are never alone.
How beautiful Rebecca, I loved reading your blog. You certainly have been touched by the magic of God, numerous times. It’s a wonderful reminder to be open to all that’s around us in nature as God’s omnipotent presence shines through.
Thank you Rebecca, I love what you have written here. Going into the head with self doubt is such a everyday so called normal thing we do. The way you have described your connection with God and how you feel into and see the confirmation with the rainbow is so inspiring to me. With my walks now I will be able to think back to your blog and feel God is with me always. Thank you again Rebecca.
It was wonderful for you to experience this affirmation from God Rebecca, and it serves as a great reminder that his beauty and grace is with us all the time.
Thank you Rebecca, I really enjoyed reading your blog. A lovely reminder of the beauty that is equally within ourselves and the immense support around us when we choose to reconnect to the love that we are.
No problem Francis, it is amazing what support there is on offer should we choose to accept it.
This is a beautifully expressed blog Rebecca. There is no doubt you are a Son of God.
Karen I can feel your appreciation and recognition for Rebecca when you say “There is no doubt you are a Son of God” this is very lovely to feel how confirming it is.
Thank you Rebecca for this beautiful blog and reminding us that we are all Sons of God and that we can see and feel it everywhere. We never walk alone! Love it.
‘….I felt the constant conversation there is to be had between myself and God, if I only allowed myself to feel it.’ Thank you for the reminder Rebecca that with every moment, every movement, every conversation I have the choice to feel the grace of God that naturally resides within me, or not. I know this feeling well, and yet my everyday choices rarely support this. Your blog so beautifully illustrates the joy, wonder and majesty that is available to us when we take the time to connect with our bodies and the world around us. So simple and so profound.
Thank you Stevie, it is amazing what is available to us when we take the time to stop and feel it or make choices that support it. Often we can so easily get caught up in the business of life and forget to take time for us.
Such a positive, uplifting blog Rebecca. Self doubt often trips me up, but thanks for such a lovely reminder of the ways God reminds me that he is right there just waiting for me to notice… beautiful!
No problem Helen, self-doubt is a big one for so many people, and it often trips us up and stops us from doing things that would be amazing, so now I try and remember every time it comes in that there might just be something amazing one step on the other side of the self-doubt if only I trust enough to take it.
You could write a book Rebecca! your writing is very engaging and descriptive it’s like I was there with you each moment of your blog that you have described. So awesome and beautiful to read this from you. Even though I haven’t met you, I feel like I know you well from afar…
Thank you ariel, it was an amazing experience and sharing it has been equally so. Its amazing how doing something like publishing a blog can really help with confidence and speaking up, definately recommend it!
Thank you Rebecca and Ariel, sharing and supporting has brought an amazing quality that can be felt by me. As a student of Universal Medicine I can feel the glow that is emanating from your photos – this truly inspires.
“God wasn’t letting me get away with my self-doubt. At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.”
I love this Rebecca. Your blog is a beautiful reminder that we don’t walk alone and that the magic of God is ever present if we allow ourselves to see and feel it. We are part of the magic of God and joy is a natural expression of who we are.
What a killer of joy self doubt is, just destructive and a killer of joy, as experienced by Rebecca.
No problem Elaine, it is a great reminder for me when I come back to this blog and re-read it, to remember what it felt like to leave self-doubt by the way side and actually feel amazing with no reservations.
Beautiful Blog Rebecca, thank you. It was so lovely to read and a great reflection for me. ‘At every turn I was being presented with how amazing I am and the fact I do not walk alone.’
Thanks for sharing your day with us all Rebecca, as we walk in the body of God and we are a part of Gods body, with us is the magic of God in every moment, every step we take.