Last year, via webcast, I participated in the Livingness 2 workshop held by Universal Medicine. This was the third time during the last ten years that I have participated in this particular event and I have found that each experience has left me with a beautiful healing and openness in my body.
In this workshop, we work in groups of five with one person being the client on the table receiving gentle esoteric hands-on healing from the other four while being warmly wrapped in a blanket, tenderly cared for and gently attended to by the other four. Being met with this level of care and feeling the power of working together is a healing in itself.
During these sessions, I worked with several gorgeous and tender men, and I felt that I received and fully embraced a beautiful healing. During and afterwards, I felt far more open and surrendered in my body. I felt that I was able to let go of past abuse imposed upon me from males when I was a young girl, as well as the levels of abuse I accepted in past relationships. I felt that a deeper level of trust within me, for me and towards men, was resurrected. I felt that I was able to let more of the love in I know I am and receive the care others were offering.
As the client, I was able to appreciate how much I had healed and let go of over the past ten years with the support of esoteric healing practitioners, modalities and workshops. I remembered how closed, protected and hard I felt in my body at my very first session with a tender male esoteric practitioner ten years ago, compared to how open, willing, and trusting I am in my body today. This was a moment of truly appreciating the power of healing the esoteric modalities offer.
On the table at Livingness 2 on that day I was presented with another level of letting go of protection that perhaps I was not ready to see before this day. And to be honest, I did not realise it was still there, as I thought I had fully dealt with my past experiences. Today I understand just how much the little supportive steps that we choose to take assist us fully walking in our truth and light.
The amazing element this workshop offered me, as I’m sure it did all others there, was the precise constellation of qualities in each of the participants to provide the tenderness, the care and the power of healing to expose that there was still a marked level of protection that I was carrying around every day from those experiences so long ago. It offered me this in a way which enabled me to recognise the abuse that my body had not let go of and allowed me to trust and surrender to a deeper level. My body experienced an amazing healing.
Since the workshop… I now see that the protection I was carrying in my body was actually something that stopped me from letting people in fully, causing me to be wary of them. Now I feel more surrendered and open to receiving the love others are. I feel that as I practise living this way I am developing new levels of trust and surrender, which means I find myself being more in-tune with, and appreciative of, what comes before me and is presented from life.
I can unequivocally say that I know everything in this life can be healed and we have the choice to live our amazingness today more than ever before. If we can surrender to all that we each are, let ourselves see and feel life and choose to be in our truth, then the world is blessed on more levels than we can imagine. We only need to look at the impact one person, Serge Benhayon, has had from simply reflecting and living truth and love. Now today there are many who have been inspired to do the same.
As I was on the table at the Livingness 2 workshop with these three* tender group members, I appreciated in that moment, as they were working on, healing and supporting my body, just how one’s commitment to living with deep care and love allows a true healing quality to be there. Likewise, I also felt deeply appreciative of Serge Benhayon for holding his massively dedicated, lived quality which has, over the years, supported much healing to take place through presentations, reflection and simply being all he knows to be true and divine.
I continue to trust the love and Divine support we are sustained by, and constellated with, as we open up and are ready to heal.
* There were only four members in our group due to the division of available participants.